what a beautiful song. I've been on a 6 month relapse hoping today will be day one of being sober. I thought using and drinking would blur my problems but it only magnified them.
I feel you. 6 years off heroin and relapsed in October. I’ve died so many times the last several months. Idk how I’m alive. I hope I can get clean before I don’t get brought back. More narcan everytime.
This song is absolute fiiireee! Leaves me with legit GOOSEBUMPS! Lyrics speak to my soul and beat has me jammin!!! Thank you for this! If anyone can relate to this, you’re not alone! WE ARE WORTH IT & WE DO RECOVER!🙏🏼🩵
[Verse 1: Ekoh] Yeah, feeling sick again Swore the last time was the last time But look at me on a slip again Wish I was different, but it's always the same So strained a feeling of that withdrawal pain And all my friends, they don't understand It's been a minute since you've got a bag, maybe it wasn't that bad And you can just have one now And I'll be taking one balloon so high, I'll never come down So wake me when it's over, I gotta try to fix this I'll call you when I'm sober, or when I'm not resistant I'm sorry that you love me, I know you hate it Fucked up when I stopped being grateful and got complacent I'm only high cuz I been feeling this low And that's the only way to make it back to normal I suppose And I know you think I'm perfect but all of that's a facade And trying to hide how I been feeling is lonelier than I thought So put the bottle down, I really don't trust what I do I make the worst decisions sober, that's the fucking truth Cuz I don't take the first hit when I'm already blitzed I take it clear headed uncomfortable in my fucking skin You don't know what I've done I swear to god that if you did Then your heart would be broken into a million pieces Had it all but I lost it in a blink Afraid to ask for help cuz I'm afraid of what you think
I've had a lot of songs I could relate to during different situations in my life but nothing like this. Shout out to bro he describes exactly what this relapse feels like. How f****** sorry I am.
Aye Ekoh Ryan Trammell here.. probably not see my comments on Facebook but I want to thank you man 🙏 ❤️my addiction is alcohol and hearing this song makes me feel like I can "COME BACK HOME"
literally my poison, minus the fent, cos i was somehow smart enough to avoid that w it's whole nasty reputation, just knowing what heroin and meth turned me into I was not about to make my habit 5x worse.. anyways i hope things her better and easier for the both of you!
Good song man. 6 years off heroin. Relapsed October 2022. It’s now august 2023 and I’ve died so many times the last year. Idk how I’m alive. Everyday hoping I can get clean and fix my life before it’s too late.
I’m in Nexxus Dallas Tx with my kid. Coming off fentanyl. Lost my man last month to this fucking demon!!!! Please bro, come see us. These bitches don’t know you. They talking jelly roll, no there. But you my main nigga You should come hit this place up and change some lives. Fucj I’m in tears. Bidding from my counselor sneaking this in. Had to hear you
Awesome Fuckin song, I relasped about 7-8 months ago, been going everyday back on meth and alcohol, I TRULY HATE ALCOHOL, but this Addiction bullshit is insane, i started using meth to lose weight 5 yrs ago, ive gotten clean a few times here and there but wasn't strong enough and ended up hitting that Fuck It button just because of life in general, then i decided i needed to lose more weight,, well now days this meth is bullshit because of the Fentanyl,,, theres for no fuckin reason i should be nodding after snorting or takin a big hit off that 🍗 Bone, No Fuckin reason i should be Hungry,,smh,,, Drugs are not the same at all anymore, Now they be cutting that shit with what ever they can get there hands on, all because of Greed and Money. Ill stop again here soon, my consumption of both Meth and Alcohol has slowed down a lot, plush alot of the big players have been getting hit alot lately, they just bustia 73 yrd in Kentucky and got 50 POUNDS of Clear, 4 1/2 kilos of cocaine and 4 lb of fentanyl, and a clear bag full of stacks of $100 bills rapped in bands, that right there took alot of dope off the Streets of Kentucky for real. Wish me luck
