DRUGS CAME FIRST - PEACE (Final Episode)

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Drugs Came First - The Documentary series.
A real life Documentary in loving memory of Nicola Ramsay.
Resources:
'FRANK' is a support service that provides information about drugs, plus advice for people who use drugs, and their parents or carers.
Call the Frank helpline: 0300 123 66 00
'DrugFAM' offers phone and email support to people affected by other people's drug or alcohol misuse.
Email: office@drugfam.co.uk or call the helpline: 0300 888 3853.
'Families Anonymous' is based on the same principles as Alcoholics Anonymous. It runs local support groups for the family and friends of people with a drug problem.
Email: office@famanon.org.uk or call the helpline: 0207 4984 680.
Adsense Revenue will be donated to the charity Action On Addiction www.actiononaddiction.org.uk
Produced and Directed by Sydney May Crouch
/ sydneymaycrouch
contact - Paul@optimustalent.co.uk
Filmed and Edited by Elliot Stephens
esvideo.co.uk
@Elliot Stephens
Instagram: / elliotxstephens
Guest - Paul Hannaford (Award winning real life story-education for Children)
www.paulhannaford.com
Special thanks to:
Julia Standing
Lee Ramsay
Joel Crouch
Teresa Charlton
Sarah Worrall
Madeleine Hooper
#drugscamefirst #documentary #reallifedocumentary #drugaddiction #addiction

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@kayleighwilliams7179 2 года назад

I would be lying if I said I haven’t cried in every episode, this is such a lovely documentary and you’ve captured the right moments in such a lovely way. I feel like I can relate to you in some way because of my past so I want to thank you SO much for putting this together 💗💗

@Imogenhorton. 2 года назад

It must have been so hard to film this, so proud of you ❤️ brave beautiful girl! X

@JaydePierce 2 года назад

Oh Syd, I cried my eyes out the whole way through. I’m so proud, you’ve done amazing with this! Can’t wait to give you a big hug when I see you ❤️❤️❤️

@katieclucas5943 2 года назад

Such a heartbreaking documentary and I’d be lying if I said I haven’t sobbed. My brother is an active heroin addict (30 years going now) and I started to grow hatred and anger towards him. But this documentary has highlighted a side of addiction that we are never able to see. You’re so strong and I’m sending you buckets of love ❤️

@gabriellaharvey-mobbs6277 2 года назад

@katie_xoxo_3748 2 года назад

I'll be honest, I've been where your mum's been. I moved cities to change and to get away from the lifestyle, but just like your mum it followed me. I'm only 22, but I know what I want in life and it's not this one. Your mum would be proudda you girl, thankyou for not having the opinion of every one else's thinking that just cause someone chooses to turn to something it doesn't define the person they are, or what they're like. I'm only a month clean but I really wanna get there. Awareness and programme's like this helps ❤️❤️

@eveborrott728 2 года назад

You’re doing amazingly, you’ve got this ❤️

@ChloeMatthews 2 года назад

You're doing great! You can do it xxx

@shanx4170 2 года назад

Well done keep going ! 🥰

@rachleary 2 года назад

😭 you and your family are so strong!!!!!! your mum would be SO proud of you; the way you’ve told this story and speak of her has been done so beautifully but you’ve shared such an important message in a way that’s so impactful & i think so many people will learn from this & carry this with them. love you so much ❤️ and props to Elliot, this was such a heartbreaking documentary done so tastefully 👏🏼

@hollyboon__ 2 года назад

You should be so proud of yourself for sharing this. I cried the whole way through. Your mum was so beautiful. Love you lots ❤️

@chelseydixon3917 Год назад

I'm an addict and this hit so hard. Never cried so much. Since leaving rehab last year things have been pretty tough but this gives me motivation to keep trying. Thank you. So sorry to all of you for your loss ❤

@aoifelong1745 9 месяцев назад

Keep trying ❤

@annabaker6514 2 года назад

I lost both my parents to alcohol. I was 15 when my mum died and 18 when my dad died. I’m now 26 and I’m having a daughter in June 💗 (never thought I’d get here as I’ve struggled really hard with depression) im doing so much better and my life could have been so different but you have to choose the right path even if it’s the hardest thing. These 3 videos are so so important and I feel lucky that I got to watch them. sending your family love xx

@Beth15678 2 года назад

Sending you so much love, I wish you all the best for when you have your daughter ❤️

@Melissa-bm8nj 2 года назад

Sending you so much love❤️❤️, depression is the worst I have depression and anxiety so know what it's like, you should be super proud of yourself. Your mum and dad would be so proud of you!! Wishing you and your daughter a healthy happy life ❤️❤️❤️

@leylac5534 2 года назад

🙏🤍you are all amazing . Getting through such tragedy is remarkable 🙏

@Jaddiieegel Год назад

This documentary has really touched me; I haven’t been watching you long and stumbled across these videos; I’m 27 and I lost my mum when I just turned 9 too, the same like your mum but she used to take pharmaceutical drugs; so tablets she had been prescribed! And I witnessed her whole mental health journey, the ups and downs, the highs and lows, the self harm! Waking up to paramedics and police in my house near enough every other day; my brother is two years younger than me and I hid him from it all, I didn’t want him to ever see it; as I wanted him to have good memories! I remember everything still so clearly! And she then took and overdose on my 9th birthday, I found her when I got home from school; one too many and she was put on life support for 13 days when she was confirmed no life! It’s been hard growing up! But everything I do today is to make my mum proud! And what caused all of this was actually postnatal depression after my brother! And there wasn’t much help out there 18 years ago! But this documentary has made me want to do my own about my mums story! So thank you so much! I highly doubt you’ll see this as this video is from the beginning of the year now xxxxxx

@avryelisa Год назад

you’re so strong, i’m proud

@janak6534 2 года назад

Don’t know you. Never heard of your channel. This was in my recommended videos. I’ve just watched the whole series and it absolutely shattered me to pieces. Thank you for educating people. Your nanny is a brilliant, brave woman, you’re a beautiful intelligent young individual and so is your brother. I wish you all the best in the world, and I’ll keep your Mum in my thoughts. RIP Nikki.

@melaniedevlin5091 6 месяцев назад

God bless you i lost my brother to addiction in 2022 i believe our loved ones have finally found peace and freedom ❤

@BethanyTollon 2 года назад

Your mums a hero she saved so many people without even realising she saved her friends when they could have been in the same place as her. Syd this was so phenomenal 🙌🏻🦋 SHE IS AN ANGEL. Her story will always live on & by sharing will save so many more !🥰

@elliejones7971 2 года назад

balling my eyes out😭 she’d be so proud of you and all your family, sharing your story is going to help so so many people! Sad to see the documentary end, looked forward to it every sunday xxx

@AYSEANDZELIHA 2 года назад

So proud of you syd! Love you 🤍

@smiah7898 2 года назад

What happened to Ray? Did him and Nikki ever split up for good or were they together until the end?

@nicolew8694 2 года назад

So beautiful Sydney! Coming from a home where heroin addiction was prevalent, I can relate so much. Unfortunately you lost your beautiful mam. Nan is an earth angel and reminds me so much of my foster mam who’s now 76. Without them we wouldn’t be the amazing women we are today ❤️

@sophiakcmoore 2 года назад

God your nan is so special. Wonderful woman. So brave of every single one of you. I couldn’t have done this Sydney. So brave. No child should ever have to go through this. Horrendous. Sending every single one of you so much love - what a lovely documentary, put together so well. Well done xxxxxxx

@freyaxo9856 2 года назад

so proud of you! thank you for spreading awareness x

@courtneycoverley5572 2 года назад

I was not expecting to cry this much on a Sunday. Wow, you should be so so so proud of yourself and all your family for this! It has been amazing 💜

@beckalyon4458 2 года назад

Thank you for sharing this with us! Can’t imagine how hard it was x

@gabyxfinlayxo 2 года назад

How amazing. This has been such a special series. Thank you for letting us see this part of you and your families life.

@lailamae3679 2 года назад

This is so amazing that you have filmed these all and raised such an awareness I can imagine how hard it had been xx

@ayatchafaqui 2 года назад

this is so brave to post this and bringing so much awareness , you & your family should be so proud of yourselves for sharing this xx

@shannonbarnett6377 2 года назад

Oh Sydney this ep really broke my heart. Don’t know you but have followed you for years and I’m so proud of you. This has been such a special series.

@CM-vs5cj Год назад

I lost my dad in 2018 due to his drug addiction and I remember being angry and asking him why he did it and he said ‘ it feels like getting a massive warm hug ‘ and I remember saying to him ‘ why don’t you just ask us for a hug ‘ I understand now that’s not how it works but it’s strange your nan explaining what your mum said it felt like

@natashacuvelier7185 2 года назад

I’m sobbing omg! 😭 thank you, thank you so much for letting us into this part of your life! ♥️

@Jordhindle 2 года назад

So proud and happy you’ve filmed this! Shed many of tears 💓

@poppyelizabethh 2 года назад

so so proud of you for doing this, you’re incredible, you all are x

@jesspiechniczek9032 2 года назад

Well done Syd. Fantastic x

@tanyadaly 2 года назад

you have done a great job with this documentary, so so proud!

@onedirection510 2 года назад

So proud of you syd 💗

@lifewithkidneydisease 2 года назад

This was amazing! Thank you for making and sharing this!

@user-ot9vb1hs4v 9 месяцев назад

Thank you so much for making this documentary. I have journeyed with so many on this path over the last 12 years and I found your story so helpful and emotional. It has helped me understand a lot. I am better prepared to continue as a result. Thank you so much. God bless

@kierasowery598 2 года назад

Such an incredible documentary. Can't even begin to imagine how difficult it must have been for you and your family to go through and have to relive. x

@georgiaferris9551 2 года назад

Absolutely unbelievable, this must have been so difficult to film, Well done Syd and family ❣️

@miawildeman6273 2 года назад

Absolutely sobbing!! Sending so much love to your whole family 🥰

@Leocasey1111 2 года назад

I’m actually crying this is so sad so sorry you all went through this and so glad you spoke about it it’s gonna help so many more people xxx

@ammarahtaylor4171 2 года назад

This was heartbreaking yet so heartwarming to watch. I cried throughout- you’re all so brave. Thank you for sharing ur experiences, captured so beautifully x

@emierehema5593 2 года назад

Thank you for being so open and honest on this documentary. You are such a strong and brave girl! 😭❤️

@SLT22xx 2 года назад

Sydney, this has been truly amazing. Thank you so much for letting us into this powerful documentary. You should be so proud of yourself. 💗

@1234laf 2 года назад

Absolutely amazing Syd, from start to finish. I’m truly blow away by this whole documentary and this will be an eye opener for a lot of people and hopefully save lives. You should be so proud of yourself for the person you are today❤️

@meganosborne812 2 года назад

This series has been a huge eye opener. You should be very proud of yourself x

@jessicajones4623 2 года назад

you have all done her so so proud, this was unbelievably amazing to watch and you will save someone’s life by doing what you’ve done here syd🧡

@roxannabudd-lambert4724 2 года назад

Balled my eyes the whole way through. You and your family are amazing. Thank you so much for sharing this with us Syd ❤️❤️

@sophieannemaria6804 2 года назад

Balled my eyes out. This series has been something special, you should be so proud of yourself. And your mum would be so proud of you too 💖 xxx

@tashatann4914 2 года назад

so amazing Syd xx

@KaatJDaviees 2 года назад

Joel is so similar to Lee! This series was so incredible, what an amazing way to remember your mum and tell her story. Well done for creating awareness, you are so brave x

@gracequante3328 2 года назад

So emotional. Sending lots of love!

@eviestanway8518 2 года назад

Got me crying Syd!!! Such an amazing series of episodes! Really well done! 💗

@jasminecoventry6964 2 года назад

So proud of you! 🤍

@kelsk6553 2 года назад

Amazing! ❤️

@tutifrutti1993 2 года назад

I’m sure she’s so proud of you watching you grow into this beautiful person. Finding the good out of a tragic situation speaks volumes about the person that you are. Thank you syd x

@elliemcclure4377 2 года назад

so so good!

@charlottem4733 2 года назад

syd, thank you so much for this, you and your family are amazing for doing this xx

@patsysnelling5563 2 года назад

Thank you to you & your family for sharing this syd ❤️ this will definitely help a lot of people , such a brave thing to do. Sending lots of love Xxxx

@rachelssnell4658 2 года назад

Thank you for sharing this and raising awareness, truly inspiring ❤️

@shonaann9881 2 года назад

This was truly such an amazing and emotional but heartwarming documentary. Well done to you all ❤️ having lost my mum myself at 15 I can relate to your story so much, thank you ❤️

@xmiax7598 2 года назад

Honestly you are so brave sharing this part of you life xx❤️

@laurenszafranek445 2 года назад

You and you’re family should be super proud this was an amazing documentary series so touching !! I have cried at every episode 🥺❤️

@jennyamaral6622 2 года назад

I literally cried throughout all the episodes. So so strong you and your family syd. She would be extremely proud of you!x

@harmonifenton3058 2 года назад

Thinking of you your family, such an amazing series you should be so proud 💞

@demiiwilliams3727 2 года назад

Wow, what an emotional rollercoaster it has been watching this series. The way you’ve managed to capture everything is amazing. You truly are talented and your family must be so proud! 💕

@rubymay9856 2 года назад

This was beautiful syd, proud of you and your family xx

@HopeTwardy 2 года назад

Sydney this a phenomenal series, you should be so proud x

@charlydorgan3362 2 года назад

Wow what an episode this was Syd. Couldn't stop the tears rolling down my face! I've said it in every single comment on the past 2 videos but I'm so proud of you for doing this! Currently wiping my tears away with your 48fortynine sleeve❤ love you so so much xxxx

@caitreynolds2528 2 года назад

Literal tears😢you all as a family have been through so much, but I’m so glad your using this tragic story to raise awareness! What a powerful thing to do. You really should be so proud syd 🤍

@valeriaminisini2107 2 года назад

Thinking of you and your family Syd! This was a brilliant documentary!

@kayfarmery2742 2 года назад

so proud of you Syd. this documentary was not only eye opening but truly incredible. your mum would be so proud of how many people you are going to help from this documentary. x

@rebecca-rosesantamaria254 2 года назад

Beautiful, emotional and so powerful. I cried my way through that episode. You should be so proud Syd and I know your mom is watching and is proud of you too. It might’ve been only 3 episodes long but I know this series will stay with me for a long time

@anabellehunt6173 2 года назад

this is honestly amazing syd! you are opening so many peoples eyes to what drugs can do, you and your family are all so so brave. Your mum will be so proud of you all xxx

@sophandrews2083 2 года назад

in awe of you and your families strength 🥺

@octobersveryown3468 2 года назад

a truly beautiful piece of art, thank you for sharing syd❤️

@mckenziefreeland6005 2 года назад

fully sobbing!! Thank you so much for sharing your story and spreading awareness. So proud

@meganzyke1108 2 года назад

got me in tears, must have been so hard to film this. so proud of you all❤️

@ninat1795 2 года назад

you are so strong , this is heartbreaking x

@TheXxxEmmaxxx 2 года назад

This is so amazing! It should be put on the television to get more awareness out these! Soo so amazing!! Xxx

@nowam9071 2 года назад

This series was so strong🙏🏻❤️

@oceanrobinson684 2 года назад

I have so much respect for you being able to do this! The documentary is going to save so many people and you and your family should really be so proud of yourselves ❤️

@albabozag 2 года назад

crying so much, thanks so much for raising awareness, we need more influencers like you

@georgialowndes5644 2 года назад

I’ve cried from the beginning to the end. What an incredible and inspirational story! So brave and amazing! You and your family should be so proud because your mum definitely would be ❤️

@LivsHomee 2 года назад

So proud of you Syd!🤍

@chloelopes7378 2 года назад

God this is so heartbreaking but so eye opening. So beautifully documented. Your family have such beautiful souls and your mum was so loved! Thankyou for sharing this with us ❤️

@EG-ne1ku 2 года назад

Thankyou to everyone involved in this! Sharing such an important but sad story must have been so difficult but will help so many people 💖 Thankyou for using your platform in such an inspirational way Syd. What an incredible person you are! Sending all my love xxx

@zenlize8361 2 года назад

Cried so much during this part, so proud of you Syd! You, your family, & Elliot did such an amazing job with this documentary!!

@tabitharoberts9517 2 года назад

I have loved Watching the documentary. It has gave a lot awareness. So proud of you film this Sydney

@BethanandJoe 2 года назад

this was amazing xx

@ellenwaters4787 2 года назад

The story of your mum was told so beautifully, I could have watched you all speak for hours😭❤️ so touching

@hannaharosomade5885 2 года назад

This was so tough but incredible to watch so proud of you Syd and all your family sending lots of love you’re way 💞

@natalieellen2474 2 года назад

Oh syd! What a brave inspirational person you are! Not a dry eye watching this episode! How heartbreaking hearing the reality of what you went through but you are so strong and have come out the other side and now look at you… this is fantastic and you should be so proud! Sending lots of love to you and your family! May your moms legacy live on 💖

@millymc662 2 года назад

You are so amazing and your family !!❤️

@aislingowen2303 2 года назад

I can see how hard this has all been on you and your family, you are all an inspiration, she would be so proud of you. Sending you all so much love xx

@ronacagritekin1717 2 года назад

Always here for you, so strong xxx

@eveborrott728 2 года назад

I wish I could put into words how incredibly proud I am of your amazingly brave family. Paul is right - your mum’s legacy will save lives. This was a hard watch but so important and I think it should be shown in schools and on TV! When you said it’s nice seeing a ‘moving person’ I feel like that describes the documentary well because it has such a big impact watching and hearing it all from people who have experienced it first hand. Your Nan and Grandad are two heroes and everyone in this video should be so proud of themselves. Thank you for sharing this part of your life with us ❤️

@belenvalenzuela5923 2 года назад

Beautiful. Thank you for sharing

@bexylouise6233 2 года назад

Wow this had me crying! You are so strong for doing this! This documentary is going to help a lot of people Syd you should be so proud ♥ xo

@shannoninwood8196 2 года назад

This is so heartbreaking,I’m so proud of you syd ❤️

@hannahblows 2 года назад

this is so sad I can’t imagine what all of you went through ur so strong 🥺

@rosiewillis3300 2 года назад

Im so proud of you Syd. My auntie also passed from a heroine overdose and my cousins were so young too. What you have done is amazing, and you're going to help save so many lives. Thank you so much for doing this, you're incredibly strong ❤❤❤