On his insta live, he said that it was the song which took the most time to do because he could only work on it when he was at his low. I really love his work, I hope he'll get the recognition he deserves ♡
"I am scared of what's next. I still don't know where to go." This song depicts the reality of most of us where we are scared to face tomorrow since we do not know what is waiting for us or if there is something really waiting for us. In this world full of uncertainties, we cannot help ourselves but to be scared. We do not know where we are heading, most of us do not even know yet where we really wanna go and what we really want in life. But thanks to this song, Christian. You made us realized that it is okay. It is normal not to know everything. It is natural not to be okay all the time. His soul, his vulnerability and his ups and downs was really shown in this whole album and I love him even more because of that.
This I relate to it with my anxiety I get so scared or scared for no reason.. I get extremely paranoid when I go out .I’m so dumb who live under the rock scared to get out of my shells.
Just stay for the show No candle lights to take to home You tried bringing out the sunny times You're not really good at telling lies So sick of keeping it all in I just want you to close all the doors Just leave me alone I tried to hide it I'm scared of what's next I still don't know where to go But welcome to the show So turn down the lights They'll see you now (Go) your head is high So don't look so down I know you feel the same I tell myself to let go of the pain So sick of keeping it all in I just want you to close all the doors Just leave me alone I tried to hide it I'm scared of what's next I still don't know where to go You're welcome to the show You're welcome to the show So can you stay a little longer 'Cause I don't know who I wanna be So can you stay a little longer Just until I know you see me standing here Sometimes I just want you to close all the doors Just leave me alone I tried to hide it I'm scared of what's next I still don't know where to go So welcome to the show So welcome to the show Welcome to the show I still don't know where to go
So who is here bcs of haruto? I think haruto want to tell us dont preasure him too much, just enjoy the show, let him growing by himself, we just need to enjoy the show and see how much he will grow. Dont mind me, its just my random thought 🤣