"A piеce of my heart is still on hold
I'm a little bit scarred, a little bit broke
But I'll be in
If you ever wanna try again"
I am so convinced he was told due to Cancer treatment he won't be able to have kids and this is when he shut down. At the mention of kids he's put the wall up "I don't want them, that wont change" etc etc it wont change due to the medical advice he had not because he never wanted them. In order to not have to emotionally deal with the fact this news upsets him, he logically processes it as "don't need to add more kids to this world anyway". Apply reason and supress emotion, hence why I think this news will really hit him so hard. Serkan Bolat can't process emotions at the best of times. Get the hint he was feeling like "what have I got to offer Eda? just misery and holding her back from her dreams" I also think the thing with abandonment issues is that you self sabotage. Loss is a natural part of life. However, people with abandonment issues fear these losses. They can push people to leave so they're never surprised by the loss. So he pushed Eda to go, so that he could feel in control and be like "knew she would leave me anyway, so I just made it happen faster". Yet, we heard Aydan saying how he locked himself away for months after, so clearly it wasn't all that it seems from Eda's POV.
I think end of ep3 he will know Kiraz is his. Ep 4 will be the fallout of it all, and most likely flashback to the actual break up so we understand Eda continued motive of hiding Kiraz. I really hope Serkan went to Italy and it was Serkan that Eda saw by the sea and that he was there for her graduation.
Looking forward to more Kiraz and Serkan scene, esp is Eda is watching from afar.
Also, LOL to "I won't open the door to love again"
Why you lyinggggg... Your kissing in an open doorway!
TV series: Sen Çal Kapimi
Couple: Eda Yildiz and Serkan Bolat
Actors: Hande Erçel + Kerem Bürsin
Song: Try Again - Walking on Cars
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17 июн 2021
