lyrics: So hear yourself, fine idea colonies here I stopped being in front of you ages ago Is this gonna be another self bidding note? Cause I'm so sick of everything, But mostly sick of myself being so pathetic for so long It somehow feels I've been crying all my life I'm almost saying my vision of everything is filtered through rain I wish, I could even wish for something to happen I can no longer hope Feeling something or dreaming was no Longer up somewhere in my foolish child being I dare not hope, I dare not fight. Say goodbye to the comfort, I only wish i could be unlearnt Completely forgotten Me and my meaning was journeying through life Can i just fade away? I hear noises in the dark And hope I only dream My head is the only place Where I can hear myself All I do is breathing in All I do is breathing out Erase me From all hoping and dreaming and wishing on stars Erase me Into lonesome obsessions and unhealing scars Erase me There is no other dawn I am longing to see Erase me... I'm near but my heart is cold My eyes can't hold the tears I'm here and my mirror shows My childhood's ghastly fears All I do is breathing in (What if I want to fade away?) All I do is breathing out Erase me From all hoping and dreaming and wishing on stars Erase me Into lonesome obsessions and unhealing scars Erase me There is no other dawn I am longing to see Erase me... I'm for the chance of inspiration I wish someone else made all decisions for me Putting me out of a misery of having to Choose a one-way cure like curcifixial options For my encourage to give up? Since i can never be dealt with the pain Not regretting for the love like this I'm just wondering... Is it not okay to be born? That you're having love like this What is left for me to wait for? Should i condemn myself to keeping or leaving Just to warn for all that I've lost and feel like Or some superior power itself finally decides to give an end To the those of myself would have become? Dying itself is not an option anymore I only wish I could be unborn, completely forgotten Me and my meaningless journeying through life Can i just fade away? What if I want to fade away? Making mistakes I've always made... What if I want to fade away? Making mistakes I've always made... What if I want to fade away? Making mistakes I've always made... What if I want to fade away?
