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►Lyrics:
I don’t feel a single thing
Have the pills done too much
Haven’t caught up with my friends in weeks
And now we’re outta touch
I’ve been driving in LA
And the world it feels too big
Like a floating ball that’s bound to break
Snap my psyche like a twig
And I just wanna see
If you feel the same as me
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cuz u gotta survive
Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care
Like your fresh outta love but it’s been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin’ to care when I don’t
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinkin’
There’s water in my boat
I’m barely breathin’
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these
Quick repairs to cope
Guess I’m just broken and broke
The prescriptions on its way
With a name I can’t pronounce
And the dose I gotta take
Boy I wish that I could count
Cuz I just wanna see
If this could make me happy
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cuz ya gotta survive
Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care
Like your fresh outta love but it’s been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin’ to care when I don’t
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinking
there’s water in my boat
I’m barely breathin’
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these
Quick repairs to cope
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like a numb little bug that’s gotta survive
That’s gotta survive
#EmBeihold #NumbLittleBug
Music video by Em Beihold performing Numb Little Bug. © 2022 Republic Records, a division of UMG Recordings, Inc. (Moon Projects, LLC)

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@LucyHemmings 2 года назад

It’s a comfortable feeling knowing how you feel was put into words. Because we all know how it’s sometimes hard to describe.

@NEONDERV 2 года назад

amen to that

@doctheboat7075 2 года назад

@NEONDERV 2 года назад

@Volleyball gurl I've listened to this song over and over and each time it makes me feel a little bit better knowing that I'm not alone in this struggle.

@Gucocdyrs 2 года назад

Yeah

@4thofjulyfamily 2 года назад

*THIS.*

@raely2791 Год назад

'Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die' It's fascinating how one song can really make you say 'thank God it's not only me'.

@Twistedheart619 Год назад

You’re not alone in your totally loved. I know exactly how you feel.❤

@_pandaisthebest_7250 Год назад

@@adil0028 It's more like empathy. It's good for someone to support you through a difficult time rather than being left alone to battle it for yourself.

@victoriaR587 Год назад

I know, I feel like that as well

@BridgetVilla-v6z Год назад

I feel that too and totally relate.

@kyleypayne7432 Год назад

Is your moms name Brittany ?

@Dillcucumber27 2 года назад

"like you have empathy inside but you don't really care" hits so hard

@TitaniumTronic 2 года назад

I'm the "I have empathy and care inside but pretend not to care"

@rip_320 2 года назад

I’m the “I have empathy and care but can’t be bothered to care”.

@Nox312 2 года назад

I’m the “Cant feel shit inside anymore, but has to pretend to care”

@alvinrogergonzalez8552 2 года назад

I dont know what emphaty means

@Dillcucumber27 2 года назад

@@alvinrogergonzalez8552 noun. the ability to understand and share the feelings of another.

@PanamaJones7 3 месяца назад

Maaann “Don’t want to be alive but don’t want to die.” Is literally my life right now. My 16 year old is keeping me here.

@jonathanwilliams365 3 месяца назад

my little brother is keeping me here

@bobbydarker1959 2 месяца назад

I just want to see them grow up, I'm done with everything else 😂😊 the world is a puke show.

@Xolar-flare 2 месяца назад

That's deep man😢

@JackAttackVR875 2 месяца назад

Damn. No offense but you guys should get therapy😬

@bobbydarker1959 2 месяца назад

@@JackAttackVR875 health care in America leaves a lot to be desired

@irisnub_9507 2 года назад

"Do you ever get a little bit tired of life- Like your not really happy but you don't wanna die" Couldn't have said it better myself, so accurate. Quote of my year😍

@pho3nixsong926 2 года назад

Same, but here's to working towards a new quote!

@b30mberries 2 года назад

Quackity pfp:D

@candyangel_OvO 2 года назад

Me too

@leakhenachhour7472 2 года назад

Yessssssss just same same bro

@richardmorphine8686 2 года назад

this song sucks

@PhillipThompson82 2 года назад

This song is truly a masterpiece In describing the feeling of hopelessness. It isn’t just catchy, it’s impactful.

@Krybabyyyy 2 года назад

@Mr RED To some people it is, as for me it is very relatable.

@Sushisink 2 года назад

@Mr RED clearly your just super happy with yourself being rude. let other people can say what they want and this song is very relatable

@amberpamber1582 2 года назад

I thought that it was so catchy!!! lol thats a good thing

@genstargate5249 2 года назад

@@Krybabyyyy I don't know man. It's literally about taking drugs for depression and anxiety.

@SUGAR_XYLER 2 года назад

@@genstargate5249 this could be a song promoting big pharma 💊

@BricBender Год назад

"Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care" -These lines are are the ones that hit home.

@ninjasheeps3690 Год назад

Feeling like a spectator watching your Autopilot make bad decisions

@cameron-jdennis8636 Год назад

Same

@theskepticalpangolininther3538 Год назад

@Butterflyonlife Год назад

Honestly same 😮‍💨

@jadensus Год назад

same

@JúliaCristinedeAlmeidaMiuraBon 26 дней назад

"And i just wanna see if this could make me happy" my favorite part

@hsmomofmany9022 2 года назад

"Do you ever get tired of life, but you don't want to die" That is EXACTLY how I feel almost every day. It's a great song. Really relatable. I suffer from depression, anxiety, Trust issues and multipole learning disorders. This song helped me get through lots of hard days.

@victorias4112 2 года назад

Omg me too, I almost broke down in tears when i heard this part

@prettynpink3092 2 года назад

@Mr RED shut up

@gsse6629 2 года назад

I dont think i have depression i just am not happy i guess? Like not wanting to live but not wanting to die. Its interesting because i can be happy sometimes (1/7 days)

@Frost-tu3lv 2 года назад

Bro same dude

@anubhavmishra5700 2 года назад

Mam i think it happens with most of people, every days are hard to live 😐 But don't lose hope this how it's happens, best wishes ❤️

@nauikunart Год назад

This lady deserves more recognition.

@THECOOLONES659 Год назад

I agree! Millions!

@dheisnaanaidupiragash Год назад

I agree

@noellaseahxinenbeaconprisc1410 Год назад

It’s ‘Em Beihold but I REALLY agree!!!

@maximosaucedo676 Год назад

Yes

@Whex_Whex Год назад

Her and jack stauber

@jasmineparra8876 2 года назад

Genuinely such a creative and beautiful artist- i am so glad i have found her songs, and this one has especially hit close to the heart. (:

@alexandriav3956 2 года назад

Yes!! I’ve been listening to her music all morning.

@8088I 2 года назад

"Julia Ioffe" is the "Em Beihold" of Putin's song, "The Numb Little 'KGB' Bug!" Haha! Riveting!! ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-kSNo2FPQDQw.html

@kix9345 2 года назад

Same!

@vivekdhanade 2 года назад

Same 😀

@laurengrace1930 2 года назад

I love this song

@mattcoyle1620 5 месяцев назад

What’s sad is that the artist is sad about how many people relate to many of these lyrics. Makes sense. This is a powerful song but not a happy one; not one you’d want people to relate to. All I can say is that I am glad this song exists, and people feel seen/heard, and I wish the best to everyone.

@laikristine2153 4 месяца назад

agreed!

@Xavierpng 2 года назад

I found this on tiktok shortly before the whole song was released and I love every version of it. It really describes my depression and anxiety I am fighting right now.

@joyamorgomez6330 2 года назад

Mine to

@justagalwhocomments 2 года назад

Didn’t know bots had depression!

@gergergergergerge7 2 года назад

y tf are u verified?!

@Niko0000 2 года назад

@@justagalwhocomments is it a bit?

@terriblefrosting 2 года назад

yar, now hold on to that exact feeling into your 50s. It gets WEIRD.

@dorothyhickerson1569 2 года назад

This song so accurately describes how most people truly feel with depression. The problem is many hide it to well so others never see it. But people don’t really want to see it because it makes the uncomfortable and they just want everything to be “happy” for people so they don’t have to think about changing their lives to help that person feel better. Where are those true and committed people who are willing to put their lives on hold to help their “friends” get through the hard times (and I mean put in the hard time, work, dedication and support to go the entire journey of mental health struggles. I haven’t met many.

@SamsPizza598 2 года назад

same i have deep family issues and i just feel like ending it all

@noahlevreau3061 2 года назад

Story of my life. hiding how depressed i was from myself until i couldn't take it anymore

@heha3525 2 года назад

Luckily my friends are those people. I got lucky and I thank whoever is up there every day for it.

@heha3525 2 года назад

@@SamsPizza598 it’s not worth it. People out there care about you. You might not know it but they exist. I felt like that too. I know how it feels to want to end it. I am forever happy I didn’t go through. I know it will get better. If I could I would give you a hug. If it feels like no one cares about you, just remember I do. It gets better.

@409Henry 2 года назад

Jesus love’s you and died for your sin’s repent God Bless

@potatoes6038 2 года назад

This song describes how I've been feeling this entire past year. I just feel life is going on, I don't interact with people anymore. I don't necessarily feel sad but it's more like I just exist to exist.

@howardlee4210 2 года назад

Same I felt that way when I first moved into college last year. Like I didn't really belong anywhere just passing day by day, waiting for it to finish.

@gabrael1989 Год назад

Sometimes i forget that i exist

@strawburrys4920 Год назад

Same

@kirbyolsen5190 Год назад

Just being is hard.

@kadenceteal2204 Год назад

I feel the same about that.

@みーすけ3 Месяц назад

去年あたりから辛い時この曲を聴いて、私だけじゃないんだと、味方ができたような。そんな気分になります。ありがとう

@rcj416 2 года назад

Just love how she portrays a happy surrounding because most people that battle depression mask how they are feeling inside. Seeing happiness is not equal to being happy. Depression is really complex and to identify.

@llogan21 2 года назад

ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-dLT4OTeOxXM.html

@flirtyflo6216 2 года назад

Twenty one pilots do that a lot. Upbeat instrumental but sad lyrics

@cashper917 2 года назад

Remember, depression is treatable.

@MiloMurphysLaw 2 года назад

@@cashper917 no it’s not

@nyx476 2 года назад

@@MiloMurphysLaw yes it is! With medication and therapy. It’s absolutely exhausting and sucks but it is manageable. I’ve been struggling for years and it doesn’t go away completely but is definitely able to be treated and managed!

@amandasmalley2236 2 года назад

When you can't describe life with depression and anxiety, this song does it! Especially when you are going through a major tough spell. Very thankful for this song

@Daemon1995_ 2 года назад

lyrics are simply too relatable and the entire song just uplift you for some reason and thats pop music for ya

@laughbird 2 года назад

that’s me

@purpleperruche5433 2 года назад

Yessss

@treasuredwisp 2 года назад

You should listen to her songs "nobody else" and "forgive yourself" they are awesome as well.

@purplecowsparkles 2 года назад

This song just hits a little too close to home. Luckily I've been better recently, but this song described perfectly how I felt only a couple years ago. Got a little teary eyed.

@tommy-bh6us 2 года назад

This is how I feel exactly…

@euniceenrera_mua 2 года назад

How did you do it?

@laurengrippaldi7424 2 года назад

me too

@abajah2804 2 года назад

🤗💝🤍

@abbyanyi2369 2 года назад

@@tommy-bh6us Same

@convoys1999 2 месяца назад

this is such a retalable and fun song i just come across, this and 'Echoes of my cries' by Mysteriousic are 2 heavy underrated and amazing songs youtube suggested me, She deserves more n more recognition cuz she understands us

@hopewatson9432 2 года назад

Love how this was created. It's like the colors are supposed to look happy, but it has a more pale tone. Like there's still color but not to the fullest extent of brightness.

@lyric4703 2 года назад

pastel?

@kayboy6055 10 дней назад

like, idk pastel?

@WendySchroederDenverCo 2 года назад

I'm an old lady. I'm turning 65 next month. She described exactly what I'm feeling. I'm going to listen to this song a lot this year. I love it!

@adrestia1275 2 года назад

Hope it gets better💙

@chaoticrin 2 года назад

@@flamefirestarterr ?

@LovelySingsyt 2 года назад

@@flamefirestarterr rude ass

@Yt26378 2 года назад

Periodddt

@dariarampelt1398 2 года назад

I hope things look up for you soon Wendy.

@HalfElvenTwins Год назад

10 months ago this song was my life. But now, I am 6 months "clean". No more antidepressants, no more sinking. Finally happy.

@violetember1504 Год назад

Congrats! I wish you good luck on future paths ^^

@Fussballprinzessin18 Год назад

Thats awesome!!! Love ya

@debbie5839 Год назад

I’m so happy for you

@christianabel20 Год назад

Yayyyyy🎉

@lianacordova2682 Год назад

Awesome job. God bless you ❤️❤️❤️

@abigailbencosme8192 15 дней назад

I really love this song uncanny the way it explains the way I feel.💝

@joshuavarghese8228 2 года назад

She literally spoke my mind and I can't help but feel a little bit comfort that there are people who feel the same.

@yousefgebremichael2879 2 года назад

Ikr

@tehr6809 2 года назад

your not alone 😗

@anchineliu5914 2 года назад

Exactly, it's so nice to hear it sung and related to

@monkeyboy6312 2 года назад

i feel you

@adzukibean2190 2 года назад

I feel exactly like this. It’s hard to describe to my friends, so I made up a word for it. I call it feeling “crunchy”

@exteeriority4349 2 года назад

I'm a 29 year old male, and this song single handedly put EXACTLY how I feel, to the T, and how I've felt the past 2 years. I've been so unable to articulate emotions (always have - I don't really know what I feel) over the years, I legit cried throughout this entire song. It wasn't a "im not so happy and now I'm sad," but more of a RELIEF to have those emotions articulated....I don't even know how I could possibly thank this person in a way that she would ever know just how much it meant for this song to be made. Crazy world creates creative ppl, and I like where she's headed. And again..Thank you so much.

@2whitewizard 2 года назад

I am really happy that you were able to find relief and expression with this song Im a 33 year old male and just found it today and it made a big difference for me too

@hufflepufflez3293 2 года назад

@What_if_i_was_a_koala 2 года назад

I'm 11 and still its realatible

@exteeriority4349 2 года назад

@@What_if_i_was_a_koala that's what makes it the masterpiece it is!! I found it through my 7 year old daughters youtube history!

@brandondaniel6605 2 года назад

you got this brother

@MilkTeaASMR 2 года назад

I wish we had more songs that raised awareness for mental health struggles and were actually very good like this one. Loved this!

@Hobblet 2 года назад

There’s a band called AJR that does exactly that :)

@MilkTeaASMR 2 года назад

@@Hobblet ooh thank you for that juicy morsel, Max!

@Hobblet 2 года назад

@@MilkTeaASMR yea u bet! They are one of my favorites bands ever!

@chelsealink9091 2 года назад

@@Hobblet love AJR!

@trix.iebrews 2 года назад

so true and its been difficult with anxiety and these songs really help☺️

@痩せたい人-m9i 6 месяцев назад

もうほんと大好きこの曲！今日辛いことあった時これ聞いて泣いてスッキリしてる！

@user-sd6wj1wn6d 5 месяцев назад

同志いた和訳の歌詞を見てすごい共感して本家聞きにきました〜

@panashechapasuka7479 2 года назад

Not only is the song vibey and addictive, the song has a message, the lyrics have meaning, she has created a masterpiece 🔥

@chloes5043 2 года назад

Couldn't agree more !

@alicel9631 2 года назад

She really has made a masterpiece 💖

@selvianaahmad8483 2 года назад

Does the whole world feel the same way? Cuz I do. 🥺

@alicel9631 2 года назад

@Mr Shaq Ty for sharing with this with me.

@trumpeterjen 2 года назад

On the one hand, it's nice not to feel alone. Lyrics like these are cathartic and refreshing, and I love that we have a song that speaks to us so clearly. But on the other hand...god, I just wish we could be happy. It sucks that *so many* people feel numb and tired and depressed like this. I hope things get better for all of us.

@michaelads8616 Год назад

Maan I feel u

@sirevelynderothschild3198 Год назад

"refreshing" shes glorifying or at least normalizing drug use, typical of the music industry, preying on its consumers. if you're not suffering, you're not going to make it, these pills are the devil

@trumpeterjen Год назад

@@sirevelynderothschild3198 ...the fuck? Antidepressants don't make you suffer. They help your brain produce the chemicals it needs to regulate your emotions properly. And I don't know how this got past you, but *she doesn't like taking them.*

@sirevelynderothschild3198 Год назад

@@trumpeterjen they do make you suffer. antidepressants were debunked earlier this year. in addition, shes AT LEAST normalizing pill use. A sober mind, exercise, healthy food, abstaining, strong family connections, friends, and work keeps a healthy mind.

@trumpeterjen Год назад

@@sirevelynderothschild3198 You cannot possibly be serious. "Debunked?" Wtf? Where's your source? Antidepressants work. I can attest to that myself. People take antidepressants. It IS normal. And she is not saying it's a good thing anyway. You can't fix a chemical imbalance with "positive attitude!" and "healthy habits!" Obviously you should aim for those, too, but if your brain isn't producing things like serotonin, you can still be miserable. Depression is an ILLNESS. Sometimes you need medicine for illnesses. Shocking, I know.

@xfer43 2 года назад

This really sings to me. The most uplifting song about depression I have ever heard. The lyrics and music…Perfect.

@sethkrueger9294 2 года назад

Hard Times by Paramore springs to mind as well. But they don't have to compete - each song does its own thing well.

@Lost_OZ13 2 года назад

Yeah it reminds me of songs like Fireflies

@xfer43 2 года назад

@@Lost_OZ13 yeah! I love that one too!

@Yzrmrk 9 дней назад

寝る前にこの曲を聴きに来ます頭がこの曲だけでいっぱいになるまで聴いたら朝になります

@superadam64 2 года назад

I keep hearing this song on the radio, so I had to look it up and *really* listen to it. I am sitting here crying my eyes out. It’s hard to explain, but I’m thankful someone was able to put how I feel into words. And to such a catchy tune! I feel like…I’m *not* alone.

@monkeyboy6312 2 года назад

too true

@raccoongirl19 2 года назад

Let me guess is the radio station star 1013

@willgibbs6616 2 года назад

Same

@treasuredwisp 2 года назад

You should listen to her songs "nobody else" and "forgive yourself" they are awesome as well

@unicornpupart 2 года назад

i love this song i don't cry to it but it just has a really good tune

@irenee6064 2 года назад

"Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die" "Like your body is in the room but you're not really there" "Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care" man I have never related to a song this much!

@angelinebena9675 2 года назад

Exactly I really relate to this

@josiemincey1494 2 года назад

Same

@yaboichipsahoy7638 2 года назад

I hope things get better, and just know their are many people here willing to here you out

@emmaschmidt4774 2 года назад

*The ETERNAL GOD would do anything for you!!* Even out of love for you he went to the cross as a human!! Philippians 2:5-8

@TheMoro16 2 года назад

@@yaboichipsahoy7638 ,

@6hZCBpMy 2 года назад

There were two parts that I especially liked. I liked when she was dancing at the party while singing this song, because to me it represents that, while you can be struggling completely alone at home, you can also struggle WHILE you're with others or at an event that is fun, like dancing. The other part I especially liked was when she was singing with that other guy at the party -- that while challenges can have us feeling isolated, there are "others at the party," so to speak, that are going through similar things. That was solidarity.

@briannablasquez1650 2 года назад

Vdh

@Fantasy_lova 2 года назад

This was a great description. Thanks 👍🏾

@6hZCBpMy 2 года назад

@@Fantasy_lova Of course! :)

@6hZCBpMy 2 года назад

@@briannablasquez1650 What does that stand for? All I could find was Virginia Dept. of Health hahaha.

@mezb90 2 года назад

I kinda agree

@Babita_ji_ji 5 месяцев назад

It's illegal to create a song this relatable and close to heart (:

@whosib 2 года назад

This is song is so vibey and accurate. It's depressing, anxiety giving, makes you happy, makes you giggle, makes you just say "Like your not happy, but u don't wanna die" And let me tell you I get tired of life quite often.

@lilmrsyoutube222 2 года назад

🔥🔥🔥New song “DIGI” featuring mike bambrick produced by Navi Skills ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-S_PsoDeFns4.html Lockdown Productions!!!!!

@HxneyStarz 2 года назад

Same-

@whosib 2 года назад

@@HxneyStarz lol

@avamaxx5914 2 года назад

@geraldineperatero5438 2 года назад

Nice

@CastoCFC 2 года назад

Randomly heard this on the radio. I had to look it up and really listen. After several listens in a row and hard cries, I think I'm good. 36yr old, father of 2 & happily married but still struggle with mental issues. This song hits hard. I am the numb little bug.

@ricanbabiigurl Год назад

My husband loves this song. Happily married too with 3 kids but life ain't easy. *hugs*

@donky6483 Год назад

@@ricanbabiigurl this song is amazing

@OldSal-d8h Год назад

I’m married and five beautiful grandchildren. Then why do I feel like I do. Anyway, please take care of yourself

@thebluewolf2472 Год назад

@@OldSal-d8h it's really common to feel this way, there is nothing wrong with you, life is just tough. You'll get your happiness back one day hun 💜

@simonthechipmunk5091 Год назад

your kids are lucky to be able to grow up around a dad that lets himself feel his feelings. hang in there man

@richardsgothardsons4116 2 года назад

Was diagnosed with depression recently. And for the longest time i had no clue how to explain how i was feeling. Like i was tired of everything. But not to the point where i wanted to die, even though it felt like a way out. I think this song has helped me expalin how i feel, and i think it does for many others too

@JimBobe 2 года назад

Apathy! It’s perfectly normal to feel it

@g4bri3l. 2 года назад

@@JimBobe the person literally just said "diagnosed with depression"

@imperfect_analysis 2 года назад

@@g4bri3l. I mean, you gotta give it to him, most young people seem depressed it's almost becoming the norm. :/

@richardsgothardsons4116 2 года назад

@@imperfect_analysis trying my best to hold on though

@boogiebears2961 2 года назад

you’re strong ♥️

@insanitieswolf8215 8 дней назад

Didn't know my anthem existed till i hear this?!!? now its my anthem and ring tone :)

@KarstenBelt 2 года назад

Em this is amazing! From the outfits to the sets, it all works so well. Brings the song alive. Proud of ya 😊

@hi.idek.5946 2 года назад

@@KarstenBelt I feel this song rn.

@janfkarel92 2 года назад

I thought Hannah Montana came back from the last just now

@okay050 2 года назад

You are so right

@okay050 2 года назад

@HAHAHAHA I liked one of his songs so thank you very much it’s hard for me to find music I like

@lilmrsyoutube222 2 года назад

🔥🔥🔥New song “DIGI” featuring mike bambrick produced by Navi Skills ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-S_PsoDeFns4.html Lockdown Productions!!!!!

@sargunmehta5020 10 месяцев назад

This song beautifully captures the bittersweet experience of feeling emotionally detached yet yearning for connection. It's a haunting melody that resonates with anyone who's ever felt lost in their own emotions. The song's raw honesty invites us to acknowledge and embrace our vulnerabilities, creating a deeply relatable and moving musical experience.

@alexwolff9395 8 месяцев назад

yea...... didnt think id randomly find a song to tear up heavily to because every line mirrored how i feel rn, lost.

@dhamgayesahil 8 месяцев назад

I was having trouble making out what I was feeling, thanks to you I now know, emotionally detached yet yearning for connection🤌

@hardtymz2517 7 месяцев назад

this is the theme song for us introverts. literally!

@Love_light629 7 месяцев назад

The first line you wrote is beautiful

@EnriqueJustinHernandez 23 дня назад

I seen a short that brought me here. I speak for everyone when I text or say in my head from my “Psyche” or “Scientific Experience” that I’m honestly proud of the person’s poetic genius in the lyric’s chosen in this song. I can see myself worshipping the Lord Of Host’s to this song. “Numb Little Bug” I love this song. 🐛

@Anon-fp4qh 2 года назад

I’ve been having an on again off again battle with anxiety and mood disorders all my life, and this song perfectly sums up what it’s like to go through that. Currently I am getting through a rough patch and switching up medications, trying to find the right combination. Whenever I feel alone, I come to this video, listen to this song, and read all the comments, and am reminded there are so many other people struggling like me. It gets better!!! If you’re going through a rough patch, you will make it through! I’m 22, and although that’s pretty young, I’ve made it through plenty of rough patches, but I will continue to battle through any more I have. Every storm will pass. Never forget that! Stay strong, everyone! 💪🏻❤️

@Insurgent2861 2 года назад

I feel you I'm barely 17 but I have a hard time keeping my temper in check when I'm off my meds and I forget to take them so easily I'm diagnosed with adhd anxiety and I'm atypical autistic high functioning and I'm switching doses every once in a while, the dose just keeps increasing as I've gotten older and when I do take the medication even though it helps with my temper I feel like it slows down all my emotions not just anger. But that's why it's important to have someone to talk to who understands you be it a counselor a sibling a cousin uncle aunt or either if your parents when you have someone to talk to openly it helps with coping with whatever issues you have while you can do things like play games to take your mind off things the only way to get a resolution to the issue is by talking to someone and getting advice on how to fix it

@Anon-fp4qh 2 года назад

@@Insurgent2861 Keep rockin and rollin, my friend! ❤

@Insurgent2861 2 года назад

@@Anon-fp4qh i will. P.S. to anyone else dealing with stuff like this i hope my advice helps you even if just a little

@Vonepohh771x 2 года назад

💪💪💪💪yeah it's young but I'm 18 and gone through a lot people don't always believe u can go through so much this young but we do and it breaks us but music like this can heal anything

@ruelpile 2 года назад

I draw the same encouragement and strength that you do from this song. You just gotta survive!!! Hope you’re well and getting better. Keep fighting the good fight.

@shayesweeney 2 года назад

This song makes me cry every time regardless of how happy it sounds, the lyrics get me choked up. This is exactly how I've felt but I haven't been able to explain it to anyone. Seeing these comments I can't believe how many people feel this way

@blessingamoni4587 2 года назад

It describes my metal state at this point in time accurately

@giulia1361 2 года назад

Same. This song ironically makes me relive what my reality already is. I

@ahalll5364 2 года назад

OMG you just explained myself After reading ur comment i feel like a mirror-self wrote it.... somehow sooo many people feel the same as us 🤷 Covid has had a real impact on our mental wellbeing, me being a boy can't describe it to anyone simply because i dont have anyone that close who can understand me well and I know that. So, i simply accept the fact that no one would understand me ever, it hurts but works 😉🥲

@shayesweeney 2 года назад

@@ahalll5364 someone will understand you but you need to find that person. It is generally harder for males to express their emotions. Hang in there ☺

@108peterbilt 2 года назад

My best friend showed me this song and it literally describes how it is... I have to survive cause I guess I don't know how to give up! My journey is finding happiness but yet how can you find something like that when you don't know what it feels like. I don't feel much of anything every, besides all the wrong emotions like self-hate and anger... It's funny the best days so to say is when your numbed out completely. (Clinically depressed, generalized anxiety disorder, and apathy)

@scepterlit Год назад

If it wasn’t for songs like this, I would feel completely alone. It’s nice to know that people are always there for you. (Btw, this is your reminder that you aren’t alone) 🤜 💥 🤛

@steveb2616 Год назад

Always need to remember that what people allow you to see isn’t the 100% truth. Everyone has issues and you aren’t alone in that.

@vasilisronal8092 11 месяцев назад

Maybe you are alone, maybe you do not need a depressive song to make you feel you belong somewhere. What if its ok being a bit alone or not fitting. What if the expectation of living otherwise is causing the problem? Do your thing and dont expect others to like you. Easier said than done though

@SleepyHollowKnight 10 месяцев назад

Same here…I was in shock when I first heard this

@S4DST4R_ 10 месяцев назад

too bad I am alone.

@pejelagarto3826 10 месяцев назад

Gracias, aveces es bueno abrir los ojos y darnos cuenta que no somos los únicos con problemas emocionales y que siempre hay existe alguien para ayudarnos

@Xirks4 6 месяцев назад

Yeah this is my song for life

@Snow-ll7wi 2 года назад

The quote “You have empathy but don’t really care” describes me so much! I was so surprised to have it be out into words.

@jurysilcantiga9997 2 года назад

Same

@ninili830 2 года назад

i know right🙂❤️

@juliahallthompson8638 2 года назад

Lol

@thathomeschooledgirl_ 2 года назад

Same

@StalkinU 2 года назад

you and every other human ever

@RoRyWebley 2 года назад

Queen of being a numb little bug 🐛 ❤️ love u friend… I’m so proud of you 😭 you’re such a star ⭐️

@ahmedstudios3680 2 года назад

How can u be a queen of being a numb little bug?

@vivianphillips768 2 года назад

MY FAV IS HERE AHHHHHHHHH ❤️❤️❤️❤️

@ravenisgone9893 2 года назад

you have great songs

@macy4651 2 года назад

Finally a song that I can relate too. As someone who suffers from a mental disorder, I’ve been in places that are so low, I thought I couldn’t find a ladder to climb out. Medicine after medicine, pills after pills… I just love this song so much ❤️ It helps remind me that I’m not the only one out there who feels like this so thank you Em!

@tanusam830 2 года назад

More power to you💙💙

@astriddancer8549 2 года назад

I can relate

@shabnammustafayeva 2 года назад

You are not alone 🤗

@miles_ani 2 года назад

I can with 100% certainty say that you're not alone in this ❤️

@daone1908 Месяц назад

The name of this song should have been gotta survive, that way more people can find it when they only remember the lyrics

@safilotra 2 года назад

From derealization to depersonalization, to depression... I'm on my psychiatry clerkship and this song portrays so many different aspects of disorders that you see in patients... it is good for awareness also because many people suffer mentally... but mental disorders can have a physical impact on your body as well... so it is as important as any other illness... I love how this raises awareness... people are opening up through this song in ways they wouldn't be able to otherwise...

@airachandriaaa 2 года назад

for real, its nice that they get an avenue (in the comment section) to share what they’ve been feelin’

@vic6196 2 года назад

Nothing better than finding a new artist who sounds like they're reading your journal! I've literally been ranting about "when do I get to stop coping with a messed up world and start living?" At thirty, it's really starting to get old and this song feels like a perfect vent for that frustration.

@capriceprocarione7775 2 года назад

Same

@SUGAR_XYLER 2 года назад

Wait until you get older... It won't get better !

@LadySinovera 2 года назад

I used to tell my psychiatrists this all the time. "I don't want to live anymore but I don't want to kill myself. I just want to stop living." I was never sure if they really got what I meant so this song kinda spoke to me in letting me know that other people get that feeling too.

@Person7503 Год назад

I don't think I've ever heard something like this that I actually relate to. Now I have.

@pretty-girly._.4k11 Год назад

I feel you so much

@caitlinwilliams8893 Год назад

Sammmmme.

@xiaotenglim8146 Год назад

I think it's passive death wish, im too...

@marleyvaughan Год назад

YES.

@roxas9571 Месяц назад

this song is underrated and i know why , cuz this song says the truth we all feel , and many don't like the truth but I'm glad this song exist , it somehow makes me cheerful to know I'm not alone feeling this way , so I just listen to this at dark times :)

@ThatTransGuy247 2 года назад

“Like you’re not really happy, but you don’t wanna die” That’s me 24/7! I thought I was just going insane, so it’s good to know others feel the same. It sucks :,)

@JordanK14 2 года назад

Trust me, theres many who feel the same way

@Cantbeerased7893 2 года назад

lol same

@justanormalfangirl2094 2 года назад

Trust me ur not insane

@graceebow 2 года назад

The lines, “I’m barely breathing trying to stay afloat,” “The world feels to big,” “Do you ever get a little bit tired of life like you’re not really happy but you don’t want to die,” “Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care.” And “I’m a little bit tired of trying to care when I don’t.” These are the most relatable lines for me.

@MiloMurphysLaw 2 года назад

Literally me

@GabbieandJiji 2 года назад

Me too.

@starlight907 2 года назад

"but you gotta survive, cause you gotta survive" is the line that gets me

@2whitewizard 2 года назад

Not really happy but don't want to die And hanging by a thread cause you gotta survive God those lines are so true Being able to have that feeling, that I still want to cling to the thin thread of hope is all that keeps me going somedays. That there is a shred of hope that exist. It doesn't make ya happy but we get through

@Marcy1420 2 года назад

I randomly heard this song driving home. Never thought I would be in tears over such an upbeat song. I relate to this to my core. But I gotta survive for the people I love and that loves me.

@MatteBlacGuitar 2 года назад

I’m rooting for you

@clacks5605 2 года назад

welcome to vocaloid lol, theres an entire subgenre of japanese music in vocaloid where they have upbeat tunes and dark messages. songs like self inflicted achromatic and ghost rule really helped me through tough times

@EarlCo 9 дней назад

This song always lifts me back up when I need it. I hope you're all doing okay. Just a little bit tired, but not too much.

@jeanetteadamo9039 2 года назад

I have felt this way so many times in my past but now, at 67 i'm here to say that it does get better. Do something to shake your life up. Change job or careers. Leave whatever significant other who might be the cause. Move to a new place. I did all of it over a few years time. It worked. Life is good these days. I'm almost never a numb little bug.

@bdlbug6 2 года назад

Seconding this. Took a big leap at 22, completely changed up my life and haven't gone back since. I'm 26 now, and probably the happiest I've ever been. There's still struggles of course, but these days things are consistently getting better, not worse.

@andreagranados4900 2 года назад

thank you

@yesseniamilan3867 2 года назад

Omg thank you! I was just telling myself this, make changes and shake my life up a bit!

@darljemvinales8474 2 года назад

Thanks for this,.now im gonna push it through!

@firestar2164 2 года назад

Hi! I’m making this comment respectfully btw. It seems like you went through though tough times and EVENTAULLY got out of it. Let me just say (I know this from my friends) that this song was not a joke or just another song - it gets worse (Self harm triggers ahead) - so a few of my friends were or are s*icidal and one overdosed 13 TIMES. That’s just overdosing btw. Side note: all of these friends or part of the queer community. Point is: it gets worse than your experience and doing what you did doesn’t work for everyone. I kid you not: my friends and I including the one I mentioned earlier are all under the age of 18. We have limited decision making which makes it worse. This is why people get into drugs. This isn’t a it will get better thing. The pills she mentioned aren’t to be taken lightly. My mother also suffered from depression and still does a bit. They don’t help that much. Anyways, the best way to help yourself is to get help. OMG there are so many recourses online. So yeah thx

@keeshamcquay9564 2 года назад

Every. Single. Word. Resonates. Hang in there, everyone. Pills help but processing with a therapist, self-work between sessions, and learning about yourself are what make recovery possible. Give yourself some grace 🖤

@avamaxx5914 2 года назад

why are people do this?

@filo4854 2 года назад

My problem is that I’m very self aware and know myself super well but I just can’t seem to get over panic disorder/make it better

@alva2277 2 года назад

@@filo4854 I was the same way. I wanted to deal with it myself, I wanted to handle it my way...but I reached a breaking point, and realized that my psyche couldn't overcome the chemical imbalance in my brain. Medication was the last thing I wanted, but when I hit rock bottom and swallowed my pride, asked for help, and was willing to receive it...even a little medication makes a huge difference. It isn't for everyone, but it saved my life. As does therapy...sometimes saying things out loud to someone other than yourself makes enough of a impact in your mind to help you move forward.

@claritytragedy940 2 года назад

Thank you for this

@haventpickedanameyet2527 2 года назад

Idk what I'd do without my meds tbh but at the same time I'm still so apathetic and mentally ill

@Localcatgirl_ Год назад

This song used to be insanely relatable to me, but since 2023 started, I’ve been repairing. And I just want to say to everyone commenting that it connects to them, it will get better, even if you can’t see it. It may take days, months, years, or more, but there is hope. Even if just a tiny little bit. Please hold onto that. Life may suck now. And it sure as hell will for a while, but that doesn’t mean it’s gonna be forever, it’s going to be ok, just think about that instead of the hard parts Keep pushing on, I believe in you! ❤

@jonathanwilliams365 Год назад

Thanks for the kind words

@AskAshe Год назад

This autoplayed while everything from the past days hit me and it struck too close to home.

@BJ_Jas Год назад

I put on this song to help me right now, but your word did more than the song ever could. Thank you 🥹

@Megan-1014 Год назад

You are so right 💯 I try to remember this when I'm feeling down. I'm glad you're feeling better 🙂

@T.Swizzle1989 Год назад

Thanks you for these words, I’ve never really opened up properly about why I’m like this and even I don’t rly know. I guess it started when my grandad died and then my friend passed away shortly after. My mental health has been declining ever since and it feels like it’s beyond repair now. Sometimes I ask myself if I even want to be here, sh seems to be the only way to cope. It’s gotten to the point where people in my class are noticing and keep asking if I’m ok when in reality I wanna throw bricks at everyone. Idk if I ever will mend completely, mayb I won’t but I’m glad u are

@TheOneAndOnlyMysticDragons 4 месяца назад

"Like you're not really happy but u dont wanna die" fits me so well-

@coravaneyk5833 2 года назад

I don't have depression or anything, but lately I have been so stressed by school and haven't had time for very much fun/joy, so thank you for making this song!

@coravaneyk 2 года назад

@Katnexis i do thank youuu

@matthewchll4299 2 года назад

i wish everyone feels better and im stressed and depressed (i think)

@1kchallengewithnovids439 2 года назад

@@matthewchll4299 I'm depressed and stressed too

@SOMAairbagdesigns 2 года назад

Yas

@emmaschmidt4774 2 года назад

True love = the love of God! *God himself went to the cross for you out of love for you as a human being* Philippians 2:5-8

@Love_desirred Год назад

Do u ever feel a little bit tired of life like your not rlly happy but you don’t wanna die? Just hits to hard. It’s the most relatable thing if heard in a song..

@debbie5839 Год назад

Yeah me too

@alerzex6921 Год назад

ikr

@anemouche5838 Год назад

@liamphibia Год назад

Keep striving for happiness.

@MrOlly645 2 года назад

“A little bit tired of life like your not that happy but you don’t want to die”I feel that exact way

@Skydxddy395 2 года назад

Same I am still strong for my dog tiki not for people am happy when I with my dog tiki but I depressed when I am school

@MrOlly645 2 года назад

My grandma died and then I felt sad than one of cousins died and then I went insane and depressed

@carmeljarvindirkayuman8882 Год назад

Same bruh

@twistedghost3585 Год назад

Same!

@ezmeralda_madison_miller_2007. 3 месяца назад

The fact that this song is still everyone's favorite after 2 years is just.. ✨

@MintChocoFusion Год назад

I remember hearing this song on the radio just a few weeks after my parent died. Our relationship was driven by enmeshment so I was completely lost in how to live for myself after making them my top priority since I could remember. A life's worth of code was suddenly corrupted and the world (family, work) still needed me to function. Hearing the song back then put my feelings of dissociation into words, and for that moment in my time of grief I felt grounded. I never heard the song again until today, close to a year later, and it just feels good to finally know the name and the lyrics entirely.

@wilburking8660 Год назад

Everything is gonna be okay for sure ❤

@THECOOLONES659 Год назад

I cried while reading this comment 😢😢😢😢😢

@That1person981 Год назад

Im so sorry for your parents💔

@MaungNawNaw Год назад

helpn

@darknovember Год назад

i was going through when my dad had cancer and it was the saddest path of my life. this song was also always on the radio when i drove him to the clinic, sometimes in the hospital waiting room, etc. i feel you man

@edenvalian7123 2 года назад

I heard this on the radio just a few hours ago, and I fell in love with the song. I’m someone who struggles heavily with severe depression and social anxiety (officially diagnosed), and I have so much trouble talking to people (therapist friends or family, etc) because I don’t know how to explain it correctly. My mom gets frustrated (on my behalf, not at me) too because she always wants me to explain it to her, but I can’t because I don’t know how to put it into words. This really touched me with every lyric and I really just wanted to say I really appreciated this song. I mean, the first time I heard it, I started to cry because I really feel understood and am aware that people understand. It sucks other people go through this, but at the same time, I almost feel a sense of kinship because people understand what it's like to feel this numb feeling. I hope everyone is having a good day, or at least an okay one. Be strong! ❤️

@Paloma-wu2ei 2 года назад

I feel the same... It's hard to put what we feel in words, sadly.

@katie1588 2 года назад

ur diagnosed right

@yan4763 2 года назад

Me too

@F1ll1nTh3Blanks 2 года назад

Your mum's a legend for always being in your corner.

@jennyunderwood9663 2 года назад

I suffer severe depression. But I must say that this song helps in lifting my spirit. Thank you for putting some smiles in my heart.

@tonyhoward7004 Год назад

Yes music helps for sure ! But so do drugs, therapy and faith.

@PatoChu Год назад

@@tonyhoward7004 are you encouraging drugs?

@SatanosFr Год назад

@@tonyhoward7004 please dont tell me that you were talking about faith in god. What is with the drugs tho?

@carrotcake3840 Год назад

@@PatoChu Medication is sometimes called 'drugs'. If a doctor asks you, if you take anything or if you use drugs, they're probably just asking you, if you use any medication, not necessarily asking if you're a drug addict.

@PatoChu Год назад

@@carrotcake3840 The joke You

@ur_local_rat-i5o 2 месяца назад

2022 vibess

@圀-b4m Год назад

I am a Japanese. Even if languages were different, I felt relieved when our feeling was the same. It is very kind of you. A feeling calms down when I listen to this song. I am inexperienced in English, and I am sorry.

@hollybelleorchid3255 Год назад

I'm also Japanese even though I'm in America. It's very hard speaking in English. And people in America do English translations with languages that I speak but I'm not that good at English Translations. 🥴

@domhyrule Год назад

Don't be sorry brother, it's impressive you know 2 of the most complicated languages

@justaveraeg Год назад

Hey as someone who is bilingual and speaks english and have 7 years of learning, your english is really good, like you could pass this off as if you were a fluent english speaker.

@tylerparker9746 Год назад

Don't be sorry, your English is good

@ainnasharuddin4811 Год назад

Your English is 👍

@guitarsomethin 2 года назад

What hurts the most is knowing so many other people feel this way.

@KTplease 2 года назад

You’re an empath, feeling the collective grief. But in a way we can bear each other up even while grieving. It’s by sharing with each other that we reduce the strain and become stronger.

@leoc.a.7939 2 года назад

I am a 44 year old, I know, I'm old -haha, but I really love Em's music. I have a husband with mental health problems. My son, who is 19, also suffers from dysthymia and anxiety and my daughter, 15, has an autism spectrum disorder and anxiety basically comes with it. I see them struggling with all these things and with self motivation to even come out of their rooms sometimes. So I find Em's songs very relatable and insightful. Not to mention she sings beautifully and is very talented. Wishing her all the success in the world.

@nasesnosnen7311 2 года назад

U aint old, ma'am and zim not saying this for flatery

@a.simple.cupidityyy 2 года назад

This is so sweet tbhhh I hope you and your family have an amazing lifeee 🥹🥹 Idk why I was on the verge of crying reading ur paragraph but here I an

@khouloudaithsain9215 2 года назад

God bless you

@capodo 2 года назад

You're not old at all my friend - I have nearly 11 years on you. And I adore Em's music!

@stantwiceorburn 2 года назад

i- you just shared your full life story lol but this is so sweet

@Potatoes-and-Turtles Месяц назад

This song gets more and more accurate the longer I live

@2whitewizard 2 года назад

This song found me on the radio today I was so unprepared for how deeply these lyrics just get me. Such a perfectly random encounter and entirely beautiful Thank you for your song and thank you for understanding me and so many who feel this way

@ripleyfry2107 2 года назад

same thing happened to me today

@hearts4melaniemartini 2 года назад

FR SAME like the lyrics randomly hit close to home 🙃

@windbeneathmywings4884 2 года назад

SAME!! Literally heard it at work today and i started paying attention to the lyrics and was like wow, i looked it up and have had it on repeat all day. Its crazy cuz i literally just was talking to a friend last night and they said they noticed something off about me bc of what i been going thru and this song literally sums it all up word for word! I swear its like music somehow finds a way to narrate my life right when it needs to and this just keeps happening all the time...

@adelaideralston7411 2 года назад

That’s how I found it too!

@claddaghwitch 2 года назад

This was me this morning.

@golden_ed9935 2 года назад

This is a really powerful song. I've been feeling a lot of emotions that I can't explain for a bout a year since my dad passed away. I've somewhat shut everyone out on how I'm feeling and try to only focus on the last bit of happiness that I have left. I don't have the required funds to seek professional help and I don't like to talk about my feelings with my family or friends as I don't like to show a weaker side of me. I keep everything bottled up until it explodes into pure anger then I swear and go crazy then I feel bad afterwards. My self pride has taken a hit cause I don't like to show anyone that I cry, I hold the tears back until I don't cry anymore. It feels like I'm completely emotionless

@midnightaesthetic3830 2 года назад

I’m really sorry to hear that. I’m here for you always even though I’m a random stranger. Everything gets better. U gotta just believe. I love you so much xxx

@Lucy-ud6id 2 года назад

were all behind you

@RoxyRae0115 2 года назад

I hate whenever people see me cry, it makes me think that they will never be able to look at me the same because they saw how weak and not put together I actually am. Every time I feel like crying I have to hold it in and go get busy around the house so that it doesn’t come out.

@choosegoodoverevil8380 2 года назад

I was on the verge of suicide for reasons that don't need to be explained. Hope combined with an unwavering desire to hunt for a solution to the pain may not sound like much on paper but that mindset sure helped me in finding the solution to my problems. Now I'm no longer depressed or have those urged. I believe these words to be true: "those who seek will find". Btw, stay away from drugs and the pursuit of pleasure, it won't make you happy, it'll just make you feel gratified and then it'll make you feel worse as time progresses. The pursuit of pleasure is not the same as the pursuit of happiness.

@choosegoodoverevil8380 2 года назад

@@RoxyRae0115 You're adding stress on yourself by seeking to be respected and admired by others. We, human beings, suffer from our desire to be worshipped.

@coremagnumplays4684 2 года назад

it's scary that this speaks to a lot of us ... at the same time it feels someone finally understands and it feels like a breath of air after not being able to describe it.

@paulzollo9710 6 месяцев назад

so rare a new song emerges these days that I want to keep hearing over and over. This is great.

@CombativeMedic 10 месяцев назад

This song came on the work radio one day and I think it hit close to home for a lot of us there. I remember taking a pause, then I noticed a coworker looked on the verge of tears as she tried to continue working. Times get really hard, but we still try to get through the motions.

@lauren-z3w 9 месяцев назад

this song is literally my life questioning the point of life criticising the human race feeling unwanted but wanted at the same time people rushing to tell me i can talk about everything with em but then reassure me im talking nonsense or being selfish or overacting about not being wanted not wanting to tell anyone cos they may think im suicidal when IM NOT.

@silviacarolinamendez77 9 месяцев назад

Aw. I know Exactly how you feel. Such a crappy feeling. Like they want to be there but they really aren't. It's just easier to say they are but when you need them, they don't show up emotionally like you need them to. Sometimes I just want them to shut up, listen, validate my feelings and just be there. You know what I mean?

@nienielouis6623 9 месяцев назад

@@silviacarolinamendez77yeah instead they talk smack behind your back. Or laugh at it. Than you feel stupid for letting them into your situation.

@MsDogleaf 8 месяцев назад

@@lauren-z3w i dont think that you are fully joking because I feel this so much

@hardtymz2517 8 месяцев назад

it's sad lyrics but a fun upbeat song. it's definitely a "glass half full" kind of downbeat song. 100% relatable lyrics but it's not sad/depressing as in AIC "down in a hole" or London Grammar "wick game".

@lilac4ever 2 года назад

"Do you ever get a little bit tired of life? Like your not happy but you don't wanna die"- yes I feel this so much thx for all the likes guys... glad to not be alone

@universal_stupidity 2 года назад

no bc this exactly. I don't wanna die, I have to live and hope it'll get better in the future, but life is soo tiring.

@noonewill2839 2 года назад

Yeah same..!

@Ilovestrawberryicecream964. 2 года назад

@@universal_stupidity IKRR!

@Ash5000. 2 года назад

Yep

@Keys879 2 года назад

Ride the highs and chase the momentum into the lows. Life is turbulent but nothing is forever. Enjoy the good things and ride out the ugly.

@Haley_Halo 2 года назад

Ya know what the best thing about this song is? It's about depression, but it's *not* a depressing song. Thank You So Much, Em

@kellycarle2862 Месяц назад

"Guess im just broken and broke" I feel the pain I think everyone dose ❤

@LeonMire 2 года назад

Love her expression at 2:09 - it perfectly captures the feeling of trying to care when you don't.

@TheAshleyZixuan 2 года назад

I love the lyrics 😫

@madis.adore. 2 года назад

Em is an extraordinary, creative, beautiful artist. this song is going to be a big and fabulous hit and something special in a lot of people's hearts.

@lisastarrett2502 2 года назад

1,000% agree

@Imnotspecial0.0 2 года назад

@Oliver Cortez I think the video boost will not count for next week, but it will the week after so if it enter the top 30 next week without any boost then it is likely to go up to even the top 20 which is insane.

@Aurorab3an Месяц назад

“Like your hanging by a thread but you gotta survive” true worss

@wotomelon7641 2 года назад

This song is perfect. I randomly found it after listening to a different song I heard on a video. This song describes EXACTLY how I feel. I don't know how to explain but it does it for me. Gave me chills when I heard the lyrics.

@lilmrsyoutube222 2 года назад

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@sunsetrose3169 2 года назад

This song is the story of my life. I’m over it but I don’t wanna die. Just wanna be happy again

@yaboichipsahoy7638 2 года назад

I also want you and many others to be happy as well, keep your head up, and don't be afraid to reach out to a friend or anyone willing to listen

@Pixelnova_ 2 года назад

I’m trying to find happiness too. What’s helped me is trying to find some sense of purpose. How do you decide on that? It’s up to you but google / RU-vid could help

@sophie.901 2 года назад

I feel the same way, exactly. I truly hope that you find your true happiness in something soon. And if you can't, cry it out. Crying feels so good. I also understand if you can't cry. It is truly difficult sometimes. Feel better please

@sunsetrose3169 2 года назад

@@sophie.901 this is so sweet. Thank you. ❤️ I hope I can too and soon but I hope that you and whoever else feel this way be happy as well

@sunsetrose3169 2 года назад

@@cousinbull Thank you and it’s not cliché. I read my bible everyday and it gives you daily sermons on the app I use. It makes me smile and it makes me cry. I enjoy it. I know He is with me at all times and that’s what keeps me going

@lovinglele7706 2 года назад

Listen to this when you feel happy…. Listen to this when you feel sad…. Listen to this when you feel depressed…. Listen to this when you can’t find nothing good at all….. *This song speaks to the heart and soul of anyone who is listening to it!*

@annabellewatkins5440 2 года назад

Um...as a person with depression...um depression isn't a feeling. im sorry for saying that but it really gets my blood to boil when people say something like "I'm feeling depressed" a few days pass and they magically are better or something like that. And again im sorry for saying that. but other than that i agree with you😊

@monkeyboy6312 2 года назад

true

@aaawazaa 24 дня назад

"like you have empathy inside but you dont really care" "tired of trying to care when i dont" JESUS CHRIST WHY IS THAT SO TRUE, I FEEL LIKE I DONT ACTUALLY CARE WHEN SMTH BAD HAPPENS TO OTHER PEOPLE, BUT AT THE SAME I REALLY DO AND "like youre hanging by a thread, but you gotta survive, cuz you gotta survive" FR..

@iamcheesecake. Год назад

"Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die" Relatable: *101%*

@FilipinoPatriott Год назад

" Do you ever get a little bit tired of life, like your not really happy but you dont wanna die " I cant physically describe how relatable this is 😢 HOLY HECK HOW DID I GET SO MANY LIKES

@debbie5839 Год назад

Yeah

@Faithheartglr Год назад

i replay the ending so many times lol 2:27

@plumberhart2753 Год назад

❤️

@coquettexwony Год назад

ikr

@Birdalotl Год назад

IKR OMG

@phoenixrising1960 2 года назад

As someone with severe anxiety and depression, as well as other health issues, this song just really is amazing. I’ve always had the worst side effects with meds so the cart full of meds is pretty much my med cabinet. I have a service dog now as shes the only thing thats ever helped with anything, but you perfectly summed up how it can feel to just be there, with not really emotions but just trying to get through the days.

@Splintz246 2 года назад

I've told coworkers about that and I have had some people ask how is it possible to have both anxiety and depression and I said I don't know some days I feel manic and anxious other days I can't get out of bed you know. Also I have two cats and they are my world they help me feel like I'm alive

@Flowering_Azalea 2 года назад

@@Splintz246 anxiety and depression often go hand in hand actually, it's pretty common for someone who has one to develop the other if they don't already have it

@Splintz246 2 года назад

@@Flowering_Azalea I never used to know that

@Splintz246 2 года назад

@Mèchii sometimes I wonder if I have ADHD but I get what you mean My family used to say the same thing growing up You're just overreacting what do you have to be sad about or anxious about now they know why it'll be okay hun

@shinghaavanesa9505 2 года назад

I wish I can by meds to fight my depression like you. I always think that if I tell my parents about it I may burden them. So I am currently fighting my depression and anxiety alone.

@trylesta9668 Месяц назад

Now that I’m listening to this song again, I understand and it’s fantastic how one song can explain so much

@DixonCider1 2 года назад

I can really relate to this song. I've been depressed for most of my life and I'm only 29. I find happiness in some things, but I get that feeling that life is pointless and I've thought this since I was about 13. This song really captures my feelings. I hope that others that feel as I do, find a way to be happy.

@kristinwolf8355 2 года назад

Hang in there! Sending love ❤

@sunrayyourmom 2 года назад

No matter what life you lead, I think the most important thing is to have people around you who you can share your joys. I honestly feel the happiest when I am with my friends or family, not when I am doing whatever addiction I have

@DixonCider1 2 года назад

@@kristinwolf8355 thank you! Sending love back! ❤️

@DixonCider1 2 года назад

@@sunrayyourmom Yeah, my life isn't bad. I just have had mental illness for a long time, but I find joy in family and things I like to do. It helps, atleast for a bit. I am a recovering alcoholic and am now just taking it day by day, trying to live for the moment. I hope all is well with you and I appreciate your comment!

@cleonie9333 2 года назад

This sounds like I wrote it. I too, am 29. I overdosed on pain killers and sleeping pills not to end it all but just to not feel so dreadful all the time. I’ve been better since. Just don’t want to be that low ever again and that keeps me going.

@Outlawsrevenge1020 Год назад

I have PTSD and lack motivation, and damn it really does feel impossible sometimes to live and not just survive. This song really explains how I feel.

@kallandracampbell2105 Год назад

I have the exact same symptoms. Doesn't help that I moved to a new city an hour away from where I used to live, know no one here and my boyfriend waited until about 10 days after my move to break up with me, saying that it just "hit him" that the distance would be a factor. Ironically, I would be closer to him since he already lived further away from me...but I can see an excuse to get away from someone. So time to start all over but with what? I have no motivation.

@alexuswalker7366 Год назад

@@kallandracampbell2105literally same but I continued to be stupid and training a hour and a half or anywhere he wants to meet to be just a friend till I just broke my mind being depressed

@MarisaClardy Год назад

I feel you. I also have PTSD, and after my ex cheated on me, I've been basically clinging to anything that'll keep my head above water. Started seeing a therapist recently, and it was hard to explain how I feel suicidal, like, I'd be happy to die, but at the same time, I'm not actively trying to kill myself. Like... I'm just surviving. And damn it, I want to live. I want to stop feeling like just a part of me is out in the world.

@kallandracampbell2105 Год назад

@MarisaClardy I get that. They don't understand how badly some of us take loss and abandonment. Nor do they care. I am glad you started seeing a therapist, mine is the backbone of my support system.