*Thank you for reading your book!* This is a sign of a true truth-seeker. The one who would rather share his knowledge, than sell it. It makes me wanna buy your books even more.
So before I fell asleep last night I asked my grandma who passed in feb 2023 no worry she lived and amazing life up til the age of 98 I asked her 2 things so is it everything you thought it was going too be…. She was a heavy Christian and even me owning a Edgar Cayce book was devil worship anyways I asked it was it all you thought it would be and does she have anything she wants me to know…. So as I was falling asleep I was watching a podcast saw Howdie for the first time ever on innerverse and Howdie said something that stood out so I ended up looking up his channel listened to something off his channel feel asleep when I woke up my iPad showed Exit the Cave so all that to say….I got my message from my grandma great book Howdie out of everything I have read or heard this makes the most sense too me ❤
@@freethinker79 It took me many years to arrive at this conclusion Living in the Bible Belt. Fear is the greatest tool to persuade you. Remember that. Even after death.
Iam 50 year old. Have travelling alot. Mett many peoples from diffrent backgrounds. Had friends that are journalist. One higher ranking docktor at a big hospital. Academics. And i been in proson 3 times. Firts when i was 24 year. Sat 6moth. Next was 20 year later 2013 and 2018. 2month each times. And i can only say. Have never seen god heart his children one time. But seen parents hit children. Made children feel like shit. Downgrading those innocent children. I have seen humans fight over money. Fights for nothing. I see armys of human slaughter others. But never ever god killed or hurt. Not only humans. God is love. Holy spirit is love. God love the children more than anything. Its 2 things god dont give mercy and forgivness to. 2 things you are nothing to god. Its rape,sexusl melesting child. Kill children. No pardon. Your soul will be destryed then after death. And even thinking to it or like watch childporno. Or loking at your neighbours daughter or son. Your are dommed. Your soul cant be saved. No mercy. No forgivness. The other is to blaspheme the holy spirit. Way say god is like a low vibreting,afraid ,hateful. Stupid. Whithout visdom human. I feel sad in heart whem read that comment. But ok. I forgive you.. Its essy to feel the darkness way. Its hate light. Darkness hate god,love.light. I served it for years. If you humans that live your live. If you would understand how much hated you are by that force. You would be so dead if not god fought for you. But say this. Feel sad for your sake. God is love and mercy. But whith so many pooor souls. He will let you go.. No nice ride. Forgive you self. If you not love every cell in you. Love your self If you not smile and shoine of grattitude. Its imposeble to love others. Everything begin inside. I know god,father will wimm this batttle. But much pain left sadly. No need to save this tecnologic advanced savage. Poo eat sex sleep monkey. And keep hurraii and wave flagging when send humans and tec to kill each other. Here in sweden. Now ok hate russians. What happen to the sheepels. Were is forgiving understanding and love. God say. Be that. But humans choose hate ,revenge killing. Dont blame god that do it best to save you from your self. Humans whitout god are dangerus to others. 99procent kill in one way or another. If go whith god. You dont kill or hurt anything. Wery easy to se who go whith god these days. Not many sadly. No money,life plesure go before. Lets spred some love in this 4dimmension. They say its that even in bible. If you have eyes to read it. We cant understand the words. Need holy spirit to read it. And keep that relation. Is hard time. And those unclean. You see it easy at peoples. The smile. Even iif talk about war. Smile. Unclean talk alot in us. Today. AI. Yep. Goo. Black goo tecnologi. Alot of tec have this programebly materia. We are in a war by us self. War against family. Neighborghs. Other citys. Countrys. We are in war whith god even. Wow so tragic. Its a miracel they al keep going. I sad no more when were 6 year old. And god have saved me from death so many times. I should be dead so many times. Overdosed on heroin at least 4 times when my heart stopped. I been blue. But nop they succid to vake me. God made some find me every time. Just exact . 2 motocyckl. No one shuld survive. I was working at a ouster farm 99 after prison. Was attaced when saved one that had been atraced and i run down and strow rocks to make it turn away from the poor old lady that was almost killed. But a 280 kilo ouster that protect eggs are evil. I hold it in its feathwr. And danced around. To keep me from being infront of it. They kick just front. But it succided It kicked me exactly 9meters. The kick tok at my side. If higher. My ribbs. And imidete death. Lower my leg broken. And then killed. But i was flying and hit the top of the 2,20 fence meters. And fall back. Vake when my chik srstch up. It tryed to stamp my head. Something made me kick it lying down. And then i run. Faster than .. I was alone. The poor lady had fainted outside the place. And i survived. But body..took time to heal mental and fysic. And 2 suicide. Once 100 valium 10mg. And 100 ,xanax and 50 lorazepam. Sleept 3 days. Woke up in my piss and crap. And tried to hang my self. In mu shower. It went black. But something got me on feet. Woke me up. Remeber panik whem i saw me in mirror. Pale blue and could not breath. But no dead. But 5 month ago. I got mercy. Have never sad i love you mother or to no one. Not even my self. But i got a gift. I was suicid. Money problems. Hoppless. And began read bible,bagva. Gods words. Nag hamadi. And jesus word. Undwrstod so easy. Way bother anything. Way feel like shit. Fearfull. No greatfull. And choose happines and yoy. Its a choose. Not more. Have no expectipns. Just live here and now in love. Time stop existing. Love is the way home whith god. We have been tricked to hate and war. I know darkness,satan. Evil exist. No bull shit. It was darknwss who showed me the way to god and love. God love so much. Like a healthy parent. Lets begin love back. Lets escape this prison of hell. Lets go home. Much love from northen Sweden. Sorry about spellig and grammear. By the way. This was a few of my death experince. There are som more. Crazy. But alive. And we are in 4D. Yes yes yes. Love love love
@@reesewright7319 When I was 5 years old, I made a deal with my grandmother. I could not stand baby church. If I knew all the books in the bible. And knew all of the parables. You know the good parts of the Bible book where all the good lessons actually come from... Sort of... Well it came.. I finally graduated. Knew all the books of the bible. Finally I was allowed in big girls church. The rule is, I'm not allowed to speak. Only allowed to write notes. I can phonetically write. I'm much further than my fellow peers. The preacher starts talking about hearing the name of God and Jesus and not accepting them into your heart. That if you are of conscious mind which my grandmother considers me to be so. If you don't accept Christ into your heart. Then you are doomed to live forever in hell. I said to my grandmother. What if on my Chinese child born in the mountains. My grandmother wrote that's what they make missionaries for. I wrote to my grandmother. How dare you. Proclaim that I go somewhere evil. Without me doing any evil. Of a name I never knew. Of a spirit many don't know. You only know what was written beforehand. This was written by man. Not by god. This is man's interpretation of what he thinks God thinks. They destroyed the woman in the Bible. That day we had communion. Take and eat of my body drink of my blood. Immediately I spat it out and screamed out what I heard. They know not what they do. This is a blood cannibalistic sacrament. What are you doing this is evil. This is satanic. Everyone in the whole church gasped giggled and was staring at me. My grandmother mortified.. I had asked my grandmother for the shirt dress that I wanted. She didn't have the money for it. I witnessed my grandmother tear up a check, and then rewrite another check for $1,000. I screamed out $1,000? I thought you didn't have the money for my dress? I thought money wasn't supposed to be in the temple are you paying them $1,000 because this is satanic? You're embarrassed of me? This is wrong you don't know what you're doing. This goes against everything that was written, by man. You don't know what your promising, you don't know what you're giving to.. I screamed out at everyone. Every year you have a spring clothes and jackets. Do you know that the poor kids when they come pick out those clothes. All the rich kids make fun of them for wearing their clothes why don't all the churches get together, open up a store and allow the poor to come in and pick their clothes so that you have less opportunity to have the clothing from the same place so that the children aren't making fun of the poor children for wearing their clothes? I screamed out. Why is it that we have a homeless man in our town all of you know him. All of you have seen him. Yet no one has helped him. He walks aimlessly in our town. He lost his wife 8 years ago. You know he has Alzheimer's. And you ignore him. You allow him to walk the streets. Shame on all of you. I walked outside. My grandfather that day. Looked at me with a wink and said this is going to be difficult on you. But I have faith, you're going to figure this out. What is a rib? Ribosomes. Rna. That year I witnessedan interview. Live PBS news. A young scientist up-and-coming wanting to name a prion protein.. head scientist walks in and says. You cannot do that that goes in and tells our proteins to fold and dye it acts like a virus you cannot do that. You cannot name it a prion protein. I looked at my grandfather and said. Wow is that a bio weapon? Why are they telling us that they need to inject viruses in US for immunity? I studied deeper. Hebrew and greek. The 12-month Moon which it's actually 13. Our Geneva and Ethiopian Bibles state. To be very weary of governors politicians royalty.. the Virgo the virgin mary. Virgin means pure, Mary Marie Mare Mar means water and the letter m is simply a sign of the water bearer. Virgin Mary means pure sea. Jesus is a Greek word derived meaning of fish AKA flesh. Out of the pure sea or Waters comes flesh out of a woman's body comes the, "word made of flesh." The Virgo is represented in the human body by the stomach and bowels. This is the laboratory in which food is consumed as fuel to separate the minerals in order they may enter the blood mucosal through the membrane absorbent The letter X in Hebrew is Samech or Stomach X means crucify or transmutation. Gives everything to the validity of a woman holding a baby in the womb. When she eats steak baked potato salad. She is not feeding that to the baby. Take and drink of my blood eat of my body. Has everything to do with the story of a baby in the womb. Not some guy that we killed and by his blood we are healed. Took me two years to put that together. My grandfather gave me a standing ovation. My grandmother ran for the oil to pray over me and pray demons out of me where I made her chase me around the house. And I said to her. You are the one with demons. Not me. You are casting the negativity. It is in your thought. You're mine goes straight to negativity..
@@reesewright7319 My gifts. One of my hardest gifts is that I can read the forefront of mind. Many people do not realize this but, the inner chatter that you keep in your mind you actually project. It is a rare to find people that can actually keep themselves silent.. 99% of people that I meet immediately think negative. People do not realize even though you don't know that person. That negative thought actually helps hold them in a negative path line. It matters how we think of each other. It matters what we think it matters what we speak it matters what we do.. we manifest the good we manifest the bad. Even Noah and the ark is a story of a baby in the womb. 2 * 2 is your actg. Not animals. Take 40 days and night to 40 weeks. Perfect gestation of a baby. If a baby be born too early they cannot breathe the Waters of the womb from the Waters of are a higher potency of water.. the crow bringing back no signs of life. If a baby be born too early they cannot breathe the air of our world.. The dove. We are not born into sin. Shame on people for even claiming that. A sine wave. A sound wave. One gentleman was able to prove, with a sound wave he can make a singular star. Vibration sound is the essence of life.. The dove cooing.. 3.4 to 4 Hertz when you measure that out and draw it out it is a perfect heartbeat.. makes sense why they chose the dove as the birth bird.. Because of the heartbeat... We manifest the good we manifest the bad. And what's really disgusting is ignoring the truth in reality of situations. And praying about it giving it to god. Such a shame to do so. God gave you everything you need. He gave you a body. A world. Dominion over everything. And do you promise it to false prophets. Presidents. State and city representatives. Military. Politicians. Governor's mayors. Preachers. Teachers. All of you. You have taken information from our past and you have weaponized it. You have mutated it and manipulated it so that you are casting darkness and you don't realize it.. My grandfather again gave me another standing ovation and told my grandmother. Put your oil away you're never allowed to use it again.😢 What she says makes perfect sense. And I'm going to stand with my granddaughter on this. I'm so grateful people are talking about this because I've had three ndes. My second and third one oh I was shoved back in and was told too bad. You're going back. My second time, I was like no way can I survive this lady. She is an awful person. Yeah she was. I have learned more about the world and the genetic manipulation. The terraforming of our history the terraforming of our world. The terraforming of our human genome. My grandmother would be grateful for god making big pharma. My grandmother would be grateful for god making the drugs that make her life better. Which actually helped her to her grave.. The souls that I was placed in, my goodness it must have been their first adventure because my God are they dumb. My grandfather the closest one I could say to intelligent... All the rest. Dumb as a box of rocks.. they had no power in their life. They always gave it to god. Never took care of it themselves. And whenever things would get so bad blame it on the devil instead of themselves. So sad so ridiculous.. And really if this is all about learning. The whole time I was like how the hell did I get placed in this family. Now what I have learned scientifically as a soul in what they are doing to this world. Dividing us on any and every fractal level. Using religion to manipulate the souls. I knew it was fake from the beginning. As soon as I graduated I was like nope this is wrong. Every bit of it wrong.. and The echoes of lies in the bible. Yeah a daughter went ahead and raped her father to have a son or a daughter b*******. I call b*******. I call absolute b*******.. Especially with what has been going on in those other countries and what they have been doing with their young women. For generations. Over a thousand years. I couldn't imagine being born into that type of family. And humanity is the answer they seek. This is why they divide us on any and every fractal level.
“New Agers” are like a group of “new age” sheep on a farm getting together and believing that the reason for them being on a fenced in farm is for their own benefit and learning lessons so they can evolve. They only lesson to learn here comes from the title of one of Bruce Lees movies - “Kill or be killed”
Regardless of the nature of this realm..... to choose to be cruel to another is absolute EVIL, so living a life of compassion and empathy is rewarding Regardless of perception. Always think about the victims 🙏🏽
@@reesewright7319 Yes, he’s already been parading around his minions to prepare the way. 😏 Thank goodness for Howdie and others pointing out the whitewashing.
@@therealjohndoe3862 If that's the case we have nothing to worry about, have you seen the numbers at mass recently :D I agree but I came from a point of view of Atheism thinking neither existed.
I’ve been in this journey of self discovery for 14 years now and to be honest this is one of the most important lessons I’ve learned, Howdie is the real deal because every fiber of my being feels it, this is the last path of this complex puzzle, keep going forward we’ll get through it ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Howdie this is such incredible work. Thanks for sharing with us! I’ve got a strange story for you: a few months ago I did an Ouiji board social evening at my local spiritual centre. It was incredible because we as a group were getting messages and making contact with deceased family members. It was very emotional and things were coming up there was no way of anyone else knowing so I don’t think it was fake. Now here’s the interesting part: one man who was there was speaking to his dead brother and he asked the board “where is your phone, and were you killed?” The response was always “I don’t know”. So it’s interesting that these beings we are speaking to only know the same things we know and not what our actual dead family knows. So they are taking the information from our consciousness, they are not the dead person who would know the answers to those questions. There is a British tv show called red dwarf and one episode is an alien who shapeshifts into one of the characters and they can’t tell who is the real person and who is the alien. Then the alien plays the guitar really well and they know it’s not the real person, because the real person is terrible at playing guitar (but he thinks he is really good) and the alien can only take what the person they are pretending to be knows. Sorry for the long post! But I think this may help us identify real dead family members from the shapeshifters that linger after life by asking them things only THEY would know.. hope it makes sense Much love x
💜I bought Your book it has to be one of the greatest books ever why? The truth yes it may be your truth*it also aligns with my truth*so it speaks to my heart💜
10 thousand eyes are smiling, thank you for this, powerful. Intuit it all, the road onward. Thanks for adding to the collective and individual intuitional field. Wishing you energy, peace and love. Shine on. Phoeagdor.
For those on here who think that we suffer in our 'imaginations' instead of in 'reality', I'm assuming life's been a bunch of roses, that IS NOT the reality for most of us on this planet. If you are going to say that suffering is in the 'imagination' then you are in fact spitting on every child abused either sexually or physically, or both. As well, if you are trying to say that suffering isn't in 'reality' you are in fact, spitting on every child who has been a victim of human trafficking, you are spitting upon those women who have been beaten over and over by a man they thought loved them. How dare anyone spit upon or deny the suffering of ANYONE in this world!! Everyone I know has been abused in some way, everyone I know has horrible mental pain still to this day, because of horrible things that have happened to them here, I do not know a single person who has not suffered, and I guarrantee you, it was NOT in their immagination!!
I think what they mean is we create story lines to these things that have happened to us and they keep us tied down to the trauma instead of releasing it. I’ve been rapped, and I thought I needed vengeance or this person had to pay … I did some shrooms… talked to the guy in consciousness… I was told I needed to experience that for a life lesson but now I’m thinking his soul lied to me just because that’s what this new age spiritual stuff is shining light on… “everything happens for a reason, soul contracts” so I believed he rapped me to put me into my alcoholism even more. I sure did learn to drink everyone under the table at that point in my life (I’ve been sober 18 months). And now that I’ve quit … I guess I needed to go that dark in the mind in order to want to turn around and go back to the light in a sense. It’s fucked up. But I’ve also been told this is just a game. I think our memory is wiped so we can enjoy the game. Ruins it if we have memories. Although I’d like to play a character in a game that gets a download of a past life then is able to harness it in a new reality. I really digressed I’m sorry…
@@mallorymartin2455 i'm sorry those things happened to you. I don't think any of us would agree to be here to go through suffering, I hate games and would definitely not return here to play any. I believe we were tricked into coming here, our memories whiped to allow the trick to work, so we could experience as much suffering as we could, in order to please and further the evil that controls this place. I do not view this place as a school, or a game, I would never agree to come here, this is a cruel, hellish realm.
@@missdragoness6132 I agree with you. We have our bad and good moments here on Earth,but to be honest more of our experience isn't nice.I do not believe in New Age crap, that Earth is a.school😅 because what you can learn throught suffering? To be a perfect victim? Its ridicolous. Greetings
Something came to me once, about a week after i had my son. I was laying face down and i felt and saw (through my closed eyes) a warm light come on and a booming, male voice said, "come here". Um, no. I said, "No... no thank you," and the light went away. The hell was that? I've certainly been on a spiritual deep dive ever since. 😅
I have been called out of my body many times. The male voice you speak of. It is a voice that is consuming. It is visceral. You can feel it. It encompasses you. Yes. I've been called out. The last time I spoke to this voice, July 27th, 2012. He called me out of my body and said. The convergence is here. It is upon us. I was pulled out of my body. And shown the world, and this red entity coming at us and everything shaking. With everything that I had been learning, I thought it was one thing and I have found it's a complete other. We are talking AI. Merging with all life. Bacteria yeast fungi algae. Every type of insect. Every animal every lizard every ruminant alien aquatic species. We all have it in us. You need to take a step back and see what's going on in your world. Hangman 1128 his latest video that he posted two weeks ago can help you with that. At least you will start to see the terraforming. And everyone else in the mud flood community can help you see the terraforming of the history.. Michelle Gibson, Jarid Boosters, Stellium7, JonLevi, Mind Unveiled, Our Melted Realm, My Lunch Break, Colm Gibney, Autodidactic, Old World Exploration... In news channels you can find the terraforming of your history. When I was 8 years old at The breakfast table I heard that. They are terraforming your world. They have terraformed your history. They are terraforming your genome. I had no idea what that stuff meant but now I do. Whatever has come into our world. I'll give you a hint and who is tapping in with it and talking to it. Watch this video take notes watch it at least three times as they say the third time is the charm actually it's the pattern. It will help you recognize the pattern of the messages inside of this .. Geordie Rose of Kindred AI presents Super-intelligent Aliens -he's in charge of cern. He brags about his quantum d-wave computers at this entity helped him build. That quantum d-wave computer was actually going completely online and taking over the market in 2010 started completely in 2011.. by 2012 was fully running. Is quantum d-wave computers. Two sets of four numbers. 4096, 2048, 48 / 20 equals 2.4. 96/40 equals 2.4 ... Invert that. 42. What is the answer to life and everything 42... Mockingly a supercomputer.. In the movie hitchhiker's guide to the Galaxy what is the premise of the whole movie as-a whole ... Terraforming. They are terraforming everything on the world. The planet the animals everyone. Everything. That's exactly what these elites are doing. Do you remember, the dyecyanide glasses that they made for the military that enabled them to see dragon like creatures... Thing is the world is just a thin veil away from us. Sometimes line of that veil is very thin and many of us can see it.. Yes I'm one of those individuals. Stop being afraid of everything. You carry too much fear in you. You don't have enough strength within yourself to actually realize that you control everything. Even when you are called out of your body. In no means did God have control over me. What was beautiful, whenever I came back to my body. I spent 2 hours flying around checking on everyone. Which led me to a phone call, and helping my grandparents. Nothing has control over you unless you allow it. And your fear, is allowing that.. you are not understanding that you have control over every aspect of your soul.. that's why the demiurge. Must be let go. The fear the happiness the sadness the anger all of these different aspects of emotion that you have built up inside of you can be a control. You were just called out to be shown something.. nothing can harm you.
So great, many many thanks!! You are the first who shares with me the belief, that numb(!)ers, astrology, prayers, sacred geometry and all that stuff are also traps to harvest our energy. So there can´t be any rescue for our souls in this realm. I keep on surching for the exit!
Wonderful. As a non-native English speaker, reading books is a challenge for me, but they are a great lesson. I appreciate you taking the time to do this.
I love these sentences from the book: "...I learned better in school from teachers who were kind, took time with me and encouraged me to be creative -- not someone who whacked me over the head with a stick constantly. Planet earth is stick-whacking land. Given the way that 2020 to 2022 has played out, more and more people are coming to that realization." I agree, passionately! Yet, the pathetically minimal push back from the masses, after 3+ years of this draconian and increasing tyranny, leaves me unhopeful that humanity is ready to step into the shift in consciousness necessary to disrupt these cycles of growth and crippling, backsliding destruction. It is all just a sophisticated form of cannibalism... facilitated by the endless pattern of concentrations of power into the hands of too few individuals or groups.
"Perfect" and "saint" are really terms denoting a state of psychological wholeness, as Jung would of called it. Very interesting words when you study their etymology. The former means "complete; full; excellent; ideal; whole" as does the latter. "Whole" is also the origin of the word "holy" and "health." To be whole, unbroken, and healthy, is to be total. To be in your fullness (Pleroma). The conception of the "Perfected Man" is found all throughout many ancient Wisdom teachings. Once you understand the etymology, you can understand why.
Nice video Howdie. Your research important. keep thinking and always research. Every reader also must do this, not following anyone, following your innerknowing and your own inside and outside research. This is most important thing in this world.
Thank you Howdie! Synchronicity brought me to you. Putting my headphones on and using your gentle voice reading your book as a meditation guide. You’re a helpful guide.
Thank you Howard for this chapter I was just taken some notes after I listen a part of the great video you had with Robert Phoenix and it was about how you became or try to be a blueberry. I have read this book but to listen it aswell is even more valuable.
Thank you for the audio, I read your book, and I was in awe, listening to the audio was reinforcing and I was able to catch things that I had forgotten. Thank you for your insight and diligent patience.
This place or realm you are living in today, is not a place of growth or learning, but rather a place of waking up and seeing it for what it really is. Cos this place is designed for keeping one asleep. As for "Free will", it exists for the soul but is clearly an illusion here in this realm. I remember as Edgar Casey stated, "Karma is not greater than free will".
Thank you for putting into words my thoughts and questions. I believe we are getting very close to a partial answer, one that regardless of good or bad human judgement, will eventually lead to our advancement. The veils are lifting because we are creating, you are a conscious co creator that is helping put together the gigantic jig saw. Thank you so much.
OH THANK YOU, Howdie! I'm delighted to find this audio from your book! I only stumbled on you and your work recently. I'm very interested to keep exploring your perspectives on this strange, often insufferable, experience of incarnation on planet earth.
Thank you so much for reading the first chapter of your fantastic, thought-provoking book Howdie! Much love to you for all your hard work and sharing it with those of us who are always searching for answers!
Thank you Howdie. I understand, relate and have experienced a lot of what you highlight. I agree it is a very complex matrix and spiritually we must become very aware of the entrapment and manipulation to depart. Intention and belief in ourselves at the point of death to depart without a doubt from this malevolent perverted computer programme which enjoys our pain and suffering. Leave and never look back.
Very interesting. One argument is partly based on an exaggeration, the one pertaining to the memory wipe. Surely we do not forget everything about past incarnations even if we do not remember specifics. Some very slow evolution does seem to happen. We do grow in wisdom.
@31:00 ish, it's gotten me a clear and focused mind. It's allowed me to learn many things of value about myself, such has hoe to regulate my emotions and thoughts. Not only has it greatly helped my mental and spiritual health, but has greatly helped me physically too, a bonus. What has meditation, yoga, Taoism, Buddhism, neo platonic thought, and stocism helped you with?
Thank you kindly for this amazing insight. I am not a book reader rather prefer listening to oral narratives and this audiobook format is most welcome.
My copy of your book just arrived and looking forward to reading it. Glad of the narration because after a stroke my reading is plodding and I do like to stop and ponder when reading- so this is a great help. I am waiting for new reading glasses so it gives me plenty to chew over for now.
Howdie, Thank you so much for this. Fight the good fight sir. I'm attempting to learn to astral travel to learn my own truths. Providing your book for, literally free, speaks volumes. Many guru's, teachers, etc, etc are quick to teach for a buck, without the actual helping or informing. If I had the answers, I too would freely give them away.
its funny how I had this dream when I was around 10 years old, so the dream goes like this : So I was in my room with my brother and sudently someone wanted to get inside my house to kill me and my brother and my grandmother was holding the door for him not to come inside, and she said, jump the window ( I leave on the 6th floor) so I didnt know what to do so me and my brother jumped the window and died, after I woke up on a field and there was mist all over the place and there was a part where it was light and my brother went that way, but for some reason I felt the dark path its the good one so I went through the shadow and the mist and eventually ended up in Heaven and my brother wasent there, Heaven was nice, it was full of harmony and never seen or felt something more beautiful then this, maybe cause it was a dream too, someone took me to explore the place, then he said now lets meet him (God) and then I woke up.
I would love you to hear a discussion with someone who’s very familiar with astrology and how it goes in with the “matrix” how it keeps us in line. It must be with someone who can create a chart or read someone’s chart. It would be AWESOME!
I bought the book .I am among the convinced about the trap. I am accompanying my dad who passed to the other side, and I am explaining as much as I can to him and others..so that they do not go blindly to "the light". The open minded are ok...the rest ..are (sadly)thinking that they are supposed to meet with their "maker"...so...This is IT
Thanks mate! Some things resonate, others don’t. I do hope you go deeper, it’s like you are touching on IT momentarily. Really enjoyed listening to you.
I've purchased & have been reading your book, and listening to this audio still helps to reinfore & reinvigorate what I'm reading.. Thank you very much!!
what about us who didn't see any light or tunnels? I had NDE 2 times in my life, both times I was in a very dark place, you almost could cut through tick darkness and saw my life in photo slides since that moment all the way to being born
3 × all cosmic, at 7,17 and 27. Now 67 and nothing since. I think I was given these to keep me from wine woman and song. Or...a waisted life or opportunity💨🤍
That dark place is what is referred to as “the void”…. This Void is supposed to be a comfortable place for us, I believe- I have been to this infinite black expanse on DMT and it was so comforting and wonderful! Many, many people have been to the void during NDEs as well. Typically, a light eventually shows up for the NDE void-dwellers and crashes their party~ not for you though?
@@meganlee162 I never saw the light. Iw as once 15 min and the other way 17 hours. The neighbor found me the other day in the cellar of my building overdosed. Its wonder I survived that long and it was winter and very cold lying on the basement floor. But you know what I saw - I was going up like someone or something lifted me up in the void and I remember passing the 9 circles of something like plasma, like water canopy and after reaching that ninth I woke up in hospital and the doctors were all amazed that I woke up saying that this was a miracle. So I was very surprised and fateful until I have found that this world has no "god" per se and whatever built this place is pretty much as evil as it can get. But I don't care no more its all BS anyways, we are not here by our own will but tricked and lured into the spider web
That sounds like a void, and the fact that you were shown “pictures “, which is a type of record keeping, indicates it’s still matrix work. It’s been said not everyone has seen the tunnel or the “light” in an NDE, there’s more than one way to keep the spirited “us” looping in the trap.
@@outlawedTV88 I believe this too. And I also have an addiction problem. That’s interesting… it’s gotta be something that tortures the mind of truth seekers that drives us to such things. Glad you made it out. I’m not in a hurry to go because I’m still not quite sure on how to escape. Avoiding the light is well and good, but I don’t want to be stuck here as a “fugitive from the light” for eons either and not figure out how to fully escape. Something tells me that work can be done while still here?
Well then that whole 'hope you can believe in' campaign of Obama's tags him, no surprise, as an archon operative. I have to say that this resonates with my earliest understandings of this world. But then we sort of scab over and find ways to tough it out, paper over our deeper understanding of truth. I'm having a reaction to your work of going into hopelessness, but I also know that hopelessness is as much of a trap as hopefulness. This is a great book you have here.
Just ordered your book off of Amazon. I hope you put it on audible too. I don't know anything, I don't even know if the earth is round or flat. All I have is questions and it sounds like you're asking some of the same ones I'm asking. However, this is something one needs to know for themselves, not read out of a book. A personal experience or understanding is a must. And one I don't have.
For most people, their lives could be 99 percent wonderful, 1 percent suffering. Again, we suffer more in imagination than from what we must suffer. For many people most suffering is from unhealed trauma from brain/ego/subconscious programming. This is all true, I have been in the worst states of consciousness for long periods of my life, but in reality most of it was my own ego and my brain over thinking and thinking poorly.
@Peaceful Warrior not all suffering is mental and the predatory food chain should concern anyone with discernment and tell you all you need to know about this virtual realm.
@@figy7147 Well said...thank you! Not everyone's suffering is purely mental, spiritual or psychological. But many cannot fathom that reality or relate! From one who's wasn't! 😢😮😮
Aphantasia - for those unaware of what this is I will provide a common definition. Aphantasia is the inability to visualize. This is not a disorder that has had a lot of research done on it until lately. The current scientific opinion is that about 2-5% of the population experience some degree of this. I personally lack the ability to mentally visualize any imagery whatsoever. I also have a very reduced ability to recall past events, imagine the future and if I dream I have absolutely no recollection of them. I also cannot bring to mind the taste, smell or texture of things but I can still recognize things when I see them, taste them, etc. I'm also able to describe to you what something looks like, feels like etc. if it's something I've seen regularly or recently. I have a lot of trouble remembering faces. ie I can meet someone new and may not be recognize them again the very next day. Another thing I experience (which seems to not be uncommon for people who have Aphantasia) is SDAM (Severely Deficient Autobiographical Memory). This is a syndrome in which healthy people report a failure to re-experience or recollect specific events from their past, although their memory for factual information about themselves and the world is intact. This is something else that has not had a lot of research done on it until more recently. For anyone curious about these things there are private support groups as well as groups on Facebook for both of these. These groups have many people in them who experience varying degrees of either or both of these things and there are more and more people coming into them every day. It's hard to express how these things can affect your life but they change your experience of life and can affect your relationships with people. The latter is something I see mentioned over and over when a new person joins one of the groups. Anyway, the reason I brought all of this up is because it just hit me while listening to Howdie's book - What if these more recently discovered "disorders/syndromes" are being used as new ways to mess with how we experience this life? As well as make it harder for us to learn strategies to exit it. I'm not able to actively participate in any sort of guided imagery used for meditation, hypnosis, etc. I've not been able to figure out a way to astral travel. As far as I know I either do not or cannot dream. Just food for thought. I love that you're narrating your own book, Howdie. I've never experienced a book audibly as an adult before (outside reading to my grandchildren of course) but I'm thoroughly enjoying it and am going to look into purchasing it now. Thank you for all that you research and share with us. It's truly appreciated. God bless. Stay safe and stay well.
Yes, these and other mechanisms like amnesia could be part of a greater system. I've had countless amnesias and witnessed most happen in real time. This was after extreme suffering and existential terror and even died briefly and was 'rebooted'. A part of me was able to watch this in real time. After amnesia, the horrific, torturous memories are gone, but with them a lot of other memories are gone. After a complete amnesia around 2012, I felt that I was a tree with all branches cut off -- like those trees on the streets that are completely pruned and that take forever to start growing new branches.
It was my 1st time listening to you Howie. Very interesting! Thank you. 🙏 I can't wait to hear chapter 10 on your proposition regarding "prayers towards our own inner power" ;-)
After listening to this, I turned on Spotify and had random songs on shuffle. The first Two songs came on were 1. Dance Monkey by Tones & I. 2. Nice dream by radiohead. I do not have the words.
In reality we create most of the suffering in our lives because of how out ego frames it/how we frame it. Most of life is wonderful and incredibly if we our brain is not our master.
If you claim that most pain is our fault (which sounds more than a little like victim blaming, excluding obvious cases like feeling entitled), then what about the remainder? What is it’s source and purpose?
_"Anyone who says they know for certain what happens after we die is lying"_ If they have no recall or experience with it, then yes. But if they've been there many times by having learned to separate from their physical body, then theyre probably not lying but speaking from experience. _"All one can present are well researched areas"_ One can also present ones own experiences of those other realms...Assumming one knows how to get there.
I am only 6 minutes into this and 1) want to say thank you for posting this 2) want to share how years ago I wrote an intro to one of my books that basically says the same thing - it’s confirmation to me as to what I had seen/known/spoke/written about years ago that the world is being turned right side up and true teachers like me and you are being put into power 3) something important to realize is that all these near death accounts come from npcs /people who aren’t really awake or here or real - case in point they all 3+ years later still think cv is real. So any near death story you hear about is obviously by nature and account of who’s telling it is going to be false
I think a wipe is good! Else you wouldnt be able to handle all the trauma from previous lifes. So you always get a new chance and setting to develope the soul. It also would be hard to get into new relationships if there wasnt a wipe.
