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song : everything goes on by Porter Robinson
making this video was hard.
when the news hit, i couldnt even draw like the others, making beautiful tributes. after a while i started making this.
honestly, this might be one of the fastest times i've worked on an animatic. i finished most of them in a month. but why 3 months later then i just posted?
2 scenes were especially hard to finish. the scene with the voices, and his final goodbye. i just couldn't bring myself to draw them, even though i know exactly how i want the scene to look. it feels like i haven't accepted that he's gone, and that finishing this video means i finally come at terms with that painful fact.
but today, october 4th, i finally finished the last two frames. which was the dialogue techno said. i put them in the video, and cried. i cried all during playing the video again for a final check. he means so much to me, he got me through some really bad days, and everything about him from his humor, his way of talking, i miss them. sometimes, i even got thoughts of "oh i wonder when is the next techno upload" since he always has this long gaps of uploading, then it hit me again and not rare i cried again.
but i think it's okay to cry over him, that has changed so much of people's lives for the better. he's in a better place now, with no more pain.
i miss technoblade. i will continue to make art of him, of his dsmp character, because he's one of the most passionate cc about his story and character, he loves doing it and i want his character and story living on.
technoblade never dies in our hearts.
30 сен 2024
