She sung this song to me a week before she took her life. Twenty-four years ago. You would be Forty years today. There is not a day that goes by. That I think of you. R.I.P Vanessa.
I had two friends who comitted suicide. One blew his head off with a shotgun and the last one jumped from a bridge. The last one I saw just one hour before he jumped. It will haunt me to the day I die that I did not see it comming. I miss you Kim and Julle.
@@klaushmller4166 I won't get into the reason why. But I will say I wasn't there when she needed someone the most. I see her ghost everyday and everywhere. Were the fuck was I?
Why did she do that ? Did it affect you to the point where you cannot love again ? I ask ... I wouldn’t want to hurt my family in that way . But I feel in pain in my mind ...
This song was played at my mother in laws funeral. She loved this song ,she always struggled to find someone to love her always heartbroken by so many people but she always had a big heart ... Rip to her beautiful soul and everyone who is no longer here that was loved deeply, I feel your pain. I miss her laugh, her voice, her advice, everything. She was the one person I could talk to and listen to me she was the one I could run to when I was scared. I love you Banu 💜💜😢
When one makes themselves alone, when they socialize, people enforce the aloneness the one created, hence your post. Took awhile to realize this truth but working on not feeling alone anymore.
I cry every time I listen to this song including now. It was the song my mother would play everyday on all speakers while we would work in the garden together but now it's always arguing nonstop and sometime it's physical. I listen to this song at night to remind myself how close and happy she used to be.
I don't think people ever plan on falling for a narcissist though like knowone ever thinks hey your a narcissist I'm going to fall in love with you lol.
Was about to write this very same thing. 16 years together now I'm a stranger. Actually makes me feel like I'm one hell of a guy. Gave a person who feels empty inside the fuel to at least fake smile and act half decent with my love and support for so long. Imagine what I can achieve with a loving person who may help me sometimes while being empathetic in times when I may need support. And to the strange lady who made me believe she was worthy of my love. Sorry for seeing you for who you are,it must've hurt when I wouldn't allow you to wear the mask of my wife anymore, I really loved the role you played. good luck with future endeavours..
April of 2021 and still listening. Everytime i hear this song i picture a long, rural straight dirt road. It's night. Half moon. Overcast sky spattered with dim starlight. The time is after midnight but well before dawn. This dusty county road is off a main road that is remote. In the distance the sound of a car moving closer off the main road grows louder, the hum of the engine piercing the silence of the night. Music is playing in the car as a dark, dreamy, melancholy sound escapes the cracked windows. Back on the dirt road, dust is tossed around as a sudden, inexplicable wind gushes through the pine trees that line both sides of the road. The pine cones sway and whip in the sudden breeze, dropping as the branches and pine needels clash about. The road seems so lonely. Or maybe it just seems lonely to a person who may be walking this darkened stretch of earth at such an hour off the beaten path. But the night and road now have life and a dreamy energy as the trees sway, bending with the windstorm. It's as if the song has manifested an unexplained, unseen energy. The car finally passes, the sound drifting off in the distance, the tailights fading into a black oblivion. Back on the dirt road, the trees slow to a calm. The night is again still, and the song is over. But the moment never forgotten nor ever seen.
Lyrics: I want to hold the hand inside you I want to take the breath that's true I look to you and I see nothing I look to you to see the truth You live your life, you go in shadows You'll come apart and you'll go black Some kind of night into your darkness Colors your eyes with what's not there Fade into you Strange you never knew Fade into you I think it's strange you never knew A stranger's light comes on slowly A stranger's heart without a home You put your hands into your head And then smiles cover your heart Fade into you Strange you never knew Fade into you I think it's strange you never knew
this hurts so bad. every single time i cross that one tree on the pavement, it reminds me of that one day, it was raining so heavily and him and i stood under that very tree, taking shelter under it while it rained, we found peace there, found peace within eachother, it was love, it was strange, i loved him so dearly. the urge to send him this song but i can't. i miss him so much.
I believe this is about Spiritual Awakening... It sang different to me for the 1st time since the 90's... I believe she was goint through The Dark Night of the Soul even. I think she is speaking about herself, her Higher Self... Her Souls purpose on this Earthly Plane. She suffered... Because she was sensitive to Energies and had a sense that maybe she didn't belong here, because for the "Chosen Ones", "Starseeds", Light Workers", Healers, and Indigo or Crystal Children, we forget who we are as well as the Importance of our Mission. One that was chosen by US to raise the Vibration of Earth and it's UTMOST IMPORTANCE in the Ascension of our Souls Growth... The veil is pulled down when we incarnate on this fear based 3rd density... It makes no sense to us why there are humans going without--- Without Love... Without Food... Without Water... Without Shelter... -Why? WHY?!? Is what she and many others have asked about the Wars and disease and hatred among these human beings... "Why are we NOT LOVING, GRATEFUL, AND UNIFIED with Our Mother Earth and The Creator? Beings of this Earth cause much pain, I want to go home, where there is LIGHT and Pure LOVE..." That is what I feel in my very being, just at 2:22a.m. Toni...
I don't smoke anymore, quit after 15 years of smoking... and this song reminds me of a good scotch, a pack of cigaretts and sitting down looking at the stars... I can still do some whiskey I guess... is hypnotic.
i miss you bella. i will never forgive you though. i can never trust when someone tells me to trust them anymore cause betrayal doesn't come from the enemy
I am but a hollowed flask Trying to fill myself with things that doesn't last Disappearing, apparating, illuminating in the process Consuming lumps of blue in high doses
The good old times, when music ment something special and the lyrics were true and honest . This song is so pure and bring a lot of sad and good memories .
its a really intense song I love it I always have. It speaks to me. I reminisce and think and remember the love of my life. I find it not Happy nor sad. it has changed my mood from either or :) I interpret it from my own experience and i believe it to be "it is what it is" of a deep intense relationship that 1 individual is only capable of emotional love the other individual that is only capable of loving logically. does that make sense to anyone else?
Aww, remember our first dance together was to this song, so glad I met you, good luck with your therapy today and know that I'll be there from the start till you come round :* x
the most simple song i have ever heard yet it speaks volumes ...the whole song is in A E And B and every now and then a D comes in ...wow this song made me feel again ...now i need a girl in our band to sing it just like she does ...her voice is like silk ...amazing song man
When I want to relax or put calm in myself I always hear this wonderful song. One of the best for me..... and for all peoples in Love 💞💕💞💕 Thank you Mazzy...... Regards from Italy 🌹❤️
Going to dance to this song for mom and son dance. My favorite love song ever. My only son is so special hes getting married so happy for him. 2021 is beautiful for him and his fiancee. I'm so happy for him. God gave me a beautiful son. Cant wait to be a grandma one day soon.
Nothing good had happened to me when this came out. I was into serious drugs and listening to this was bliss. I’m drug free now but this is even more blissful to me
it sucks when you find out they aren’t the person you made them up to be in your head. you think they are great all of this time but it only takes a moment to realize they aren’t like that and they aren’t the person you thought.
I feel like this song is about letting your love for someone consume you instead of realising the reality that it’s all in your head and that person isn’t who you think they are. Almost like your in love with the idea on what you think they are. That’s why it’s so sad. Love going unreciprocated
Mister Dad as irrelevant as these things tend to be in comparison to other stuff, the reality of it is that sometimes it sucks not having certain people in our lives, regardless of how things turned out in the end. Given that some people aren't worth missing and I can list off many names of people who've been in my life that I wouldn't waste a second of my time thinking about. But not everyone we cut ties with leaves a bad mark on our lives. You don't really know what you have until it's gone, and this is especially true when you look back years later and reflect on those past relationships. You really begin to see who has value, and in my case it's a value I took for granted at that time and only now do I see it except I can't do anything about it except learn to appreciate when I have something good again. Otherwise I'll find myself back here listening to this song thinking about these same things. I'm not talking about recent relationships either but two in particular that I haven't had contact with either one in years and I've have had several relationships since. I just have a good analysis now of who I truly felt happy with vs who I didn't. There's many reasons to miss someone. We may miss who they used to be, we may miss what could have been, we might think "if only this didn't happen if only that did happen" or we might be living with the regret of letting someone go that we only now wish we hadn't. That's what I believe this song reflects on, these thoughts and feelings. It's perfectly normal to miss someone whether they're an old friend, a loved one, a family member, and even an ex.
Reading the comments section...glad I did. We all have some deep/dark memory or moment in time that defines our emotions. I'm not the only one. I wish I can rekindle with someone. It will happen!!!!
Sung with an unusual introverted flair, this is the ultimate co-dependancy love song, with a haunted, aloof vocal style & music thats both celebratory & mournful, this timeless song is a masterpiece in melancholy.
holy shit i don’t even know what to think anymore i’m sitting outside in the dark it’s almost 1am and i’ve been crying all day i realise how strong my dad is i feel so fucking helpless i can’t do anything to help him watching him scream today has played through my mind a million times the fact he has no one to talk to fuck i rememebr my ♡ jus breaking into pieces i was sitting outside reading and their voices just got louder and louder and i hear this scream it’s like so high pitched and fast and i thought it was the tv but it was my dad and he was jus screaming he was talking so fucking fast i was so fucking confused i tried to separate them not believing my eyes after i went upstairs and called my aunt and then childline my mum went to work and me and my dad talked after about this tragic marriage i had to be born into of course
the shit he told me after tho i wanna die like i wanna die right now i wish a meteor would just hit us and i wouldn’t have to get up and face this again tommrow i know i’m gonna remmeber this and my hearts just going to drop i feel like i’m scarred for life in a way i can’t get better
Malisa C thank you Malisa❤️ I kept hearing this song before we met and then when we did he played it whenever we were together. No one can describe that unexplainable longing and unconditional love you have for someone except that they just resonate with your soul.
You were my first kiss, my first love. My best friend. Things weren’t always perfect between us. We fought. We cried. We screamed we hated eachother. You were still my greatest love. The only girl I’ll ever love. You left this world far too soon. But don’t worry. I know you’re watching over me and our beautiful little boy. Everytime we hear this song we think of you love
I was in the dorms-not mine but it was even better. I believed in a romantic future with no suffering in sight. I was naive and young. I miss those days- silent walks on campus with new people trying to figure themselves out as well. Today this song makes me realize I found the one.
I remember listening to this so upset, chasing the girl of my dreams who I thought didn't see me.. it took time but I got her... we've been married 13 years now with a beautiful 10 year old daughter. If I could go back I'd tell teenage me it's going to be worth the struggle, it's worth the wait.
This gives me hope my crush has a girlfriend right now and I'm really in pain I've been waiting for him for 3 years and if I knew that he will be mine at the end I'm willing to wait for 10 more years
My now girlfriend and I slow danced to this one night together in her room when we were just seeing one another and casually dating. We were holding each other really close and dancing and it was the moment we realized we loved one another and this has been our song since then ❤️
