Lost my voice back last October due to a really unlucky case of untreated acid reflux. Had it real bad for about a month. I had a doctor's appointment not long ago to finally get it checked out then got laid off. Losing the ability to speak in your mid 20's is life changing man. I was an extrovert before it happened, now I can't even do something as simple as ordering food in a deli without it taking serious effort to keep trying to pronounce the words I want to say. I gave up recently, and am embracing life as a mute. I hope to try to speak again months to a year from now to see if my vocal chords have healed, but for now this song is the warmth I once felt back when I could speak. Unable to make friends in this new city I live in or convey my thoughts through vocals, this song's instrumentals say it for me. Loneliness is following me now. Everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There's no escape.
“fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” Isaiah 41:10
I watched Taxi Driver not expecting much but it became one of my favorite movies ever and Travis is one of my favorite fictional characters of all time
my father loved De Niro and Al Pacino a lot. they represent those times for me and, as they age, they represent the change. man, i can't express how much i want younger generations to remember them, to cherish them. everything new nowadays seems so empty. i've been binge watching their movies like crazy lately, feels like i am watching them with dad. fuck cancer
i know it probably comes out pretentious and sorta attention seeking to write stuff like that, especially under edits, but idk. i heard it's easier to speak to strangers, and ig it's true. thank you. u know whats crazy? my dad is georgian, and they are italian, these ethnicities have a lot in common. so on some shots, under some angles, they kinda look like him a little bit, and my uncle too. also De Niros cheek mole is identical to my fathers cheek mole. one to one)) always found it funny
this song captures a lot of terrible, yet comforting feelings. This song may sound sad, but I feel content listening to it. Listening to the beginning of this song all the way to the end of it feels like a journey. I can hear Strawberry guy singing hehe.
For me this song makes me remember those good old times with my dad, we worked alot in his parents house together when i was little. I wish i could go back 😞
For me this song makes me remember those good old times with my dad, we worked alot in his parents house together when i was little. I wish i could go back 😞
@@OctIceI dont know their story but mine is no purpose, bad at school and has no strength to learn, porn addiction, never had relationship, no friends, i dont love God enough, overthinks everyday. Before gym i had nothing and now im gymcel (you can google what is means). My life hasnt got better even i feel little more comfortable in my body. I want to be happy but i have no energy and strength to change my habits and get life. I have no purpose even i try to find it. Im miserable.
@@RoyTheReaperr Finally someone said it. I've been working out for 4 years and while I do appreciate my new physical appearance, Gym doesn't help shit with depression. Just like masturbation you only feel good for 10 minutes after the dopamine release and then empty again.
Travis doesn't really follow music, but he would like to. He was hoping that maybe he could come over to Betsy's house so they could listen to this tape since his stereo was broken.
He did a good deed not out of a good desire, he wanted to shoot a politician in the election, he failed and ran away and towards night he decided to vent his anger on the pimp.
What's hurt more than being alone, you know? Knowing, simply a hug could be the cure for all this shit Sometimes, i think to myself, i really need a hug, a deep hug.
The Sundays always hit different, I usually find myself reflecting on how much I have given up to pursue my passions. Boxing is my passion, it’s saved me from loneliness, saved me from suicide, gave me a different view of the world. From August to March I had taken a break from it and had a confusing time of my life, fell in love with hanging out with people all the time, being misguided not knowing what to do. Needless to say I left that phase quick, got my heart broken many times because all of them are gone, idk if it’s because I became ambitious or because I fuck everything up, either way I’m happy most the time it’s just Sundays man. Please my message to you all, find yourself, find your purpose, invest time into as much as you can, nothing sucks more than wasted talent! “Nobody knows you more then yourself.” 🖤💯
I have a similar story, but with a different sport, although this is not so important. Your words sound very inspiring. I have come a long way and finally I can say - I am happy)
You are not the only one buddy, but good luck trying to connect with others who feel that way, people just like to say "Me too" then go continue being sad and lonely, no efforts are put into helping eachother out of this by connecting
Travis Bickle: I realize now how much she's just like the others, cold and distant, and many people are like that, women for sure, they're like a union.
'I got no.... I got no one. My parents are dead, my brother..... My brother is dead. No wife, no kids, no friends, if i die tonight no one would care." -saul goodman
@@efeyigit6766What do you mean by "ppl like us" ? Serious question, I really thought religion could be a help to find relationship. I thought atheists people were more imapcted by loneliness, I'm sad to learn that is not the case
@@gabrielpetrouch atheist or not, anyone can be affected by loneliness. We just know that there is an all knowing being watching over us. Atheists do not have that, so it all may seem more meaningless for them. But Allah intended us to find partners, to socialize. In the modern world, that cannot always be accomplished. So some of us simply give up on finding someone and accept that we may only be happy on the other side. I wish you lads a great night.
I'm tired of going to places I don't want and seeing people I don't want every day, everything is just the same, my life is just a stupid cycle, I'm lonely, I don't have a social life, the girl I love doesn't love me. I doubt my family loves me, I'm tired of everything
Last year, from January to May. I moved from my hometown to a whole new city and state, leaving behind my family and friends, and it was really hard. I got into indie music during the moving, because it seemed to calm me down, and to look up in life. I remember having a playlist of indie songs, with this one being my favorite. I would play them with headphones on, walking around the city to get me used to it. This really helped, and now I'm living a better life than I ever could of.
I’ve been listening to this song. I mostly listen to the instrumental. I like it because it helps me remember the good times I had with my dog but at the same time makes me sad because it reminds me that he gone. Dog was put down at 14 1/2 in sept. 2022 due to declining heath. After he died, I just lost myself, felt something broke in me, my heart, or maybe a part of my soul. Just I’ve been depressed since his passing. Song helps by give me a grieving period to remember my dog. I know I’ll never fully recover but i know and see that each day will get better then the next. One day I’ll see him again, when it’s my time to go. Miss ya buddy 🐶
I feel sorry for you, man. I lost my dog December 16, 2022. I was being bullied at school and when I came home every day and saw her sick it was very painful. I listened to this song while playing on the computer to distract myself, as I watched her sleeping, the music comforted me. It was three months like that. That day, I lost a part of myself too, but if it makes you feel any better, I'm sure our dogs are happily playing in dog's heaven.
I'm very sorry about that.. I lost my childhood dog too, my neighbor poisoned her. There was nothing I could do at the time and I still regret it. At least there are memories in our minds, until we get to meet them again.
i lost my little brother 3 months ago this song was one of music he left behind for me on his last note and i cant get away the thought of 'i could have done something but end of the day i lost him i cant get him back im tryin my best to keep going for him only im writing this comment for the lost souls like him to read life mostly sucks but keep goin kids there is always a way and people lovin you please keep goin
I'm stuck in my mind, it's hard for me to accept. It's my fault, but I don't even know how I got to this point. It's eating me away. I do not know what to do.
I sit here thinking about everything, about once was, about what I did wrong. I atoned for everything I did wrong, and yet she went and did something so much worse. It hurts so much, I did my best for her, I was always loyal, I gave her my time and my energy and my heart and yet I got burnt, because she self sabotaged. If you’re reading this somehow, please realize what you’ve done to me, I gave you everything I had, and now you’re just a stranger with all my secrets.
This song is very important to me, it makes me cry because it reminds me of my family that is far from where they lived in another country since it is the song that I listened to the most when I was there, I love this song
This is a solid banger. Feels like I've hit a checkpoint in life where I can unwind and unload my burdens before having to pack it up and keep going. Hope everyone here has it well.
A tear drop from my eyes feeling like the most lonely man on this planet, But then if you keep thinking about something in your life you would find that life is good, Eventhough we have nothing but we can still be grateful of what we have because everyone in this world is not alone. We're here to help eachother out! It's alright to feel disappointed in yourself but never let yourself down, Remember! Whenever you fall you can always stand right back up again and fight until you win. I feel like life is nothing but then god sent me this girl, she's my gf and everything is better by just having her and knowing that she's there for you no matter what, How poor, how rich you're. The only thing that could define who you are is yourself, never let yourself down because if you've lost everything just know that you still have yourself, your family , your friends
Every time I listen to this song it always gives me a feeling that is indescribable about the past, you know, before the pandemic and all that, maybe I wasn't the most popular boy of all, but at least I had my friends everywhere, you know, I was in high school when all this happened then everything went to hell since the girl I was with broke up with me if only I could go back to that June 10, 2019 I would make so many changes in my life and right now I wouldn't be like this I went into a state where things hurt me but I try to feel better thinking that I am no longer the same as I was before THANKS FOR LISTENING
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When you staring at the ceiling at 1 am and realizing your life is just a piece of garbage. I havent got any good memories in the past 8 years. I just feels empty. Dead inside
I feel you brotha.. I’m 27 never had my own place cus bad situations , they just foreclosured my dad house. Nats , holes in ceilings, all alone ,so I have 90 days to move somewhere on top of my car going down … life’s great cus I’m still alive tho .. it’s gone get better trust me
This song reminds me of how fun I had when I was very young, and thought that everybody's life would be filled with eternal fun, unfortunately I realized that eternal fun does not really exist, but life is heaven 0.1 and we should make the most of it and try to get rid stress and other bad things.
Same bro, thats what me and my friend at elementary thought of, we thought would stay young and have fun forever, now both of us rarely contact eachother
And I know you're not there now But I know you really care somehow She said he does love you But well, hey, that's nothing new Don't waste time, you'll never look back Don't go there alone Just don't waste time, you'll never look back Don't go there alone And I know that he won't see So I spoke up, and they told me Just move on, you won't need them Shut your eyes and count to ten Don't waste time, you'll never look back Don't go there alone Just don't waste time, you'll never look back Don't go there alone I knew that you looked at me I never really saw you as proud (oh no) You're never really there for me You never gave me much of a crowd (oh no) I knew that you looked at me I never really saw you as proud (oh no) You're never really there for me You never gave me much of a crowd (oh no)
I dont know why i havent found anything excited, nor happiness. All my friends got theirs crush. And here i am. Standing alone, i dont have anybody to talk. My life is miserable. I dont know if im need any help. Im just sitting here, alone. And forever will be alone.
You don't have to suffer from loneliness. Don't fall in nihilism, dedicating your life to a bigger purpose is a very efficient way to be happier with yourself. Humans gets happier by learning: sports, arts & crafts, science, philosophy, psychology, political action, fishing, so much things human created just to find a purpose and a meaning to existence. Try things, fails, read, be open to experiences, simple advices but you should give it a try
When watched this movie years ago. I didn’t understood a single thing about it. Why is it so good like people say? Years later I finally understood it completely. You can’t truly get it if you don’t walk at least a little bit in Travis shoes
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only man in the world and all the people around me are part of a movie im just the fool that makes everyone laugh and learns from. Then I have these days where I feel like everything is a lie and that everyone who loves me is just using me in some way I hate feeling like this. Worst are the days when I lose track of the past 4 hours and im just sitting outside listening to some music or a video and im alone still in a house with my little sister and my friends that we all share. Then I met you the brightest light that gave me hope and love that I haven't felt since I was a kid. I love you and for some unknown reason, you said those same words back to me while holding my hand and looking at me. Honestly, I had to look behind me to make sure it was me you were looking at, and seeing the wall behind me and looking back at you made me happy.
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