Hello!! I know i know, it’s been a month basically since I posted a video and me sorry I have been sick and wasn’t able to posted anything and I’m sorry ! But I will now !!
What I gotta do, tteugeoun soni Neoreul chajado I cannot have it Neoege sondaeseon an dwae, jeoldae Hajiman ikkeulliji Nan apeulsurok neol wonhae Meomchwo jebal, meomchuji ma Meomchwo jebal, meomchuji ma (Ah) Neo ttaemune onmomi taolla Neo ttaemune simjangi mongmalla Like a fever, fever, fever, fever Neol ango sipeo Neol ango sipeo Mireonaedo nae ane taolla Jaega dwaedo bulkkochi pieona Like a fever, fever, fever Neol alko sipeo Neol alko sipeo
Ok short story time on how i become an engene First of all i wanna say thanks to my young aunt for showing me kpops i never knew they were things haha,and she showed me all of the kpop groups and bts caught my eye so firstly i became an army and then after that txt and after that enhypen in enhypen my first bias was niki,then heeseung and then jungwon now i am not a baby engene anymore i am a real engene and even heeseung is still mt bias to these days he loves making me to be on my knees he always makes me love him every day and ever week,years and thats how exactly heeseung stans feel too haha 😭😂
whats so funny is i only found out aboutt ephypen threw stray kids i would be lisening to stray kids and ephypen would randomly come on but i mean i aint complaining
Give me fever Give me fever 얼음 같은 눈 (그 붉은 눈빛) eol-eum gat-eun nun (geu bulg-eun nunbich) Breaking me in two (나를 흔들지) Breaking me in two (naleul heundeulji) 왕좌에 앉은 네 앞에 설 때 wangjwa-e anj-eun ne ap-e seol ttae 내 안에 타는 불길 (타는 불길) nae an-e taneun bulgil (taneun bulgil) What I gotta do? (뜨거운 손이) What I gotta do? (tteugeoun son-i) 너를 찾아도 (I cannot have it) neoleul chaj-ado (I cannot have it) 너에게 손대선 안 돼 절대 neoege sondaeseon an dwae jeoldae 하지만 이끌리지 (난 아플수록 널 원해) hajiman ikkeulliji (nan apeulsulog neol wonhae) 멈춰 제발 멈추지 마 meomchwo jebal meomchuji ma 멈춰 제발 멈추지 마 meomchwo jebal meomchuji ma 너 때문에 온몸이 타올라 neo ttaemun-e onmom-i taolla 너 때문에 심장이 목말라 neo ttaemun-e simjang-i mogmalla Like a fever, fever, fever, fever Like a fever, fever, fever, fever 널 안고 싶어 널 안고 싶어 neol ango sip-eo neol ango sip-eo 밀어내도 내 안에 타올라 mil-eonaedo nae an-e taolla 재가 돼도 불꽃이 피어나 jaega dwaedo bulkkoch-i pieona Like a fever, fever, fever Like a fever, fever, fever 널 알고 싶어 널 알고 싶어 neol algo sip-eo neol algo sip-eo Don't stop (stop) Don't stop (stop) 그래 all day, all day, 태워줘 geulae all day, all day, taewojwo Please stop (stop) Please stop (stop) 나의 태양이여 그만 baby, oh baby (ooh) naui taeyang-iyeo geuman baby, oh baby (ooh) 이런 날 어떻게 좀 해줘 어떻게 좀 날 ileon nal eotteohge jom haejwo eotteohge jom nal 날 놓아줘 날 안아줘 nal noh-ajwo nal an-ajwo 날 놓아줘 날 안아줘 nal noh-ajwo nal an-ajwo 너 때문에 온몸이 타올라 neo ttaemun-e onmom-i taolla 너 때문에 심장이 목말라 neo ttaemun-e simjang-i mogmalla Like a fever, fever, fever, fever Like a fever, fever, fever, fever 널 안고 싶어 널 안고 싶어 neol ango sip-eo neol ango sip-eo 밀어내도 내 안에 타올라 mil-eonaedo nae an-e taolla 재가 돼도 불꽃이 피어나 jaega dwaedo bulkkoch-i pieona Like a fever, fever, fever Like a fever, fever, fever 널 알고 싶어 널 알고 싶어 neol algo sip-eo neol algo sip-eo 너 때문에 온몸이 타올라 neo ttaemun-e onmom-i taolla 너 때문에 심장이 목말라 neo ttaemun-e simjang-i mogmalla Like a fеver, fever, fеver, fever Like a fever, fever, fever, fever 널 안고 싶어 널 안고 싶어 neol ango sip-eo neol ango sip-eo 밀어내도 내 안에 타올라 mil-eonaedo nae an-e taolla 재가 돼도 불꽃이 피어나 jaega dwaedo bulkkoch-i pieona Like a fever, fever, fever Like a fever, fever, fever 널 알고 싶어 널 알고 싶어 neol algo sip-eo neol algo sip-eo
I really am so sorry for replying late, truth is i was trying so hard to consider if i should tell you this or not - but, you really are the only person i could tell. usually I wouldn’t vent, i feel ick afterwards, but i seriously do need to say it, especially to you, you’re like, the most important person in my life right now… it’s kind of funny…considering how i have never ever seen you before. i probably shouldn’t be saying this, but i really need to. im sorry for everything I have ever done, I really am. I apologize so much, and I really do appreciate you, but I can’t take much anymore. im sorry I couldn’t help it. this is gonna sound so fucking dumb..? but. I truly feel like giving up. its all getting to my head, and it’s tiring. i wanna run away, but I don’t have a plan…or atleast yet. I feel so terrible and abused everyday, I crave love. but I can’t even gain that. I wanna feel better, but I can’t even have that. im trying so hard, really. but it just feels terrible, you know…? im trying so so so hard, I really wanna stay with you. I even find myself acting pathetic, how my only best friend is…you. and we haven’t met. but im gaining realization that I can’t do anything about it. i want you to know you literally meant everything to me. i wanted you to feel happy and loved - but sometimes…i feel like i failed. i feel so bad while writing this im acting like a fucking attention seeker. but i want you to know, if i ever leave. im trying not to, but I can’t handle some of these things in my head, I just can’t. everything just feels like my fault. I don’t understand, why can’t my problems be fixed, but others can? this entire life is a big joke. it’s not even about her, it’s just …my entire life in general. I can’t accept anything. there’s something wrong for me, and I get it when they say “you need to seek help” I tried, I REALLY DID TRY. but I felt terrible, considering how I made 2 cry. and, they told my mom everything. everything I said. and she called me “fucking insane” and “emo” … it hurts, knowing im stuck with her. the thing is…I’ve told the authorities a couple days ago I did not want to stay with her, and luckily I got an application and form since her record is bad, and has drugs and substance abuse on there. but im scared. I don’t wanna be alone.i wanna run away from everything. it gets stronger and stronger everyday. im terrified of being alone. how would I deal with such cold nights? are there any centers for me to stay at..? my head is such a blur. i wanna die, or kill everyone who ever once made me feel terrible. i guess this life wasn’t meant to be, it was meant to be involved in a death…apparently. i just wanna slit my wrists and thigh wide open. but…I don’t appreciate pain. if I do stop replying however, know one or the other happened. I either managed to leave everyone’s sight near me, or… im either successfully dead. i love you, I appreciate everything you ever did for me. if I do leave, I will of course reply. but the course would have to be within a couple weeks. im unsure if you’d wait that long for someone, like me. i really do love you, but i guess nothing ever lasts forever. i want you to know how appreciated i am to have ever meet you. im so fucking proud of you for everything you have ever done. everything you do is worth being proud of. you deserve whatever you want. you deserve much more, than anyone. you deserve the entire universe. and i hope, after all of this. you could still be happy, without me. I’ll be glad to see you smile, and please don’t be like me. don’t do anything i ever did, we’d both end up dying with regret…and I don’t want that to ever happen to you. I literally love you so much, I can’t explain how much I do. But I love you. i hope you could feel better about everything. i really do wanna embrace you, as-well. it would be nice. but i have to say bye for now. uhm, if you do respond…i will read it. I’ll inform you within the next week everything that ever happened. im so sorry if i scared you, but I can’t escape from this gaping hole. im such an awful person, and I FUCKING HATE MYSELF. i deserve the worst death possible. im so damn scared of loosing you, I really wanted to protect you from everything that ever hurted you and made you feel like…the bare minimum. you were never ever useless, you were never meant to be showered with such shitty stuff, as well as being overworked like that… I can’t say how much I loved you. I love you so much, and I want you to know whenever you’re feeling bad, that you deserved everything. I always appreciated that. and I always wanted you to know how much you meant to me. heihei, or - my love, you meant everything. absolutely everything. I looked up to you, I thought u were so cool, honestly. and you really are, your a walking goddess sent down on earth, your so pretty, kind, beautiful, handsome, smart, funny, amazing, kind, and…I wish I could show you. i love you, heihei. and I hope, we could meet again.
Can you send me the link for the same thing a while now and we are the only ones that are the only ones that are the only ones that are the link for the to the house and then I'll be home in a bit I think I have
