Em Beihold - Numb Little Bug

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►Lyrics:
I don’t feel a single thing
Have the pills done too much
Haven’t caught up with my friends in weeks
And now we’re outta touch
I’ve been driving in LA
And the world it feels too big
Like a floating ball that’s bound to break
Snap my psyche like a twig
And I just wanna see
If you feel the same as me
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cuz u gotta survive
Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care
Like your fresh outta love but it’s been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin’ to care when I don’t
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinkin’
There’s water in my boat
I’m barely breathin’
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these
Quick repairs to cope
Guess I’m just broken and broke
The prescriptions on its way
With a name I can’t pronounce
And the dose I gotta take
Boy I wish that I could count
Cuz I just wanna see
If this could make me happy
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cuz ya gotta survive
Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care
Like your fresh outta love but it’s been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin’ to care when I don’t
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinking
there’s water in my boat
I’m barely breathin’
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these
Quick repairs to cope
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like a numb little bug that’s gotta survive
That’s gotta survive
#EmBeihold #NumbLittleBug
Music video by Em Beihold performing Numb Little Bug. © 2022 Republic Records, a division of UMG Recordings, Inc. (Moon Projects, LLC)

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Комментарии : 12 тыс.

@raely2791 Год назад

'Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die' It's fascinating how one song can really make you say 'thank God it's not only me'.

@Twistedheart619 Год назад

You’re not alone in your totally loved. I know exactly how you feel.❤

@_pandaisthebest_7250 Год назад

@@adil0028 It's more like empathy. It's good for someone to support you through a difficult time rather than being left alone to battle it for yourself.

@victoriaR587 Год назад

I know, I feel like that as well

@user-wu2de8xc6o Год назад

I feel that too and totally relate.

@kyleypayne7432 Год назад

Is your moms name Brittany ?

@LucyHemmings Год назад

It’s a comfortable feeling knowing how you feel was put into words. Because we all know how it’s sometimes hard to describe.

@NEONDERV Год назад

amen to that

@doctheboat7075 Год назад

@NEONDERV Год назад

@Volleyball gurl I've listened to this song over and over and each time it makes me feel a little bit better knowing that I'm not alone in this struggle.

@Gucocdyrs Год назад

Yeah

@4thofjulyfamily Год назад

*THIS.*

@ezmeralda_madison_miller_2007. 7 дней назад

The fact that this song is still everyone's favorite after 2 years is just.. ✨

@mattcoyle1620 2 месяца назад

What’s sad is that the artist is sad about how many people relate to many of these lyrics. Makes sense. This is a powerful song but not a happy one; not one you’d want people to relate to. All I can say is that I am glad this song exists, and people feel seen/heard, and I wish the best to everyone.

@laikristine2153 24 дня назад

agreed!

@quitequeerquesadilla 2 года назад

I really appreciate how she emphasizes the actual _degree_ of numbness in the chorus-a little bit tired of life, but not exhausted. Not really happy, but not to the point that you want to die. A little bit tired of trying to care when I don't, quick repairs to cope, sinking when there's water in my boat. It's that part that feels the most relatable to me. Something is wrong and I know it is, but I'm still capable of functioning. It's not quite at the stage of being completely beyond repair yet. Just... mildly numb.

@carolinekolb5632 2 года назад

thanks you love you my love

@tkwandrew 2 года назад

I hope u ok

@emmasworld2007 2 года назад

i love that

@hermione9030 2 года назад

i know right!

@hppityhp4106 2 года назад

Yeah, I agree Most songs go for complete rock bottom, or being at the top of the world, which can be relatable for some people, but this just kinda clicks

@irisnub_9507 2 года назад

"Do you ever get a little bit tired of life- Like your not really happy but you don't wanna die" Couldn't have said it better myself, so accurate. Quote of my year😍

@pho3nixsong926 2 года назад

Same, but here's to working towards a new quote!

@b30mberries 2 года назад

Quackity pfp:D

@candyangel_OvO 2 года назад

Me too

@leakhenachhour7472 2 года назад

Yessssssss just same same bro

@richardmorphine8686 2 года назад

this song sucks

@SS_STUTOO Месяц назад

俺の今を歌ってんのか？ってくらい歌詞の全てが自分に当てはまって、共感できて辛さと心地良さが同時に襲って来てる。これ聴いてもうちょい生きてみるよ。

@user-zz4kn8qz6j Месяц назад

もうちょい、もうちょい、って生きてたらきっといつかいい方に転ぶよそう願ってます

@childeofepickness Месяц назад

🫂 we can get through this together

@user-oj4wv1sh5e 22 дня назад

same totaly can relate

@gabinafe2703 21 день назад

I came here to tell you that I love you, you have a HUGE value for me, a value that NO money can afford. Before I created the world, you were already a plan and a dream in my heart. You are never alone! We went through everything together. Whether it's good or bad, happy or sad. I am ALWAYS with you, even if you don't understand! You are very special to me. Before I chose you, I already knew all your sins, all your defects, all your limitations, but that didn't stop me from shedding my blood on that cross for you. Your mistakes and defects have not stopped me from loving you and NEVER go. I bought you with blood! Do you really think I would give up on you? You have no idea how much I love you! Your smile is beautiful, just like everything about you. You are important, just like everything you do. You are not what the enemy and people say about you, you are what I say about you. I know that things are not easy, but you cannot give up. I'm by your side going through it all with you. No pain is greater than you can bear. It may be difficult now, but your victory will come! I said and I will do! You don't have to be afraid. I am always working on your behalf, making everything work together for your good. Your successes don't add my love, and your mistakes don't diminish it. My love is immutable! Talk to me more, tell me everything, I love to hear your voice, I love to know the world through your eyes❤ When I don't have the strength to walk, I'll carry you in my lap! ❤ I will never give up on you. I love you more than myself. -Jesus @cartasdoproprioamor. .

@edwardelric290 19 дней назад

Bro u still survive?😅

@Therainlover258 20 дней назад

"Your body's in the room but you're not really there. You have empathy inside but you don't really care" -My life 24/7 365

@PhillipThompson82 2 года назад

This song is truly a masterpiece In describing the feeling of hopelessness. It isn’t just catchy, it’s impactful.

@Krybabyyyy 2 года назад

@Mr RED To some people it is, as for me it is very relatable.

@Sushisink 2 года назад

@Mr RED clearly your just super happy with yourself being rude. let other people can say what they want and this song is very relatable

@amberpamber1582 2 года назад

I thought that it was so catchy!!! lol thats a good thing

@genstargate5249 2 года назад

@@Krybabyyyy I don't know man. It's literally about taking drugs for depression and anxiety.

@SUGAR_XYLER 2 года назад

@@genstargate5249 this could be a song promoting big pharma 💊

@masongodin767 2 года назад

"like you have empathy inside but you don't really care" hits so hard

@TitaniumTronic 2 года назад

I'm the "I have empathy and care inside but pretend not to care"

@rip_320 Год назад

I’m the “I have empathy and care but can’t be bothered to care”.

@Nox312 Год назад

I’m the “Cant feel shit inside anymore, but has to pretend to care”

@alvinrogergonzalez8552 Год назад

I dont know what emphaty means

@masongodin767 Год назад

@@alvinrogergonzalez8552 noun. the ability to understand and share the feelings of another.

@thetruestarking20000 Месяц назад

I honestly can’t remember a time in my life I didn’t deeply hate myself. I have OCD and moderate depression, and every single day is a day of profound fear, anger at myself, and despair at how empty my life has been and continues to be. Yet despite everything, I keep rolling along hoping one day I will have the strength to control my own fate and not feel this unbearable weight on my soul anymore. I can relate to this song in a way that I rarely can with other depression songs.

@jonathanwilliams365 Месяц назад

stay strong, we may be at the bottom but eventually we will grow to the top🔥

@yunaakabane7457 Месяц назад

dear I don't know about you beliefs or ... but let me tell you one simple truth . I know there being an afterlife or a god or other things sometimes may sound ridiculous but that's how it is. you should know that you will never loose anything and you're free so the only thing about life is that you have to grow up and survive from your own fears. that's it :)

@pragyaprajapati9220 9 дней назад

Keep going ❤

@RoamRoadless 9 дней назад

Songs like this are so important. More than some people realize. They let the rest of us know we are not alone in our pain, and that we’re not just the odd one out.

@Marieteflames 7 дней назад

Is that a theodd1sout reference⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

@jasmineparra8876 2 года назад

Genuinely such a creative and beautiful artist- i am so glad i have found her songs, and this one has especially hit close to the heart. (:

@alexandriav3956 2 года назад

Yes!! I’ve been listening to her music all morning.

@8088I 2 года назад

"Julia Ioffe" is the "Em Beihold" of Putin's song, "The Numb Little 'KGB' Bug!" Haha! Riveting!! ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-kSNo2FPQDQw.html

@kix9345 2 года назад

Same!

@vivekdhanade 2 года назад

Same 😀

@laurengrace1930 2 года назад

I love this song

@Benstoeglobber 8 месяцев назад

"But you gotta survive because you gotta survive" That line hit fr, it's exactly how I feel!

@MikaelaTufts 4 месяца назад

Very much same. I know it’s been awhile since you said this, so I just wanted to check in on you. How are you doing now? It’s ok if things still suck. I’m proud of you for fighting.❤️🫂

@-TitanSpeakerman- 4 месяца назад

@@MikaelaTufts since ur checking n on sum1, it's only rite sum1 checks n on u, 2! ur on this song and got compassion for the op here, so u prolly seen some shit, 2! hope ur ok and wishing u the best!

@MikaelaTufts 4 месяца назад

@@-TitanSpeakerman- Aww, thank you. That’s very kind of you. I appreciate it.❤️ Same to you. I’m here for you.❤️🫂

@StudyBestie-zr9pg 4 месяца назад

@@-TitanSpeakerman- hey there 🌻 It's me , a random person on internet , Just wanted to say How are you ? 💫🤍 I really hope you are doing well 🍃✨ Sending hugs 🤗🌸

@-TitanSpeakerman- 4 месяца назад

@@StudyBestie-zr9pg been better, but making it! i'll b ok, tho. hope ur doing well, 2, and ty! *hugs*

@Missouri_Maps 10 дней назад

My favorite 2022 song. I knew all lyrics and sang everyday but when the radio stopped playing it, I started to forget about this amazing song.

@ikittygirl 6 месяцев назад

I feel glad to know that this song (this video of it, at least) is a year old now. It means that more people can enjoy this song and feel comforted by the thought that there's someone else who knows their pain. It can get more awareness the longer it's around. Thank you, Em. ❤

@user-ht4wo1qh4v 6 месяцев назад

this song is literally my life questioning the point of life criticising the human race feeling unwanted but wanted at the same time people rushing to tell me i can talk about everything with em but then reassure me im talking nonsense or being selfish or overacting about not being wanted not wanting to tell anyone cos they may think im sucicidal when IM NOT. (figure out if im trying to be funny or not)

@justinbridgez 5 месяцев назад

i believe its a bit older as the version i used to listen to didnt have a music video but im glad people have found it. and enjoy it like me and every other numb lil bug does. as we all can be numb lil bug at times, regardless.

@purplecowsparkles 2 года назад

This song just hits a little too close to home. Luckily I've been better recently, but this song described perfectly how I felt only a couple years ago. Got a little teary eyed.

@tommy-bh6us 2 года назад

This is how I feel exactly…

@euniceenrera_mua 2 года назад

How did you do it?

@laurengrippaldi7424 2 года назад

me too

@abajah2804 2 года назад

🤗💝🤍

@abbyanyi2369 2 года назад

@@tommy-bh6us Same

@potatoes6038 Год назад

This song describes how I've been feeling this entire past year. I just feel life is going on, I don't interact with people anymore. I don't necessarily feel sad but it's more like I just exist to exist.

@howardlee4210 Год назад

Same I felt that way when I first moved into college last year. Like I didn't really belong anywhere just passing day by day, waiting for it to finish.

@xPearlz Год назад

I feel you, I'll be there for you 💖

@gabrael1989 Год назад

Sometimes i forget that i exist

@strawburrys4920 Год назад

Same

@kirbyolsen5190 Год назад

Just being is hard.

@Urlocal_MHAfan 21 день назад

It’s 2024 and it’s still a song that matches my emotions

@Avamc8 13 дней назад

finally a song, I could kind of relate to

@WendySchroederDenverCo 2 года назад

I'm an old lady. I'm turning 65 next month. She described exactly what I'm feeling. I'm going to listen to this song a lot this year. I love it!

@adrestia1275 2 года назад

Hope it gets better💙

@chaoticrin 2 года назад

@@flamefirestarterr ?

@LovelySingsyt 2 года назад

@@flamefirestarterr rude ass

@Yt26378 2 года назад

Periodddt

@dariarampelt1398 2 года назад

I hope things look up for you soon Wendy.

@hopewatson9432 2 года назад

Love how this was created. It's like the colors are supposed to look happy, but it has a more pale tone. Like there's still color but not to the fullest extent of brightness.

@lyric4703 2 года назад

pastel?

@user-zs3jd5ig1w 3 месяца назад

To people struggling right now I know things might be hard right now but i promise you now you will get through. Your family love and care about you even if it doesn't seem like it sometimes. Just remember your worth it and i believe in you💗

@MiPPO-MiC- 3 месяца назад

❤❤

@collins0052 5 месяцев назад

It’s nice to hear someone else have the words you didn’t have for that feeling…Like I’ll just be standing with my friends and be “out of it” and when they ask whats wrong I just tell them “im out of it” and thats all I could really say😞 So Big thanks for making something that everyone can relate to🥰

@rcj416 2 года назад

Just love how she portrays a happy surrounding because most people that battle depression mask how they are feeling inside. Seeing happiness is not equal to being happy. Depression is really complex and to identify.

@llogan21 2 года назад

ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-dLT4OTeOxXM.html

@flirtyflo6216 2 года назад

Twenty one pilots do that a lot. Upbeat instrumental but sad lyrics

@cashper917 2 года назад

Remember, depression is treatable.

@MiloMurphysLaw 2 года назад

@@cashper917 no it’s not

@nyx476 2 года назад

@@MiloMurphysLaw yes it is! With medication and therapy. It’s absolutely exhausting and sucks but it is manageable. I’ve been struggling for years and it doesn’t go away completely but is definitely able to be treated and managed!

@BricBender Год назад

"Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care" -These lines are are the ones that hit home.

@ninjasheeps3690 Год назад

Feeling like a spectator watching your Autopilot make bad decisions

@cameron-jdennis8636 Год назад

Same

@theskepticalpangolininther3538 Год назад

@Butterflyonlife Год назад

Honestly same 😮‍💨

@jadensus Год назад

same

@johnnyatmosphere3460 3 месяца назад

Thanks Em Beihold for eloquently verbalizing the deep emotions I could never bring into words, I’m glad I’m not the only one that experiences this.

@nauikunart Год назад

This lady deserves more recognition.

@THECOOLONES659 Год назад

I agree! Millions!

@dheisnaanaidupiragash 11 месяцев назад

I agree

@noellaseahxinenbeaconprisc1410 11 месяцев назад

It’s ‘Em Beihold but I REALLY agree!!!

@maximosaucedo676 9 месяцев назад

Yes

@Whex_Whex 9 месяцев назад

Her and jack stauber

@panashechapasuka7479 2 года назад

Not only is the song vibey and addictive, the song has a message, the lyrics have meaning, she has created a masterpiece 🔥

@chloes5043 2 года назад

Couldn't agree more !

@alicel9631 2 года назад

She really has made a masterpiece 💖

@selvianaahmad8483 2 года назад

Does the whole world feel the same way? Cuz I do. 🥺

@alicel9631 2 года назад

@Mr Shaq Ty for sharing with this with me.

@gabbav1019 5 месяцев назад

I heard this song the first time on the radio when I was driving home with my mom. It felt like everything paused for bit because I couldn't believe the lyrics. I the first part of the chorus "Do you ever get little bit tired of life, like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die" hit hard. There have been so many times where I've gotten so upset but I never wanna end it. And as time's gone on, I just keep relating more and more. Thanks Em, for letting me know that I'm not alone.

@Red_therian 2 месяца назад

It’s crazy how much this one song means

@hsmomofmany9022 2 года назад

"Do you ever get tired of life, but you don't want to die" That is EXACTLY how I feel almost every day. It's a great song. Really relatable. I suffer from depression, anxiety, Trust issues and multipole learning disorders. This song helped me get through lots of hard days.

@victorias4112 2 года назад

Omg me too, I almost broke down in tears when i heard this part

@prettynpink3092 2 года назад

@Mr RED shut up

@gsse6629 2 года назад

I dont think i have depression i just am not happy i guess? Like not wanting to live but not wanting to die. Its interesting because i can be happy sometimes (1/7 days)

@Frost-tu3lv 2 года назад

Bro same dude

@anubhavmishra5700 2 года назад

Mam i think it happens with most of people, every days are hard to live 😐 But don't lose hope this how it's happens, best wishes ❤️

@amandasmalley2236 2 года назад

When you can't describe life with depression and anxiety, this song does it! Especially when you are going through a major tough spell. Very thankful for this song

@Daemon1995_ 2 года назад

lyrics are simply too relatable and the entire song just uplift you for some reason and thats pop music for ya

@laughbird 2 года назад

that’s me

@purpleperruche5433 2 года назад

Yessss

@treasuredwisp Год назад

You should listen to her songs "nobody else" and "forgive yourself" they are awesome as well.

@ogosi- Месяц назад

It's illegal to create a song this relatable and close to heart (:

@Love_light629 3 месяца назад

This is THE most relatable songs of all times!

@superadam64 Год назад

I keep hearing this song on the radio, so I had to look it up and *really* listen to it. I am sitting here crying my eyes out. It’s hard to explain, but I’m thankful someone was able to put how I feel into words. And to such a catchy tune! I feel like…I’m *not* alone.

@monkeyboy6312 Год назад

too true

@sillychickennugget Год назад

Let me guess is the radio station star 1013

@willgibbs6616 Год назад

Same

@treasuredwisp Год назад

You should listen to her songs "nobody else" and "forgive yourself" they are awesome as well

@unicornpupart Год назад

i love this song i don't cry to it but it just has a really good tune

@Xavierpng 2 года назад

I found this on tiktok shortly before the whole song was released and I love every version of it. It really describes my depression and anxiety I am fighting right now.

@joyamorgomez6330 2 года назад

Mine to

@justagalwhocomments 2 года назад

Didn’t know bots had depression!

@gergergergergerge7 2 года назад

y tf are u verified?!

@Niko0000 2 года назад

@@justagalwhocomments is it a bit?

@terriblefrosting 2 года назад

yar, now hold on to that exact feeling into your 50s. It gets WEIRD.

@phinebarphiri2303 2 месяца назад

It's cute how this song doesn't have any bad words or adult things it's just a happy sad song which you can vibe on and make you wanna dance and be free

@Myke_thehuman Месяц назад

...I keep forgetting that children are on the Internet....

@John_Laurens 14 дней назад

@@Myke_thehumanSAMEEE

@nmoney6655 4 месяца назад

As someone who suffers with depression and anxiety and other mental illnesses I don’t have anything to fall back on now that I’m not in Drama Club anymore but this is naturally making me feel better

@dorothyhickerson1569 Год назад

This song so accurately describes how most people truly feel with depression. The problem is many hide it to well so others never see it. But people don’t really want to see it because it makes the uncomfortable and they just want everything to be “happy” for people so they don’t have to think about changing their lives to help that person feel better. Where are those true and committed people who are willing to put their lives on hold to help their “friends” get through the hard times (and I mean put in the hard time, work, dedication and support to go the entire journey of mental health struggles. I haven’t met many.

@SamsPizza598 Год назад

same i have deep family issues and i just feel like ending it all

@noahlevreau3061 Год назад

Story of my life. hiding how depressed i was from myself until i couldn't take it anymore

@heha3525 Год назад

Luckily my friends are those people. I got lucky and I thank whoever is up there every day for it.

@heha3525 Год назад

@@SamsPizza598 it’s not worth it. People out there care about you. You might not know it but they exist. I felt like that too. I know how it feels to want to end it. I am forever happy I didn’t go through. I know it will get better. If I could I would give you a hug. If it feels like no one cares about you, just remember I do. It gets better.

@409Henry Год назад

Jesus love’s you and died for your sin’s repent God Bless

@joshuavarghese8228 Год назад

She literally spoke my mind and I can't help but feel a little bit comfort that there are people who feel the same.

@yousefgebremichael2879 Год назад

Ikr

@tehr6809 Год назад

your not alone 😗

@anchineliu5914 Год назад

Exactly, it's so nice to hear it sung and related to

@monkeyboy6312 Год назад

i feel you

@adzukibean2190 Год назад

I feel exactly like this. It’s hard to describe to my friends, so I made up a word for it. I call it feeling “crunchy”

@qweku_ishuman 11 дней назад

This song has been on repeat ever since I discovered it this past week

@user-fb2ne7vo4u 3 месяца назад

もうほんと大好きこの曲！今日辛いことあった時これ聞いて泣いてスッキリしてる！

@user-sd6wj1wn6d 2 месяца назад

同志いた和訳の歌詞を見てすごい共感して本家聞きにきました〜

@MilkTeaASMR 2 года назад

I wish we had more songs that raised awareness for mental health struggles and were actually very good like this one. Loved this!

@Hobblet 2 года назад

There’s a band called AJR that does exactly that :)

@MilkTeaASMR 2 года назад

@@Hobblet ooh thank you for that juicy morsel, Max!

@Hobblet 2 года назад

@@MilkTeaASMR yea u bet! They are one of my favorites bands ever!

@chelsealink9091 2 года назад

@@Hobblet love AJR!

@trixie_likes_shipping 2 года назад

so true and its been difficult with anxiety and these songs really help☺️

@6hZCBpMy 2 года назад

There were two parts that I especially liked. I liked when she was dancing at the party while singing this song, because to me it represents that, while you can be struggling completely alone at home, you can also struggle WHILE you're with others or at an event that is fun, like dancing. The other part I especially liked was when she was singing with that other guy at the party -- that while challenges can have us feeling isolated, there are "others at the party," so to speak, that are going through similar things. That was solidarity.

@briannablasquez1650 2 года назад

Vdh

@Fantasy_lova 2 года назад

This was a great description. Thanks 👍🏾

@6hZCBpMy 2 года назад

@@Fantasy_lova Of course! :)

@6hZCBpMy 2 года назад

@@briannablasquez1650 What does that stand for? All I could find was Virginia Dept. of Health hahaha.

@mezb90 2 года назад

I kinda agree

@lunagranger302 Месяц назад

It’s so incredible how this song perfectly captures how we feel each day

@PanamaJones7 13 дней назад

Maaann “Don’t want to be alive but don’t want to die.” Is literally my life right now. My 16 year old is keeping me here.

@jonathanwilliams365 12 дней назад

my little brother is keeping me here

@Blackpinksway Год назад

Some songs actually show that we don't suffer alone

@teheaddict Год назад

we dont.

@reddragon547 Год назад

Yeah

@jasminesavard5974 Год назад

True

@narjadamjanovic304 Год назад

Yes, there is so alot of people who suffer out there.😢

@vivigavrieli6598 Год назад

Honestly tho

@whosib 2 года назад

This is song is so vibey and accurate. It's depressing, anxiety giving, makes you happy, makes you giggle, makes you just say "Like your not happy, but u don't wanna die" And let me tell you I get tired of life quite often.

@lilmrsyoutube222 2 года назад

🔥🔥🔥New song “DIGI” featuring mike bambrick produced by Navi Skills ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-S_PsoDeFns4.html Lockdown Productions!!!!!

@HxneyStarz 2 года назад

Same-

@whosib 2 года назад

@@HxneyStarz lol

@avamaxx5914 2 года назад

@geraldineperatero5438 2 года назад

Nice

@KiaraPerumal-dp2sq Месяц назад

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life But you're not really happy, but you dony want to die 😢 Hit soo hard

@bradleyskajatuttle2465 5 месяцев назад

Having just now heard this song it really hits when you realize how much you really have been just going with it while you can

@trumpeterjen Год назад

On the one hand, it's nice not to feel alone. Lyrics like these are cathartic and refreshing, and I love that we have a song that speaks to us so clearly. But on the other hand...god, I just wish we could be happy. It sucks that *so many* people feel numb and tired and depressed like this. I hope things get better for all of us.

@michaelads8616 Год назад

Maan I feel u

@sirevelynderothschild3198 Год назад

"refreshing" shes glorifying or at least normalizing drug use, typical of the music industry, preying on its consumers. if you're not suffering, you're not going to make it, these pills are the devil

@trumpeterjen Год назад

@@sirevelynderothschild3198 ...the fuck? Antidepressants don't make you suffer. They help your brain produce the chemicals it needs to regulate your emotions properly. And I don't know how this got past you, but *she doesn't like taking them.*

@sirevelynderothschild3198 Год назад

@@trumpeterjen they do make you suffer. antidepressants were debunked earlier this year. in addition, shes AT LEAST normalizing pill use. A sober mind, exercise, healthy food, abstaining, strong family connections, friends, and work keeps a healthy mind.

@trumpeterjen Год назад

@@sirevelynderothschild3198 You cannot possibly be serious. "Debunked?" Wtf? Where's your source? Antidepressants work. I can attest to that myself. People take antidepressants. It IS normal. And she is not saying it's a good thing anyway. You can't fix a chemical imbalance with "positive attitude!" and "healthy habits!" Obviously you should aim for those, too, but if your brain isn't producing things like serotonin, you can still be miserable. Depression is an ILLNESS. Sometimes you need medicine for illnesses. Shocking, I know.

@SakshiSingh-fu2bi Месяц назад

This is such a awesome songgggg, how did I never heard it!!!!!!

@Allidoisgame397 Месяц назад

This is the new song I’m going to be blasting in the mornings. 🎶

@xfer43 2 года назад

This really sings to me. The most uplifting song about depression I have ever heard. The lyrics and music…Perfect.

@sethkrueger9294 2 года назад

Hard Times by Paramore springs to mind as well. But they don't have to compete - each song does its own thing well.

@Lost_OZ13 2 года назад

Yeah it reminds me of songs like Fireflies

@xfer43 2 года назад

@@Lost_OZ13 yeah! I love that one too!

@kylerkhoo1371 5 месяцев назад

2024 anyone?

@Im_chicken-man 3 месяца назад

나! me!

@dinito8647 3 месяца назад

@Itz_Yuki-2014 3 месяца назад

Meee

@NOOB-ld3sy 3 месяца назад

Yes

@Bakugou_notkachan2334 3 месяца назад

Me!

@exteeriority4349 2 года назад

I'm a 29 year old male, and this song single handedly put EXACTLY how I feel, to the T, and how I've felt the past 2 years. I've been so unable to articulate emotions (always have - I don't really know what I feel) over the years, I legit cried throughout this entire song. It wasn't a "im not so happy and now I'm sad," but more of a RELIEF to have those emotions articulated....I don't even know how I could possibly thank this person in a way that she would ever know just how much it meant for this song to be made. Crazy world creates creative ppl, and I like where she's headed. And again..Thank you so much.

@2whitewizard 2 года назад

I am really happy that you were able to find relief and expression with this song Im a 33 year old male and just found it today and it made a big difference for me too

@hufflepufflez3293 2 года назад

@What_if_i_was_a_koala 2 года назад

I'm 11 and still its realatible

@exteeriority4349 2 года назад

@@What_if_i_was_a_koala that's what makes it the masterpiece it is!! I found it through my 7 year old daughters youtube history!

@brandondaniel6605 2 года назад

you got this brother

@HaileyVargas-hb5sj Месяц назад

May 2024 anybody?

@rruklasowicz395 Месяц назад

yup

@eleureinl6908 Месяц назад

Yesssss

@_BLAZEEY Месяц назад

Meee

@Maya-tv7kc Месяц назад

Yassss

@ff_1809 Месяц назад

Meeee

@danielamathew2336 3 дня назад

Omg, I used to listen to this song a year ago, when I was going into depression. I wish to give my young self a hug

@RoRyWebley 2 года назад

Queen of being a numb little bug 🐛 ❤️ love u friend… I’m so proud of you 😭 you’re such a star ⭐️

@ahmedstudios3680 2 года назад

How can u be a queen of being a numb little bug?

@vivianphillips768 2 года назад

MY FAV IS HERE AHHHHHHHHH ❤️❤️❤️❤️

@ravenisgone9893 2 года назад

you have great songs

@HalfElvenTwins Год назад

10 months ago this song was my life. But now, I am 6 months "clean". No more antidepressants, no more sinking. Finally happy.

@violetember1504 Год назад

Congrats! I wish you good luck on future paths ^^

@Fussballprinzessin18 Год назад

Thats awesome!!! Love ya

@debbie5839 Год назад

I’m so happy for you

@christianabel20 Год назад

Yayyyyy🎉

@lianacordova2682 Год назад

Awesome job. God bless you ❤️❤️❤️

@user-eu4en3tl4y 5 месяцев назад

上手く言えない日々感じている気持ちを代わりに言葉にしてくれた。少しだけ頑張ってみてもいいかもと思える最高の歌です

@Zody_Drawings 3 месяца назад

"like your not really happy but you dont wanna die" girl thats too relatable

@richardsgothardsons4116 2 года назад

Was diagnosed with depression recently. And for the longest time i had no clue how to explain how i was feeling. Like i was tired of everything. But not to the point where i wanted to die, even though it felt like a way out. I think this song has helped me expalin how i feel, and i think it does for many others too

@JimBobe 2 года назад

Apathy! It’s perfectly normal to feel it

@g4bri3l. 2 года назад

@@JimBobe the person literally just said "diagnosed with depression"

@imperfect_analysis 2 года назад

@@g4bri3l. I mean, you gotta give it to him, most young people seem depressed it's almost becoming the norm. :/

@richardsgothardsons4116 2 года назад

@@imperfect_analysis trying my best to hold on though

@boogiebears2961 2 года назад

you’re strong ♥️

@Snow-ll7wi 2 года назад

The quote “You have empathy but don’t really care” describes me so much! I was so surprised to have it be out into words.

@jurysilcantiga9997 2 года назад

Same

@ninili830 2 года назад

i know right🙂❤️

@juliahallthompson8638 2 года назад

Lol

@thathomeschooledgirl_ 2 года назад

Same

@StalkinU 2 года назад

you and every other human ever

@earlwagner1482 Месяц назад

I'm glad someone could put all these feelings into words, it bought tears to my eyes, I wasn't expecting such an emotional response to these lyrics my goodness

@jmbeckwith 5 месяцев назад

This song helped me explain how I feel to my husband and therapist. Thank you for putting it into words. Hugs to everyone who is also relating.

@CastoCFC Год назад

Randomly heard this on the radio. I had to look it up and really listen. After several listens in a row and hard cries, I think I'm good. 36yr old, father of 2 & happily married but still struggle with mental issues. This song hits hard. I am the numb little bug.

@ricanbabiigurl Год назад

My husband loves this song. Happily married too with 3 kids but life ain't easy. *hugs*

@donky6483 Год назад

@@ricanbabiigurl this song is amazing

@oldsal8648 Год назад

I’m married and five beautiful grandchildren. Then why do I feel like I do. Anyway, please take care of yourself

@thebluewolf2472 Год назад

@@oldsal8648 it's really common to feel this way, there is nothing wrong with you, life is just tough. You'll get your happiness back one day hun 💜

@simonthechipmunk5091 Год назад

your kids are lucky to be able to grow up around a dad that lets himself feel his feelings. hang in there man

@TonesAndIVideos 2 года назад

She's gonna be big. Just watch this be trending soon. 🙂

@daniel-tw1wl 2 года назад

For sure ❤

@Necolll_ 2 года назад

yeahhh✨

@alyannalovesemobands2543 2 года назад

Yes

@aaliyahsims5144 2 года назад

I agree

@aperson2056 2 года назад

It already is

@YT_Z3ROX Месяц назад

Time has flied by so fast I remember when this came out like It was yesterday

@jackiep594 2 месяца назад

I love it the sluggish shift to ‘trying to care when I don’t’ and then moves into a driving urgency of ‘tired of sinking’ before fading back into the pleasant light melody - it’s a hard thing to capture feeling a little hopeless, a little despair, a little suicidal. I think it was very smart of her to have this song behind balloons, because a lot of people with depression feel this. Way more often than not. It’s not a wailing agony it’s more of nostalgia for how you used to feel or how other people seem to live. But life doesn’t stop you still have to shop, drive, attend events. And sometimes that makes the feeling worse and sometimes it makes you feel silly for being depressed. It’s obvious that she gets it and has felt it.

@sargunmehta5020 6 месяцев назад

This song beautifully captures the bittersweet experience of feeling emotionally detached yet yearning for connection. It's a haunting melody that resonates with anyone who's ever felt lost in their own emotions. The song's raw honesty invites us to acknowledge and embrace our vulnerabilities, creating a deeply relatable and moving musical experience.

@alexwolff9395 4 месяца назад

yea...... didnt think id randomly find a song to tear up heavily to because every line mirrored how i feel rn, lost.

@dhamgayesahil 4 месяца назад

I was having trouble making out what I was feeling, thanks to you I now know, emotionally detached yet yearning for connection🤌

@hardtymz2517 4 месяца назад

this is the theme song for us introverts. literally!

@Love_light629 3 месяца назад

The first line you wrote is beautiful

@vic6196 2 года назад

Nothing better than finding a new artist who sounds like they're reading your journal! I've literally been ranting about "when do I get to stop coping with a messed up world and start living?" At thirty, it's really starting to get old and this song feels like a perfect vent for that frustration.

@capriceprocarione7775 2 года назад

Same

@SUGAR_XYLER 2 года назад

Wait until you get older... It won't get better !

@Ali-Oli09 5 месяцев назад

Haven't heard a more accurate song for a long while. Amazing job

@Ares-vk4ks Месяц назад

Everytime I hear this song, it always take me back to the summer of ‘22. It’s nostalgic for me. Thank you, Em

@shayesweeney 2 года назад

This song makes me cry every time regardless of how happy it sounds, the lyrics get me choked up. This is exactly how I've felt but I haven't been able to explain it to anyone. Seeing these comments I can't believe how many people feel this way

@blessingamoni4587 2 года назад

It describes my metal state at this point in time accurately

@giulia1361 2 года назад

Same. This song ironically makes me relive what my reality already is. I

@ahalll5364 2 года назад

OMG you just explained myself After reading ur comment i feel like a mirror-self wrote it.... somehow sooo many people feel the same as us 🤷 Covid has had a real impact on our mental wellbeing, me being a boy can't describe it to anyone simply because i dont have anyone that close who can understand me well and I know that. So, i simply accept the fact that no one would understand me ever, it hurts but works 😉🥲

@shayesweeney 2 года назад

@@ahalll5364 someone will understand you but you need to find that person. It is generally harder for males to express their emotions. Hang in there ☺

@108peterbilt 2 года назад

My best friend showed me this song and it literally describes how it is... I have to survive cause I guess I don't know how to give up! My journey is finding happiness but yet how can you find something like that when you don't know what it feels like. I don't feel much of anything every, besides all the wrong emotions like self-hate and anger... It's funny the best days so to say is when your numbed out completely. (Clinically depressed, generalized anxiety disorder, and apathy)

@macy4651 2 года назад

Finally a song that I can relate too. As someone who suffers from a mental disorder, I’ve been in places that are so low, I thought I couldn’t find a ladder to climb out. Medicine after medicine, pills after pills… I just love this song so much ❤️ It helps remind me that I’m not the only one out there who feels like this so thank you Em!

@tanusam830 2 года назад

More power to you💙💙

@astriddancer8549 2 года назад

I can relate

@shabnammustafayeva 2 года назад

You are not alone 🤗

@miles_ani 2 года назад

I can with 100% certainty say that you're not alone in this ❤️

@sindemoissyo._. 28 дней назад

いちばん辛い時期にこの曲を知って何度も救われてました本当にありがとうございます☺️これからもずっと大好きです🥰

@paulzollo9710 2 месяца назад

so rare a new song emerges these days that I want to keep hearing over and over. This is great.

@Marcy1420 2 года назад

I randomly heard this song driving home. Never thought I would be in tears over such an upbeat song. I relate to this to my core. But I gotta survive for the people I love and that loves me.

@MatteBlacGuitar 2 года назад

I’m rooting for you

@clacks5605 2 года назад

welcome to vocaloid lol, theres an entire subgenre of japanese music in vocaloid where they have upbeat tunes and dark messages. songs like self inflicted achromatic and ghost rule really helped me through tough times

@KarstenBelt 2 года назад

Em this is amazing! From the outfits to the sets, it all works so well. Brings the song alive. Proud of ya 😊

@hi.idek.5946 2 года назад

@@KarstenBelt I feel this song rn.

@janfkarel92 2 года назад

I thought Hannah Montana came back from the last just now

@okay050 2 года назад

You are so right

@okay050 2 года назад

@HAHAHAHA I liked one of his songs so thank you very much it’s hard for me to find music I like

@lilmrsyoutube222 2 года назад

🔥🔥🔥New song “DIGI” featuring mike bambrick produced by Navi Skills ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-S_PsoDeFns4.html Lockdown Productions!!!!!

@redlox2 11 дней назад

2024 June anyone?

@Blade-qx9dr 10 дней назад

HAIIIIII :3

@otyayo7338 10 дней назад

Meee

@NZN22 3 дня назад

Meeeee happy pride month y’all!

@lyde9272 5 месяцев назад

Your videos add a lot to these. Thank you so much

@scepterlit 8 месяцев назад

If it wasn’t for songs like this, I would feel completely alone. It’s nice to know that people are always there for you. (Btw, this is your reminder that you aren’t alone) 🤜 💥 🤛

@steveb2616 8 месяцев назад

Always need to remember that what people allow you to see isn’t the 100% truth. Everyone has issues and you aren’t alone in that.

@vasilisronal8092 8 месяцев назад

Maybe you are alone, maybe you do not need a depressive song to make you feel you belong somewhere. What if its ok being a bit alone or not fitting. What if the expectation of living otherwise is causing the problem? Do your thing and dont expect others to like you. Easier said than done though

@SleepyHollowKnight 7 месяцев назад

Same here…I was in shock when I first heard this

@S4DST4R_ 7 месяцев назад

too bad I am alone.

@pejelagarto3826 6 месяцев назад

Gracias, aveces es bueno abrir los ojos y darnos cuenta que no somos los únicos con problemas emocionales y que siempre hay existe alguien para ayudarnos

@ThatTransGuy247 2 года назад

“Like you’re not really happy, but you don’t wanna die” That’s me 24/7! I thought I was just going insane, so it’s good to know others feel the same. It sucks :,)

@JordanK14 2 года назад

Trust me, theres many who feel the same way

@Cantbeerased7893 2 года назад

lol same

@justanormalfangirl2094 2 года назад

Trust me ur not insane

@user-oh2oq2vu4e 5 месяцев назад

I'm happy to discover this song. Thanks for making it :) It means a lot.

@Th_d1ff3r3nt_0n3 7 дней назад

first song that truly, really, actually RELATES TO ME

@gigixparadise 2 года назад

The lines, “I’m barely breathing trying to stay afloat,” “The world feels to big,” “Do you ever get a little bit tired of life like you’re not really happy but you don’t want to die,” “Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care.” And “I’m a little bit tired of trying to care when I don’t.” These are the most relatable lines for me.

@MiloMurphysLaw 2 года назад

Literally me

@GabbieandJiji 2 года назад

Me too.

@starlight907 2 года назад

"but you gotta survive, cause you gotta survive" is the line that gets me

@2whitewizard 2 года назад

Not really happy but don't want to die And hanging by a thread cause you gotta survive God those lines are so true Being able to have that feeling, that I still want to cling to the thin thread of hope is all that keeps me going somedays. That there is a shred of hope that exist. It doesn't make ya happy but we get through

@Anon-fp4qh Год назад

I’ve been having an on again off again battle with anxiety and mood disorders all my life, and this song perfectly sums up what it’s like to go through that. Currently I am getting through a rough patch and switching up medications, trying to find the right combination. Whenever I feel alone, I come to this video, listen to this song, and read all the comments, and am reminded there are so many other people struggling like me. It gets better!!! If you’re going through a rough patch, you will make it through! I’m 22, and although that’s pretty young, I’ve made it through plenty of rough patches, but I will continue to battle through any more I have. Every storm will pass. Never forget that! Stay strong, everyone! 💪🏻❤️

@Insurgent2861 Год назад

I feel you I'm barely 17 but I have a hard time keeping my temper in check when I'm off my meds and I forget to take them so easily I'm diagnosed with adhd anxiety and I'm atypical autistic high functioning and I'm switching doses every once in a while, the dose just keeps increasing as I've gotten older and when I do take the medication even though it helps with my temper I feel like it slows down all my emotions not just anger. But that's why it's important to have someone to talk to who understands you be it a counselor a sibling a cousin uncle aunt or either if your parents when you have someone to talk to openly it helps with coping with whatever issues you have while you can do things like play games to take your mind off things the only way to get a resolution to the issue is by talking to someone and getting advice on how to fix it

@Anon-fp4qh Год назад

@@Insurgent2861 Keep rockin and rollin, my friend! ❤

@Insurgent2861 Год назад

@@Anon-fp4qh i will. P.S. to anyone else dealing with stuff like this i hope my advice helps you even if just a little

@Vonepohh771x Год назад

💪💪💪💪yeah it's young but I'm 18 and gone through a lot people don't always believe u can go through so much this young but we do and it breaks us but music like this can heal anything

@ruelpile Год назад

I draw the same encouragement and strength that you do from this song. You just gotta survive!!! Hope you’re well and getting better. Keep fighting the good fight.

@Jaganathan_M 3 месяца назад

Love you so much for this gem of a song

@Frogsandpiano123 29 дней назад

This song is giving “core memories in 2022 summer” because that was all I would hear on the radio😢❤

@coravaneyk5833 2 года назад

I don't have depression or anything, but lately I have been so stressed by school and haven't had time for very much fun/joy, so thank you for making this song!

@coravaneyk 2 года назад

@Katnexis i do thank youuu

@matthewchll4299 2 года назад

i wish everyone feels better and im stressed and depressed (i think)

@1kchallengewithnovids439 2 года назад

@@matthewchll4299 I'm depressed and stressed too

@SOMAairbagdesigns 2 года назад

Yas

@emmaschmidt4774 2 года назад

True love = the love of God! *God himself went to the cross for you out of love for you as a human being* Philippians 2:5-8

@safilotra 2 года назад

From derealization to depersonalization, to depression... I'm on my psychiatry clerkship and this song portrays so many different aspects of disorders that you see in patients... it is good for awareness also because many people suffer mentally... but mental disorders can have a physical impact on your body as well... so it is as important as any other illness... I love how this raises awareness... people are opening up through this song in ways they wouldn't be able to otherwise...

@airachandriaaa 2 года назад

for real, its nice that they get an avenue (in the comment section) to share what they’ve been feelin’

@guitarmansegovia 2 месяца назад

Em, the fact this song resonates with so many of us, is why I can’t get it out of my head. Thank you for it!

@campionedi1764 3 месяца назад

I love this song.

@LadySinovera Год назад

I used to tell my psychiatrists this all the time. "I don't want to live anymore but I don't want to kill myself. I just want to stop living." I was never sure if they really got what I meant so this song kinda spoke to me in letting me know that other people get that feeling too.

@xPearlz Год назад

I feel u, I hope you're better

@Person7503 Год назад

I don't think I've ever heard something like this that I actually relate to. Now I have.

@pretty-girly._.4k11 Год назад

I feel you so much

@caitlinwilliams8893 Год назад

Sammmmme.

@xiaotenglim8146 Год назад

I think it's passive death wish, im too...

@MrOlly645 Год назад

“A little bit tired of life like your not that happy but you don’t want to die”I feel that exact way

@Skydxddy395 Год назад

Same I am still strong for my dog tiki not for people am happy when I with my dog tiki but I depressed when I am school

@MrOlly645 Год назад

My grandma died and then I felt sad than one of cousins died and then I went insane and depressed

@carmeljarvindirkayuman8882 Год назад

Same bruh

@twistedghost3585 Год назад

Same!

@neilchongtham2632 3 месяца назад

Gosh don't believe it took me this long to discover this song.....those r the word's of all af us who couldn't put it down on paper.

@EASY4V1 2 месяца назад

I just stumbled upon this gem. You re-told the story so well. This made me re-watch double life.

@jeanetteadamo9039 2 года назад

I have felt this way so many times in my past but now, at 67 i'm here to say that it does get better. Do something to shake your life up. Change job or careers. Leave whatever significant other who might be the cause. Move to a new place. I did all of it over a few years time. It worked. Life is good these days. I'm almost never a numb little bug.

@bdlbug6 2 года назад

Seconding this. Took a big leap at 22, completely changed up my life and haven't gone back since. I'm 26 now, and probably the happiest I've ever been. There's still struggles of course, but these days things are consistently getting better, not worse.

@andreagranados4900 2 года назад

thank you

@yesseniamilan3867 Год назад

Omg thank you! I was just telling myself this, make changes and shake my life up a bit!

@darljemvinales8474 Год назад

Thanks for this,.now im gonna push it through!

@firestar2164 Год назад

Hi! I’m making this comment respectfully btw. It seems like you went through though tough times and EVENTAULLY got out of it. Let me just say (I know this from my friends) that this song was not a joke or just another song - it gets worse (Self harm triggers ahead) - so a few of my friends were or are s*icidal and one overdosed 13 TIMES. That’s just overdosing btw. Side note: all of these friends or part of the queer community. Point is: it gets worse than your experience and doing what you did doesn’t work for everyone. I kid you not: my friends and I including the one I mentioned earlier are all under the age of 18. We have limited decision making which makes it worse. This is why people get into drugs. This isn’t a it will get better thing. The pills she mentioned aren’t to be taken lightly. My mother also suffered from depression and still does a bit. They don’t help that much. Anyways, the best way to help yourself is to get help. OMG there are so many recourses online. So yeah thx