My pain is constant and sharp, and I do not hope for a better world for anyone. In fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape. But even after admitting this, there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me, and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself.
My friend please... Grant me a power... *A̷͙̼̾́̍͐̿̋̾̃͛̏̿̆͠͝n̴̡̡̧̪͙͙͇̻̥̻̖̫̝͓͂̑͆̆̽̚ͅ ̶̛̛̯̪͍̪̜̹͎͕̍̄͂̿̄̄͝ͅA̵͉̗̓̇̏̀̄̔̈͂̽̈́͝w̵̡̙͇͉̻̪̼̼͚̙̯̆͑̿̐̅̎́a̷̧̜̗̝̭̣̙͚̗͇͂̈́̏͑̂͑̒̽̐̒̆̒͝͠k̴̢̠͔͓͈̺̤͖͖̉e̵̡͓͈̻̰̞̯̪̟͇̺̪͈̾͗̾̎n̶̡̨̹̲̞̿̔̋͋̏̒͋͒̚į̸͓̥̫̮͈̦͉̲̯̰̣͎͎̉͑̿̈ń̵̡̟͎̮͙͔̲̎͆̒̔͑̔͋͂̎̌́͛̚̚g̵̢͙̳͍͙̠̺̬̟͒̓̔̓̋̀̒̓̓̍͐́͆͑̿*̶̡̦̲͉͓̺̭̱̗͛͗͜* .
Never! This world shouldn't exist! All it ever does was inflicting pain to other which birth evil into the world and that lead it to an endless loop of cycle.