Yes, I know her actual anniversary isn’t for a couple of days but I finished this a few days quicker than expected so I was excited to share it now ( ・∇・)
Anyway hi, quarantine is still a thing and the hayfever/existential dread is hitting me hard, so I adapted some appropriate lyrics.
18.08.2020 is Eleanor Forte’s second anniversary which not-so-coincidentally makes this the second year since I started properly learning to make vsynth works, this has been a marvellous hobby of mine alongside my main channel stuff cuz it’s just a fun outlet that lets you put a bit of yourself into your favourite works and show what they mean to you.
Can I have a new SynthV English VB now, I’m actually tired of Eleanor’s voice and there’s no way I’m using Vocaloid, you can’t make me LMAO
Artwork for this cover by @Catticoon
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SoundCloud Upload for listening without RU-vid's compression - / eleanor-forte-lite-joe...
English Translyrics (Please credit to JOEZCafe if used in your own work) -
Slow Motion.
Gradually my life is on the move.
Clock ticking to ten (10:00PM), bento again.
Crawl back every now and then, to TV shows ‘fore bedtime.
We always know the answer, but twisted like cayenne,
I fall before delusion and dreams of what could have been.
Temper growing more thin, a heating up has-been.
With blankets where I’m laying, and patience ever swaying.
All lost in that bright sight of your dumb little face.
I sob away “I don’t wanna die!” but barely conscious while alive.
You skive by omissions when you’re 13 ages old.
You slide out of comfort when you’re 20, dumb and cold.
Sometimes, I will wonder “When my 30 years unfold…
...will I ever see a change or will my brain be mould?”
Lunging out from my lair as I put on my new pajamas.
The clock is ever trapped at ten-past-three (3:10AM).
Yeah, I know this melody is a minute under way.
But how long will you consume that moving thought train?
Slow Motion: Cradle, grave and elongated condition.
Soaring up to sink to “Mayday!”
I wanna give a show of life than be dull tonight.
But nothing ever says I cherish you!
Communication: “Try not to be overbearing”
Audition: “Try to be a sight worth selling”
I know I’m sometimes acting like you never care,
but rest assured it’s what I’m always wanting:
To feel good for a while.
“I’m fine! I’m fine!” my thoughts are intertwined.
“Goodbye! Goodbye!” says all my lasting sense of controlling.
Wallow, wallow in that ever gaping black hole.
Out they go, out they go. Surely I’m a weakling to you all...
Sniffling, sniffling, I will ever dread this muggy nose.
But I sing for your call to days anew.
Slow Motion: Heating down but still a has-been.
Condition: Maybe pristine skies are telling.
Hard to make the call but does that mean I’m troubling?
Last I checked, a whole lifes ahead of me!
Slow Motion: Idols, pop stars, ever fading Live Shows.
Be the talk but not remaining.
My lessons learned that forge a link and bridging you and I.
Is there much of difference when we both could die?
Combination: Never think your time is lacking.
Question: Are you done or just unhappy?
I’ll never know a name that’s without shame.
Run from my problems, Sordid! Sordid!
All out of passion, Morbid! Morbid!
Nevermind, because there’s always one thing!
To feel good for a while.
Well, I assume…
Slow Motion.
Slow Motion.
Slow Motion.
Gradually my life is on the move.
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13 авг 2020