If I don‘t exist, if there is no one, how can you say that I am this. Who is the I am that is this? I understand it‘s because of the language… However I seem to still be stuck with no self. To my mind it sounds like there is this and there is the one that doesn‘t exist - it‘s like the mind hearing „no self“ and thinking „there is a no self“. I understand there is just this „happening“ still there seems to be this distance to it, life seemingly viewed from this subtle no self. This has the taste of soulless emptiness…
No time, space, dimension or cause and effect. It’s empty and full. Nothing being everything which is no thing and can’t be known or grasped. Nothing to understand intellectually. This is an energetic recognition that there never has been an I. It was just a dream that didn’t happen. This is timeless and eternal, formless, boundless and free. Already free. Whatever is appearing is freedom already. No individual “I am” but this as wholeness- IS whatever is appearing to happen immediately (which is just an appearance). No separation. One boundless energy appearing as bodies, chairs, a cup of tea…..
