Why God, why God do I gotta suffer? Pain in my heart carry burdens full of struggle Why God, why God do I gotta bleed? Every stone thrown at you restin' at my feet Why God, why God do I gotta suffer? Earth is no more, why don't you burn this mufucka? I don't think I can find a way to make it on this earth I beat yo' ass, keep talkin' back I beat yo' ass, who bought you that? You stole it, I beat yo' ass if you say that game is broken I beat yo' ass if you jump on my couch I beat yo' ass if you walk in this house with tears in your eyes Runnin' from poopoo and 'prentice Go back outside, I beat yo' ass, lil nigga That homework better be finished, I beat yo' ass Yo' teachers better not be bitching 'bout you in class That pizza better not be wasted, you eat it all That TV better not be loud if you got it on Them Jordans better not get dirty when I just bought 'em Better not hear 'bout you humpin' on Keisha's daughter Better not hear you got caught up, I beat yo' ass You better not run to your father, I beat yo' ass You know my patience runnin' thin I got beaucoup payments to make County building's on my ass Tryna take my food stamps away I beat yo' ass if you tell them social workers he live here I beat yo' ass if I beat yo' ass twice and you still here Seven years old, think you run this house by yourself? Nigga, you gon' fear me if you don't fear no one else If I can smoke fear away, I roll that motherfucker up And then I take two puffs I'm high now, I'm high now I'm high now, I'm high now Life's a bitch, pull them panties to the side now Think I can prolly find a way to make it on this earth I'll prolly die anonymous I'll prolly die with promises I'll prolly die walkin' back home from the candy house I'll prolly die 'cause these colors are standin' out I'll prolly die because I ain't know Demarcus was snitchin' I'll prolly die at these house parties, fuckin' with bitches I'll prolly die from witnesses leavin' me false accused I'll prolly die from thinkin' that me and your hood was cool Or maybe die from pressin' the line, actin' too extra Or maybe die because these smokers Are more than desperate I'll prolly die from one of these bats and blue badges Body slammed on black and white paint, my bones snappin' Or maybe die from panic or die from bein' too lax Or die from waitin' on it, die 'cause I'm movin' too fast I'll prolly die tryna buy weed at the apartments I'll prolly die tryna diffuse two homies arguin' I'll prolly die 'cause that's what you do when you're 17 All worries in a hurry, I wish I controlled things If I could smoke fear away, I'd roll that mothafucka up And then I'd take two puffs I've been hungry all my life I'm high now, I'm high now I'm high now, I'm high now Life's a bitch, pull them panties to the side now, now When I was 27, I grew accustomed to more fear Accumulated 10 times over throughout the years My newfound life made all of me magnified How many accolades do I need to block denial? The shock value of my success put bolts in me All this money, is God playin' a joke on me? Is it for the moment and will he see me as Job? Take it from me and leave me worse than I was before? At 27, my biggest fear was losin' it all Scared to spend money, had me sleepin' from hall to hall Scared to go back to Section 8 with my mama stressin' 30 shows a month and I still won't buy me no Lexus What is an advisor somebody that's holdin' my checks? Just to fuck me over and put my finances in debt? I read a case about Rihanna's accountant and wondered How did the bad girl feel when she looked at them numbers? The type of shit'll make me flip out And just kill somethin', drill somethin' Get ill and fill ratchets with a lil' somethin' I practiced runnin' from fear, guess I had some good luck At 27 years old, my biggest fear was bein' judged How they look at me reflect on myself, my family, my city What they say 'bout me reveal If my reputation would miss me What they see from me Would trickle down generations in time What they hear from me Would make 'em highlight my simplest lines I'm talkin' fear, fear of losin' creativity I'm talkin' fear, fear of missin' out on you and me I'm talkin' fear, fear of losin' loyalty from pride 'Cause my DNA won't let me involve in the light of God I'm talkin' fear, fear that my humbleness is gone I'm talkin' fear, fear that love ain't livin' here no more I'm talkin' fear, fear that it's wickedness or weakness Fear, whatever it is, both is distinctive Fear, what happens on Earth stays on Earth And I can't take these feelings With me so hopefully they disperse Within fourteen tracks, carried out over wax Searchin' for resolutions until somebody get back Fear, what happens on earth stays on earth And I can't take these feelings with me So hopefully they disperse Within fourteen tracks, carried out over wax Wonderin' if I'm livin' through fear or livin' through rap
Had no beginning IS without end absolute reality Absolute Reality Utterly Independent All depends on him And Nothing can compare He cannot be improved He cannot be improved Absolute standard Always says right Worth more than everything altogether Now we all sing this song all together now.
War rooms schemes wonder where to attack- Mounted glass pleaded forgiveness, in fact I only read sun tzu one time. I inched into the pupils of a hostile mind. Justifying my fear of man in front of God. When judgement time comes if you never knew me, I gave into my fear of bein' snuffed for the truth. The protests of thoughts were there to keep me accountable. Compelling not pressure, "Hail Satan"-I never With my words, but rewind and zoom in Life showin' different 'commercial breaks I'm repentin'
Cuando era chico mi vida no fue fácil, de grande revivió el dolor y viví la crisis Conoci a Dios y empeCe a curar Aprendí a rapead y a escribir estos clásica Mamá y papa pelean, otra vez se separaron Trato de convencerme de que no fue mi culpa Más money más problemas, la pobreza me asusta No quiero volver ahí, Dios tirame una soga Nuestro juguete era una pelota No había nada más, pero éramos felices Aún conservo con amor esas cicatriz De grande me enamore, y mi corazón se rompió Pero todavía creo en el amor En los valores perdidos, en el perdón Que me importa ese millón si te tengo a vos Peleas en la casa y bandas de rock No todas fueran malas, también hubo buenas Papá vendía pan en la calle Hoy tiene su negocio Mamá sale a buscar el cobre, cuida a sus pollos Sentía que no me quería, pero no tengo odio Será de otra vida que recuerdo el agobio Me hice grande temprano, cuide a mis hermanos Ponete en mi lugar, antes de juzgarme Muchos van a hablar, pocos pueden alcanzarme No me la creo con Plata si se lo que es él hambre Por eso no quiero ser uno más del enjambre Estaba a prueba como Job, pero ah lea estoy vivo Amigos de la calle no saben si respiro No se si ser conocido es mi destino Si lo mío se pega, agradecido Tengo que mejorar cambiar mi visión Algunos te ofrecen droga, que puta aducción Pero ya no puedo más, con este dolor Ni ver las mentiras que pasan en televisión Solo quiero estar bien, que la mamá esté bien Que me diga que ese domingo vamos a comer Y hoy t tengo a vos, y tengo mi voz Si la vida fue mala, solo confía en Dios Que él tiene algo grande para regalarte Escribo obra de arte que se ven el parque Mate cocido y pan, mañana caviar Te lo juro nena que lo voy a lograr Te voy a comprar la casa, todo lo que quieras Pero mi amor no se compra, y esa es. Verdadera La remo desde wacho A la mierda los problemas Tengo que confiar en mi, confiar en mi enseñanza Un día a la vez, gánate a mi confianza Le dije a mi abuela que iba a jugar en primera Ella pide por mí la única que se desvela Sigo vivo de todas maneras
Por que todo llega, para el que sabe esperar Me voy a ir navegando en una nave espacial Donde lo malo no exista, de pronto la ciudad se llenó de turistas Decime algo que no sepa, y te juro que te amo foreva Otra vez caer la misma prueba, solo hago que suceda
Voy a sanar mis memorias, por qué no quiero repetir la misma hstoria Nos merecemos la Gloria Aunque no pueda volver el tiempo atrás como un Delorean Seguiré insistiendo, seguíre buscando La virtud es quietud, todo el sur está celebrando Que Indigo está llegando Veo un futuro bueno, y que nadie podrá alejarnos
من حال الاسفل لحال الاعلى والانسان يسال كيف الحال من واقع اجمل لحال الموتى والانسان كيف يهداله بال مابنقل مشهد من فلم ومونتاج وفوضى من الخيال حال بشر تملك املاك لو سالته قال ما املك مال حال بشر يفترش الارض ولو جنيه في يده قال انا املك سهل الاجابة في القيامة لما يسالوه وين انفقت ما تملك انت ماتملك
