escape everything (sleep playlist) 

I have lost myself along the way. Thats it, I have just completely lost myself. I end every night thinking to myself "I'll do better, I'll change, I'll try!" I Imagine what I can do different in my day to day life, and it's good changes, it could literally help me do well. instead I'm stuck, I continue drink by myself drunk, thinking it helps with my sleep, I continue to long for days that are far gone already. Lost in the past that'll never come back. I continue chasing a feeling of youth and innoncence that's lost forever, and I continue ending my nights by saying "I'll do better....tomorrow. " As I'm writing this. Its another night of few beers and music like this. Typically how I end my nights. Man, as good at it is, it fucking sucks sometimes. To whoever may read this. I hope you're doing well, and just like anybody else, you deserve to be the happiest you can be, today and tomorrow. In literally every single day, that comes your way. I believe in you. I have to believe in you.

8AM - Wake up 12 PM - Work 8 PM - Come home, soul feeling heavier than when I clocked in 10 PM - Listen to similar tracks to this one (it will never fix my emptiness) Repeat × 10⁹⁹

Im just gonna leave this here so someone knows about it... but life truly is unfair, i am from a country where living is surviving, salaries are so low and the cost of living is so high, and since i was a kid i saw how hard my parents were sacrificing and workings just for us to get a decent life, i remember how pretty my mom used to look...she would go on pages and look up dresses and makeup that she couldn't afford, and i think to myself its okayy, i will study and work hard, get a job and buy it all for her, she'd smile and tell me she cant wait for us to travel and go around the world together .Ever since i was a child i never wanted this life, never have i ever felt any connection to it, having adhd can also be the reason why i feel like am staring at the whole world moving while am standing still unable to understand it, but for me, that was a reason to keep going...it was the nearest i had to a dream, buy my mom all she wants, get her to acc live outside of that home, outside of that filthy city, i want her to live the real life to travel and eat at expensive restaurants.. and have all the fun in the world, and now its my last year in highschool, everything i ever dreamt of can only be possible if i get an insanely high grade this year, and i know you may think that thats quite a hopeful thing, i though so as well, but then adhd, it doesn't help, i put an indescribable amount of work, and get nothing in return, and slowly life started to feel more and more Dark and... Empty.. because when i turned and looked at my mom, she was a hopelss middle aged lady that is no longer interested in make up, or dresses or anythings really, when i spoke with her she said she felt her life was meaningless, she was a stay at home mom who nearly even left the house she watched her dreams that were too big and too crazy die slowly as she realised that thats it for her, her age is gone and so is her will to enjoy the life she once believed she'd get, and me.... I still have a very very long road to go untill the day that i can even buy her a coffe, will she still be there, will she still want it? Will her health allow it? Will the days?... I don't know.. It seems all blurry and meaningless to me as well, knowing the only way i can make it is by doing it for me, because i may just never be able to do it for them, but that, giving up that, will mean im left in this world with absolutely nothing, no dreams, no ambitions, and not even a will to go on.. . But i look at her and i see how faded she is, it breaks my heart a thousand times and i sleep everyday grieving the pretty loud fun lady she once was, the pretty, loud, fun lady she will never be again..

dislocated both my shoulders, i've been feeling depressed during the whole summer and i'm still sad but this type of music really helps me to relax and escape reality.

I really needed this. It's christmas eve, my horrible toxic "family" is throwing out the only frozen food my mother n i have in their fridge (we aren't allowed to use it, if we do it's cause we sneak in like some frozen meat). We're getting threatned to be kicked out again, it happens like weekly but somehow it hurts this Christmas eve. I feel over stimulated cause now their just playing the tv loud asf, talking about us loud asf n then the neighbours are playing loud christmas music so I feel frustrated n tired. I was listening to rain music but it didnt help this time and i saw this so i figured, i'd give it a try to sleep or zone out the noise. It does help, i feel a lot calmer and i'm reading a bit to fall asleep faster.

I noticed a lot of people feel so empty. And it sucks that we have to go through things like this. I genuinely have no idea how people are able to live super happily and live their life fully without feeling so empty all the time. I’m pretty sure everyone might have felt empty at least once or even for a second. But reading through the comments is kind of therapeutic in a way to me. I can see that there are other people who feel that way and are struggling like I am. At least I’m not alone in feeling that way. I wanted to listen to this and sleep, see if I have enough energy to get up and try again. I think I’ll start with cleaning my room. I’ve neglected so many things because of how I feel that it’s all the same and there is no purpose. I saw a comment listing their daily routine. I realized we all have something that gets in the way of exploring something that might make us happy. Like school or work. Or maybe it’s a financial situation or a family situation. I think even though none of us can be there for each other physically to help, we at least know we’re not alone in suffering. I hope you all are doing ok, I’ll try to get some sleep. Keep going, we’ll make it somehow, if we don’t it’s ok, at least we tried.

Only thing that can relax me to sleep are these types of vids. Im existing day by day anymore. No more alive than i was yesterday. Not depressed, not sad, no lost, just floating a drift with no direction or need of direction. May the winds of fate blow my physical vessel where wanted. In sentence without I or me all of you and them. An ocean of never ending direction and possibility of intimidating size. Motivation-less progress of indeterminate function or purpose. Hollow meanings and reasons made to sweeten bitter truths, lies made into beliefs forced into truths. Unwanted but needed change held back by fear and anger toward the unknown of peace through turmoil. Creativity silenced by greed and resentment transformed into complacency and intolerance. A world idea of “why be you when you can be me” or “that’s not you this is.” Idk im dumb AF. Wanna do a self uninstall sometimes.

10/10 had one of the best cries while contemplating

10 am- wake up 11- watch my little sister 12- study 12:30- clean 1-get ready for work 1:30- walk to work 9:30/10 pm- get home 1am- still haven’t been able to sleep yet… 1:30 ish- fall asleep Repeat Repeat Repeat again. And again. And again. Every day besides 1 out of the week. I feel empty. And I know people have said that on here a lot. But not empty like a soda bottle empty like an endless hole at the bottom of the ocean. Nobody knows what’s going on in there. There could be something… but then again nobody knows for sure. Btw im just some 18 year old girl that got thrown into life too early…

Believe me or not if you are here and listening to these kinds of music then definitely you are totally different from others. And everything will be ok don't worry ❤️❤️

Finally, a playlist giving me that refresh. I have been stuck studying with lofi, not knowing that i will be far off better with playlists like this. Thank you for this.

in the buzzed day of endless thoughts , these kinds of music at empty and dark nights is the only comfort i seek for even if i dont fall asleep fasteri keep listeing to these to find ease at mind

i feel lonely but it’s nice to know you guys are out there and i’m not the only one feeling…blue, we will be okay, don’t worry.

I...I just.....I just want too😢😢😢😢.....i just want the pain to stop in my heart-i just eant to really want to get away from all the world drama and just live alone with not hurting anymore i just want to feel like im living but feel like im hurting myself in the process of craziness in my mind i swallow myself pain,agony,suffering,hurt i just want it to end so badly that i can finally have peace within myself

To all of you who feel loneliness like i do and many others: Deep down life is only excisting but with love we can create meaning to it.

My sleep has become very important to me due to just how much it effects my day and how i function so im grateful for this playlist being able to calm me to the point of sleep.

This gives me the vibes so much I can’t even explain it this just make me fell less broken less heartless less sad less depressed less emptiness less anxiety I kinda of feel a lil type whole again like I’m forgetting just for a second what I went through and how I feel like I’m on my last peace from letting go of me and everything else like I’m to the point I just don’t even care anymore I just want to stop my cries like I cry everyday all day but as of 2023 I just have to live with the unfair life I live in I’m so weak I can’t even cry anymore just in my head I feel hopeless stuck I feel like I’m missing out on like or something I have dreams and I feel like I’m not allowed to dream I feel nothing bm will get better we’ll I know my broken heart won’t be fixed my heart is just dead I don’t feel any more I sometimes think to myself and say why me why me but I realize that’s the wrong thing to do I’m going thrift Through this for a reason but it’s all love and Gil bless live life to the fullest go up peace

He is everything to me. And I messed it up just because of my mental health. His laugh is adorable, his eyes are as blue and deep like the ocean, his brown hair that he fluffs up funny always makes me smile, and his personality is the highlight of it all. And I fumbled him, because I was merely “depressed”? My loses will forever ring in my brain and in my heart. I don’t think I’ll ever win him back again, and it’s all my fault. But it’s okay though, I’ve found peace in self solitude.

Story time - Part 1 - “Why are you never at home?” asked grandpa. The grandson sighed, looked at his feet, took a deep breath, and said “Your grandson is scared of how much more damage he'll cause if he does. He's scared half to death. He's scared beyond what the human mind could ever imagine. So much so that he decides to keep it all to himself, because he's scared he'll affect others if he does. Scared that people will worry about him. Because your grandson doesn't like people worrying about him. He gets unsettled by the thought of people thinking that he's helpless. Because the truth is, he kind of is, and he knows it. He likes being told what to do, because he can't do things on his own. But he doesn't tell people that, because he doesn't want to show them his true self. His weak, sad, helpless, emotional, shaken, shattered, trembling, fake, weird, true self. So he keeps to himself. He says he's "fine, good, happy, well, okay, tired, alright" because he's scared. He's not scared of you. For he is only scared of himself.” Grandpa stood there, shocked, by what he just heard. The grandson looked up at his grandpa with tears slowly making their way down his face. Seconds past, and yet no movement had been made. They stood there in silence for about 30 seconds, until grandpa went to give his grandson a hug. The grandson pushed away as his grandpa went to wrap his arms around him. “Everything I touch turns to shit” said the grandson. Tears started falling from his grandpa’s face, as the grandson walked away. The grandson went to his room, locked the door, turned off the lights, and lied in his bed. The next morning, his grandpa went to wake the grandson up, but the grandson wasn’t in his room. The grandpa looked everywhere, yet there was no sign of his grandson. He went to look in his room once more, and saw a note. The note read (I don’t know when I’ll see you again, but I love you. I’m running away, and not coming back. The time that you see this note, it’ll be too late. There is no point in looking for someone that doesn’t want to be found.) The grandpa broke down in tears, and didn’t know what to do. He wanted to look for his grandson, but he never did. He never went looking for him, but he waited for his grandson to come back home. Part 2 - Every night, he would make dinner for him and his grandson. He knew that his grandson wouldn’t be there for breakfast, lunch, or dinner, but he still made food for the both of them. Years passed, and still no sign of his grandson. He would pray before every meal he had, no matter the meal. He would shed a tear, every time he prayed. And he would read the note his grandson wrote, after every prayer. He began to think that his grandson wasn’t lying when he said he wasn’t coming back. One day, on a Thursday morning, at exactly 9:17 AM, when he woke up, he smelled something cooking. Bacon, to be exact. He quickly got out of bed and left his room. He walked downstairs, and tears instantly started falling from his eyes. He couldn’t believe his eyes. After all these years, his automatic bacon maker started working. His grandson was also there, but he wasn’t as excited to see him as he was to see his bacon maker working. (This is a joke, he didn’t care about the automatic bacon maker) His grandson ran up the stairs and gave him the biggest hug he had ever gotten. He was sobbing on his grandson’s shoulder, and they almost fell down the stairs. After laughing about almost falling down the stairs, they ended up falling down the stairs. Then they started contemplating life, and why stairs were created. His grandson started crying after remembering the goldfish he had when he was 9 died because it drowned. Or so he thought.. He told his grandson the truth about the goldfish. Although he didn’t want to, he thought it was time that he told his grandson the truth. His grandson started dying of laughter after his grandfather told him that the goldfish had testicular cancer. He slapped his grandson across the face and told him that testicular cancer is a big deal. His grandson got quiet and then apologized.

there is no escaping everything. at the end of the day... you can never get away, from yourself.

my world was black and white u were the color i changed everything for u u were healing me but as u left the colors left my freedom left peoples trust left all gone from me i have to start healing once again from scratch but this time i wanna give up but i am staying strong for my siblings not for anyone else anymore...

12 PM : wake up 12:25 PM : stare at the ceiling 1 PM: mum comes home 2 PM : eat 4 PM: watch videos 6 PM : eat 6:30 PM : watch my mum leave again 7 PM : feel bored 10 PM : mum comes home (sometimes she doesn’t) 10:15 PM : watch videos 2 AM : follow mum’s instructions (if she’s home) 3 AM : watch videos 5 AM : sleep no questions asked.

Your perfect your eyes your smile your nose your hair your taste in clothing your body your personality your humor your voice your smart intelligent you perfect

LOVE this playlist, well except the one with the phone ring tone... omg I was super relaxed and then a phone starts ringing!! Who the f** is this?!!! Oh, never mind... it's the song... 🙈🙊🙉

Sweet release from all problems ☕️

I'm introvert 42 years old male... I have a real dream and want so badly escape my reality city life my toxic relationship...I want to move out to the country side... To the forest by the lake ...have little cabin...live there...I don't need anything else...no credit cards, no payments...no luxury ..no people's drama..all I need is simplicity... simple car... rustic atmospheric vibe...be present with nature...feel gentle breeze in my face... tranquility and pacification vibe... grilling fresh meats and vegetables on the open fire by the silent lake... Finally feeling life... feeling fresh start in my life... Absolutely no negativity nor negative people in my life...its just you and your True friend buddy German shepherd dog and ultimate freedom forever 😃👍🏼✨🙌🍃🌾🍄☘️🌿🌱🍀⛰️🏞️

It touched my soul at minute 29

My boyfriend just got diagnosed with cancer in 3 places And I’m so afraid to fall asleep because I the thought of me being able to sleep in my bed and he has to be in hospital I’m a mess these days, I don’t know what to do anymore

Otro día más, con estas playlists de fondo, intentando no renunciar.

37:28 ❤ Oh my heart!

Omfg I have this playing on my projector just as background and the phone dial scared the shit out of me😭😭

Great playlist thank you✌️

Life is like a cycle you can't find away to get through it

Would love to escape 🖤

It's 2024 now.. My first new year alone. And well i've never felt such peace before

7:30 wake up 8:00 go to school 4:00 work 11:00 come home 11:10 shower and eat 12:00 sleep Repeat Repeat Repeat

Oh I love a sleep mediatations thank you.

Thank you, for this calming paradise it really helps 🙂

О май гад...я слушала это чтобы уснуть и в 50:47 я капец как испугалась Так как лежал телефон экраном вниз и я подумала что и вправда набирается номер чей-то у меня на тел😂😅

Someone asked me: -Why do you always seem to be dreaming? I say: I never was awake to begin with.

The phone thing scared the hell out of me after I fell asleep... this one is not for me

Amazing ❤

Goodnight ❤

Tô tão cansada de tentar, as vezes só quero deitar e dormir pra sempre, e parar de me cobrar tanto. Quando eu deito na cama eu tenho esperança que essa dor acabe mas nunca acaba só piora, já fiz de tudo pra me fazer sentir bem mas nada funcionou, talvez eu tenha que ficar parada e só aceitar a realidade? Eu realmente não sei da onde que vem tanta esperança, mesmo assim não tem nenhum dia eu que eu pense em desistir, pense em morrer.. mas tudo oque eu queria na verdade é entender esse medo que eu tenho.. medo de tudo. Eu simplesmente tô exausta de tanto problema e ficar procurando a raiz de cada um pra que eu possa resolver, eu tento lutar por mim.. mas as pessoas em que eu convivo só me faz sentir cada fez mais morta por dentro. É tão difícil ..

Как же иногда хочеться раствориться и просто плыть по течению ветра...

Sit me down after a few drinks and ask what’s really on my mind I guarantee you that’s a conversation you’re not ready for

wonderful..

What track starts at about 10 minutes in? With the wolf howl? I'd love an hour of just that!

23:00 mins sampled for a bones song would be insane

El cobarde siempre corre!!! el Valiente lucha sea lo que sea!!! Trabajo lo que sea., pero eso es para Valientes no para Cobardes., (disculpa por si escribí mal alguna palabra)., disfruta tú noche bebe❤

If someone knows, please tell me what is the name of the music at 2:28:25 .... thanks!!❤😊

Where i can find this tracks there some Im in love

GOOD record.....

Why you trollin us with ringtones fam, it could have been so good.

I read in the comments that theres a ringtone. Anyone know where? Id like warning

Ok, I don’t know what the heck whatever subliminal messaging this playlist is on. I fell asleep on another video and I had dream where I was escaping several rigged scenarios. I managed to wake up on what I assumed was the last scenario of my dream and I was halfway through this video when I did. I had no idea this video existed up until I woke up today and whatever is hidden in the sound waves of this playlist, it is somehow working. 😐

Вашы видосы очен крутые❤

We need that time stamp

Thursday, October 31st. The city streets are crowded for the holiday. Even with the rain. Hidden in the chaos is the element, waiting to strike like snakes. And I'm there too. Watching. 2 years of nights have turned me into a nocturnal animal. I must choose my targets carefully. It's a big city. I can't be everywhere. But they don't know where I am. We have a signal now, for when I'm needed. When that light hits the sky, it's not just a call- it's a warning. To them. Fear is a tool. They think I'm hiding in the shadows. But I AM the shadows. I wish I could say I'm making a difference, but I don't know. Murder, robberies, assault- 2 years later, they're all up. And now this. This city's eating itself. Maybe it can't be saved, but i have to try. PUSH MYSELF. These nights all roll together in a rush, Behind the mask. Sometimes in the morning i have to force myself to remember everything that happened.

What’s the name of the first song?

Why do I get to live when I’ve taken that ability away from others

подскажите эту музыку можно использовать в стримах?

Sometimes i wanna. Travel alone, to Asian, or to a Noric European country and escape everything.

only 2 more years til I can finally move out and away from all this bs

51mins in is the single worst possible thing to put into a long-form relaxation vid. A fucking phone ringing-

nice

New Epic Beautifully Amazing ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

How do I escape the 15 seconds ad ?

Empty

Good nite moon

Girl is stalking me and stopping songs ‼️

Whats the original song starting at 11:04 ? Please

if anyone know the first song

I know God will direct me in the right path. I can feel the times are coming close and things may be hard but they can always be worse. It’ll be ok. Sometimes what we initially wanted isn’t what we actually need. God makes no mistake in anything toward guiding us in the right direction. We have to pick ourselves back up when we fall and begin again. It’s challenging but possible. You’re not alone. Ever.

Fourth comment 🏆🥇+🥉

what is the song at 22:29? pls..

1:52:57

what is the song at 1:48:00

1:00:00

1:00 00

What is the song at 43:20 ?

what song name is 26:30

yeah i hate the ring tone or like notifs sounds it ruins everything

hi

8:42 pls original name sound

what's the name of the song at 28:55

2:23:29

I'm so tired of living, but if I end it right now, I'll ruin everything. My parents hard earned money, all that spent and wasted on a stupid casket and flowers.

Estoy cansado jefe

Does anyone know the first music? Please

😌🐈‍⬛

Pls no more ring tone

13:14 ...

escape everything except ads

Timestamps??

Divya i love you❤️

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Get your trash ends tied up.. TROLL IS STALKING ME AND STOPPING SONGS‼️‼️

TROLL IS STOPPING MY SONGS‼️‼️

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