Atashi anata ni aete hontou ni ureshii no ni Atari mae no you ni sorera subete ga kanashiinda Ima itai kurai shiawase na omoide ga Itsuka kuru wo wakare wo soda tete aruku Dareka no ibasho wo ubai ikiru kurai naraba mou Atashi wa ishikoro ni demo nareta nara ii na Da to shitara kanchigai mo tomadoi mo nai Sou yatte anata made mo shiranai mama de Anata ni atashi no omoi ga zenbu tsuta watte hoshii no ni Darenimo ienai himitsu ga atte uso wo tsuite shimau no da Anata ga omoeba omou yori ikutsu mo atashi wa ikuji nai no ni Doushite doushite doushite Kienai kanashimi mo hokorobi mo anata to ireba "Sorede yokatta ne" to waraeru no ga donna ni ureshii ka Me no mae no subete ga boya kete wa tokete iku youna Kiseki de afurete tarinai ya Atashi no namae wo yonde kureta Anata ga ibasho wo nakushi sama you kurai naraba mou Darekaga migawari ni nareba nante omounda Ima sasayaka de tashikana minai furi Kitto kurikaeshi nagara warai au nda Nando chikatte mo nando inotte mo santantaru yume wo miru Chiisana izumi ga itsuka anata wo nonde naku shite shimau you na Anata ga omoeba omou yori Ougesa ni atashi wa fugainai no ni Doushite doushite doushite Onegai itsu made mo itsu made mo koe rarenai yoru wo Koe you to te wo tsunagu kono hibi ga tsudzukimasu you ni Tojita mabuta sae azayaka ni irodoru tame ni Sono tame ni nani ga dekiru ka na Anata no namae wo yonde ii ka na Umarete kita sono shunkan ni atashi "Kiete shimaitai" tte naki wa meitanda Sore kara zutto sagashite ita nda Itsuka de aeru anata no koto wo Kienai kanashimi mo hokorobi mo anata to ireba "Sorede yokatta ne" to waraeru no ga donna ni ureshii ka Me no mae no subete ga boya kete wa tokete yuku you na Kiseki de afurete tarinai ya Atashi no namae wo yonde kureta Anata no namae wo yonde ii ka na
You know i'm really truly grateful to have met somebody just like you But life, it goes along, and from what I know, that means we'll have to part soon Now carrying these memories which pain me with a smile I walk away from yesterday to our fated goodbye If I were to go through life living just to take somebody else's place Then I would rather have been born as a pebble, living out my peaceful days Then maybe we could then avoid misunderstandings too And then maybe I would never have ever gotten to know you All I ever wanted was for you to hear my thoughts, all my dreams and fears, just say them out Yet I go and lie to you and say I'd rather not even though you never found me out I'm just so much weaker than you thought I ever was, than you ever would’ve wanted to believe So why? Tell me. Tell me! With this endless pain in my heart, tearing me apart, but also you beside me Can't you see how happy I'd be? I'd smile and I'd say, "It was all for the best you see" As the world in front of me melts and fades away, I only have one thing to say: These miracles flooding me won't make it go away Because I can still hear your voice calling out my name If you’re just going to get lost and never find a place where you belong Deep in my heart I wished you’d let someone else do that, but I knew all along Pretending not to understand, we turned the other cheek I’m sure one day we’ll laugh again as the cycle then repeats AllThat I can do is beg as hard as I can but the nightmares keep on haunting me Even though I’ve seen you leave a hundred thousand times, I can only watch you disappear I'm just so much weaker than you ever thought I was, than you ever would’ve wanted to believe So why? Tell me. Tell me! For the nights I won’t make it through, I spend beside you, while holding onto your hand Telling me I will and I can, I pray every night that days like this will never end Painting colours vivid and bright I see every time I go ahead and close my eyes Just what should I do so everything remains the same? Hey, is it alright if I keep calling out your name? In the moment I was born, I wouldn’t stop screaming Saying that I wanted to fade away and disappear Ever since the day I stopped, I had always been searching, For the one I'd someday meet, For the you that has to leave With this endless pain in my heart, tearing me apart, but also you beside me Can't you see how happy I'd be? I'd smile and I'd say, "It was all for the best you see" As the world in front of me melts and fades away, I only have one thing to say: These miracles flooding me won't make it go away Because I can still hear your voice calling out my name Hey, is it alright if I keep calling out your name?