I love hearing you father Haydon I can speak Maltese and understand it well and write . I love hearing you everyday I got these saved as you make me so uplifted when I feel down. I wish I could talk to you for real. I feel so lost at this moment in my life and I am so hurt that my heart is breaking loss of my little brother and Dad and Mother. I have such beautiful children and husband and three beautiful grandchildren but feel like I would be better off dead sometimes. It gets too much for me. I listen to you as you do uplift me thank you for that please help me to forgive as I find it very hard.
