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Finding your create this book series' and binging all three playlists, I wouldn't have expected this story from you. You're always so sweet and optimistic and just plain always being yourself. I'm glad you can pursue art once more and I'm so excited to see your wonderful channel flourish ❤

Wow, of all of the other draw my life, nothing strike me more than this one. Thank you for making this video. Im 1 year younger than you, abusive father, and he also shamed me out of my dream of becoming an artist.. at 31, im still broke and struggling, as of right now yet to find the comitment to actually start my youtube chanel. Thank you for leading by example! I binged watch your other videos before coming to this one (so clearly i love your content) and from the deepest most sincere bottom of my heart, i wish you allllll the sucesss that is sure to ABSOLUTELY come your way!!❤❤

I’m binge watching you, you are just amazing and very talented!

I just found your channel randomly the other day and I’m so glad I did! You are an amazing artist and your story is so inspiring! I’m glad you shared and I love your videos, I bet you will do wonderful🥰

I’ve never been so glad to find a channel through happenstance than I am to find this one. You are so brave to put your story out there!! And what a story it is!! I’ve been binge watching your content so when this one popped into my feed, I added it to my watch list. I’m in awe of your strength and resilience. I’m so glad I found you.

Oh wow, I am, so sorry for all you have gone through and also your mom too. I now understand your darker side that comes across in your art a lot more. I mentioned previously that my brother died. He was an amazing artist. When he was 9 and I was 2, our mother passed away from cancer. Our dad followed 14 years later, also of cancer. My brother at 9 was really vulnerable and back then, there were no programs to help kids with grief. My dad had 7 kids to raise and had his own sadness, so never talked about our mother. It would have been too painful. This greatly impacted my brother. I remember at his funeral, all his friends saying 'at least he is with his mother now', as they knew how much that lose impacted him. As an artist though, his style was more like yours. He could draw and paint anything, but he focused heavily on goth style and vampires. I think he was obsessed with death, probably since he was that innocent little 9 year old boy. I kind of wonder how he would have turned out, had he not gone through the trauma. Our childhoods scar us so much. Even as adults when you would think we should be getting our shit back together, the trauma stays. It doesn't take much for those memories to come back. I am glad for you that you got to your happy place after everything you went through. There were some huge obstacles in your journey, but you got there in the end,

Wow. Thats quite the story. So vulnerable and real. Thanks for sharing this with us!

You are a great role model, i wish I have the strength😮

I don't miss a single video you post, and when this popped up on my feed today. I'm SO glad I watched! I had tears in my eyes by the end of this video. You have endured SO much to get to where you are today. Don't ever doubt the 'BA' that is inside you! I truly enjoyed getting to learn your 'backstory' so to speak and the way you presented it was truly awesome!!! So glad to have stumbled upon this little community of yours!!

I'd been craving a new art youtuber to follow and luckily you were recommended to me! I love having a background story on you; it helps me see I'm not too broken or lost to also pursue my dreams, seeing you following yours. And I'm so excited to see queer poc representation on art youtube! From a queer poc you've got a subscribe in me

I found your page by random and it’s now the highlight of my week! I am so excited for you and this journey-- thank you for inspiring people to keep going! You’re amazing!

I found your create this book stuff and binged it all and now found more of your stuff, what a start to life you've had. It really is hard but its amazing you've come to this and your work is brilliant! I've definitely subscribed ❤

Wow your honesty is truly amazing ❤ thank you for sharing. I'm glad your here and able to focus on art. I think your channel will grow and grow ❤

I found your channel on a create this book binge recent and quickly loved your art. Thank you for sharing your story

I seen stories like this, but by far this is the most entertaining and interesting one, I'm also sorry for what happened to you, I'm glad you recover. Love your art btw I have been watching your channel.

So amazing that you went through that and are where you are 😢❤

I love your RU-vid channel about art. Your art is really inspiring for my create this book. I watched this RU-vid video and was like, "Wow. No one in the history of RU-vid never expressed their actuall lifestyle like this." I love that you really express yourself and your art. Do you have any pointers in becoming an art youtuber?

I'm an og follower from when you had phoebe I missed your content so much I use to binge watch your videos when I couldn't sleep

Wow! I'm so happy your channel was recommended to me! You're an excellent artist and storyteller and it seems like you are absolutely where you need to be. Your videos are fun and entertaining and it was wonderful to have this one to give us some insight into your life. You and your family deserve good things and it's going to be fun watching your journey. New favorite art channel 🥰

Good job!!!!!!!!

I love it!!!

I've just found your channel and deeply look forward to binge watching all your current videos and future ones. I absolutely loved the honesty and truth of your 'draw your life' story, you've gone through so much and had to stay strong but it sounds like through it all you've managed to find out so much about yourself like how strong and resilient you can be, you found someone special who loves you for you, you have some beautiful babies who I'm sure will agree are the best mom they could have and now you're finding a way to let out all that wonderful creative talent you've been bottling up. I really look forward to getting to know more about you and your art in future videos. All the best 😊

Great video, very interesting and also very sad. You've had such a hard time in such a short life. Lets hope the rest of your life is full of fun and happiness ❤

This was great!!! Thanks for sharing! Your "Create This Book 3" video popped up and I loved your book cover creation and have been watching all of your videos since. I would love for you to do another one of these.

I got very emocional … you are so strong!! God bless you and your beautiful family! I’m already subscribed!! Please don’t give up of this channel!! Kisses and many love from Brazil ❤️

omg my birthday is on 15july too hii twin❤️❤️ firstly i love your videos and it is so calming and relaxing while it is also challenging❤️❤️❤️😍

Um…you’re amazing!!! I can’t wait to see more!

Aw, hugs. You've had a rough path. Hope this new channel does well- but more importantly, is a fun creative outlet for you. Btw, a video doing art with your kiddo(s) would be fun. (Not showing their faces, of course, unless you're cool with that)

You are just Awesome!! From India 🇮🇳

Wow, I don't know what to say..... thank you for sharing your story. My name is Phoebe. for a long time, it was such an uncommon name that I always knew someone was talking to me, if I heard it. But in the last few years, it's become more and more popular.... but it still feels strange when I hear my name, and it's not in reference to myself. For a long time, I didn't like my name.... then I did like it, mostly because it was different... now I still like it.... but it's not so unique anymore. Oh well.

Thank you for sharing 😍

When you said beauty school dropout the first thing I thought of was the movie grease from 1978

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