💘Lyrics: Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him All of my diamonds are drippin' on him I met him at the bar, it was twelve or somethin' I ordered two more wines, 'cause tonight I want him A little context if you care to listen I find myself in this shit position The man that I love sat me down last night And he told me that it's over, dumb decision And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin' Fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin' And I'm out on the town with a simple mission In my little black dress and that shit is sittin' Just a heart broke bitch High heels six inch In the back of the nightclub, sipping champagne I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with In the back of the taxi sniffing cocaine Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex I was looking for a man who was on the same page Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night Doctor, doctor, anything, please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me Take this pain away You're asking me my symptoms, doctor I don't wanna feel Toke this joint how I'm blowing this steam Back to my ways like 2019 Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty Last night really was the cherry on the cake Been some dark days lately and I'm findin' it cripplin' Excuse my state I'm as high as your hopes that you'll make it on my bed Get me hot and sizzlin' If I take a step back to see the glass half full At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in And I'm already actin' like a dick Know what I mean? So you might as well stick it in Just a heart broke bitch High heels six inch In the back of the nightclub, sipping champagne I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with In the back of the taxi sniffing cocaine Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex I was looking for a man who was on the same page Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night Doctor, doctor, anything, please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me Take this pain away You're asking me my symptoms, doctor I don't wanna feel (what?) 'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night I don't wanna feel like I felt last night Be at peace with the things you can't change I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don't feel no way Toast up, so what, street small but it go both ways So, you'll run, but you'll never escape Sunset in the maze (You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel) I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh Doctor, doctor, anything, please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me You're asking me my symptoms, doctor I don't wanna feel I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night Hiding, hiding, how I feel last night Lipstick smudged like modern art I don't know where the fuck I am Or who's driving the fucking car Speeding down the highway sippin' Mixing pills with the liquor 'Cause fuck these feelings I left everyone I love on read (uh-uh) Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh-uh) I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret (uh-uh) Other than this 4/4 kick drum poundin' in my head (hm)
