Update to those who are waiting for the Duster Sleep Mix 2. It is finished and ready. But there are some issues with copyright and im trying to get that sorted out so i can upload it finally.
Thank you for making This video, I am a fan of duster and I like when people make a video with songs in one video, it’s like I don’t need to click on a video after it’s done playing and watch ads. I really appreciate it
god i love this playlist! (i haven’t felt so fucking ill in my life mentally like i can’t get this fog out of my head everything feels slower than usual but i blink and weeks pass without me even realising) duster are truly great aren’t they
Hey y’all, just wanna say that God has designed a purpose just for you and that you matter to him. So much so that he send his only son to die and rise again so that we could spend forever and have relationship with him. He created this beautiful planet and you!! Real belief in this sacrifice and repentance for your sins (aka steps in the opposite direction that God planed for us) is the first step to a beautiful relationship with God. He wants us to grow in him and not perish without knowing his great love🫶🏾🫶🏾
i haven’t used it to try and sleep but i often use duster as study music. i can’t explain why, their music isn’t very depressing to me outside of a few examples (echo bravo, me and the birds, and topical solution being 3 that come to mind), they’re mainly just very calming and help me get rid of my stress
hey! If everything does feel the same then maybe you got to do what you like for even day, if its possible you can just change your 1 day in the year and you could learn something from that day and that thing will help you see futher in life, keep on truckin.
i too love this music (i want to comfort you but im not sure how to in yt comments but ik exactly how your feeling. you got this. sooner or later youll get out of this hole, and you'll be more happy. you might not stay happy but theres always the end before the next beginning. everyday can bring something different.)
@@kdubz222 No, you cant possibly feel what he/she is feeling, we can only make assumptions but sometimes assuming what other people feel might make them even feel worse so just be there to support not assume..
such a good playlist! (last year i fell into a endless loop of constant depression and i didn’t know how to express or tell anyone about it but eventually i finally climbed out of it. just a few weeks ago this girl i loved with all my heart broke up with me out of nowhere and now i am afraid to fall back into that rabbit hole but i think i already did and have no idea what to do anymore i just feel like life has no purpose anymore.) would recommend to friends and family!
Make a journal logging your journey out of the hole, you’ve done it before and you can do it again, keep this journal with your for the rest of your life as a reminder of how good life can be sometimes. Your purpose right now is to reply to me
start a long term project on a different field on your farm, like say youre creative in music, film is also creative so go and make a music video, joining hobbies are so frickin fun, its such a release at least for me. and having something longterm like a music video, its really fulfilling when you complete it. humans are here to learn so dont stop learning, make the effort to learn the shit you want! good luck mate!!
It does get better my friend, I’ve been in a similar spot and I thought id never escape the pain and eventually fall victim to myself, but I didn’t! I have a healthy relationship now that puts my past to shame. I’ve slowly learned to love myself for the first time since I was a young kid. Do what these people said and find a hobby you love and express yourself. Just be you. Nobody is perfect and bad days still sneak up. But I wish you all the best and I hope you keep fighting for yourself and make it out of that hole again!
I luv duster( I'm in a perpetual state of constant self destruct and need constant reassurance or I will spontaneously combust at 12:37 am on July 13th)
hey man, it's gonna be okay. your very loved and I know you are a good person. just keep pushing through, i promise it'll get better.. eventually. and please don't combust at 12:37am on July 13th. your needed
Duster is a unique band it makes you feel almost emotionless like down but also not the kind of down where you cry its the kind of down where you don’t know how to feel lost almost its like you’re staring at an empty abyss trying to figure out where it went wrong
damn I love this playlist sm! (I'm listening to this on the floor with a fucked up leg while I paint. I'm so proud of how far I have come, I haven't enjoyed painting or anything else really for so long, and looking at these comments I remember of how it felt to be in that hole, how it seemed to never have an end, to not have any hope to have a life that felt any different or that even felt like anything at all. I want to let everyone in this comment section know that there is something better, and even if things don't get better, you will. Recovery is never impossible, please don't give up)
i second this…. i felt the exact same way reading everyone’s comments. my heart hurts for everyone but it’s possible to recover and it’s crazy how i never thought i’d be okay.
I drove a 73 Plymouth Duster in the late 80's. It sat in my backyard for 5 years, me and my siblings use to play in it when we were younger pretending to drive. Started right up after sitting for all those years. I held the cracked dashboard together with duct tape and put as many bumperstickers on it as possible. Got pulled over by cops when I was 20, it was all they could do was stand there and laugh at the 'No Nukes', 'Abolish Apartheid' 'Robin Hood was right' while I did the DUI test, scared to death. Drove that black Duster to Southern Utah in the middle of summer, no AC and the gas gage didn't work. Wish I could go back and play this album on my portable boombox while driving through the empty desert.
Nice mix man😃Love it😄(Every day I tell myself that tomorrow will get better, but every day it gets worse and worse, hope fades and emotions are absent, and only deep inner anger remains, because of which I constantly feel irritated and hurt my friends and loved ones, then i feel guilty and starting to hate my life even more)
I love duster fr (I’ve become soulless, a husk of a man and I haven’t felt real self love or even happiness for that matter. But at the same time I don’t feel sad, I’m just existing at this very moment.)
This is a really cool playlist! (Nothing's wrong and I've actually been in a way better place than I was a few years ago back when I used to cry at night thinking I was a total screw up, I just like Duster. I wish the best to you guys though and hope you're doing better)
I'm sure you will find your sparks soon. I know its hard knowing that you won't be happy unless a certain thing happens, but that doesn't really have to be the main part. I really hope you find a path to the next stage of life, it is hard but keep on fighting :)
i know exactly how your feeling, when i experienced this i became a very nonchalant person and everyday was the same for me. i was no longer happy. you'll get out of this hole i promise you sooner or later. life is hard sometimes but its just about fighting the battles we're given. someone told me today sometimes we wait for something big to happen so we can be happy again when in fact sometimes if we just take a moment and appreciate the way the little things are, we can find some sort of contentness and happiness. i dont know how life is for you right now but hopefully duster is bringing you some sort of serenity
Love this playlist! (When I was younger I thought people were depressed only for attention, so I never spoke out about how I was feeling. Now as the years have passed I have seem to have fallen into an endless loop of depression and I’m not sure if I’m able to get out of it.)
you are, I promise. in the future you'll look back to now and realise how much progress you are able to make, even if it feels small. (here's some advice if u want it, feel free to ignore. I am just a stranger on the internet after all) if u can, set small goals for yourself, no matter how small as long as they feel somewhat significant to you, and try to achieve one more each day, tell yourself that at least today was different from yesterday because of this. And don't beat yourself up for not achieving these goals, relapsing and slowing down is only natural in healing, as long as you pick back up, even if it's at a slower pace, you will get better
maybe you will get out of it maybe you wont but never give up trying if theres even a chance at being happy go for it all you can do is fight and never stop and know your important.
To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus. To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! These are not my words but spread them and copy paste
i love this so much (noone trusts me noone cares about me, noone appreciates me, i have screwed up my life, i lost myself, my emotions, my character, my smile, my childhood friends and im in a depressive state making me not appreciate anything)
gosh, I can't express how alive this makes me feel! ( I relapse every hour, and I avoid looking at any reflections because I can't stand the sight of myself.)
I love duster and this playlist ( I feel like I’m worthless, that my potential is being wasted I can’t process anything I can’t even cry at a loss anymore I don’t think I can cry all together I simultaneously want to sleep forever and stay awake forever, I don’t know what I’m doing with my life I hate myself I hate the way I look and the way I’m perceived I can’t even interact with people anymore I have no friends anymore I can’t feel anything and I can feel everything at the same time I want to succeed but idk how I fear failure I fear life I fear everything)
This is just what i needed! (its seriously been so hard the past couple of months, i've relapsed back into self harm after 2 years and my mental health is taking a huge hit, i've isolated from friends, i just sit in bed all day and all night rotting away, all the while feeling like im useless. I stopped going to college, stopped going out with my friends and just going out in general. My parents noticed and now im going back to therapy once a week. I honestly don't feel like trying anymore. I just want to give up. Every little movement like moving my hand or getting up just feels so hard, even as i type this now its probably the most work im going to get all day. Living like this isn't nice, the amount of people i've seen romanticize these living conditions, clothes everywhere on the floor, trash, debris. I just feel like a slob, scum even. I hate feeling like this, these emotions that haven't come to me for so long, they really hurt. I really don't know how long i can continue on like this. The only thing actually keeping me alive is my partner. Sometimes I just wish I was normal. I have nothing else but myself basically. I hate living in this dump of a room but i have no motivation or will to clean it, i feel like a patient stuck in a hospital bed. Since I've been gone from my friends, everything apparently is now just falling apart, people are showing actual hate for each other, we've known each other and been friends for literally over 10 years, its crazy how 10 years of friendship can end in just 2 months, or is it 3 now? I'm not too sure, the days are blending into one another like usual. My best friend of 10 years literally doesn't seem to care for me anymore, calling me selfish, generally not trying to dm me, and hes the one who complains I don't talk to him much, I wonder why hm? I'm sick of everything, these people that I considered my friends turn out to be just people I knew, strangers. I feel like I'm really going to regret putting this comment in but it definitely feels better to get all of this off my chest. I have no hope for the future at the moment, I just hope things turn for the best soon. But it's not like I'm going to try am I? It's just useless at this point.)
im glad people have the guts to speak out like this. i wish you luck on your recovery and i hope you find true meaning and pleasure in life. you aren't truly alone
Heyy I’m so sorry your going through this…I’m also going through the same thing,..I’m skipping classes a lot and I can’t stand people…I get way too anxious. If you wanna be friends I’ll be here
You’re not alone. You just explained my situation almost to a T. Thank you for this little bit of time I don’t feel completely isolated even though I am
It breaks my heart seeing all these people that are absolutely broken ☹️ I wish y'all overcome your struggles soon and actually become your better self instead of hanging onto your past self, which is long gone . I'm here for you guys
i never feel sad listening to duster, just really calm, like i have someone gently whispering in my ear that they understand how i feel and its gonna be fine.
What a great compilation! (some nights I try so hard to cry, just so that i can feel some sort of emotion, but even when if i do, i know that emotion is temporary and i will return to the gray again.)
Life may seem though and I believe it is, but I'm sure someone will come into your life and make you see something else in life. I know it may not be true, but I met a person that made me change the way I see life, and showed me alot to it. I KNOW it may not seem like a real thing to happen but in whatever you believe, that is the ANSWER. keep on fighting
man, i love duster, this playlist is the best! (I miss being genuinely happy, because whenever I feel happiness now I always know in the back of my mind I will always return to feeling nothing but misery at the end of the day, and nothing and nobody can save me anymore. the days go on without me noticing and they're all the exact same as the last, I don't know how many more of them I can go through, I need to make it stop somehow, I'm not living anymore, I'm suffering.) it puts me right to sleep! (i need to be medicated.)
this playlist made me feel so sad. I want to document all my memories with my friends and ex-friends. i dont have good memory so i wont remember these fleeting moments that mean so much to me. i'll miss the past so much i just want to hear the voices of me and my friends as kids when im older. i want to see everything we did, the promises we made, the sad moments and happy ones. every little moment means so much to me. the time when i got hit by a volleyball when i was walking into the locker room, the time when my teacher pulled me aside during class to talk about my day and my feelings, the time when i was crying in my mom's car because someone at my table insulted my friend, the time when arjay always kept saying he wanted to play my electric bass, the time when kingston mistook a cello for a bass, the time when me and my friends were having the time of our lives, the first time i went to bella terra after school with my friends, my first day of middle school, the year i always had a low ponytail (so embarrased from that). moments with people im not even friends with i want to keep so badly. i want to remember everything. i want to continue being friends with all of my friends even if end up talking less in the future i still want us to be connected in some way. i hope all my friends live healthy lives and enjoy life the fullest and meet the people they want to be with forever and i hope they achieve their dreams. as for me, my dream is to become a fashion designer despite not having any motivation, no inspiration, and no actual driving force/reason to become one. I want to try everything i want to have the time of my life. I dont want to leave the friends that i have now. I dont want to go to seperate highschools, seperate places after highschool, seperate pathways in life. I want all of us to be together. hopefully we'll never have to seperate but i know its inevitable cause no matter what we'll die and go our own ways and live our own lives...
this is the kind of music that plays in your head when its raining in the morning and you're waiting for the bus. haven't been to school in 5 years but this brought me back, thanks.
I Love duster ( I feel an eternal emptiness, I want to be better but I just can’t do it anymore. I want to let go but I’m scared of letting go, I’m done but I’m not finished, my very being disgusts me and the hallucinations won’t stop) they’re my favourite band!!
I love this playlist! (I've spent every single day of the summer so far just in my room either sitting watching streamers on twitch or working out but I haven't seen anyone because my best friend basically ghosted me to go spend time with her boyfriend and my girlfriend is in the mental hospital for the whole summer and my other friends just kinda don't wanna hang out so my depression has been getting worse and I listen to this everyday and just cry because I don't know what emotion im feeling and it just physically hurts because I can't think of what emotion im feeling and I just want to have it go away or at least know what it is)
when everyones busy, i go out alone to just relax and clear my head, with music. theres a comfort in spendimg time alone. try to enjoy what you've got and keep on the grind 🦾
Hey! If you want you could try to get some online friends for comfort. If real friends are ghosting you, why not an online friend? Its like talking to someone that you don't know but you might get along. I'm sorry to hear that your girlfriend is in the mental hospital, I hope you both stay strong.
i love duster! (i feel like ive reached my limit. im tired, and everyday is just a constant loop. it's taking a serious toll on my mental health and i don't know how much longer i can take. this could be my last comment. ever.)
thank u for this i love duster (i hate the person ive become and at this point i dont even know who i am anymore. i cant recognise myself. i have no clue where my life is going or where ill be in the future and im scared. i stay up every night thinking about what will become of me. and yet, despite this fear, in response, i do nothing about it. i simply embrace the fact that im weak and ill die alone. i try to occasionally comfort myself and cover up this acceptance with random 3am pep talks or desperate attempts to try and fix myself but in the end i am only left with the realisation that i may never change. that i may never improve. that ill never grow as a person. i could only dream of someday becoming the normal kid ive always wanted to be. i feel trapped. trapped inside a hole where there are only me and my thoughts scattered all over the walls, constantly screaming at me every second of the day with whatever i decide to busy myself with. i cannot cry for help because i am afraid. i instead hide away tucked in the corner avoiding anyone who tries to help, ignoring that voice inside my head telling me to stop. and when that person goes away i am drowned out in guilt and despair knowing that opportunity i had was just ripped away because of my own selfishness. and there i lay inside that hole alone, foolishly expecting a friend to just magically appear. but nobody is there. not even the shadow of a person casting down on me watching as my sanity slowly deteriorates. the only thing i can do is pathetically rot away inside this hole, feeling sorry for myself and expecting someone to save me despite knowing nobody will and its all my fault. i watch helplessly as life repeats itself over and over as more and more thoughts flood my head as if my existence itself has turned against me and is trying to drive me insane. all i do in response is attempt to blind myself from the harsh reality of life with "the little things" that give me that tiny ounce of happiness until it all fades away and i return to this world of nothingness.)
Can’t tell if i agree to the comments about this being comforting or not. But because I’m still doing miserable, whenever I listen to this while studying or something I start crying and the voices in my head about leaving go lower in tone but louder in strength.
Duster is such comfort music to me. (I am so exhausted all of the time i am forced to watch as i ruin my life. Everything feels so fast and so painfully slow. I just wish time would stop. i wish i could feel that someone is beside me and I wouldn’t feel so alone all the time. I wish i knew why i hated being around others and yet crave their company. I wish i was nicer to the few people who care about me but im so irritated all the time i find myself saying the wrong things each time I open my mouth. Sometimes I secretly wish i had a terrible illness, so people would know and care about me.) i listen to them all the time.
I’m typing this as being outside whilst my friends r inside and I always feel like I’m the least respected in the group and the punching bag and no1 thinks I’m smart, it’s so hard to tell how much of its real or me over reacting it’s so hard to know when to be firm and let something go but it gets better im much better at it then I was a year or 2 years ago u jusr gotta do what u like / enjoy because when it comes down to it you just have to enjoy it because if ur not enjoying it and ur focusing on the negatives why ? For the long list of negatives there is a long list of positives we just tend to focus on the negatives for some reason and I believe this wastes time and you’ll look back wishing you had just been happy with what u had / Where u were try to appreciate the moment as cheesy as that is it’s true trying to be like I’m here this is fun , life is good god is good life is good
@@joshnolan2514 probably because they're all inside and you're outside typing a comment. Find another friend group or accept the fact you don't have social skills
love these songs! (sometimes i miss the feeling of cutting. i’ve been almost two years clean and i still vividly remember it like yesterday. the pain, the burning, the adrenaline, how it became so addicting. i thought i was better. im trying to be better. yet sometimes my anger gets the best of me and i just want to relive it all over again. i miss feeling something, even if it was something like relapsing. i want to just finally be happy. truly happy. i just want to stop thinking. im tired of the constant overthinking i can’t sleep. im so tired yet i can’t sleep. i wish i just stopped caring abt what others thought abt me. i wish i only cared for my own well-being. i hate being such a push over. im tired of letting people treat me like shit, i thought i changed for the best yet im still the same pathetic pushover i was before. the funny thing is no matter how bad i want to relapse i just can’t. my shitty pride just won’t let me. when i get upset i get the strong urge to change something whether it’s to cut my hair, dye it, get a piercing, just something. i constantly feel like i have to have some kind of control over myself or else something bad is gonna happen, i hate myself so much that i want to relapse. i just want to be happy. i wish i could love myself as much as i love others.)
Dude this playlist is amazing! I love it!!!!( I’m always stressed about everything and scared that I will be forever alone because I was always the wired quiet kid and always scared others away. I never had anyone to be friends with, to hangout with them or joke around. I had one time but I hurt them and now they’re gone forever. They moved on while I still think about how I couldn’t even apologized to them. I isolate myself from others rather than hurting someone again without realizing it. I don’t want to die but I don’t want to live like this. I’m trying to fit in but I’m still so different from others. I’m so tired from it.)
This is indeed a wonderful mix to sleep to! (I haven't been able to have a good sleep in months. I cannot fall asleep, I stay awake rotting in my bed for days on end.)
This playlist represents my mental state right now (I feel empty and hollow but don't wanna speak about it because I feel like I feel like this as a way to subconsciously get attention. I'm tired, the static in my brain is getting louder and I wanna die.)
omg i love this band! (I have moments when i go numb and others when i feel everything at such high intensity that i can feel my head explode from the weight of the emotions, and i get overwhelmed by any human interaction because of my severe anxiety that makes my head hurt, i barely get any sleep or i sleep the whole day while i stay awake at night with my thoughts eating me alive. i don’t feel safe anywhere because there’s always panic inside my mind)
this playlist is great! thank you so much for the calming mix! ( my abandonment issues are crippling and and despite having good relationships i cant help but think they are temporary and that they will one day end and the people i love will leave)
This song gives so much nostalgia! (I do get nostalgia. I do remember crying for hours for people who aren't worth my efforts. They made me so happy even at the smallest things and I wish they knew. I don't understand why someone else is better than me. I'm good enough. Probably the best compared to the someone. What do you see in the person? I just want to be important. I don't care in what situation. Make me feel important. Honestly, am I at fault to be treated this poorly?)
This sad music, listening, not watching anything, really gets me in the moment. Content like videos and movies drown me. These get me in my thoughts. I need that mindfulness. Connection to my mind and to my body. I am so lost usually. This exposes a sadness but it also exposes to me reality.
doing nothing is better than doing something wrong, but thats okay if you even do waste time doing something bad or good, it doesn't even matter. Everyone does die but, its not worth it to be thinking about death, it can make people more paranoid. keep on fighting :)
Duster touches me so deeply I don't even know how to describe it. Stars Will Fall is exactly what healing sounds like I don't understand how they did it.
I love this playlist ( last year was a living hell I fell into depression in a constant loop of torture all of the people I loved would blame me, but now I'm doing better in life.) would recommend to friends.
This is my favorite mix! (I haven’t felt so empty and emotionless in the past month, I feel like no one will understand the shit that I’m going through and I feel even worse because of it, I’m losing so many people that I love and I’m probably losing even more people in the upcoming months and I’m losing myself to a void of my mind and everyday I wake up I cry because I woke up alive)
i love duster sleep mix (i havent felt anything, for years. people think im happy and i laugh a lot, but duster has returned some of my emotions, i love it) we all love duster sleep mix!!!!
this is strange but the first song is my favourite, it's so soothing, I think if I decided to play one last song to ease the pain, I'd probably die to that one
thanks for making this playlist it really helps me fall asleep! (i try every night to dream my suffering away, im running out of options now, i dont know how it could possibly get any worse)
Guys it gets better, Life really is like a book. Every chapter is accompanied by one main emotion. This chapter was about love that was never meant, this chapter made me want to kill my self. School was awful, hanging out felt awful, girls made me feel awful. But now, I feel the pages flipping. My last chapter was depression and now that I've changed schools and stoped talking to her i start to feel that happiness again. It was worth all the pain it really was. My pages finally turned and this is a new chapter, a chapter of happiness. I don't care how long it lasts, its here now. School makes me happy again, i really want to go. Friends make me happy again, old and new ones. They make me feel giddy, like some happy child. When I'm not crazy in love I can actually feel like a child and its great. I stoped talking to the girl that was everything because a girl shouldn't be everything. Now I don't feel the urge to be with some one, I don't feel pain when I hang out with girl friends because I dont want to be with them. Thats why it hurt to be with her, because I needed her, she didn't need me. You shouldn't haave to need any girl that doesn't need you, no girl should be able to dictate your life, now that I cht her off I feel greater than ever. It hurts to cut some people of but it hurts more to keep people you love but dont love you back in your life. Cut peole off because some times it really makes you happy. I'm happy now. I'm in a new chapter and life doesn't suck. If life sucks maybe it's time to start a new chapter. I know it's easy to stay sad. I fought hard not to die and it was worth it, living was worth it.
At a park, my girlfriend is sleeping on my lap.Im trying my best not to fall asleep too trying my best not to wake her up writing this.I used to listen to this when i had trouble sleeping, those bad times.ive been there and back and now im here. It does get better everyone keep hanging on. It really does get better.
the way dusters music conveys emotions like sadness, loneliness, emptiness etc through instrumentals alone is on a completely different level than any sad rap or pop song i've ever heard. that's why duster makes me cry so much, they convey raw emotion so well. completely unparalleled
Yooo this just instantly became one of my favorite playlist thanks man!! (i'm at the lowest point of my life rn I'm so tired of relapsing over and over again)
This playlist really sparks joy in me! (I suffer alone as I hold up a strong smile, unable to truly describe to others what has been devouring me from inside silently.)
man this is awesome, i've loved duster since i found then in 2019 :) (nothing makes me sadder seeing old friends hanging out with each other, i'm scared that no one will ever ask to hang out with me ever again and it makes me sad)
This playlist is so comforting and relaxing!❤ (Every night before I go to bed I always make sure to take about 2-3 minutes just staring into the mirror and asking myself if I’m happy with what I did during the day. Not anything to do with the actual contents of the day, just whether or not I’m satisfied with what I did and how I felt about it. When my day goes south, my initial reaction is to get irrationally angry at everything and shut down because I get too anxious and teary eyed to do much more. I end up dwelling far too much on hypotheticals and I get stressed when I don’t have enough time to do things to relax because I spent many of my formative years on strict schedules and deadlines from all the extracurriculars I was in. This playlist gives me that similar feeling of just sitting down with yourself and reevaluating what really matters. When I look myself in the mirror, even when I’m ugly crying and I look like an absolute mess, I can still bring myself to stare back and reevaluate myself. Nothing is more telling to me than when I can clearly see how well or poorly I took care of myself or treated myself, and from that realization I can take at least a couple steps in the right direction before I succumb to the bad feelings again. More than anything else I realize from that moment that not everything can be fixed all at once. I find it best to regulate my own emotions first before trying to go out and fix all of my problems, even despite my thoughts screaming at me about all the mistakes I made that day and how badly I want it all to just go away. I find my reflection to be both a stark reminder that my intrusive thoughts do not reflect my worth as a person nor my ability to express my feelings, as well as a way of resetting my mind to a better place where I can really digest my actions in a non destructive way. This method might not work for everyone, but I find it one of the best ways to salvage what would otherwise be a terrible day. Remember to drink plenty of water and get your sleep. If I could give all of you a hug right now, I’d rush right on over and do that. Much love coming to you from your neighborhood pond duck. Peace and clarity of mind to you all.)
I listened to duster to fall asleep for the longest time, I liked how is voice was quiet. A couple months ago in the middle of the night like normal, I started playing duster again. since I was staying at a friends house the entire room was pitch black and I couldn’t see anything. I remember, around an hour in,ORBITRON started playing. I don’t know what kind of crack duster put in that song, but I immediately started sobbing ny eyes out. It made me feel like I was dying. It reminded me that I WILL die someday, and being surrounded by pitch black darkness made me feel even more depressing. I HAVENT listened to duster to go to bed since, everytime it just reminds me that one day everyone I love will die and I’ll be alone. Seriously. I always considered duster a pretty chill band but that song just feels haunting to me
so cool! great mix! (i cant get what happened out of my head. i havent cried in so long and its genuinely so painful. i need help but no one is there for me.)
Hey! If no one was ever there for you, well I believe that someone out there cares for you, and that may be me. I will think about how your life is going and I won't forget it, because, people being happy is everything to me. I'm sure your gonna cry sometime in the future, maybe something will sadden you and you will feel emotion again. Someone could come into your life and give you sparks, stay strong man.
I really love this!( I feel this overwhelming, indescribable emptiness that is slowly eating me alive. I can’t even make myself speak to people. Nods and murmurs are how I speak now. I don’t know what to do anymore. Why can’t this end? Why can’t my life just simply stop. Then I wouldn’t have to feel this way.) amazing playlist
I played this playlist whenever I can, duster has always have been my favorite band. Right now, I'm growing up with emotions overflowing through me and they really helped me. Duster is the best. Tysm for making this playlist- I really enjoy this!
omg i love all of these songs! (Everyday I keep hoping that somehow things get better, but every single day, minute, and second I feel worse and worse every. Single. Day) gotta love duster!
listening to this at 2 am is a vibe😁(i cant remember in the last 2 years where i have felt happy, the days go by while i mentally rot away not even knowing where i belong, as i show a blank face towards everyone, deep down i am actually suffering from this endless pain. where did it all go wrong , the hate that i have for myself steadily grows, when will it end , will i ever accomplish anything , i just need a sign of progress , but i cant take a step forward , everyday ticks by as i waste this one and only life of emptiness , its like repeating endless cycle of nothing , when will i feel be able to feel something , something that can make me change my outlook on life , until then ill patiently wait as the days go by)
I love Duster (i feel beaten down by life's daily challenges. I've been oversleeping and ive lost my grip. I feel like im missing something. Nothing convinces me to be happy. I know people try. They try so hard. I wish i could stop having nightmares and have peace of mind so i can appreciate being here.)
I like the cat on the cover of that one album ( i can't even tell what my emotions are i feel like im dead but still alive im just waiting for something to happend when im 14 and "should have fun those are the best years of your life" thats so shitty) but yeah love their music thanks for that playlist
Its me again I have a problem with getting to school Turns out i needed to give my application also on paper i dodnt know that and now i got to wait and pray that they somehow let me in that class Im really stressed with all this I dont think that summer is going to be very good for me
