Sometimes we do need to regroup in order to find ourselves. I have been there where you just disconnect from it all.., multiple times. It is a very long drawn out journey. Just when you think you know you come to learn you don’t know shit. Crazy I know.. I can connect on the emotional level at the end.
My entire YT channel is pretty ugly for me to look at. It’s my journal pretty much.. what to/what NOT to do when you go through an awakening out of nowhere. I’ve taken my anger out on people I’ve reached out to for help who’ve snubbed me and alienated them.. I’ve been MF-ing my town for being horrific about this to me and my kids… I’ve not done much right, but I’m not afraid to be vulnerable and genuine in my shock and horror. I’ve been tearing my fields apart pretty much hemorrhaging energy, because I’ve got a bleeding heart about how sad the world actually looks and the things I see and remember but.. I’m trying to get it together 🥹
@@3lijah-warriorqueen786 I feel like we all are and you have to remember not all the dark thoughts that bring you down are your own. I turned 35 in January I’ve been doing some deep shadow work and inner healing. Dealing with overcoming fear doubt and worries. Also regret and shame has been a first for me that started in October. This solar eclipse conjunction with Chiron in Aries and then Neptune in end degrees of Pisces has amplified that tremendously. I hope you are doing well!
@@aquarianlight I’m sorry to hear that, but also glad that you’re making progress through the shadows. And good for you that you understand all of these cosmic alignments and things like that. I don’t, because I wasn’t looking for any of this before my awakening and am so far behind, but I feel the effects. I experienced a walk-in right before my 33rd birthday, because I was doing shadow work and didn’t even realize it. Never knew soul contracts existed, literally didn’t know anything. I literally woke up screaming and crying and with no knowledge and no clue what an Annunaki was or that Draconians are actually running shit, got cracked straight to Ashayana Deane material with nothing to stand on and it’s been difficult to say the least 😅 I remembered the Lyran/Orion Wars IMMEDIATELY upon awakening. Because I’m Lyran, carry a hybrid soul that is Draconian at its furthest back incarnation and I’ve been totally sickened about the entire situation, this shitshow of a world, and the fact that Type 3’s are literally collapsing on the front lines of mental health and THIS seems to be the most pressing problem with too many people. Makes me so sick. 🤢
@@3lijah-warriorqueen786 Trust me I wouldn’t say I’m advanced at all. I have just always had a passion for astrology and psychology..,I study it on my own time. I had a star seed origins reading.., My main origin is from Vega Lyra, According to Indigo angel I am an indigo type 1. I took Sethikus initiation into the blue flame healing arts and occult science in January of 22 and I also have purchased the course work of indigo angel for all the seal removals.. I just have not dived into it deeply and started yet.. it is something I feel I am ment to do as part of my path work.
@@3lijah-warriorqueen786 I was watching your videos and I really like your energy. I just thought we could connect. I gave you my email so I didn’t have to start putting out all my information in these comments. I can go delete the last comment I left with personal details later.., I don’t remember what video I left my email on if you could go delete that one I would appreciate it if that’s possible you might not know either lol 🤷🏻♀️
