If this didnt touch you then I'm sorry you're not human! My lord she was def DMX other half. Embracing his fiance like that was real & grown!! S.I.P DMX!!❤❤🙏😥
Yeah and you see at his funeral when she was talking she said she had spoken with him 6 days before he passed and she said he was talking then he was not in the world he was of rhe world and she said she was trying to talk to him about the kids and he kept repeating himself to her until she said ok Earl and she said he knew he was dying he was tired he kept talking about it in there conversations and i think as for the fiance you say you guys were so close why didn't you know he was tired and giving up one i don't think again that X had those type of conversations with her because he knew she wouldn't understand him and the only reason Tashera understood is because they have known each other pretty much all their lives and she knew him very well and so when passed away Tashera already knew because of their talks and the fiance had no clue that's why his death is so devastating to her not to say that she shouldn't be hurt because she should but it caught her off guard she wasn't expecting this in a million years as with Tashera she always said because he was going through his ruff periods with drugs not saying that's why or how he passed away but back a while ago she and his family said they were waiting but not wanting to get the call he was dead and believe it or not when you have a insight on situations it doesn't lessen the hurt but you except the outcome because and learn to live with it no matter the hurt because opens your eyes to things but its up to you to see and hear his calling and i do believe he gave signs to the fiance but she wasn't paying attention so she didn't expect this she didn't see it coming now she is left to pick her life up and she gonna as sad as this may seem need to as soon as possible not telling her not to grieve but she has got to put her big girl panties on because she has a big roll to play mommy and daddy and unfortunately thats the cold reality of this situation that baby boy needs her now more than ever and children mimic what they see if he continues to see her sad and shut down all the time its gonna affect him children should be learning and having fun and have fun doing it he is to young to fully understand he will never see his dad again so she has to get herself together mentally because she has much work to do and only she can do it for herself no one can pick her up off the ground of being depressed about X passing but God and her X knew his Bible she needs to start there God will give her the peace that surpasses all understanding she needs to ask for it and in closing you Tashera has that peace she is hurting i know but she can't let his passing break her she has 4 children that need her she is now their mom and dad RIH EARL DMX SIMMONS
His ex-wife went thru a lot with DMX and she loved him for the good and bad. May God be with her. She knew him before the world and before he was rich.God Bless you Tashera!
She exemplifies what it means when people say their wedding vows. She lived the words in good and in bad in sickness and in health till death do us part she did that. Good honorable people like her are hard to find, may Allah give her the strength and peace to carry on.
She had to divorce him he was spiraling on drugs and running around with women and got multiple women pregnant at the same time toward the end of their marriage she has four kids with him and he had 6 kids on her by the time they divorced ..he has a total of 17 kids... she put up with a lot because she knew the history of his childhood and he brokenness but she couldn’t deal with it after a point 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽😐
That was very respectful of Tashera. I applaud Desi for not being a clout chaser and loving him unconditionally. She deserved the honor that Tashera gave her. EVERY BIT
Tashera deserves mad respect. She’s not one of those that wants to start a war about the ex and the current that we have made the toxic narrative. She also is more than likely the reason why we had X for as long as we did. God bless her and all of his family and friends.
Yeah but she divorced him so it's easier for her to embrace his fiancee...she was done with his treatment of her...but had this woman broke up her home it may have went a little differently
@@helena3631 you ain’t never lied story of my life till I got tired of taking on others pain and dysfunction I always felt like why the broken ones attract to me so much and I feel her it’s extremely hard dealing with and loving someone with a drug addiction I’ve been there
Only Grown Women Know How To Handle Difficult Situation & Come Back Strong💚 My. God🙏 Tashera I've alway's admire you when I met you sharing your story about your journey, first love & family❤ I'm Sending you all Great Bigggg Hugggs🌷🌷🌷Y'all here's a true story. I'm a oldhead Lawd, these kids moved next door with a mother whom allowed these teens to-do whatever!!!!!!!!! They said they were apart of the bloods..boi they boil my blood!!! They're so Disrespectful, I called the police all the time on them.... Thank God when I'd called the Police situations were handle properly🙏 We where going at it!! I'm telling you it would be about 30 kids smoking weed had my backroom smelling like weed oh they were Disrespectful it got to the point I was ready to Whoop some butt!!! Lord forgive me🙏 but the devil was creeping in my thoughts, so I told them not to sit on my steps!! What did the little blood do sit on my steps, ok now, we have top steps & bottom steps we share our bottom steps to enter our property, the rest of the little bloods were sitting on the bottom steps, so I told the little blood didn't I tell you to get off my steps, he said MS. I'm just doing my homework😳 I said well you can do your work over there!!! Paid me know mind😡 so I thought it was time to wash my property I got me a bucket of water open the door his butt moved then. When they wore red I wore blue I was 😡 so you know none of the little bloods went to school they tried to sell drugs in the back of my house..Nope not on my watch... they partied all night in & outside of the house I had to wake-up for work I was tire of them when they slept I would BLAST DMX music like his lyrics was rough and so true to your The Soul & when Earl Prayed it was POWERFUL🙏❤ like his lyrics & beats of his music with that rough sound would sooth my nerves and knowing you just have to Pray more & watch how God works🙏❤
Tashera is one hell of a woman, beautiful inside and out, inspirational, God-fearing, and she left me speechless. God bless his children, Tashera and Desiree!
I had the pleasure of meeting Tashera and let me say. This woman is as beautiful inside as outside. Very humble sweet woman. And she truly loved DMX. No matter what she went through.
This is one the deepest eulogy of any famous black celebs of my generation (1976). This sista really loved and respected DMX, inspite of his life and the decisions he made.
I love love the eulogy, eloquent, revealing, real, unconditional, respectful, understanding with forgiveness, but strong, the way many of us females shouldn't let others distract us in our care for our mates Well said my Sister, Well Said !
The ex wife bringing up the new fiancée will never be a easy thing to do for people but this woman here just shows example after example why someone like DMX chose her to be in his life. Vise versa. Both of them knew their purpose in one another’s life and it was deeper than just being in a relationship. I have immense respect for Tashera
To have a woman, ex-wife, for that matter, speak so well of you in death, is legendary 🙌🏾. DMX definitely had something special. RIP man. Thank you Tashera Simmons. Thank you!!!
DMX inspired his ex wife to become a Christian from a Muslim. Amazing. He is a fisherman of men. He loved his grandma and she taught him about Jesus. #RIPDMX You will be in paradise. You are 1 of God's chosen... Jesus you are the way.
You're absolutely right! Its It's called being a grown ass woman and that she showed. When you're really a grown woman you have no time for the Phuchery! I commend her, she was the one there through everything. !
Tashera was what DMX needed in his life, real unconditional love, someone who was willing to walk his journey no matter what, she was definitely God sent
One thing I always liked about Tashera Simmons. She wasn’t allowing camera’s to chase her around like they do on these shows. I never heard about her getting pitched for these shows. She literally stayed as ow key as possible and not standing around talking negatively about Earl....Even after their breakup her and Earl kept it 💯. Cause the way some of these marriages end is pitiful BUT the Simmons’ divorce is one that you gotta say it was a lot of understanding and maturity. It was true love to no longer see the other hurt!!! I salute Tashera!
What a story his ex wife had of them. She has the high most respect . Even if they weren't together they still had that love like when they were 7. She is inspiring because she was real an also she didnt care what women, baby mother was there she let them know she was #1 an will always be #1 in his heart an spirit. You the true boss lady... God bless you.
I died laughing when she said DMX was telling the dogs to take the ladies purse. ❤🤣🤣🤣 It's like no matter what that man has done, he was still loveable. He was funny as hell. 🤣
@@gregorynelson7297 Umm, everybody else in the crowd laughed. It happpend so long ago. Do I think it was the tight thing to do?? No. But, it sounds funny the way that she explained. I'm sorry that comment made you mad. 🤷🏾♀️
@@gregorynelson7297 , Or had been their mother or grandmother, I sure would not had mentioned that at his funeral. If I were the lady's child or grandchild, today would be a very happy day for me to see his @$$ stretched cold. I watch Tashara tell that story to Wendy Williams, but she told it in a different tone. This video today is nothing like other interview videos I've watched. This one she is telling unnecessary lies and she is lashing out at Desiree. Today, I see the ghetto hype in her, too. Nothing to do with the purse snatching, though.
Tashera was UNEQUIVOCALLY THE ROCK of HIS LIFE!!! DEDICATED,ENDURING and Most Of ALL Extremely HUMBLE And TOLERANT To STAY with This MAN!!!GOD BLESS HER And DMX!!!R.I.P.!!!🙏💓🙏
God bless you, Tashera Simmons. It takes a strong woman to give this powerful speech, I felt every word that came out of your mouth, and I’m praying for you all.
His former wife talks JUST LIKE HIM!! Like, as she was talking, I heard a girl version of DMX/Earl. When she said "ya 'mean"...all I heard and seen was DMX lol. Desiree, seems like such a sweet lady. Preparing for a wedding-but not the one she thought. 🥺I pray much for their entire family!!!
@Latoya Nugent i just said that and i think that was his way of saying to Tashera i know i broke your heart and destroyed our marriage but let me leave you with this and WALK proud throughout it all you will be the only woman on earth that will carry the simmons last name by marriage to me X and the fiance is very young she will move on and hopefully find a husband God needed X more
Tashera deserves thee upmost respect! If it was not for her staying by DMXs side for over 2 decades, dealing with his addiction, forgiving his cheating with births of multiple babies, being embarrassed in the spotlight for the world to see, all while having to be a mother, a wife, a counselor, and DMXs strength, we would have lost DMX sooner! She dealt with all of that and still had love and respect for DMX! The saying, “behind every powerful man, there’s an extremely powerful woman!”... Tashera proves that quote is true! For Tashera to even acknowledge his current fiancé and encourage her in this moment speaks volumes about her character and the beautiful heart she has! She’s truly a woman of God and a beautiful soul! Much respect goes to Tashera! She represented and paid homage to DMX in a beautiful way! May God Bless her! 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾🙌🏾❤️
Tashera Simmons is an eye opener for women to see. Real women do real things I felt that. 😪She spoke powerful Wife, Ex wife, gf baby mamas & side chicks to know how to love & respect. Both women spoke from the heart with love. Earl Simmons rip DMX🕊🙏
@@shiabutterfly8361 he had 6 kids on her while they married thats why she divorced beside the drugs ..those women he had the 6 kids with have no shame..I am not going to play the blame game but he knew he was married and they knew but they did not turn down the sex..I have had guys holler and i knew they were in relationships and i turn them down but some folks dont care if the person making the offer doesnt care..sad times we are living in
What a powerful speech from Tashera. It was perfect. She should be a preacher. Her words, her voice...so calming and amazing and intense at the same time. I really admire her.
There are times when a couple separates or even divorce but that's the physical detachment and signing those papers, but nothing can separate a person from your soul. That's what they had.
Take notes young ladies.... X first lady is the Queen she knew him before all the others! Stop fighting with exes and baby mama's! If you suppose to be his, stop being messy and stop interfering in PAST relationships! This woman ain't jealous of the other women or babies! I'm 54 I feel her, cause I'm the same way! Grown shit!!
It’s not easy to always be strong and be the bigger person when dealing with all she had to go through, so I give much respect to Tasheera. I see why she was the love of his life. She is an amazing woman. 👏🏾👏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Tashera will forever feel Earl passing the most besides his children. Lord those two are spiritual mates and soulmates! This made my soul cry .. this woman is so amazing the way she speaks about EARL. Tashera knew Earl like no other being of this world. Go ahead Mrs. Tashera Simmons. The way Tashera spoke about Earl was magical!
Yes she will always feel his passing forever until she leaves this Earth part of her left with him and i think no one seems to understand that and its because some people are so focused on she was the ex wife and he moved on and had a fiance yeah he did have a fiance for 8 years and had plenty of time to close that gap and join them together but didn't and notice through it All Tashera never got engaged never was seen in public with anyone else not like she didn't have a right to but she didn't she stayed focused on them children and herself and X right there when he needed her even though he was with other women and had other children she was always there for him and i think that to honor Tashera in his way because he knew he broke her heart and there marriage he didn't and couldn't marry the fiance he in the end said this is the respect and love and dignity im gonna leave you with you will always be my 1st wife and only woman that i will allow to carry simmons as a last name from me in marriage because he already told her and the world 3 yrs ago at one of his show on stage bringing her up there giving her the biggest hug and told her you are the love of my life you will always be the love of my life you will always hold my heart she also said she knew how he felt about her and where she stood in his life now thats a tough one to follow for the fiance RIP X EARL SIMMONS
@@sherrimcghee1926 Well said!!! During his interview on Drink Champs, he mentioned that he and Tashera are great friends, which took a long time to get to that point. He also said that they text each other and had texted each other the morning of the interview and interpreted each other's dreams. It was crazy because at one point, when speaking about them, he had this look on his face of regret. It was a quick look but I caught it. It was as if he was reflecting on how he treated her and was sorry for it. Also, I didn't hear him mention his fiancé's name once during that interview. No matter how many women or kids X had, Tashera was always #1 and had his heart.
@@moonsyoungestsun6550 you know i didn't hear him mention the fiance either now as a woman i wouldn't be comfortable with being this man's fiance and he always talking about his ex wife and they texting and talking on the phone and so on so let's be real about it what was her purpose? She had his son by her whom he loved but i don't think he was as much into her as she is trying to make people think he said on one of his interviews that it would be a good Christmas if he could go one day without arguing with your baby moma so y'all didn't really get along that well at all and i don't know about anyone else but X didn't look well in his last days he gained weight and also he was breathing hard and his eyes looked glassy but Tashera said at his funeral Earl knew he was at his end he kept talking about but how the ex wife know more than the fiance don't they live together and you didnt see nor did he share that with you but Tashera knew and that's why she will always get her props from me TEAM TASHERA
Tashera Simmons, You have a Beautiful Soul. May God continue to keep you and use you to help the family with their healing. You have the Gift from Almighty God and our Lord 👑 and Savior Jesus Christ 🙏🏽. Earl Simmons Aka DMX thank you, for introducing us to this beautiful woman❤️. Bless you, Desiree stay connected to this beautiful soul Tashera ❤️❤️❤️👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽🙏🏽
She spoke life into him while he was broken 😞 I wish he would’ve had that same type of unconditional love for her ♥️ I pray God walk with her without him and bless their children 👶🏾
DMX had tremendous RESPECT for his wife (shes definitely cut from a different cloth...)HE knew she would lead his Seeds right even if she had to leave him HE UNDERSTOOD!!! A lot of women are intimidated by the love a man has for his 1st but, any woman that came after should understand that the 1st ALWAYS GO THRU THE trenches because they both were young and growing together..... By the time ANY OTHER woman came AFTER they got the PG version. No pun intended but his wife went thru the RATED "X" = real DMX VERSION. REST IN GOD MY DUDE....You will SURELY Be missed. You didnt sell your SOUL EVER for the industry...I am going to miss his PRAYING.... always POWERFUL 😥🙏💯💪
Powerful!!! Whenever man/ woman. Is able to hold their spouse's down until growth is a true Jewel. Even if he means we had to break up. There are some people you just will not forget." Ever"
I see why he loved her. I’d love to see their love story depicted in his biopic. They were so spiritually connected. I knew before she said it that DMX was battling demons , you can tell by his eyes that he’d seen some things. But nevertheless he was still a man of God. RIP to the realest 🙏🏿 there will never be another like him.
God Bless Tashera! Little did she know she was preparing for this moment her whole life. Not only did she send off her husband with pure strength and dignity but she reminded the world what real love is, not superficial emotions but that rare ,unbreakable Agape love . She is a beautiful woman and a force within her own right. What a journey.....I wish her nothing but lasting peace ! 👑
I cried like a baby watching her talk about her soul mate..and that's no disrespect towards his Fiance, cause she has a beautiful soul also who loved him dearly..
Amen and Amen. Acknowledging Our Most Beautiful, Loving, Powerful Heavenly Father God and Acknowledging His Most Beautiful, Loving, Sovereign and Only Saving Son, King Jesus Christ! Thank You Beautiful Lord! GOD BLESS HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS. May he RIP
I am happy Earl Simmons (DMX) knew and loved the Lord that's what make the difference. REST IN PEACE my brother to God be the glory for things he have done. 😉💯💯
Now I know why DMX loves her so much, definitely a strong personality a boss.. very sweet she knew DMX like the back of her hand God bless her. I give you a thousand hugs for standing up there and being as strong as you was.. X , has so many people that love him we love you x
He always talked about wanting to become a pastor, but the industries demons never allowed him to do it. The group of singers at his home going, were his new gospel Quire, which is why I think it’s great Kanye gave them that opportunity to sing for DMX.
Sounds like Earl touched this woman deeply and they had real love to this day they still loved each other even if they were not together anymore thats real love and understanding
I'm up at 8 am crying like a bahy!! Wow! How powerful & strong Tashera is and DMX knew she could handle him & God allowed it to happen! She was his soulmate for real & I'm sure it broke both their hearts to divorce but still remained friends! That was so classy to acknowledge Desiree! Just amazing women X chose & I'm certain they both will be family going forward!
I never met DMX but knowing that he loved the lord and believed in Jesus Christ as his lord and savior- makes me confident that I will see him one day. Tashera, you did a great job and an amazing eulogy for him, thankful for giving Jesus the glory and thank you for giving the credit where it belongs . May the lord richly bless you and your family, RIP Earl!
I thank God for using her to let people know the real truth about DMX, no matter what others think about him. Thank God for using her as a messenger . God bless you always and continuously.
Tashera looked at Diseree and recognized her because Tashera knows what it took to Love DMX unconditionally and Disereee could RESPECT and love Tashera Bcse Diseree knew by now what it took for Tashera to love X. I love when women recognize other women. We have so much more in common especially when have loved and made children with the same man. Respect Tashera so much man for that Bcse do y’all realize how much drama could’ve been taking place. I’m just gonna say this, Tashera being his EX wife still had more power over X’s estate than Diseree Bcse she hadn’t married him yet so an evil woman could’ve used that power much differently. So mad RESPECT for Tashera and respect for Diseree as well.
Exactly! Literally you can see from social media long before X died they had a great relationship and respected each other. I guess they understood each other when it settling down with a man who they both loved more than themselves. They showed you don’t have to be catty or mad about it. Desiree was smiling the whole time as Tasheera talked about him. They get it.
X had to be special and his choice was beautiful and strong minded women because it takes strong women to come together and have understanding like that...most men don't have the character to make other ppl understand absolutely everything about yourself and be accountable...like me or not like me understand me or leave me alone
Actually his mother and siblings are in control.. Tashera can petition but legally they are divorced.. in the end I think she will be in control as she has the decades of history and was legally tied to him...with that type of power comes responsibility
@@helena3631 I thought his adult kids would actually be his next of kin being he is legally unmarried unless he has a will and insurance policies with designated beneficiaries
Tasheera cut from the right cloth! Her strength is Amazing! She is a True Woman of God and I love her! I want to see the Lifetime Movie on her and DMX Amazing Love Story and Journey. I speak it will be a Movie and A Documentary! His Children are forever taken care of and surrounded by The Angels of the Lord! To God Be The Glory!
@@Beyondme7700 I am a Christian as Tasheera is now and I believe the foundations that taught her do contribute to her Strength. I listen to Minister Farrakhan and I admit I have gained knowledge that I feel has strengthened my Faith in the Covenant I have in Jesus Christ. Thanks for the reply. Peace and Love to You Always!💝
Her personality, character and spirit is outstandingly phenomenal & truly makes her beautiful inside & out. She carries herself with such grace and class. I love her. She’s hella down to earth & genuine. X was lucky to even call her his wife 🖤
Chileeeeee this made me cry 😢 😢😢😢 Tashera is such a well spoken lovely woman. It was very nice of her to recognize his fiancé. Dmx passing has just deeply saddened everyone, R.I.P. king 👑 🥺😢❤️🙏🏾
I was clinging on her every word. True definition of a God Fearing/ yet REAL women. 🙌🏾 I love how she acknowledged all his kids as well as his fiancé 💯❤️. She’s Loved DMX through the good, bad, and ugly! It was really till death did them part. Even as just friends💯
DMX was one of a kind. I was a huge fan I love his word and how he inspired everyone around him. She was his heart and I respect her for all she did for him. I hope DMX knew just how much he was loved by his family and his fan. RIPDMX
This Woman is deep. Everybody need to support her channel "Freedom Of Truth " Edit:She has also written a book called" You Think You Know, But You Have No Idea"📕 God bless her and all of DMX's loved ones
@@lenedrasills9368 Yes, it is. She has serious discussions with other people who've been through tumultuous times in life. She said she wants others to know they can make it out too🙏
I just purchased Tashera Simmons biography from Amazon the other day. I really wanted to know more about this amazing selfless woman. She has a huge heart of gold. You can tell in the way she speaks that she is a God fearing woman. I respect her a great deal.
I believe that Tashera will not only look out for her children with X, I believe that she will love all of his children not only because she's a decent God fearing woman, but because they are a part of X. She will always be there for anything that concerns X. Even though they couldn't make it work...they had an unbreakable bond that is beyond beautiful. That's the kind of bond we all strive for. A soul connection. I believe they've been mates in other lifetimes and will be again.
@@Verde2739 She was already taking care of his other children before and after they divorced. She is truly the wife and the woman of God that God wanted DMX to marry.
“When you grow to love Jesus Christ and God, you love different. You don’t look at flaws. You don’t look at the past and what has been done. You love THEM. You love the SOUL.” So deep.
I love the way she emphasized Jesus and God (Allah) which shows that although she became Christian she didn’t say Jesus Son of Mary is not God The Creator. She is still Muslim just exemplifying the love for Christ as a Christian! 🤍🤍🤍
