FEAR FOODS, KAYAK, CAKE + CARVERY - RECOVERY WINS + LIFE 

Satara is such a talented cook/bake!! but she is waaaayy too hard on herself! she keeps putting her cooking down when there is nothing wrong with it at all!! it is amazing! she does not see her talent and potential! makes me sad :(

Satara seemed unhappy. Seems like that the last few videos as well. Hope she is ok.

Can you do a story time about your anorexia story, how it all started how your parents noticed and so on

Is Satara ok? I've noticed her attitude and mood become more and more miserable and negative, especially towards herself as time has passed. I don't know if it's just the moments captured, or if it's just because the rest of your family are so positive and bouncy all the time.

hope satara is ok!!! she needs more faith in herself!!

Can you tell Satara that I'm sure her batter was fine but churros are usually piped into hot oil whereas these looked like the batter was drizzled in. It doesn't matter, they'd still taste the same. They looked like beignets actually which are also delicious. I did baking and pastry arts in college and let me tell you only through making the odd mishap every now and then do we learn. Try not to be so hard on yourself but as a fellow baker I understand wanting everything to go perfectly but hey that's just not life! Everything looked fab and I'm sure tasted amazing!

I really like how u and your family find way to do funny things and to bake because there is nothing better than home made food and how you are together, doing things and enjoying life

Dunno if its the sun or your recovery but its great to see some colour back in your cheeks, looking healthier and healthier as the days go on. Hope Satara is okay btw, she seems a little down. Such a talented girl, her food looks amazing and she has such a beautiful voice... On that note - More music videos from you both pleeeeease :) x

Happy birthday, Grandma! Such a sweet lady. ♥️

when your mum and you said "on ice cream" at the same time hahaha so adorable

Would actually like to know a bit more about you as a person other than your Eating Disorder and food

Awwwwwww lil scruffy Leonardo. What a good boy :) Satara sounds like my past self with food. If it didn’t turn out exactly how my mind envisioned then it wasn’t good, no matter what anyone said. But she’s a talented young lady and that pride and desire for perfection will take her places for sure. Super vlog. You look really happy and content 👌🏻

Happy birthday Grandma, I hope you had a great one.

you are doing so well and giving us all courage!

i hope satara is okay. she is so talented and sweet :(

Just believe in yourself,have strength,go on and just enjoy life..Your family needs you amd you need them!Never give up cause there are so many things we can and MUST enjoy amd only one life to live❤

Happy Birthday, Elzani's grandmother! 🎉🎊🎆

your progress is incredible so far i’ve seen such a huge change in your attitude. well done i feel incredibly proud for you. keep fighting and love and support your family! x

May I ask how you feel and deal with the fact that your family has a treadmill /Workout machine in a family place? For me that would just be so so so difficult.

Happy Birthday Grandma! She def doesn’t look 68! She’s beautiful 🎂

You are such an inspiration!

Love your positivity

your portion sizes look like theyve decreased so much! i hope you are managing okay xx

I love you and your family aww

that blue sweater looks gorgeous on satara 🖤🖤🖤 omg i made a lentil bologenese yesterday heehehee

Amazing.... your energy and ,life... yes girl. Ps. Apparently costa are bringing lotus cupcakes out 🥳

Sataras cooking always looks amazing! Your grandmas birthday cake looked yummy too.

Are you going back to school this month? It would be great to see a vid on what you are up to there!

You are such an inspiration to me ELZANI Youve helped me alot through my recovery #Letskeepfighting A very big Thank You Loads of love to you and your family. May god always be with you 🤗❤

Thank you for uploading, I do love your vlogs, I get miserable when from time to time, You and your family are beautiful people. Love to all x

Wow! You look great and beautiful! Your face and skin is proper glowing! Love you!!

Blaze is just the cutest dog in the world. He looks like a teddy bear with short hair.

your pets are all SO sweet!

Happy birthday to your lovely Gran!! That cake looked amazing!!!! Keep up Elzani!!!You are fab❤️😍xx

That chachouka and bread looked awesome !

Can you do an update video on where you think you are at and your struggles victories and where you are wanting to go ?!!? 💖

amazing as always💙

Hey elzani this was such a lovely video, would you mind sharing how you made your lentil bolognese? I'd love to try a vegan version of spaghetti. Thanks and take care xx

omg that bread satara madeee :000 lovveee

Yess I’m so proud u had the bigger slice x

What a lovely video. Well done Elzani, you are looking a lot better. I like to lay ont he floor :D I liked the kyaking part :) I love the chocolate cake with buttons :) Satara - your cooking is great, ease off yourself a bit gurl and trust in yourself a bit more :) Keep going El :) love you. X

Your granma and your family must be so happy to include you as well in this year's b-day paries ^_^

That pasta and that lasagna you made wow 👌 look amazing

Satara worries too much , they look fine and I bet she did good in her class

Sitara don't be so hard on yourself. Look what you have done? Baked the bread and all the other hard work you have put in.

Days; 1) Fruit is always good, ooh I love your new ring from Cypress. Dang it's so windy at the beach, when you go during the day? Oh... different shapes crisp, hope they were really nice. Which was your favorite shape? or jalapeno crisp lol. Gosh Blazie is soooo adorable!🖤 You seem so much happier and casual now a days. Was your lunch Devine(sandwich, crisp...natural bar)Great! There is no need to panic anymore to have spring rolls as a snack, heck NO! So proud of you Elzani 💜 and on top of that some spread, heck yaaas! 2)some spaghetti, I'm guessing for lunch, amazing dark brownies, yes very nice. Great job👍👊 3) oooh Bolognese this time, cooking is always quite fun, you do a great job at it, such a pro lol. 4) OMG! I've never been kayaking. Is it hard? Lots of arm work huh? You got the strength and energy. Nice filming by the way. Yaaas synchronized movement. Aaawww... Blazie. Oh wow! That meal looked amaze-balls (the falafel, tzatziky dish). You choose great combos in your dishes/meals. The bread is so soft and fluffy. Lol. Your sister seemed so irritated the whole time/day because of the end result of her churros lol. Nice BBQ, great! No fear and denial of carbs, NO! The churros looked ok..aaaww...ginks!lol! 5) Aaawww your cat(Leonardo)..hope he's ok. Nice outfit by the way Elzani. You look beautiful and amazing ❤️ of course. Always proud of you. Admirable woman. 6)oooh what's that? Baking a cake for Grandma huh? Chocolate of course. "What a shame" lol. You gots to lick the remains lol. 🖤💜🕊️💪 Yay for Leonardo. Yaaas, cake really late, the best way to challenge yourself and it's perfectly fine. Beat the fear even by having the larger piece.fuck yea! You matter Elzani! Hope you enjoyed it( the Victorian cake). Aaawww...your mom, she's so strong for pulling through the process of her own recovery...love her. 7) Windy outdoors, dang. Happy belated birthday 🎂 to your grandma. Chipos for lunch, perfect grandma lunch lol. She sounded like a tourist just there lol. I hope she loved her gifts. Yes, dinky chocolates. Dinner of pizza and other nice dishes at the restaurant. So proud of you for doing it. Lol...you sounded funny when calling Blaze, not in a bad way. how was the cake? Yes Elzani, make more baked good, you said you were. 8) oooh I've never been to a cavary. What is that called in the U.S.? It's almost like a roast buffet. Proud of you Elzani, you are amazing, your inspiring, so incredible, your doing it. Smashed it baby! End the day with some chocolaty desserts of course. 9) chickens sandwich for you🖤 keep doing it girl. The lasagna came out great and having the "big" piece is perfectly fine, yes you were fine, nurished, and we'll fed☺️🦋🕊️ your tummy was satisfied and so happy. Yaaas. So proud and happy for that. ☮️🌟🤗💪🥣🖤☺️👏🍦🍫🥪🥐🥜🦋☕💙👊🕊️🎶🍨🍰🤸🍝🍛🥂🏖️🎉🎁📷🎥🖼️🛍️🛋️👑🖤💜💙💚💛🧡❤️

The “churros) look like Dutch funnel cakes 😭😍😍😍 yum!!

U have the nicest cat I’ve seen in my life no joke

8:35 I’m sorry but that is not enough. Think back to your holiday! It looks like you’ve just dissected everything. If you want to get better you need to keep pushing forwards and you’ve literally just stayed the same physically for the last year

@Elzani are you okay? You haven’t posted in ages 😢 I hope everything’s okay with you and you’re family

Hi Elzani! First of all, waaauw what a motivation! You are such an inspiration , real 'goals' for me! :p secondly, a maby weird question... How do you do they do it in your country, are you in sick-leave and do you get money from the state? Are you just at home without health care money? Are you planning on going to collega or uni or work in the future? Was just interessted how its done in other countries. Here, you only get sick leave money /health care money if you are in hospital i think? that's why it is difficult to recover for me, i go to school full time (musical theater) which i love but is hard, and then i work as a teacher to pay for it. it's like i dont have time to start to recover.

you look so happy.

Satara is beautiful omg I wish I looked like her😩😍

Your cat is so cute!!

I love Satara’s cord jacket. Where is it from?

Whenever you upload im so excited ! Keep going youre doing so well Elzani your progress is amazing , you look so good😍 love youuu 💕

M&S whole grain seeded pittas-are the best! You should try them 😄

You’re doing good 😘 Only thing is why looks you’re eating loads of different foods and you did not gain any consistent weight? Sorry for asking just wondering! Big hug! 🌺

Keep going ❤️❤️

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loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee🌠

Hi Elzani could I ask what falafel where they that you had for your lunch, they looked really good...great video :-)

I thought you said “mum is coughing up a lot of oranges” at the start and I was so confused 😂 turns out I’m just not a great listener 😭

What’s up with Leonardo x

You look better now! Definetely healthier! #proud #recovery ❤️❤️

is satara ok?

Can you do like a hot girl summer make over I love them so much , Emma chamberlain just did one , maybe do it with your sisters? Love you!! XxXx

What’s wrong with your sister she almost looks depressed is she ok maybe she needs some me time with the family she might feels a bit left out and out of attention

The beach is just rocks?!

Somebody with anorexia dont eat how you eat and the never eat fat things.if you ask it me it al fake (you like attention) You eat More than me