My EP 'What a Shame' is out now
Lyrics:
It's been this way for a while now
Took some time to finally figure out
Everything that I did was in a panic
It's not just me who really thinks that I'm manic
I've been trying to do better, be responsible
But changing overnight's just not possible
Got myself in some pretty awful habits
Sick of myself, like honestly, I've had it
My friend, she told me not to force someone to stay in my life
But I can't help it, you're the greatest, and I can't change my mind
Wanted to fix it, it's not working but at least I tried
How can I tell when for you it's too much?
I knew you to well to just give up on us
There's not much to say, can't depend on hope
But I'll need to someday
So how do I know?
How? How do I know when to let go?
I've been hoping that someday you'd forget
How much it hurt you, and you would be over
But every way I think of is unrealistic
Wanna scream at you that I didn't mean it
And I should've gave you space when you avoided me
But that don't work out in my brain 'cause you meant everything
And now I have to find some way to live without you
But I keep trying to pretend that I don't have to
I really tried me best just to stay in my lane
But everything, all I read, all I see is your name
And all that I loved about us will never be the same
How can I tell when for you it's too much?
I knew you to well to just give up on us
There's not much to say, can't depend on hope
But I'll need to someday
So how do I know?
How? How do I know when to let go?
28 июл 2024
