MusicIsMyLife I know right...someone told me to NOT be depressed and I’m depressed and it hurt more than they thought it would. I can’t describe how painful being “the way I am” people don’t understand, listen, or just laugh it off.
@@stevenorkevin9367 I'm so sorry. And I guess people ask you because they're trying to get insight as to how to help you. Some people dont want you to be depressed.
Four years ago a kid from my school killed himself because he was bullied, abused at home and had depression, anxiety and ADHD, the school baned us from talking about it and gave on assembaly about. There is now a board at the train station in his memory that has loads of writing and quotes,, but the most noticable thing that it says is "no more bad days"
The same thing happened at my school. I don’t understand why they didn’t talk about it before. Then there would have been a slight chance that maybe she wouldn’t have done it. Gladly, she is still alive. I don’t know what I’d do without her... ... they didn’t talk about drugs until kids were vaping in the bathroom... they didn’t talk about self-harm until after multiple kids were ‘told on’... they didn’t talk about suicide until she attempted it twice...
Depression is much worse than a lot of things since it isn’t something which is fully curable and if it isn’t visibly shown it can kill that individual ( I just want you to know I’ve been suffering with depression for 3 years straight now after constant harassment, bully, assault and feeling like I’m an outcast to society ) this short film perfectly describes how I feel
Dude- I feel called out. *cuts my legs* My entire nervous system: *YOU’RE JUST DOING IT FOR ATTENTION! YOU’RE A STUPID MONSTER!* *I’m literally alone* ?!
@@maisie7336 sometimes are brains are weird when we suffer, especially when there is nothing specific to be upset about. For example, a gifted kid with a wonderful life and family could become depressed somehow, it happens to everyone, and then they might cut themselves. Or in Danni’s case, have panic attacks. Perhaps for feeling the need to be perfect. In that case, their mind will tell them that they’re just doing it for attention, when they aren’t. I sometimes feel like I’m doing it for attention and my pain is fake, but I also don’t know because I cry everyday. There ye go
That’s how I get away with telling everyone that I want to die without them caring. They always joke about me being depressed. Oh you can’t be more depressed than her😂! I just go along with the jokes I get it everywhere. No matter where I go I find someone joking about me. I just can’t. They don’t know the truth. They don’t know that I’ve been raped, abused and bullied. They don’t know me
Suicidal: -People avoid it -They are annoyed by it -They don't know what's happening. Suicide: -"I wish I could've stopped it." -"I should've listened." -"I wish they could've told me." ALWAYS LISTEN to someone who is suicidal. It's all fun and games till they actually do it. Please.
@@babybird7654 who knows Don't make assumptions about it tho, maybe you're not, maybe you are 🤷♂️ Maybe go see a therapist? Or talk to your parents or friends about it?
Fairy Tail - Rakudai kishi no cavalry オパールとスカーレット Well what if you’re too young to go out on your own and you too scared to talk to your friends or family cause you trust no one. Then what do you do?
@@babybird7654 I'd say probably but if you have tendencies like no eating even when you can or your body is telling you to or wanting to that's a red flag see somebody talk to somebody
I wish people actually cared. May 24th, 2022. 8:06 pm. I will never forget the day that changed my life forever. I was at home about to change after a softball game, I had just gotten home. I usually try and change right away but I was to lazy to that day. I had called my bsf right before my game, he was telling me he couldn’t make it. I got a call, it was him. I obviously answered right away. He said “hey, I just wanna say thanks for always being there. Just know, I love you. I’ve loved you since that day in 2nd grade when you talked to me and no one else did since I was the new kid. I didn’t even know what love was, but I knew what I felt with you was smthn special. I will always love you, just promise to never forget me” and hung up. I was so confused, worried. I ran over to his house, it was only a couple blocks down from where I lived. I knocked on the door and his mom answered. I asked where he was and she said in his room and asked if everything was ok. I just ran up the stairs to his room. That’s when I saw him. He was laying on the ground, fresh c*ts on his arms and an empty pill bottle next to him. I remember the scream I let out. But even worse, the scream his mom let out, I will never ever forget that. I ran to him and held him in my arms, begging him to stay with me. I told him I loved him and to keep his eyes open, begging him. I will never forget his last words “I love you, promise to never forget that” I said I love him too and I promise. His eyes closed and I could feel his body go limp. I will never forget the feeling of my heart shattering into a million pieces. The way his mom came and hugged me, the way we just sat there crying. The ambulance showed up about 10 minutes later. They tried to bring him back but we all knew he was gone. I mean, he had been clinically dead for 10 minutes. I fell to me knees, sobbing while I watched them zip up the body bag, watching the ambulance drive off. That day changed my life forever. He died just 2 days before his 14th birthday. He was supposed to be my main chambelane at my quince. Now, instead of replacing him, I’ll be dancing with a picture of him. We made a promise to each other that if we weren’t married by 30, we would marry each other. We even got each other promise rings so we could never break that promise. We’re so annoying that we even made and signed a contract. We were 11 when we made that promise, and I still stand by it. My birthdays in 17 days, I’m not ready to turn 15 without him by my side. Like, ik he will always be with me but it just sucks yk. I didn’t go to school for a week after that happened, I stayed in my room all day, crying myself to sleep every night. I fell into a deep depression. To make things worse, when I went back to school all they cared abt was all my absences. All the work I would have to make up from when I was gone. It’s like they didn’t even care that I lose my best friend, my other half, my world. I will never be the same without him, I will never have a friend just like him. True friends are hard to find, and I lost him.
Hey, I'm sure you've heard people say that it's going to be ok. I'm here to remind you that it's also ok to not be ok. You are human. You have emotions there's nothing you can do about them except talk about them. Bottling it up won't help. Trust me, I've tired. I know I'm just some random stranger on the internet, but I'm here if you need to talk. You will get past this I'm sure of it. I had a bsf die too. The school did nothing for him. I will never 100% understand what you are thinking, just know if it's anything bad there's people who love and care about you. There's also people who will listen, please talk to someone. The biggest thing to know is that talking to someone is never a burden on them, don't ever think it is. Please reach out of you need help. ❤
I am a 13 year old German teen and the thought of suicide has been in my head for around 4 years. It all started when I first heard my parents arguing. When I heard them screaming I was scared, I didn’t know what to do. I already knew my dad had an alcoholic problem and my mom was already tired of him screaming at her for no reason. But still, I was scared. I couldn’t sleep. For many months i heard them argue EVERY NIGHT. While that happened, I just sat on the stairs, listening to them. Trying to give myself the idea of what’s going on so that I could help. I always had nightmares about my parent divorcing after that. But they stayed together for a while. While my dad’s alcohol problem got worse, my mom talked less and less. She was always doing something in the house so when I needed help with school, I had to ask my drunk dad. My dad (who also has Anger issues) obviously screamed at me when I didn’t know an answer. I feel stupid and often cried, when he asked me why I was crying, I just had to cry more. Should he know why I am crying? He is screaming at his own daughter in anger, just because she didn’t know the answer to a question? That’s where I started to feel worthless. More and more, stupid. Then, middle school started. All of the sudden, everything was fine. I found my best friend, Emilia. But shortly before 7th grade, my parents got divorced. It was heartbreaking for me, now I know it’s for The best. But at first my parents wanted to seperate me and my brother, No way! My brother was the only one I genuinely told about my feelings, who knows that I’m just not the „funny friend“. We convinced them not to eventually. But times got hard. My mom was totally unhappy, and my dad was almost broke. I just felt unhappy with life at that point, nothing really gave me joy anymore. At that point I thought about suicide the most. I didn’t want to tell my friends, I didn’t want them to feel like they weren’t good enough or that they did something wrong. I don’t want them to treat me any differently, I just want them to know. I started isolating, being „lazy“, not talking to anyone, listening to music all the time, didn’t leave my room. I was on my iPad the whole day and night. Fell asleep at 5am, woke up at 12pm. My mom called me lazy the whole time. Making me feel even more worthless, she even hit me once and then just left my room. 7th grade „finally“ started. I hated it and I still do, our classes for mixed up again. Now I was in a class full of the „cool kidz“. The ones who’d always bully you, smoke, get into fights and are just popular. I feel like they always eyed me up and down and find me annoying. I’m scared of saying anything in front of them, what If I answer a simple question wrong? What will they think? I struggled with those thoughts. Just never feeling understood, feeling like I can never tell anyone about my emotions. Feeling like I’m just overreacting, I mean, some people have it way worse than me right? Many things between that have happened as well, I try to not talk about too many details as I try to shut them out due to trauma. But now, 8th grade started. I feel more used to my class but still unhappy. Almost none of my friends are there and they all moved on and got different friends. Friends that are cooler than me. I’m distancing again, online I’m pretending to be someone who I’m not. I’m pretending who I want to be. My mom still calling me lazy, Grades going down but I’m too scared to say anything. I didn’t go to a therapist. What if they tell my mom? I don’t want her to feel bad. But sometimes I just really want to leave, have a quick ending to all of this.
Jesus Christ… I will admit I skimmed over some of this. But I can assure you, it will get better. Ok? There’s gonna be people who get you and people who will help you. You just have to make it there. Alright?
Hey I hope you are doing a little better now. I am no authority on mental health but seek therapy if you need it. I personally found that talking to people is very important when dealing with this type of thoughts. If your brother understands you on other topics he will probably understand you on this one as well. He seems like a good guy. Talk to him if you feel like you are able to. Also if the depressive or suicidal thoughts get to much tell someone. You are important. People care about you. Also on the topic of overreacting: other people being in a worse situation then you does not invalidate your feelings and thoughts whatsoever. I felt like that as well. Those thoughts don‘t help at all they only made me more depressed. But talking to people really helped. At this point this sounds like an empty platitude but I mean it. People will listen. If you want you can start by telling random strangers on the internet if it helps. I figured out that this kinda eliminates the fear of being judged for me personally. I would be happy to hear from you (if part of this text didn’t make sense I am sorry, it’s getting really late)
Hey, ich hoffe du findest jemanden mit dem du sprechen könntest. Vielleicht ist bei dir die Schulsozialarbeit eine gute erste Anlaufstelle, vielleicht ist es aber auch eine Beratungsstelle oder eine Klinik (ich weiß, es klingt extrem aber ist gut um mal weg zu kommen von diesem dauerhaften „Zustand“) Ich selbst kämpfe sehr mit Suizidgedanken und auch Svv… mir persönlich hilft es sehr mit meiner Schulsozialarbeiterin darüber zu sprechen, ich habe eine sehr vertrauensvolle und verständnisvolle Schulsozialarbeiterin. Meine Eltern wissen auch nichts wirklich von meinen psychischen Problemen. Das wird sich wahrscheinlich demnächst ändern und ich hab sehr Angst vor der Reaktion und dem, wie es dannach weitergeht aber ich bin mir sicher, dass es der richtige Weg ist und dass sich was verändern muss. Ich weiß, es ist unglaublich schwer und im Kopf ist eine große Blockade, der Gedanke, dass man niemanden verletzen möchte und es einem doch gar nicht so schlecht geht und dass es Anderen doch viel schlechter geht und so weiter ABER bitte bitte bitte versuche irgendwie diese Stimme zu ignorieren und suche, wenn es irgendwie geht, nach Menschen mit denen du sprechen kannst. Sprechen hilft so viel, ich kenne dich ja nicht persönlich, deshalb kann ich dir nur ans Herz legen was mir meiner bescheidenen Erfahrung nach geholfen hat. Ich hoffe so sehr, dass du jemanden findest, dem du dich anvertrauen kannst! Wenn du möchtest, könnten wir auch weiter schreiben, ob hier in der Kommentarspalte oder über Instagram oder so :) Ich wünsche dir ganz viel Kraft und Mut auf jemanden zuzugehen, du hast diese Nachricht hier verfasst, ich bin sicher du kannst das auch schaffen :) Ich hoffe, meine Nachricht war nicht allzu komisch oder unverständlich, ich wollte nur meine Gedanken zu deiner Situation teilen
I’m not hating on this comment, I really feel for you, but people’s experiences like these are what make me feel more shitty. I live in a good house hold with good parents and lots of food, clothes, roof over my head, and religion to back everything up. So when I’m crying and feel worthless in my room I just feel like a spoiled dramatic brat and that I should be dead, but that’s just the dramatic brat part of me saying that, because I’m worthless and wanna die… it’s just a never ending cycle… 💔❤️🩹
@Hrie Eoi that's what they're trying to say. People are saying to breathe but we cant no matter how hard we try. I understand people are trying to help, but nobody truly can
@Hrie Eoi look, some people like me dont like to open up and talk to people, even knowing that it might help. For me, I know that I will never fully admit to how I feel to my parents. Maybe if it's like right before I die or something, but I'd never tell them about how I truly have been feeling. Whether they can help or not. I also have a counselor I talk to every wednesday. I dont feel comfortable telling her how I've been feeling, because she'll tell my parents. You need to understand that opening up is not easy for everyone and finding someone to help, someone that wont leave because of my mental illnesses, is even harder.
@Hrie Eoi good for you, I'm glad that you made it through your tough time. But it's hard for me to open up to literally anybody because I would open up to my ex and that's why he left me. He said I stressed him out. And I'm not mad at him for it, because I was the problem. I would always vent to him and he always said that it was fine, but I got to such a dark place that I forgot to ask how he was actually feeling, and once I did, he broke up with me. Everybody who doesnt open up has a reason. And if I could open up to people, I would. But I dont feel comfortable doing so.
Having depression and anxiety is like having a body that fights to live but a mind that wants to die. The amount of times I have come back to this video when I’m having a relapse is. . . I can’t even describe how emotional I get watching this video.
@@hzy_252 I’ve started to move forward in my life. It’s still hard and I’m struggling, but I’ve never felt so free in my life. Despite all of the downs I’ve had quite a few ups.
I hope you're doing okay now human. Remember to be gentle and kind to yourself. Life is a hard roller coaster sometimes, but the beautiful moments are always there.
As a young girl who has struggled with suicidal thoughts for years, I applaud this short film because it really explains to people "outside" what it is like. Great job!
When someone killed themselves in my school, classes. carried on, they didn't speak of it, didn't cancel school, didn't offer help to those struggling. Some kids made fun of it. I was so heartbroken. Especially because he was my friend....
I'm so sorry hun. You're gonna be ok. I hate it when kids make fun of things like that...😔 You are not alone. Me, jesus, many other people here for you. sending love..💗💗💗💗
sorry for losing your friend. hope all is going well for you. Prayers for you and his family- say his name in remembrance and know he is not forgotten.
I just wanted to say that the metaphor with the rocks in the bag resembling all the negative thoughts and happenings we carry around with us is really really great.
“The loneliest people are the kindest. The saddest people smile the brightest. The most damaged people are the wisest. All because they don't wish to see anyone else suffer the way they did.”
The first one I agree 50% because I'm an introvert and I don't normally talk a lot with people other than close ones. So I tent to act nice, but I can be salty too
"I don't have money" "Work" "I cant, I didn't go to school" "Go to school" "I cant" "Why" "I don't have money" "Work" "I cant, I didn't go to school" "Go to school" "I cant" "Why" "I don't have money" "Work" "I cant, I didn't go to school" "Go to school" "I cant" "Why" "I don't have money" "Work" "I cant, I didn't go to school" "Go to school" "I cant" "Why" "I don't have money" "Work" "I cant, I didn't go to school" "Go to school" "I cant" "Why" "I don't have money"
Wow! This was powerful! I'm in tears. I've struggled with depression all my life. I'm 57 years old. I attempted suicide when I was 21. It is my biggest regret that I put my mother through that. I'm so thankful I didn't succeed. I would have missed out on so much. Dear young people, if the voice in your head is telling you to end it all tell it to shut up because that voice is just a lie! You are valuable and you are worth it!
Gacha Editor Why does everyone assume because one has depression he should have the special care and upmost luxury of being treated as a fragile, troubled being?
@@phil5892 @Otama Mama,people with depression are fragile. They could jump off a building,shoot themselves,cut themselves,hang themselves,or overdose at any minute. And they DO need special care actually. And no,they dont need to have luxury or whatever,they just need help with their mental health. So,go do some research about it b4 u go saying stuff like this😒
Gacha Editor Well, not exactly. You’re talking about a suicidal person. While depression can lead to suicidal thoughts, depression in itself can be put quite simply: you’re depressed all the time. You’re right on how they do need special care, but treating someone with depression like they could end their life any second is bad for both people. You’re giving the depressed person unrealistic expectations. At the same moment, if they notice you are treating them differently they will just feel more ashamed.
@@phil5892 "Why does everyone assume because one has depression he should have the special care and upmost luxury of being treated as a fragile, troubled being?" Why do you assume that anyone, including you, should be treated as anything, but a pile of trash? Unlike you, worthless hide, they don't assume _anything._ That's why they just want to die and be done with it, because they know that no one will ever do anything good to them and being the world's punching-bag forever is physically impossible.
That's exactly what I'm going through right now. I'm always feeling down and tired and hungry. I've been sleeping horribly lately, and I already haven't gotten a good night's sleep ever in my life, even when I was a baby, according to my mom. The worst part is, however, that everything seems _worthless._ Everything I do is boring. Nothing is worth doing, I'll just screw it all up anyway. My dad said I was lazy. Thanks.
I have to say that I truly liked this representation of how depression feels like. The backpacks as a symbol for all the small things that bring you more and more down and stack up to becoming the most important problem in your life. You can't logic your way out of this cruel situation, the only thing that can help you is giving all your trust to a person who loves you.❤
"Why do you think someone would ever take their own life?" Because the pain becomes so unbearable and the world so bleak that you see death as an escape.
I have depression. Depression makes your body tired, making you sleep almost all of the time. You also have pain. It hurts. Death, is like the best escape. But im too afraid to do it.
@@Lesbo.dragon I couldn't agree more. I get so much stuff in school going on no one knows about it, I cry myself to sleep and I have 1 person there for me, cause he knows what its like. This I my boyfriend and we both struggle with depression 😅😢😭
Or you could be feeling just slightly below average and something (even small) can set it off. Situational depression is really common, anyone can be depressed, even if you don’t have clinical depression
Same here... And I know people say that just to try and make the other person feel better, but I'm actually serious. I even learned how to tie a noose, just in case I can't take it anymore.
Thats how i feel i want to go home but im already hire i dont deserve a life any more i feel like everyone hates me i feel like everyone wants me to be perfect 24/7
I've been dealing with depression i Haven't told anyone about it i felt alone and i stopped eating i was sad all the time even at school i was in a very dark place at the time i told my friend about it thank god i told him about it but told my family and teachers i still have it everyday and i almost going to kill myself thank god i didn't I've been healing alot now I feel better now I'm happy and living my life that was in the past thank God i didn't kill myself it's isn't good or without living and breathing some people committed suicide with having depression and that's awful and heartbreaking teens adults and I've learned that killing yourself isn't healthy or Good it's scary and yeah live people and be happy not depressed i know many people have it live your life i know it's hard to get over it but be happy.
We’ve All Heard These: “You’re Just Being *Dramatic!”* “You”re Just Faking It For *Attention!”* “Get Over It! Its Not *That Bad!”* Haha! Yeah! Because When We’re Cutting Ourselves, Feeling Like Nothing And Crying Ourselves To Sleep, We’re Just *SO* Dramatic! We Just Want *SO* Much Attention! Its Not *SO* Bad!
At this point in my mental health I am doubting that it isn't real and I am starting to make myself believe that its all for attention. I don't know what's real anymore
Even,, if it was for seeking for attention, doesn't that means there is something wrong? doesn't that mean the person seeking for attention have a problem, doesn't that mean they feel lonely, they don't feel loved, they feel useless, doesn't that mean they are just seeking, for love and care, because they are desperate, because they are alone handling that pain. People have to stop saying it is for attention, because even if it is, that means that the person, just want what everyone want, to be loved to cared for, and that is normal, and not caring about that, just judging the person, is unsensitive and stupid, i wish people would stop and help for real.
Wow. That’s an amazing metaphor for depression. A weight on your shoulders that gets heavier and heavier, wondering why people can’t see what’s wrong even when they can tell something’s off, being able to lighten the load by talking to others, not being able to sleep because of the uncomfortable weight, and perhaps you hurt yourself trying to remove the bag from your back.
Bro why is this considered as inappropriate. Its basically about how to over come depression. And it tells a really good story of how ppl can conquer their depression. YT is a f**king normy
They marked it as "inappropriate" because it needs a trigger warning. Someone may accidentally click on this, and if they are considering suicide, this is the last thing they need. It's sorta like someone with an eating disorder being dragged into a video/conversation about food. It's just not good for their mental health. It could really hurt someone mentally, as everyone has a different mental state.
Well RU-vid considers it inappropriate and has it flagged and marked. Did anyone else get that pop up when they clicked on this video, and then you either have to cancel it or confirm it before the video starts to play? That is marxism/facism/socialism.
@@lumiiinous I agree it does need a trigger warning. However, when you're in the darkness of depression, I consider this video is still a positive eye-opener. It gives hope that maybe by talking to someone, your burden can lessen. And that's what is needed in those moments, hope, support, knowledge.
@@sblbenleb8720 It is a good point, but I'm still standing my ground about the warning. It CAN be an eye-opener, but from my personal experiences and what could POTENTIALLY happen, it can also be bad for a person. I've struggled with cutting for the past year and a half, and when I watched cutting videos, I would think about it more, and more, and more. I even caved a couple of times. So, it can help, but in my opinion, I'd rather be safe than sorry.
I’m a survivor and I’m still struggling with depression today. I can say that it’s a really bad and sometimes scary feeling, and I feel bad for everyone else that has, will, and is struggling too…
Haha I remember when I said I was suicidal to my parents.. my mom took my phone away and said it's because of social media... my dad just threw me a knife and told me to do it, to just fucking kill myself... I was literally about to do it..
I can talk to you about it. If you need me to drop my Instagram and for me to send u a dm so that u can talk to me if you ever are feeling down, that’s fine.
It is sad, when people say “same” is so messed up. It’s like having cancer and you say “i’m so done with chemo i should just die” and someone says “same”. It’s just messed up
princeofnagano I agree. If teachers even mention it, it’s in an offhand way like “Oh, but none of you will ever have to deal with it.” 65% of my peers suffer from depression or another mental health issue, and that’s just my 1st period. One of their students, a lovely girl who has never been anything but kind to me, attempted suicide 2 months ago, and they still smile and act like it will never happen
And they don't get what they're doing because most of them are stupid and they just make it much worse than it's already ik what you mean I'm feeling the same
Everything in this video I can relate to, except one thing. I have no one who checks up on me and makes sure that I’m okay.. guess I’m a great liar about how I am truly feeling.
This short film was beautiful. I’ve been suicidal for 7 years now, I have a plan and I’m going soon… but I hope everyone else out there who’s struggling makes it out.
I am sorry that it has come to that point in your life I hope you don’t do it, but it isn’t my life so I can’t tell you what to do but hopefully you have someone to stop you from doing it
please dont leave. I know it’s not something you want to read but I need to say it. I know that leaving this world may seem like the answer, but trust me it’s not. Because once you leave, the presence you have left in this world will impact everyone you know. Even if you don’t think so, there are people who care and love you to the point where they don’t want to see you leave. I know that you don’t know me and I don’t know you, but I want to try my absolute hardest to convince you not to leave. I know it’s not my place but still. It’s heartbreaking to hear about the people who have left but it’s even worse when there is someone alive who is planning on leaving and no one even notices. I noticed, and I want to help you. Please talk to me. About anything you’d like. You can vent to me or talk about your day or anything. I want to listen to your story. Please know that there is always someone out there who cares. And if you think that there is no one, then I’ll be the first one.
My school has never talked about suicide. My school has never evan talked about mental health. My school would freak out if one of the teachers evan mentioned mental health.
Once we could give tips on what subject we would get into, because we had to much time. But then we only talked about other stupid stuff and he totally avoided my tip of mental heath...
My school wouldn't talk about school shooting safety until we got two threats a day apart. My school didn't even touch the subject of suicide until it already happened... Three times, in the same year, (also the year that the threats happened).
@@iCraftDay this may seem cliche but live for yourself, not others. _you_ are your own person and should only ever be like that. people should only be in your life if they make you happy.
@@LIZGUARD__0 thanks But also I can't figure out what I meant by my previous comment, I can't remember ever struggling with depression or suicidal thoughts.. I think I just did not understand fully the film. I really agree with living for yourself and not others, that's why I am having fun with new hobbies (skating) and education
@@LIZGUARD__0 thanks But also I can't figure out what I meant by my previous comment, I can't remember ever struggling with depression or suicidal thoughts.. I think I just did not understand fully the film. I really agree with living for yourself and not others, that's why I am having fun with new hobbies (skating) and education
My school talked about suicide and depression in 7th grade. The whole class went awkward for me, but some kids in a back were whispering about something and a few even laughed. The whole topic was unnerving for me because I was and still am struggling with these things, but it was just sad how some kids laughed during this.
This made me cry, at first I was alittle sceptical but as the bag gets heavier and he tried to get rid of it and everything he tries doesn't work, then persists to get heavier and it turns into a state of panic to get it off, the more he tries the more frustrated he gets, the harder everything becomes until breaking point. This can apply with any sort of depression and anxiety, the world can go from being amazing to being the hardest scariest thing to face. I'm pleased there is so much awareness regarding mental illness now, not just for people to understand but for people who suffer to find comfort knowing it is real, they are not alone and it's just a moment in time.
God the scene when she walks in on him with the knike to the chest is just gut wrenching. The panic in her voice, the look on his face when she sees him. Its so sad and was really well executed
You know, I felt this way a lot during 2020 plus with my weight loss training and my military processing. Idk how but I've remained strong enough to not pull the trigger. You have the strength within your soul whether you feel it or not. There's always a chance to get up and fight for a better life and happiness
watching this made a lump grow in the back of my throat if that makes sense. as someone who's attempted at a young age without anyone knowing this made me all sorts of emotions. thank you for making this
I literally cried to this because I relate so much to the guy. I have thought about ending it all before, but the thought of the people who would cry without me, stops me. Sadly, no one’s ever really said how much they appreciate me even though I do a lot for people. But I’m doing just fine, and I eventually want to get a wife and have kids later on in the future. Yes I’m only 13 but any happy thoughts can help me. And the fact I have such a loving girlfriend is helping me too. And yeah I feel shut out sometimes, but spending time with people really helps with that. Even if they don’t enjoy the time spent like I do, I’m still happy to talk and play games with them.
To all who is wondering, the backpack was an example of how his feelings were. The heavier the backpack got, the bigger his problems got. Eventually he fell because the backpack got way to heavy and almost took his life. But when he talked about it, the lighter the backpack got. And I just want to say to whoever is struggling with depression, PLEASE talk about it. It makes it better. Trust me
Tried to talk to my friends about it. They didn’t get it. I will never talk to my parents about it because they will start treating me like an alien, ultimately making it worse. I’m stuck in this endless cycle of judgement and pain.
"Depression is being exhausted when you got a 8hr sleep" Nothing surprising when you waste all energy you could possible get from that time on waking up. " Laughing, smiling, even talking becomes so tiring.." Because it's a chore, to say the least.
Keanna Janae omg yes. I was saying I was tired, and got asked how long I slept for, I said 8 hours and they said it was no excuse. I’m seriously depressed and have an eating disorder so people just don’t understand. They don’t get how tiring everything gets
Losing someone to suicide is horrible. 9 days marks 3 months since my friend took her life and it’s horribe. Bullying at school and online is the reason. Schools don’t do anything about bullying and it’s pissing me off
What is the meaning of life?...if the meaning of life is doing everything you love but what is the things your going to love if the people around you is a poison that last for the rest of your life...
small berry The meaning of life is to make the most of it. do what you can while you still have time.. i always wonder what people see when they are dead...
@@xdaiana I have dark humor in my family to but its only this topic that offends me and I'm very sorry if I offended you in any way and thank you you don't have to feel sorry for me after this video I think I'll just talk to my friend about it so hopefully I will climb out of this deep hole of depression and suicidal thoughts
This film makes me want to cry, I have never watched something so relatable. My heart goes out to all who struggle with mental health, and those who have lost someone from suicide.
The way they portrayed this is easy to understand. It helped me to know how some people feel and maybe I now know how to help people who feel like this
Damaris Maas “same “but wait it’s actually true , the feeling you just want to be noticed , to people to care about you and realize that you’re not OK , to help you , in a way attempting suicide is an ultimate scream for help .......but there Are other ways to end the pain and to win the fight with depression Having said that need someone to talk with?
As a 11 year old boy who struggles with Anxiety and Adhd Followed by Depression and Suicidal Tendencies, (i also like the band but i have it) When im sad, People just walk on by me, It feels like im invisible.
Suicidal Tendencies reference?!?! But in all seriousness, I hope you're doing alright, mate. Obviously, life isn't easy, and there is always something keeping people down, but the fact that we are still alive is something to cherish(corny, I know). We are going through all these struggles, yet we're still living because we want to move on, or, as said by Suicidal Tendencies, "For some masochistic reasoning, I think it'll be okay."
“Depression feels like having a backpack with weight in it, but only you can see the backpack, and every time something happens weight is added.” Edit: for the people who didn’t get the joke, I said this because people in the comments were saying all these quotes so I litteraly repeated what happened in the movie.
JosephJellyBelly 151 E.X.A.C.T.L.Y, i put on a mask on school. Trying to keep everyone happy. And when i come home i throw the mask away and i’ll just cry
There was a girl in my middle school who committed suicide and they never talked about it, didn’t even put her in the yearbook at the end of the year, like she never existed to them, I’ll remember her at least
That’s actually a great metaphor. That’s really what it feels like, everything starts to go wrong. Each thing feels like a new weight on your body and your head, on your actual being. Eventually it becomes too much to handle, and it pulls on you, night and day. Soon enough your crushed under the weight of every little thing that’s happened and you can’t even get yourself out of bed, you can’t find the motivation to get up and go eat, you can’t even sleep because the thoughts of everything keep you away, insomnia drags you into your bed and binds you to it. Everything goes haywire, and it feels like you don’t have any control over.. anything. And some people can’t carry those rocks. I hope whatever you’re going through, that you can carry yours. I hope you have someone that can lighten your load. Thanks for reading, and have a good day! ❤️
People out there said: “How can you be depressed, just cheer up. There’s a lot of good thing in life” Similar to: “How can you have asthma, just breath”
This video. I love it. When he tries to end it all with the knife, he stops and looks at his wrist, contemplating whether or not he should slit his wrists. And I LOVE its a boy portraying depression and suicidal tendencies! Most of the men in my life don’t express emotions or talk about themselves. I’m glad this video popped up on my fyp. And men, if you see this, you can always talk to people the way you feel and women too. The gays, girls and the theys❤ you’re safe with me❤
*Starts smiling* *Smile turns back into a frown instantly* *Starts crying* *Shows no signs of sadness other than crying. Empty eyes and a straight teared up* *Starts getting mad* *Madness turns into sadness then turns empty* *Tries smiling but can’t seem to*
Sadly, i cant commit the "empty" part Once youre empty its like the backpack isnt there But once youre not empty Its back Or When youre empty the backpack lightens up when youre empty
@@Angeldustfrfr I forgive you 🤝 "Even if they sin against you seven times in a day and seven times come back to you saying ‘I repent,’ you must forgive them.” Luke 17:4 ❤✝️
i have a friend who knows someone who tried to kill themself. they said “the whole world feels like it’s against you and there’s no hope left.” thankfully they are still with us. if you are ever in a place where you are thinking about ending your life PLEASE talk to someone. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. YOU CAN GET THROUGH IT. YOU WILL BE HAPPY AGAIN. it’s not hopeless. no matter how much it feels like it. it will always get better.
