People can be so ignorant. There is one gal on RU-vid and that’s all she does is benefit off of others sorrows. She is a piece of work and I wish RU-vid would do something about her. But Emma is strong and can handle that woman.
So, true, how? Just when you think people’s behavior can’t possibly get any worse….it does! I honestly don’t get it! I am so sorry you had to deal with that. You had to do what was best, understandably! 🥰
@@kathyferrara4444 yes it's mkliv or something stupid name . She's a real serious nasty piece of work and. She calls so many cancer poor souls, and their victims . She's a witch 🧙♂️
Omfg Emma, im shocked at the nurses mistake🤬 im just glad you was there to spot the nurses mistake. That should of been a sackable offence, they should of lost their pin & been struck off the register so there unable to work in nursing again. I've worked in elderly care & even I know that your supposed to double check controlled drugs by 2 staff.
@@clairekilvert-jones7942 but how do you want to handle this in a private setting though, like in a patient's own home, with their relatives (or even children) as their caregivers? I once worked with an elderly lady, and I was told (maybe once or twice) how to give her medications (i'm NOT in the medical/health care field), and from then on, I was on my own. Thankfully I knew exactly what I was doing, but a lot of other people don't.
@@nadlerskid well exactly. I work in vulnerable people's own homes and I am trained and insured to administer these heavy drugs, but nobody is checking that I am checking. I'm trusted. And for what it's worth, I am very trustworthy and follow procedure every time because mistakes can and do happen. I've seen it in my work with other carers. However they were not stopped or checked by a second person as that's not protocol. This is what outrages me. Money is preventing safeguarding from medical mistakes. Its much cheaper and more convenient to the system to let workers administer the meds on their own. Vulnerable people are harmed by this every day.
@@charlottetaylor4471 it's wrong but there's no legal requirement for a second member of staff to witness and sign for the administration or support of controlled drugs in a person's own home. (See CQC)
Omg Emma those nurses are so incompetent!! So glad you caught it ! They are supposed to have safety measures in place so this never happens, wow you were an angel for Souz ❤️🇨🇦
You’re a hero in so many ways Emma! You not only saved your sister’s life that day, but I’m sure countless others, now and in the future. Bless your heart Emma ♥️
Oh my goodness, Emma those two nurses needed to be fired for their almost fatal mistake. Thank goodness you were with Sooz that day. You stopped a near fatal mistake. Take things one step at a a time. Know that we are always here for you. Hugs to your fur kids take care of yourself and lean on Ash and other family members.
Oh Emma, how much more can you take. You are such a strong woman, and what a protector of Sooz you were!! You saved Sooz that day, we were just standing behind you, as we will ways do. We are all your friends in your pocket. As always sending massive hugs to you xxx
You were exactly where you needed to be with Sooz. You were her angel. Her hero. You are more than welcome to all our love and support. We are still with you. Love from Vermont USA ❤
My sister is a nurse and she always says that it is called ' the practice of medicine because they are always practicing', and learning. Your presence with Sooz that day prevented that mistake and has become a huge learning experience for so many, professionals and patients alike. We are all human and subject to failures, you not only saved Sooz life that day but so many others in the future. Someone else said that you were Sooz angel here on earth and she is now yours. I believe that she still walks beside you everyday, I hope that you can take some comfort in that. We are all here for you and from one set of twins to another much love and peace. ❤✌ I have a guest room at the beach in NJ, USA if you find yourself and Ash in need of a much deserved getaway. My door and my heart is always open.
You have your fur babies who know their mommy is in pain and will give you so much love during the hard days. I know I don't know you but your a wonderful daughter and sister who give everything you had even though it was killing you to comfort your loved ones in their last moments, your an angel. 😇
Omg Emma...i had palpitations listening to this...absolutely shocking...with those nurses....not even going to waste my breath on the trolls....im still sitting in you're pocket...love always ❤❤xx
Oh my goodness! The “mistake” the nurses made is unbelievable and inexcusable! Thank God you caught it! Even here in the USA, we also have to be there for our loved ones. The health care systems all over the world are flawed. It’s definitely a huge blessing that you could be there with Sooz. I’m so sorry this happened. I continue to pray for you and yours. May God grant you peace, comfort, strength, and love as you walk this new path. Love and hugs!🩷🙏🏻🩷🙏🏻
I am a Nurse and it took my breath when you were telling us what almost happened. Anytime a patient or family member questioned me about a medication, I always went and checked the order again. I never felt like I knew it was right just because I was the Nurse. You always check and then double check. Hugs to you. I know it is hard to relive that moment when you tell about it happening or even think about it happening.
Jesus Christ dear Emma my blood ran cold! You are an absolute angel on your sisters shoulder. I’m shaking and I’ve only had to hear it let alone go through that. Ohhh my goodness emmma what on earth!
Your so welcome, I'm so proud to a part of The Dog Poo Fairy family and i am so happy that I fit in your pocket! The day the med incident happened you were better than detective Vera Stanhope from the show " Vera" LOL
Gorgeous ♥️ Emma im just glad you was there so tired but you noticed the difference in sizes but the two nurses didn't you made me feel cold and sick l don't think the nurses seem to care it's disgusting you definitely was ♥️ Sooz earth angel sending ♥️ to Jo too ♥️ Ash ♥️Jason ♥️ Terry ♥️ Kevin 💔💔💔🙏xxxxxx
Bless you Emma, you all did what you had to do for Soozs help she needed!! Emma you guys did right, we do not have to know everything, it was such a journey that Sooz went on with you by her side always! Thank you for feeding us in on what happened to Sooz! Oh my goodness Emma thank our heavenly father for your advocacy for Sooz!! GOD was watching out for Sooz through you¡!! We have to stay with our sick loved one's to be their eyes and ears as you done!! Bless you hon!! My sister and I had to advocate for our mom, never left her alone!! We caught issues that we had to watch for with our mom!! I agree with you so glad you are a very strong woman and loved your mom and sister so much to be there for them ❤!! We love you and are here for you Emma!! Sending you a huge hug and love!! ❤ Enjoy your visit with Jo!! You take all the time you need!! Love you honey!! ❤
Oh my goodness! Emm my jaw hit the floor watching this video, there is no room for error when it comes to something like that. You are just so amazing and such a worrior. I am just SO SO proud of you darling for standing your ground and saying something. That is unexcusable and in my opinion that kind of mistake i dont know that they should still be able to practice medicine. We completely understand why you couldn't say anything and im so glad its been taken care of. The things you have done for sooz is unlike any kind of sister love ive ever witnessed. You went above and beyond for her and it has been such a beautiful thing to see. Sending lots and lots and lots of love and prayers your way love. ❤💕❤️💕
It makes me sick to.my stomach that in this high tech day and age we live in such simple mistakes are being made with castrophic results, I have no words, you could tell in your voice the trembling how much it has affected you and that will stay with you, again your thinking of everyone else and not yourself bless you, explaining things to us, thinking of jo bless her, what an lovely lady, and thanking us, I do love the saying of you keeping us in your pocket and take us along it's so cute and endearing, you can tell you really mean it, you so wonderful I feel like you my friend, I send you positive vibes emma and a huge hug, and I sent a little prayer to your mum and sooz xxxxxx
Emma, omg when I was caring for my daughter, who was hrs from death, I took over! Was obnoxious to all to make sure they were all on same page documented all vitals,meds procedures! Don't regret anything, she's alive and well and back on her own! Thank you and sooz for all the info and love you've shared ❤️ ❤
Omg when you compare those two syringes sizes. What the hell! You are spot on, I have been with you every step of the way. You were the best part of her life, an angel.
Emma, medical mistakes are the number 3 cause of death in the US. You were an amazing advocate for your sister and you already have helped begin change in our lives for how we encounter our healthcare system. I’m sending you hugs as you begin your journey of healing. You are loved by so many.
Oh my Goodness! So much has happened is right. Thank God you were there. Blessings to you for how you cared for your family when they truly needed you.
Oh sweet Emma, so sorry you had to go through all of the trolls, incompetent nurses, wow. You are in my thoughts. I found myself humming your song the other day❤ I live in Florida, USA & had never heard that song prior to watching your vlogs. You are more powerful than you think my dear, just remember you have many supporters here that far outweigh the not-so-nice ones😊❤❤❤
First & foremost, my dear Emma, we are here no matter what! You don’t need to worry about anything other than taking care of yourself as best you can while you work through the tremendous amount of things that need follow-up. The 2 nurses that participated in that life threatening medication error need more than a “stern talking to” & retraining. Something like a written warning & being assigned to only patients that can advocate for themself for a period of time. Thank god you were there. You are in my thoughts and prays as you grieve. Much love.💔🙏😘
Keeping you in my heart....you've gone through SO much, and it will be a while before normality returns...take it slowly Emma...hard stuff to come.....be kind to yourself & just rest,recover a wee bit & heal. Love from Scotland xx
Emma, you totally should write a book about the journey you've been on with your family. I've only just discovered your channel this week and very rarely comment on videos, but your story absolutely needs to be shared further than just those on social media. My thoughts and prayers are with you xoxo
OMG. Emma you truly were Sooz guardian angel in the full sense that day . How horrendous there is no other word , what were they thinking ? What is also tragic is that there was TWO nurses who mucked up. Surely with these controlled drugs they have a double check system to check the patient's note's every time.! I would be so angry as well , its the incompetence that is so frightening. Thank God you were there and so on the ball with her routine. I hope you have received a full written apology and they have learnt from it. Love you Emma , we are all here everyday wishing you comfort and love.❤❤❤❤❤❤
Absolutely shocking the thing with oxycodone was able to happen, a nurse should know the difference between 3 and 300 ml and that 300 ml oxy is a overdose. Those nurses should be immidiatly fired.If you had not been there. I'm so sorry that both you and Sooz have had to been through so much and how much you have been forced to fight for your sister. I wonder how many patients are constantly hurt and killed because of mistakes, I mean Sooz would probably be alive if she had been listened to.
Aww Emm I'm so sorry you have had to deal with all that on top of everything you and your family have been through 😢 I have been reporting that channel for months it's absolute vile, sending my love your way as always 💐❤️
It absolutely makes me wonder what type of person would troll or just be nasty in general to someone whose going through the worst time of their lives and through absolutely no fault of their own....Emma, the things you've had to remain tight lipped about. I just know I would have slipped up and had to start the video from the top. Big hugs 🤗🙏🏼 xx
I have no words to describe how I feel about you being trolled . Good grief what is wrong with people . Emma you did right , whatever it took to protect you and Sooz and your family . Sending love and strength as always xx
So sorry you have to deal with trolls. Most of us out here love and support you. I hope we make up for the vile few. I feel blessed to be a part of your story. I know first hand how important it is to be with family in the hospital. You did a wonderful job. I hope you can get some well earned rest. ❤
🌈🌺🐼🍄oh my godfather! Nurse of 25 plus…. I can not believe that this happened. The five rights! It is drummed into you from day one of your degree! The right time, the right patient, the right route, the right dose, the right medication!!!! That is one of the most stupidest dangerous mistakes I’ve ever ever heard of. Any controlled drug as a nurse you are extremely cautious, I can not believe this. I’m so so sorry. ❤you need some extensive grief counselling darling x
Omg Emma, 10 times too much!!! Ffs! Its the stuff of nightmares. Emma you have been through so much, you are going to need so much time for yourself after the funerals. Please care for yourself as you did Sooz ❤
Wow emma that is shocking to hear so glad sooz had you there i cant even imagine how traumatic that was i hope you are getting some way of justice for that as you have dealt with so much. That was pur negligence of not reading notes properly double checking just presuming and thae outcome would of been devastating! Why arent these nursesstruck off fgs why are they still working in this field re trained or not thats appalling god forbid if thos mistake as been made previously with others it doesnt bare thinking about they should definately lose their jobs and recieve nothing less im gobsmacked 😳 the way you advocated for sooz is admirable the attention to detail you knew is amazing sooz must be so bloody proud of you in thst sense. You are her twin but also her best friend and definately her hero thats for sure you love and compassion for your family is second go none and what you have been through during all this is unbelievable the strength you showed for sooz your mum and family is another level i admire you and im in no doubt thousands of followers do to hun. You are amazing the things your sooz and mum will want now is for you to heal be at peace and learn to be happy to live your life again i know they will both be walking along side of you every step of the way they will be so proud as we all are of you emma. Sending my love and best wishes to you lovely ❤xxx
Oh my lord thank dear god you were there there should be a big investigation that’s disturbing you need to go as far as.you can to stop this happening to someone else god bless please take care of yourself you have been through a lot your a beautiful earth angel god bless you ❤❤❤❤❤
I've had this Sue. They done exactly the same to my father. I ended up taking him to Peru for stem cell treatment and they tried to stop me getting out of the country but I proved them wrong. The lies in the hospital, everything documented totally different to what I would read daily. I totally understand xx
I've only just started watching you darling. I am sooo very sorry 😞 I have seen how wonderful you have been. You're darling sister Sooz is so lucky to have had You're care and love. You have lost you're beautiful family all at once. You are one of the loveliest people ever. Please tell me if there is anything anything I can do ❤
I’m not even finished the video I’m half way through and omfg!!! What the actual hell!!! 😮 with them syringes?!!! Emma I can’t! 😱😨 … I’m going back to the video I’m utterly freaked out right now
We all need a sister like you❤ you are amazing. So sorry the haters are involving you in their hate. All so unnecessary. If you can’t say something nice don’t say anything.
We live in a sick world for sure, bad people, incompetent people, reckless people. Absolutely disgusting that you had to deal with that crap on top of everything else. But in the midst of all that are good people, loving people, loyal people, nature, pets and thoughtfulness. You are a good person and good always triumphs over evil. Always. Much love.
To everyone, as a retired caregiver, who has seen SO MUCH, these and other medical mistakes happen EVERY DAY in facilities, hospitals, hospice, nursing homes etc. EVERY DAY. I was often a private duty carer hired because the shortage of staff and quality of care was so lacking in the for profit model in place . To be sure, there were lovely carpets, chandeliers and free ice cream but behind the scenes? Dear God! Now of course, very few families can bear the cost of private help...when my own time comes, I will not be able to bear it! Emma what you have witnessed is horrific and I hope you are able to pursue justice. However, what I have seen is that the anger and soul killing exhaustion that you are left with makes you unable to do more than " put it behind you" as the experience fades and you recover. YOU WERE INCREDIBLE, EMMA. I was unusual in that I did 24/7 as well. That is how you see things. You will do as you see fit my darling girl. Your supporters will be right here for you. But please, get rest..love your incredible family and let them love you. Eat well and wisely and process this terrible experience. You will never forget, I still remember several cases in vivid detail and I'm going on 80! LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU! (ANN)
Im so sorry for what both you & Sooz went through towards the end of her precious life. Thank goodness you were there next to Sooz❤ Jo was an angel aswell❤ unfortunately, we need to keep a closer eye on our loved ones medications to ensure nothing like that happens. My dad was given an anti sickness tablets just because he felt sick on one day. The nurses told me to give him one everyday. He had one & he didn't wake up until the next morning I thought he was dying! So I never gave him them they are still in a drawer. A carer who was an ex nurse said she was given them & it made her feel so bad her son took her to hospital. Luckily my dad's been ok since but I'm glad you are helping other people to be aware of loved ones medications. The problem these days are that a patient doesn't see the same Dr or nurse continuously. Always different. Well done Emma for noticing the error & helping everyone ❤love to you, Ash , your family & furbabies❤❤❤
Emma that is so awful what happened with the medication. You are an amazing vigilant lady What business is it of anyone’s to question where Sooz was staying and you were right to keep it to yourselves. Hope you get to have a cup of tea with Jo, she is a lovely friend 🫶🫶🤞👏🌺❤️⭐️💪🍀🙏
Emma, you need to stop apologizing, if people are so ignorant to understand what you have been going through, went through and are still going through it then, I apologize for this word, but fuck them. You owe no apologies to anyone, I’m so thankful I got to share in your life and seeing your babies and the beautiful scenery, it was breathtaking. I’m thankful I got to share with Sooz and your Momma, I’m blessed and honored to have been a small piece of it. I prayed my ass off and I’m still praying and I will be here for you always. Love, hugs, prayers and give those babies of yours cuddles for me, Love you Emma🫶🏼🐇🌞🙏🏼🕊️🍀🩷✝️💙🐾🌸💝❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️
Oh Emma. As I have commented before, I know what you going through too well. One of our hospitals overdosed my Dad on morphine and put him into ICU. He had non Hodgkins neuroma (cancer) which triggered off his first massive heart attack, whilst a male nurse was by his bed yelling at him to get out of the bed and left the room whilst he was having that massive heart attack. He just went down from that, like the worst nightmare he didn’t need. Neither did we as we didn’t have that long after that because of them. On the day he died, they’d left him in the corner sitting up with no buzzer and he had a turn of some kind. I got angry with the nurse and said - get him back into that bed, NOW. She cried and said ‘why is he doing this to me today?’. I lost it - why is he doing it to you, how dare you! We lost him that night on my Mothers birthday :( My thoughts are with you Emma, I am so proud of you for being so strong, for the person you are. You lost your Dad, Mum and twin sister so close together and it’s been hell on earth for you. It’s your turn to be nurtured and cared for, I hope you can have some peace once it settles down
I have seen so so many mistakes some fatal whilst working in hospitals supporting people with learning difference and mental health over 25years ..I can’t even begin to tell you I also was left with PTSD from Them ..I think you need to become part of a team of people who advised hospitals when you feel you can your knowledge is invaluable ..I am so sorry for you loss and heartache xxxx
Thank god you where there, the hairs where stood up on my head when you where explaining what had happened. I hope they said sorry the nurses, I've seen some things when I've been in hospital and it scares me.xx
The PALS could well save somebody else's life in the future, but only when you feel up to it. In the meantime, take things easy, we'll all be here cheering you on❤🙏
Sending you love and strength Emma.🙏🏻💕 Hospitals are not safe at all these days,we have to be on our guard constantly. I do not understand people that put their full trust in to them,these days we should ask questions and be constantly on our guard to make sure our loved ones get the right treatment,thank god you never left Soozies side. My heart is broken for you,for what you have endured,you are so,so strong,and did everything you possibly could for your beautiful Sooz and beautiful Mum,bless your heart 🙏🏻💕 xxxx
Absaloute incompetence by these 2 nurses. Im a nurse in Australia & theres a reason why schedule 8 opioids are double checked. Just horrific that even the double check didnt prevent them from nearly doing a catastrophic error. Thank god you were there. God bless you Emma I pray each day gets a little better for you ❤
You are an incredible woman, what a force you and Sooz were together, lionesses the pair of you. We can’t ever fill that hole that is so painful right now, but you make sure you keep deep pockets so we can be with you as you step forward, you have so many of us holding you, albeit metaphorically -but nonetheless with huge love. Xxx
Trolls are the worst and there is no world where you need to apologise for safeguarding your family or their caregivers. Take it an hour at a time, there is no “normal” way to get through trauma and grief. The pain doesn’t go away but one day you will find you can talk about your loved ones without crying (sometimes you will cry and sometimes you won’t), but they will always be with you in your heart and you have them watching over you always ❤ xx
I am so sorry dear Emma that you have had other issues besides all the trauma you have been through. I knew there had been a very serious issue when Sooz would have been given a massive overdose of medication if you hadn't been there which is horrifying but I am shocked to hear about having to change her accommodation without saying anything about where you were with Sooz. It's unbearable with all you were going through. What you have done for Sooz was to give her the best care and love a twin sister could. You and Sooz and your family will remain in my heart until I die. ❤ Sending prayers from France.❤
Emma you are one of God's angels. Sent down to take care of the people you loved and still love. You are a beautiful kindest person. You need to look after yourself and spend time with your husband and lovely animals they will help you heal xxx
Even handling trolls with class, grace and humility. This, this is why we love you all so very much! ❤😢I can't imagine the type of hateful, bitter persons who would try to take away from the sweetest young ladies ( and family) in what is no doubt the most tragic of times. 😢I feel sorry for them if they are deriving any pleasure and actually concentrating their energy on making this harder for you. Shame on them! I know from having spent a lot of time in hospital that there is always one person who has an issue. If for instance, someone's visitors stay 2 minutes longer after visiting times! People should be being kind and spreading good, well wishes and wishing people better🙏 Imagine leading a such a sad life? And you are such a sweet, lovely family going through SO much. ❤I completely understand why you had to protect Sooz, though in this day and age, you shouldn't have had to do it. God bless you all. Can i just say, I'm disgusted to hear about it if I'm honest. Well done for not letting their sad antics even touch you or Sooz- that shows the wonderful EoL carer you have had to become for your sis. Im so proud of you for so many things, ive never met you, but ive experienced some of the same things ( unfortunately) 💔 I was in hospital, during that time and I commented that Sooz was incredibly lucky to be able to have you with her, in hospital. I meant that purely because my local hospital is pretty un-helpful, very strict about people staying and I purely meant that just to praise York Hospital for being a bit flexible, I've been in and out of hospital and seen many, many things ( some which you would probably not believe!) As for the oxycodone thing-😱 im well versed on this drug, and the processes around controlled drugs. I actually take this myself. I watched this video, and the moment that you said that you saw "2 big ORANGE coloured liquid filled syringes"...It was like I almost knew what you were going to say next!! 😮I shouted at my phone💔. As you are quite right, ✅️👏 in hospital the ratio of how much of the active drug oxycodone is 1mg to 1ml and the liquid is always CLEAR in colour. Yes 2 qualified registered nurses need to sign for each dose in the treatment room before both presenting it to the patient, checking it again by having them verbally say their name and date of birth, or checking it against the wristband ( i wonder, did Sooz have a wristband on at that moment? ) then they both have to watch the patient take it, and once satisfied both sign the patients chart. But as you AGAIN rightly ✅️pointed out- they did NOT 🚫 use their own stock, they used Soozs' own. You'd think the fact its in such a tiny plastic bottle would be the first thing to stand out to them to double check, then the fact it is orange should have been another opportunity for them to realise their error. It's not hard to read a label. And when you stopped them to question, they should've behaved professionally and first of all they should have stopped what they were doing and LISTENED to you - not laughed and make comments to you the way they did. I'm SO glad that Matron was there to back you up. 👏👏👏 In my opinion that's a sackable offence, but in the middle of a nationwide nursing staff shortage, letting 2 RNs go, they'd be in the 💩 . But it was YOU that stood up for Sooz, that day. I dont want you to hate me for what came into my head, given the stuff ive personally seen in a different hospital, but if you had not done that, and poor Sooz was exhausted and she could have taken it, they easily could have covered up their terrible mistake, maybe even never known themselves. As Sooz was an EoL patient, sounds horrible to say but ive seen worse, those nurses couldve administered the oxycodone and on discovering Sooz, they easily could claim that she had just passed from her illness. Also they could have truly believed it was the right dose. As cause of Soozs untimely passing was known beforehand, they do not run investigations into post mortem and tissue and blood samples after the patient passes as its not viewed as needed. Thank God for you!! ❤ you truly was Soozs' angel that day. I can see how hard the memory of it is as you are shaking and your voice is wobbling, but Emma guess what? You did it! You became the strongest version of yourself and what you said about being invincible, about nothing being able to hurt you again, you are absolutely right. I remember an older video where you were telling us that you were scared to go in to Sooz because you were scared of what you might find or see something that you couldn't cope with. A few weeks down the line and you are already wise to things it takes many grieving people a long time to realise. Sooz was also a very wise lady, the wishes that she left for you, on how to live your life are beautiful. Live life for the both of you ❤ Your Mum and Sooz have not left you, they are still there with you, beside you. Talk to them. It must be so hard as a twin. One day, your Mum brought you both into the world, together. And now you are dealing with their passing just hours apart. I wish i could send you a huge cuddle through the phone. They have simply gone on before you. Onto that perfect white sandy beach, being waited on hand and foot, watching over all their loved ones and looking forward to the day ( in many many many years) that you get your own angel 🪽 wings and fly up to be with them. ⛱️ 🌊 🕊 ( i know with everything your head will be frazzled rn.) Sending so much healing and support 💗 Sometimes the world just doesnt seem fair 💔 God bless you Emma, Ash and the whole family. Please watch over this beautiful soul as you accept the beautiful souls of Muriel and Sooz into the glorious kingdom of paradise. No more pain or suffering. Hearts did indeed break all over the world. Please Lord, enrich Emmas spirit and continue to watch over her, give her strength, especially now in such a sorrowful time. Let us all grant Soozs' wish and spread her story, now and always, Amen xxx 🙏 ❤🎉
I'm so glad you were never intimidated by those pig-ignorant people who trolled you. The shame is theirs alone whether they feel it themselves or not, and if they don't feel it yet, they will one day when they are in a situation of need and they will forcibly understand how vile it is to mock people who are doing their very best in terrible circumstances. Weird is the word for them. It doesn't matter to us, where Sooz was getting her care, so long as she was being well cared for. And I can confirm that PALS are on our side as I have had cause to make a complaint through them and know they are really on our side. I'm glad you had the chance to explain to us what happened that dreadful day. It must be a little bit of a hollow victory that the outcome comes just as it is too late for Sooz, but you did save Sooz more days with you here, as well as put something right which just had to be done to save so many others dying too through drug mistakes. There's no timetable for recovery Emma. Take all the time you need! Much love!
I just had your video pop up to me I so sorry for your lost. Your a beautiful strong woman and. I always say that there is someone out there who is going through worse things than me. Sending you lots of love and hugs. I will continue to watch your channel ❤ x
Oh my goodness dear heart, so much has happened. So sorry for the trauma and the trolls. Jo is such a trooper and blessing. I will continue to pray for you all. Please take some time to take care of you and get some rest. Much love!
You did the right thing keeping the move private. It's sad that people are so cruel. I've spent many a day in hospital and can tell you it's always traumatic. Unfortunately your experience was beyond unacceptable. I however think you need to give yourself a break. You are not super human. You can't take it all on yourself. Let go of the role of caretaker. Work on restoring Emma.
I can’t believe you had trolls, the absolute losers, omg so shocked at that medication nightmare, thankgod Sooz had you by her side, keeping you in my thoughts lovely xxx
There are no words really to express how we feel, or to try and give you the strength you need except to say, we surround you, we hold you up we love you. You truly are the strongest person I know
Emma don’t hurry yourself you need to grieve that’s what is most important not us , we will still be here waiting for you only when you are ready and there won’t be a normal anymore but there will always be a new normal because nothing can ever be the same especially losing mum,sis and your dad all at the same time. Pls take the time you I’ll be praying 🙏 to our Lord to give you and your family strength .❤❤❤❤
Oh my days Emma 😢😢💔 so glad you was there for Sooz 💕 those nurse's should be jobless! I lost my dad he was only 51, through hospital negligence at bgdh, i wish my mum had been strong enough to go through with the massive overdose the hospital gave him which resulted in his death😢 i guess its 2 late now he passed in 1994 xx big hugs Emma ❤xx
You are right that you have PTSD. Bless you for being there for Sooz, you did an amazing job, that day & every day. You were there for her, vigilant & strong.
So glad you were there the day the nurses tried to give Sooz the wrong dosage of her meds! You have certainly been put through the wringer this past year. You need to be able to take time for yourself to recover from all that you've been through. Being caregiver for one person is extremely hard on the caregiver. Then you also had to worry about your mother! You need a couple of years to just relax and recover.
I.m a nurse of 20 years this has really upset me. I,m so sorry I hope the public know that there are good nurses, I just can’t,t believe this happened.
Thank God you were there! And very aware of Sooz’s meds. A lot of people would not have been aware of the difference. Completely unacceptable! And the fact that 2 nurses signed off on that! Sending love and hugs.
Hi beautiful Emma ❤ I just want to give you an enormous hug 🫂 you’re absolutely so beautiful inside and out. Have a huge hug with beautiful Jo ❤ I’m sending you so much love always xxx🩷
