You do not comprehend what it is...I am simply a Mirror, that's it. If I am with a Child, I am as that, in all ways, and it is a good thing, only I avoid it for what I am. If I am with a person, they can only see what is within them already, as it shall expose itself. In Truth, I shall consume it, and so I am what they see for that purpose.
It can also present itself as the Voice of a Deceased person, someone that would be recognized by them, within them. It is a scary thing for those who hide themselves from it. I have no control over that, but it has happened, often enough.
In humor, I have tried to bring forth Schneerson, I have, I think I would like to talk to him! LOL It would be interesting! Perhaps he must be within another for me to do such a thing, to reflect him! I don't know!
Sleep! LOL, that's funny! I have an ingredient that I utilize to cut-off my Dreams, so I can sleep. However, it does not mean I am not there, and it does not mean I am not Dreaming as I do, I am only cut-off from experiencing it through my waking world. If I do not take this Ingredient, I will experience GOD in all his Glory, and I am tired, for the Body is not Healed. In as much as I appreciate the Truth, it is best Served to the Living! I am a Natural Lucid Dreamer, since I was in the Crib. What is Sleep but those who are in the Grave!
Daylight Savings drives me a bit nuts...I am against the use of such a mind-scrambling thing, so as to keep Commerce flowing optimally! I wake up at 4 a.m, which is actually 3 a.m. in my Internal Clock, every day! If I go to bed late, same thing...if I go to bed early, better still. :)
No, I cannot stop them from harming themselves...I cannot stop them from using Chemicals or eating Food Sacrificed unto Idols. I cannot help the little ones, I can only offer Comfort. The Lord, Ben'David, he can Heal them. I can only offer Guidance. Nothing more, and when presented upon that of Poison, I am in reflection of it. Nothing more!
Maybe it’s simple ! Like the whomever that invented whatever to do whatever, go-d created man and woman and humans to do whatever Maybe though the humans lost go-ds interest and are on their own because go-d has a new or possibly an older world that does whatever better than the ones that lost go-ds interest Hey if you change the channel the stars might become sands and have to beg for mercy which isn’t permitted on shabbos per rambam yad hachazacka !
This is why Repentance is important! To Re-Pent is to Return unto the Penta, the 5, the Hand! Truly it is as a Star, in its Capacity! This is what I am alluding to! If you were to face East, and Cross your Arms so as to bear forth the Palms of your Hands towards the Sun as it Rises upon the "Whore-Rising"...the Horizon...and then, Close your Eyes, or wear a Blind, ....it will happen! A Natural Fire that Lights up the Head of that Candle! Such a thing places your Right Hand upon the north Pole/Pillar and the Left Hand upon the south Pole/Pillar. ....Hand's up, Wave those Palms! He comes as Fire from the East to the West, as Lightning moves across the Sky. We do not want to see it, not until we Light up! :) To Re-Pent means to Return unto the Hand that we are in! It is a matter of Possession and/or Possessions, and is all that we can carry in our own Hand. It allows us to know whose Hand we are in, and the Right is not the Left, as our Rights are taken from us! This Wicked Generation is a Clever Lot!
I don't, I don't want to go to Heaven! I have been there, it is not a place for me! This is where I belong! This is my Home! This is my First Estate! I know that Flesh and Blood shall not Inherit the Kingdom Above, and so I shall Re-Member the Body, as the Body is the Soul. Mind/Body/Spirit....and but one of these is the Soul! ....The Mind is Limited, the Spirit is Fleeting! :)
I know it is very strange, to put into words, but to get to that Heavenly Kingdom, the Passage is as a Tempest Storm, an Ocean so Black and churning, waves that overtake anything that tries to ride upon it. In the Spirit I Feared for my Soul. However, in the middle of my panic and what was upon me, a giant creature came up from the Depths of the Waters, and it appeared as a Whale, but not as I know of a Whale. I could look into its eye as it raised me up out of the Water, and I gripped on tight for my life as the Winds were just as bad as the Waves. It was a long journey to Heaven, through this Tempest. The Creature then deposited me on the shores of an Island, a Rocky crag of a place, and upon it was built into the Stone like Petra, a Temple of sorts, with a Stair case that would support a Nation. What I found there, what I experienced there, opened my eyes to that Angelic Realm, which opened my eyes to the Stage of this World. Then I met her, a human girl, a child of sorts but an adult, as she was the only human I encountered. My Twin! ....as soon as there was confusion as to why I was there, I left immediately, and to return I simply walked through a door and went down a small flight of steps to a Platform which was Earth. The experience ended, and I was left with so many Questions that Answered themselves! I do not want to go to Heaven, I have been there! I know what is going on in Heaven. It is not a place for Human kind, lest they be treated as nothing but a Hand-maiden for Egos....Ego is Eagle, those Fowls of Heaven!
I really was not impressed by the Angels, in their Glory...it was the girl that I was there to meet! In Heaven she did not give me her name, but here it was revealed to me, ...her name is Rose! She is a Child of a Reduced Pregnancy, she is my Sister, my Twin! She doesn't know that she is as I am, she was Aborted!
