Ekoh- oxycontin (Official Audio) 

Ekoh- oxycontin (Official Audio)
this is a song about addiction, the cycle of family addiction, and the role it can play in the destruction of so many lives. if you or someone you know is struggling, help is available. don't wait until its too late...
LYRICS:
CHORUS-
I don't wanna feel like i lost you
80 milligram oxycontin
Promising relief from this horrible dream,
When you wake up it’s still not gone.
You're so f**king ugly when you’re nodding
80 milligram oxycontin
You don't need to be who I want you to be, but you’re so hard for me to love….
Verse 1:
Lately i'm feeling insane,
Tryin to argue and tell you these opiates aint for emotional pain
I know it kills it the same
I keep on bangin my fist on the door
You nodded out after sending a text that was sayin you don’t wanna live anymore
Later they’d tell me that you would’ve died if you stayed up and took any more.
Try to ignore,
Like it aint happened at all but i swore I,
Wouldn't put up with this more times
I don’t wanna love you to death, I see
you hit the bottom and fell through,
Hit the next floor and fell thru it too.
I don't know how i can help you,
When you dont help too….
But I’ll sit here and hold you again
And tell you everything is okay
I just wanna know you again
Promise me that you're gonna stay….
CHORUS
VERSE 2:
And you say not to call the police, i know. I know.
But when i’m worried it gets harder to sleep, i don’t. I don’t
I been so moment to moment I don’t know
How i been managing all the high to lows
Then I start poppin a couple just to see,
And i got hooked on em too, i knew that i was at risk
Watching you battle it mom, I know I’m your kid,
I saw what it did, and this the same exact spot you were in
Now I need you to hold me again
And tell me everything is okay
Like you did when I was a kid,
Promise me that you’re gonna stay….
Final Chorus:
I don't wanna feel like i lost you
80 milligram oxycontin
Promising relief from this horrible dream,
When you wake up it’s still not gone.
You're so f**king ugly when you’re nodding
80 milligram oxycontin
Running through the leaves of this family tree,
Plucking everyone of slow……
Lyrics Written & Performed by- Ekoh
Produced, Mixed, & Mastered by Cvrt Martin
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