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It hurts me even more, because theres no anger. He genuinely loves her and doesnt want her to be scared, he wishes her well. Beautiful but also heart wrenching
I still remember my first girlfriend... my first love. She broke up with me because we were immature, we were young, but i still think about her, even knowing we were 2 teens, i just felt that she was the one for me, the only girl i have ever loved in my life. 6 years gone by and i still think about her. I still remember when she used to tell me that i was everything for her and i used to tell her that she was the women of my life and that i wanted to have a kid with her when we grew up... that we would have a family and that i would give her everything to make her smile. Little did i know that i would be stuck here in this life without her. After that, i cant fall in love, i had other girlfriends after this one and i ended up breaking up with them because i cant feel what i used to feel before. Love they say... Love kills i say
I got same prob with my first love, she dropped me after 3 years..yea were just 2 teens but we use to talk a lot about our future together and I guess she got bored of me. All those "Together Forever" we're all lies, I felt it coming too because she wouldn't say OUR kids anymore she would say something like "oh I want MY kids to be like that" and shit hit me when she dropped me.
+Daniel Ribeiro Man I hope you get past it, or you find her again. Some people go through their whole lives going through the same monotonous trend without settling down. I don't hope that for anybody; Good luck man, I hope you find what you're looking for.
This is what music is, a story within a song. Something we can relate with, that hits deeper than the party life. I am so glad I found him. love his music :D
LYRICS [Intro] Alice: I don't love you anymore Dan: Since when? Alice: Now, just now I don't wanna lie and can't tell the truth so its over Dan: It doesn't matter, I love you, none of it matters Alice: I don't love you anymore [Verse 1: Elhae] 4 AM in the morning, contemplating on life Maybe falling back from recording Took me almost a week to even think about writing Forcing myself to eat, sometimes I think about dying Maybe the worst thing I had ever felt Every tear on my momma's shoulder was a cry for help And you wasn't there How you think I was supposed to feel? I never thought you'd make me feel the way you made me feel Let's keep it real, my stomach in knots, depression creeping Middle finger to this lesson my life is trying to teach me Remember when you looked me in my face and said "Don't leave me." I kept my promise, now I'm left with nothing but these reasons To hate you, I hate you, that's what I want to tell her Just let me say it, I say it to feel a little better How could you do this? Huh? Claiming people change? Firing shots at my heart with some lethal range It's not fair, I gave you the world and then some more Now every night I ask myself what I'm in it for What am I meant for? What was she even sent for? Every single call on my phone I just hit ignore Feeling like I'm 'bout to implode, that wouldn't seem so bad I hate to be that nigga where everything seem so sad I know it could be worse, this is my life You were my everything, you were supposed to be my wife But forget it I'm blowing this tree into the sky Every minute 'bout to cry and you know the reason why You the one that's on my mind, it sucks I don't want you here Because you made it clear Yeah, you made it clear Sipping liquor with my niggas, getting twisted out my mind Sleeping every hour of the day, I never know the time Blowing smoke up in the car just to get away from life Reading scriptures on my phone, getting close to Jesus Christ This ain't how I'm supposed to feel, I ain't never signed for this God, I'm such a nice guy, you know I was blind to this You couldn't warn me? Let me know she wouldn't love me back Before I gave her everything and walked into this heart attack Like I don't understand, people tell me this is your plan Why couldn't she be in it? I feel like she made me a better man Someone I was proud to look back at in the mirror Now I don't even know that person, I can't even hear 'em Its just hard, I ain't trying to sound like I can't live without her But I just can't stand thinking 'bout her Every single hour Every single minute Every single second of the day I just wanna go to sleep and when i sleep, I see her face And I wake up in the same spot she used to sleep in A nightmare would probably be a better place to be at I'm just so sick, I've never been the suicidal type But god help me as I lay my head on this pillow tonight I need help, maybe time, maybe prayer Whatever it is, I need it cause this burdens hard to bare And if you ever listen to this baby, don't be scared It's just life, something that you'll probably never be prepared for Don't cry, cause I know how you are I wish you well, I just wish you wasn't so far As usual, I end up with the loss Hear a knock on the door, make it quick, cut me off [Outro x2: Elhae] And I've been here before, I've been here before And I made it out, I made it out, yeah
damn this song..touched me....cause i know what it feels like to pump all your time, heart and energy into the one person you love and feel none in return
She came into your life for a reason and even though the pain cuts deep, it was to teach you something. All relationships are a learning process. They teach you what to do and what NOT to do, what you will allow and what you will NOT in your next relationship. You learn from it. It molds you into a stronger person. Even though it hurts.... That doesn't mean you give up on love. You NEVER let a person change who you are.....
This song really brings me to tears... I'm going through something similar. I feel like I'm breaking inside literally. This is my first heartbreak and it hurts so bad. I just want the best for this person and they keep hurting themselves and I can't be the one to help them... It hurts so bad that we can't be together. I pray for them every night in hopes God let us be together but I know we can't. It just takes time literally.
The whole escape is when you're mad, sad, depressed, angry, sick, tired, and weary... Put this on and let the vibe and sound take your thoughts and imaginations away
This song nearly makes me cry every single time. I loved her so much that I tortured my heart for years after she dropped me. I couldn’t speak without tears welling up in my eyes. I didn’t eat for weeks, I had no appetite for anything. I lost the one thing I wanted to give everything in this world to and more. She made me prideful to work as much as I did. If I ever had so much as a light tiring day at work, I come home and see her beautiful eyes and be filled with energy to take on the world plus some. Here I am listening to this song again and she is the only one I see when I close my eyes. It’s been nearly three years since and I still can’t let go of the fact that I love her more than I have ever loved anyone. I hate my tears when they are about her because they burn so much.
if you want a different result, then do something different next time. insanity is doing the same old thing every time and expecting a different result.
This song hits. My first true love.. was one of the hardest decisions I've ever had to make was to leave her. It tore me apart, I think about this women every single day. It scares me.. to think I may never fall in love again. It's almost been 2 years and I am taking time to heal, because in reality I am not completely over it. But it had to be done
Love is the only thing in this world that doesn't hurt. Being depressed and dissappointed as well some other things hurt, but love is sacrifice and the most beautiful thing in this world we have other than time and life itself.
Mental health is my passion. This justifies that feeling suicidal is totally normal sometimes. The key is, it should be temporary.....but being in love can drive you to this for sure. Especially when your dreams with another don't fall thru......
a girl like this is the reason why most guys are rocks and lock their feelings away for the women after a female like her.... maybe for the rest of his life
