My grandmother passed. I've been saved since 2016. I know she's in Heaven but I miss her. Prior to her passing she lost the ability to speak normally due to recurring strokes. Ive missed her since then to. She was suffering unable to speak as much and I prayed for God to ease her pain and call her home. He called her home in February of this year, 2023. I've felt like my faith is under a satanic attack. I've been watching sermons and trying to use this as a way to grow closer to God and as a way to strengthen my faith after I walk through the fire with christ and come out better on the other side. For those experiencing a faith failure the holy spirit is leading me to give this advice. I personally and currently am experiencing this myself. 1) Nothing can take your salvation and your relationship with God from you. Not the devil, not dark thoughts, nor diagnosis, nor insult nor injury nor emotional trauma, nothing. The devil and the demons know he exists. But they'll attack you in weakness because of this!! They can't have you but they want to trip you. 2) Use the time you get from a faith failure to draw close to God. Do not push him away. This is not as bad as it seems, this is actually an opportunity. Read the word, watch sermons. And pray! Pray! Pray! Pray! Everyday every hour. Whatever. Tell God whats going on, tell Jesus and the holy spirit. Ask for them to help you because they promise they'll never forsake you. Th eThey are with you even when it doesn't feel like it. 3) Talk to someone else who is saved and who is Christian. Ask them if they've ever delt with a satanic faith attack or an attack on their faith from something. Ask them to pray with you. Ask your pastor Ask your church brothers and sisters. Where three or more gather in the name of the lord he is among you. It's stronger in a group.
