No one is lonelier than someone who feels alone when surrounded with those they love. I'm one of those kinds, and this song basically is the story of my life.
While it may be true. There will be a time that the fake smile you make. It will turn into something you do without thinking. People around me always ask why I always look so happy. I never understood it because I don't know what that even feels like 🙂
@@user-yv6gu4cx6splease don't give up because I'm at that stage now and I'm hanging on as hard as I can and it's taking every fibre in my body to resist it I might be too late but if you changed your mind then please hang on with me. At least then you won't be alone
To all the people who is reading this, even though I don't know you always remember you're not alone and I'm proud of you for keep standing even though you keep falling...*Sending virtual hugs*
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
13 and feel like a total shit- edit 10 months later: it gets better, only if you don’t give up edit a year later: struggling but definitely a lot more persistent. it’s okay and then it’s not and then the cycle just repeats I’m honestly quite tired at this point
To the people who find this song relatable- (including me) We are the type of people to be kind to others and make other people feel their worth something. Because we're just giving others something we didn't get~
I haven’t listened to this song in 3 years. I put this on for the first time since becoming depressed. I was stunned to realise I knew the whole song word for word. I guess it had more of an impact on me than I realised…
Same, I used to listen to this non-stop a few years back I haven't listened to it for a while now, these words sure hit hard but they make me feel like I screamed my heart out without saying a word
@Panda Manda if u think like this too u should hear "insecurities" it's a song can't remember the singer I'm not doing any promotion I am tryna suggest u that song
I understand you, but life is not only your family, it's just a cycle, your not alone the dark times will be over and you will see the sun again, your not alone, god bless you
@Nevaeh Buskirk thank you... it means a lot even coming from someone I don’t know.... but it sure as hell feels like a burden though. I don’t like seeing my dad and when I do I’m a spare part and my mum already has enough to deal with and she’s given me everything so to her I don’t have a reason...
Thanks for this song Eli. I realized, I don't have to search for meaning in my life. I don't have to compare myself to others. I don't seek validation from other people anymore. I am enough. Hope you guys are too!
I'm happy for you! Though I came back to this song because I lost my only friend recently, it's a bit complicated, I considered them my best friend but for them it was average and they considered every one of their friends "equal" per se, though I still felt excluded. We weren't really getting along but it was still nice. I ultimately think that it was my fault for even thinking that someone could be my best friend, actually I was very reluctant to do it! But you know I did anyway and in the end it ended up hurting both of us. So here I am, listening to this song again
I felt useless today so i search "I'm useless" in RU-vid and this song pop out and this song literally explain my whole life. This song calm me down. Thank you so much whoever wrote this song. From now own this is my favorite song .
Deffinately me, I've hidden myself away because I'm a mess, I called my family after 10 years of silence, I was hurting so bad with abandonment, they took 1 look and walked. Now I hurt more. I give up.
A wise man once said: I pretended to smile for so long and so many times that i almost felt happy, but when night came, and there was noone to socialize with, then the thoughts came along and i felt hollow.
Finally found the RIGHT Song. No words can describe how this song really described my whole life, emotions and feelings. i love this song so much. Its mixed with pain and comfort and i love that. Eli is really talented, tysm eli ❤.
Your parents definitely understand this they also gone through this but they say this cause they don't want to see in this position they want you to spend time with them if u once ask mom do u have any problem in life if u just ask this her all problems just gone and she will know that you have a problem and she will cure mother's are the best doctors
they’re crying: just to get attention. they’re cutting themselves: just to get attention. they’re not here anymore: they were good people, i’ll miss them.
I'm always so alone Even when surrounded By people that I know I'm always so astounded By my ability to ruin everything Losing friends and starting fires Everyone thinks I'm a liar I always stay at home 'Cause I'm not good in public I sit here on my phone I'm always disappointed I watch them live their lives I wish that I were happy Victim of my generation Time machines cannot erase it Who am I supposed to be? When will I be complete? When will they be proud of me? It's getting harder to see Slit my wrists, bloody fists Questioning why I exist Pain persists, evil gifts Fucking up my life to shit I'm worthless, I'm worthless I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out I try to stay strong No matter what I do I'm always in the wrong It never gets easier But maybe that's the point It's part of growing up Messing up and learning from it That's just life, it's necessary Clinging to hope What else is there to live for? Got nowhere to go What else is pain good for? I am confident that your life has a purpose It's okay, you will get through it Don't give up 'cause someone needs you Who am I supposed to be? When will I be complete? When will they be proud of me? It's getting harder to see Slit my wrists, bloody fists Questioning why I exist Pain persists, evil gifts Fucking up my life to shit I'm worthless, I'm worthless I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out Please, don't give up I got to stay strong, I got to move on I got to know, oh when you feel alone Please, you got to know That someone needs you Please, don't give up I got to stay strong, I got to move on I got to know hope, when you feel low Please, you got to know That someone needs you Slit my wrists, bloody fists Questioning why I exist Pain persists, evil gifts Fucking up my life to shit I'm worthless, I'm worthless I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out I'm worthless, I'm worthless I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out
yes I may not know you but I need you,you are a beautiful person that no one sees,like a broken mirror that no one likes but your still perfect, perfect to me
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
Everyone thinks I'm a liar bc my siblings are only good when my parents are around and I'm the youngest so everyone calls me some random dumb crap like worthless or a liar... but I'm starting to think it might be true cause I know I'm worthless 😔
I've searched for this song whenever I feel like ending it all or when I feel such a waste and a disappointment this is my 1,000 time searching for this
To anyone in comments who needs to hear this. If nobody else, I'm proud of how strong, smart and beautiful all of you really are. Yall have hearts, pain demands to be felt. But can't have rainbows without some rain right? You made it here on your own. Keep going. I also hope yall heal from the things you can't talk about.❤
Yes, you're right. I completely agree, they say that they're learning fron their errors but it's not true, they are just making fun or too lazy to do it. And that's how we become depressed or we start to think that we're worthless and absolutely not enough for people. But the truth is even if we are liars, depressed, weebs etc etc. We will always be someone, even if we aren't the right way of a man/woman but we are someone and we will ever be. Don't end up fucking your life just like me. It sucks because you won't think before you act all because we are stressed and destroyed inside. Remember don't ever let the pain get throught you. Sorry for the bad English. If you wanna chat more here's my discord: noiminvisible#2709
Really good to listen to it after winning against depression. It's so freeing. It's liberating. I don't know how to express it. No more pain in the chest, nothing.
My parents always say I fake depression and there’s orphans out there with nothing and I said “atleast they don’t have there parents calling them a disappointment every day”
Dont listen to them . They want to see on you what they didnt achieve in their lifes . Just do whatever makes you happy . But dont forget that you have to work hard to achieve !
Hey you reading this, chin up man. I know its not easy, no one said its easy. But remember dont give up, things will get better soon. Not now, but maybe soon. Even if you have to crawl, you need to make it through. You have to. Don't forget that you're not alone, there will be people that can and will help you. Don't be afraid to ask for help, it wont make you look weak. Asking for help is a sign of strength since you are still willing to get out of the situation you're in. I've been in your shoes before. Yes it sucks. Yes it drags us down. But remember to keep yourself together, so that you can pull yourself in one piece.
when i was younger i used to listen 24/7 and this is my first time listening to it in years it bring memories back i used to have a best friend who showed me this song but we don't talk anymore because he moved away
The generation is always being their how they think in that time we can't understand because with time new problems are coming But hope we can help them to make good person ❤️
Don't be so sure, I said the same thing when I was a young. Now I'm 40 and reenacting my parents bullshit with my own children. I try not to, I try to be a good dad but I always fuck it up. My mistake was waiting until I was 39 to get therapy for my the physical, emotional and sexual abuse I went through growing up. I encourage you, if you want to treat your kids different, if you want them to be lucky, get help NOW. Don't put it off like I did and create another generation of scarred people seeking love in bottles, needles, or porn.
@@lukephillips9474 im sorry dude. I feel you. Im homeless in colorado. Afraid of getting sex trafficked. 🤷🏻♀️ Got robbed 3x. My ex is in prison. I get it. Im sorry.
My friend used to do that. Over the smallest misconceptions, she’d ghost me and pretend nothing happened the next day. After I put up with it for a year, I decided to drop her. Apparently she has been a nicer person ever since...
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "ending it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it
@Depressed boy if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help
Agreed, I have always been ignored and been called names sense 4th grade, And I always thought it will get better. But now I am in middle school and everything is bad. I have been called rude names. And I think I have done I pretty good job hiding my depression. Until I moved up a grade and I noticed how much there family actually loves then and how much friends they have. Then I went into deep depression. I remember one day when I tried to kill myself, because I was so hurt. Now here I am going to therapy and nothing is helping. Only music and my one dog that is helping me live-
I used to listen to this song and feel bad for myself. Now I listen to it cause I know I'm not worthless... I know I'm worth more than what other people have labeled me. Or made me feel.
To all the people listening to this masterpiece I want to say to you Hang in there ❤ good days are coming and I hope one day all of you will remember what you went through and smile about those moments 😊 ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR FUTURE ❤ HOPE YOU ALL FIND PEACE IN YOUR MIND ❤
When u living through it n have to help someone who think they going it too to be strong and be patient bout this stupid reality but no one can assure u like u assure them
We all go through shit.. My father was murdered in 87' I was at the end of my rope.. then you realize when you think you are done.. you are NOT.. you and only you can bring yourself to better times.. you have to reach down to a part of your self that you never knew was there and pull your ass out of it.. NO ONE else can.. and if the problem is in your head.. you can't run from it.. you have to find your true inner self.. and again.. YOU are the only one who can.. Good luck and NEVER GIVE UP.. and remember this,.. If it wasn't for bad times.. We would have nothing to look forward to.. THE Z
People who comes to listen this song, don’t think you are worthless because you are important to the universe that’s why you still exists and your life isn’t shit and everyone is angel gift 🎁 ❤ be happy , you still exist , no needs people they can break your heart all the time when you are alone your life is peaceful ❤🎉 the voice ND song is nice !!
Yea it hit hard because a few weeks ago my friend started a rumor in my friend group that I'm not actually depressed and I am just trying to get attention and that I would never actually try and kill myself. That went on for so long and all of my friend group believed it so I was so alone for a while. Until one of my real friends was like no she's actually depressed and suicidal and then the one who started the rumors apologised and nothing is the same but we are still friends.
You're not worthless. You are worthy of love even if you don't believe it. You are not worthless You are special in your own way. You deserve every good thing you have
Sometimes I just wanna cry onto someones shoulder who appreciates my existance, and loves me for who I am Edit: Hope you guys are feeling ok now :) Hey loves, stay safe and make sure to think positive❤
If you're listening to this on purpose please talk to someone. No matter what you're going through or how hard life seems to be, it will pass. Don't be afraid to ask for help or advice.
This song is as if it's describing my life . I'm so thankful to Eli for creating this masterpiece cuz it actually makes me feel like I'm not the only one going through these things alone
As a woman is my 30’s I still feel this so much. Just remember as you grow learn to love yourself no matter how people around you make you feel. Some day you’ll realize life is worth living. 🧡
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it. Ps: IM PROUD OF YOU YOU ARE A WARRIOR YOU IM PROUD THAT YOU ARE HERE!
whatever I do my parents never proud bruh ALL MY FRIENDS R FAKE MINUS THE ONES YOUNGER TO ME AND I'M JS DYING BAHAHAHA WHAT A GREAT LIFE I TOOOTALLLYYY WANT TO LIVE IT LOLOL.
@@brianbrandow900 this is too true, I am really good at helping others with their problems, and helping others feel good about their achievements, but when it comes to my problems and my achievements, I can't seem to solve them or feel happy about it, and I don't know why
I hate when people tell me there's others who have it worse than you because it makes me feel selfish and guilty but like I suffer too just like them just not in the same way it's like saying I shouldn't have emotions or feelings
I’m not suicidal, I’m just self-diagnosed depressed because it seems that everything that happens is my fault, that is if it’s a bad thing. I’m starting to feel ignored by the people I’m closest to and I’m going through some family problems that aren’t exactly good for one’s mental health when your parents were arguing all the time. For people who are suicidal I have a message, don’t give up, you have potential to be a great person and achieve your dreams. If it seems that nobody else does just remember the fact that I believe in your ability to be someone great.
"When will they be proud of me" I felt that, you know that feeling when you're already trying your best but.. they'll just end up saying "you can do it better" like.. im trying. But I feel like trying to is just worthless. There's no point
Yes. Like today I could barley get out of bed and I struggled to eat my breakfast, which was just cherrios and applesauce. Like, it sounds like such a simple task, but it was so hard. Then I had to go to school when all i wanted to do was go back to sleep.
