feb (the month behind my new song) 

You’re telling me that “DAD.” didn’t land???? It made me laugh in my bed alone and I rarely laugh in my bed alone

That crowd singing Party Tattoos in the end is everything. I wanna be part of that crowd someday

well i think randomly saying dad during a trauma song is hilarious

those high quality recordings of the shows are sounding so nice in my ears…… what i woundnt give for a live album…. cough cough wink wink

seeing you in nashville was life-changing. i had gone through a bad breakup and it really gave me what i needed to move on. i'm probably going to get a tattoo to commemorate "guiltless." thank you, thank you, thank you 💌

Oh dodie, you’ve been in my life for 8 years. Nobody makes me feel like you do. I’m so happy I got to see you for a 4th time in Boston. I wanted to scream, cry, dance, sing and feel again. I’ve been in a rut this year while working through a relapse of an anxiety crisis I had back in 2019 (it went away during the panini ironically), but your Boston show was one of the best days of my life. I brought my sister, who only heard your songs for the first time earlier that day (I let her take me skiing, so I dragged her to the show, since my original plus one fell through due to the snow reschedule). I’m getting better, I know I can get better (it happened before!), but it’s nights like that one that make it all worth it. Life is beautiful and special and grand. “We’re not bruised, they’re just party tattoos, and their colorful mess is just colorful regret.” 💙💙💙

Tequila Shot gal here! I was the one at the Philly concert who took the shot with you! What a magical concert I am gonna remember that moment forever, now it's immortalized in a doddlevloggle video (WHAT!?!💕💗💓) Thank you so much Dodie for everything :)

my best friend and i had said awhile ago that whenever we get a chance we will go to our first dodie show together. we've been fans for years and we are now finally adults who can afford to make day trips into the city to see shows and the stars aligned and we were both able to make it to the boston show (the snow date worked so well for us! we were struggling trying to make the original date work, so call it fate!). we had the most beautiful time and cried together singing along to the songs that helped us so much. thank you for the beautiful show

any video that starts off with adam and dodie is instantly a HIT

I saw you in boston!! the floofy dress was gorgeous. the mashup of old songs made me homesick in the only good way I know. when the crowd sang “it’ll be over and I’ll still be asking when,” I felt like I time travelled both directions-but I think I can move forward now. thank you dodie

1:22 at a tour you did in Berlin years ago you looked at me specifically during secret for the mad, which is actually my comfort song and the only thing that convinced me fight my panic disorder. You sang it to me and it was probably one of the most powerful moments in my life. And my most vivid and most treasured memory

At the Chicago show when the crowd was absolutely yelling out the lyrics to 'Guiltless' and you said 'Damn. Didn't know trauma went that hard' I felt that. That song goes so hard and helped me so much

All this and she still had some time to compose a song and record a vlog. You are amazing Dodie

Seeing you in Maryland was an experience like no other. I went with one of my closest friends and we held hands while near crying during rainbow. The energy in the concert was so comfy and has made my week so much better. Can’t wait to go to the next concert near me!

Also, they played She today on the radio at my chiropractor's office 🥺

I loved seeing in you in silver spring, Maryland!! I traveled all the way from Virginia! It made my whole life and there was a lot of crying. 🥰

I work as a Artist Hospitality manager at the Pablo Center in Eau Claire Wisconsin and we have in-house laundry and huge comfy dressing rooms! Come play here! Loved your show in Chicago babes! 💕

i'm a relatively recent fan of yours (at least more recent than so many others who have been with you for 8 years-- i've been here for about 3) and I just wanted to say that I appreciate your authenticity, especially when you protect it with boundaries. boundaries for yourself, boundaries for us. As a fellow musician and artist, that's really special and honest. It IS a super weird feeling to write poetry/music about people you know. It's easy to feel strange or overdramatic about it, but oh well, c'est la vie. It has seemed like we've had a really similar year so far, at least in the emotions. I can't wait to see you March 25th! :)

that’s my video of you singing “oh well” in philly!! :’) it was my 3rd time seeing you in concert, and my gOD, your stage presence was simply insane. you are magic. thank you for a lovely night.

hey dods happy march

dodie: what do we do after we cry? me: CRAFT

As someone who’s had to grieve so many elements of my life over the past few years and also have the same tendency you mentioned to try and push past that as quickly as possible, I can confirm that those feelings will always catch up with you. Letting grief happen is a healthy process and while it can hurt, sitting with it is always going to make the processing more thorough in the long-run.

you played a show in new york ten minutes from my house and i couldnt go. watching the videos of you preforming made me sob with joy and sadness and deep, honest grate-fullness. You have literally changed my life in every way. ilysm dodie.

"lack of sunlight" that's a good lyric

also it was so lovely to meet you in Philly, thank you for always being here for me and making me feel comfortable with a lot of the feelings and ways I identify, you’re a wonderful person and I’m so excited that 14 year old me and 20 year old me and all the other versions of myself have you and your music to get me through

I need you to know that you are making a difference in the world. At six and half decades I still have the cycling. Seems a part of sharing oneself with so many. It's like a roommate that pays half the rent but I've learned to live with it "because, like last nights dinner, this too will pass".💩 The covid thing keeps me from concerts so I'll have to wait for you to come to the nursing home around 2050. But I'll keep you close here on You Tube. Thanks dodie.

seeing you in new york was an experience of a lifetime, thank you for all you do for us we love you ❤️

Seeing you in Silver Spring, MD was an amazing way to celebrate my 21st birthday early

Went alone to the silver spring show and was so nervous! It was so worth it and I really felt so happy during your show! Thank you for your music!

the way my eyes immediately WELLED UP when the crowd was singing party tattoos at the end

OMGAH IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS SM I lowkey thought tour would keep u v busy so BUT U STILL DID IT

It was amazing seeing you in Columbus! Be safe on the rest of tour💜

these videos are a nice way to unpack my own month. knowing that while i was crying and unpacking my own trauma or whatever , you were doing the same. see you in denver 💓

Can't wait to see you in sf!!!

ok but the feeling of just saying a joke no one gets... I feel ya.

I love the video behind the song almost more than the song itself I love these videos.

4:36 there's honestly something cinematic about the camera slowly falling to the right as dodie talks

i came to see you in st louis and i had a 3 hour drive and my car broke down on the way there!!! but it all worked out because i made it and i got to see you and it was the most beautiful experience of my life. thank you for sharing all of this and i hope march is good!!!

0:22 i was there in boston!! one of the best nights of my life 🥰

you are a person that always puts a smile on my face. I literaly would cry if i met you. stay strong. i send you all the love and support

Dodie, you are a light to this world and I just want to remind you of that! I spy you reading Circe in the beginning. I actually have that book checked out from the library and was so excited to see you reading it

saw u in boston (hey it’s heart glasses girl) and u were absolutely incredible

You made my February Dodie! Seeing you with Orla and the rest of your incredible posse onstage clearly having such a great time and rocking out was much needed. Thanks you for coming to Royal Oak with Lizzy! OMG You are so real and I appreciate that. Keep living because you're worth it and you deserve existence you beautiful soul. Love and blessings!

had the TIME OF MY LIFE at the chicago show🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 hope to see you again!!! stay safe dodieeee

I went to the Atlanta show tonight, came home to this being posted. I just wanted to say thank you and that hearing these songs in person made my whole year. Being able to hear live music again that truly makes me feel something is hard to come by but I am so thankful for your music and your talent. Thank you dodie, orla, and the rest of the gang.

I remember that from the Columbus show at the end. That shows was like one of the best days of my life. It was magical then and it was magical hearing the singing played back. ❤

I feel so damn lucky to have been at the Bristol gig in September. Like, the “NEVAHHH” moment, you looking into my eyes as I sobbed during Rainbow and She (so comforting btw, thank you for that), “you’ve all got a ticket to banger town” and so many more quality moments. I miss the gig. So much.

I've been watching your videos and listening to your music for close to a decade (Orla too!) Seeing both of you in Philly was an experience I'll never forget. Thinking about it makes me feel just a little too much inside! Thanks for sharing your art xxx

if you made a podcast of everything that goes on in your head i would so listen to all of it.

Saw you in Denver, Much love!! Thanks for coming out!! You are so appreciated!!!

I've always loved your video's where you talk about and show life for what it is rather than what you'd like it to be. I can relate to alòt of things you say sometimes and it helps me(/us?) remind that these are just human struggles that alòt of us go through. And that it's not me specific that's just being weird about something

I am going to sob. I saw you live with my older sister in 2018 when i was 15 and now im gonna see you live again with my sister this wednesday as a senior in highschool.

seeing you live in NYC was one of the most magical experiences of my life

Those crying moments make me feel comfortable to cry, thank you.

Thanks for everything you do, Dodie.

i saw you in columbus and it was everything young me had always dreamed of. you and lizzy are such magical humans and im so lucky to have been able to see you live in concert! best of luck with the remainder of tour ✨

i admire you so much, you are literally my inspiration. your vulnerableness i love and youre so witty and funny i love it oh so so much. i was supposed to see you in september and i was gutted i couldnt. i hope to see you soon

i wasnt sure if i could come to your tour but seeing all the tour content on instagram hyped me up so much and i realised i just have to come and then i bought a ticket :D see you in berlin

Dodie there is so much thought into this process!! The editing, the planning. AWESOME JOB!! 💕

i’m so happy i finally got to see u in silver spring!! thanks for sharing a little bit of your life on here :)

two weeks from this very moment, i will be getting ready to smudge my eyeliner sobbing along to party tattoos and i cannot WAIT

montage of the camera falling

After spending time with your videos since 2014, I finally got to see you live and it was my best part of my February 🖤

I went to your Boston show by myself which was...an experience...bittersweet. It was my 2nd time seeing you perform. The first time was when I went with my best friend in nyc 2019, and it's one of my favorite memories. This time I still had a great time feeling all the feelings, laughing, cheering, dancing, singing. But sick of losing soulmates made me realize how much I miss that friend. The show reminded me of those happy feelings and gave me hope for making new friends + new memories

what city is singing party tattoos at the end holy shit i have chills

cool girl x party tattoos omgomg!!! thank you for sharing this moment with us again, it's such a privilege to get a peek into things and you're so funny and have a great way with words. if it helps, i don't think it's embarrassing at all that we can tell your attachment style from watching all your videos. besides, a lot of us probably have that style too (or the avoidant one) and we're probably obvious and embarrassing and messy about it too. if that doesn't help, i'm sorry for inserting my opinion lol

dodie pointing out that they have an anxious attachment style is making me and my anxious attachment style feel attacked for relating to her lyrics so much lol

I bought tickets to your boston show before I remembered Id be in France when it happened :( I saw your last tour and it was one of the best concerts I've been to in my life. I hope I can see you in concert again someday soon.

Your New York show was INSANE!!!! Thank you so much for being amazing💓 best concert ever!!

It's really comforting to know that someone experiences those manic highs and lows and /deep/ feeling as much as I do. I've been feeling pretty lonely recently (probs a combination of SAD and... other things) but it helps to know that someone's in my corner, in a way. I know it's obvious that other people feel like that, but seeing it is a different knowledge from just knowing the truth of it in the abstract sense. I've missed watching these. Thanks dodes xo

6:04 Exactly this, I ask myself if I believe the stuff I tell myself and then just can't figure out wether or not it's true.

i saw you in new york!! it was the most amazing experience of my life. i still remember almost everything that you said and i like to revisit that concert from time to time again. i also threw a letter into the stage at the end. i sometimes get anxiety from thinking if you got it or not but i like to think that you did. thank you for being so incredible and writing these songs

loved seeing you in st. louis!!! happy to see you start of in the lou

im so glad i got to see you in indianapolis :,) it was so amazing!! i hope the rest of tour goes good

I just came back from your concert in LA an hour ago. You are amazing thank you for an awesome first concert experience. I love you so much you did soooo good 🤍🤍

The show I had tickets to sadly had to be cancelled because it wouldn't have been safe with Covid, which made me quite sad, but getting to see some clips and hear some parts of the shows soothes the FOMO ❤️

The Brooklyn show was so beautiful. So glad I got to see you live again

i love these vlogs! i couldnt buy tickets for ur tour, but it looks so fun! have a great day ❤️

I really really love these videos. The little snippets of your life and what's happening, listening to you sort of think out loud... it feels so cozy, like catching up with an old friend. And I feel so much validation for feeling the ways I do about life when I hear you voice the same thoughts. Honestly cried a little when you said "I just don't know anymore," because I've been struggling with that through the WHOLE pandemic. I used to be so sure of things, so hard-headed with the things I felt to be true, but now I feel uncertain about everything. Sad I missed you in Philly a couple weeks ago! Next time for sure though, even though I know I'll be an absolute mess of tears the whole time lmao

the editing in this is absolutely incredible !!

bro, I also feel very high highs and extremely low lows. I thought after nearly three years of therapy the lows wouldn't be that low, but they still are... BUT! they aren't as often as before so that's good!

thank you so much genuinely for showing how human you are through the last part of the video

Human and Hate Myself are my anxious attachment anthems babe

i just went to your atlanta show with my high school best friend, us being now in our 20s, and the first time we saw you we were 15! this time it really felt like an inner child healing moment and processing that yea we are adults now and living and it’s okay if it’s messy because we are still getting through it ❤️ thank you for all you do dodie

saw you in Nashville, you were incredible

oh man this excites me SO HARD FOR THE SHOW COMING UP EEE!!!

I didn't realize you were coming to my city until the day I left town. I really hope the rest of your shows go smoothly and keep trucking on, we believe in you

i’ve watched your videos since my early middle school days and it’s currently spring semester of my freshman college year. you’ve become such an inspiration and even an idol to me over the years. i got to see you perform in charlotte,nc march 1st and i don’t think reality has felt the same since. my past few days/weeks have been in a bit of a derealization haze ngl. anyways, 1:23 this happened to me on tuesday. i remember making eye contact w you as you were singing. 3:22 i love your witty words. i want to go back and look at any footage i have and if i can’t find any witty words from that night. 4:08 stoppp omg this is so cool to see. i remember this moment. i remember you did a little wink or something right before you left the stage to go change it was so cute. 8:10 it was also one of my best parts:) god i’m just thinking about how absolutely proud and grateful i am of you.

You sang me happy birthday in Chicago and I think I astral projected! I remember watching your videos 7 years ago in my childhood bedroom and being inspired to get a ukulele and learn the little intro that was on all your vids back then. And when Human EP came out I cried to Burned Out every. single. time I listened to it. And now with your album and tour I’m so proud of how far you’ve come and how honest you continue to be. Thank you thank you dodie 💛

Just got back from seeing you in Atlanta!! It was a wonderful show and everyone involved is so talented and dedicated. I just want to thank you all so much

hey dodie, just wanted to thank you for putting captions on your videos nowadays it makes it so much more easier to follow along. super super appreciate it

This editing was ✨immaculate ✨✨

Chicagoan here: I love that we have a shared memory now!! How cool is that! The show was amazing! The lighting was incredible! Okay I’m gonna actually watch the video now!

praying we get a november song as it's my bday month❤️

I love how diligent you are with recording all of this. People always assume I overshare, but I just think I'm same as you - I want to inspect all of those things, record them, show them, talk about them. Thank you so much for doing all of this work

I cannot wait to see you when you come to Spain! I already know i'll have to wear waterproof make up cause i'll be sobbing the whole timeeeee

seeing you for the first time this month was truly amazing, thank you so much for everything you make, and for using what i *think* was the clip of our show's crowd singing at the end :)) feels so unbelievably cool to have seen you irl even if from a slight distance

the dad comment was my favorite part of your st louis show. i promise it landed!!

HELLO I SAW U IN PHILLY AND U WERE AMAZINGGGG truly one of the best experiences of my life. the tequila shot on stage was stellar ANYWAYS ily so so so much ty for everything

heartbroken because I was so looking forward to seeing you this month, bought my ticket last year and I was so hyped! but it's the night before the musical I'm in opens, and even though I'm just ensemble, my teacher won't let me go :(