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Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Brandon, a fentanyl and crystal meth addict in Los Angeles.
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@lisagudding5767
@lisagudding5767 Год назад
The guy he rescued this morning from overdosing, opened his eyes and asked “who are you?” 100% wondered if he was face to face with Jesus.
@MrSprite2005
@MrSprite2005 Год назад
Me too ❤!!!!
@allnaturaledgedesigns
@allnaturaledgedesigns Год назад
He was as deep down in every man woman and child is the fundamental image of God, we are all Gods children!
@Walker_Texas_Danger
@Walker_Texas_Danger Год назад
It didn't happen tho. It's a fantasy they have so they feel useful for something, (its like batman for junkies) it's sad but very common. He's a habitual liar you can just tell, no accountability at all, everything is someone's fault except his own.
@fleafly70
@fleafly70 Год назад
@@allnaturaledgedesigns you mean Allah and you’re welcome!❤
@derekperrigo243
@derekperrigo243 Год назад
100% thought he was Alan off the hangover but it was his twin
@HJBX2
@HJBX2 Год назад
He has a strong aura about him. He’s hurting in the inside so much but have so much love and knowledge to give. I’m wishing him the absolute best.
@carllennen3520
@carllennen3520 Год назад
Its weird when people think they can tell anything about a person who is on Opiates. Opiates deaden EVERYTHING in a person. You have no clue whats behind those eyes. I know, because I used to be one. I spent 2 decades of my life surrounded by these people. NOTHING shines through. You are witnessing a facade. His soul is dead. He can be reborn, and rejuvinated, but not until he stops using Opiates.
@wngbjngwwgk
@wngbjngwwgk Год назад
"Empaths" always be talking about people's "good auras" and shit. It just means the person is good looking lmao
@olgaleone4012
@olgaleone4012 Год назад
False, you wouldn’t understand unless you are one.
@phyllysanantonio
@phyllysanantonio Год назад
@@wngbjngwwgk but you are not…
@TruthHurtsSoGetAHelmet
@TruthHurtsSoGetAHelmet Год назад
@@phyllysanantonio You people aren’t feeling empathy. You’re in your misguided emotions believing whatever you assume about what you’re watching to be true. That’s the biggest problem with social media. Too many ignorant people copying whatever everyone else in the comments is saying instead of speaking their mind they’re spreading false narratives because they believe their assumptions are facts when in reality they’re clueless af. That why you get so triggered easily when comments don’t agree with you and bust your delusion. 😂
@normantaffefiny8227
@normantaffefiny8227 Год назад
all that addiction and pain, dude still has more heart than 75% of people
@nuckchorris3054
@nuckchorris3054 Год назад
agree %100
@Shane-5150
@Shane-5150 Год назад
Nope. He will steal your money, then help you look for it
@Chyeahokay
@Chyeahokay Год назад
Lol more heart? This is just what he’s showing. I bet on the streets especially on skid row he is doing crazy immoral shit like the rest of them.
@normantaffefiny8227
@normantaffefiny8227 Год назад
@@mihe6212 why do you watch these videos?
@jen-ms4xo
@jen-ms4xo Год назад
@@normantaffefiny8227 I don't see anywhere the person you are asking that question to on this thread 💀
@carolyn9961
@carolyn9961 Год назад
It's such a shame when gentle souls like this get swept up in addiction. 13 addicted to pain pills, how can a kid even have a chance? I hope Brandon manages to escape this life, you can tell he's a good person. You deserve better Brandon.
@girl.AK.33
@girl.AK.33 Год назад
@Yanni damn, not cool man.
@southsidecustoms17
@southsidecustoms17 Год назад
True
@StilettoCutsQuick.
@StilettoCutsQuick. Год назад
I think because he has such a gentle soul is why he is addicted. It’s a cruel cruel world out there.
@ron1836
@ron1836 2 месяца назад
​@@StilettoCutsQuick. Very good point. And is a very real result of remaining too soft and emotional passed childhood. Add in additional abuse and trauma that would ruin anyone... But done to a soft gentle emotional sensitive person, this becomes life ending and you spend years going to war with your own self to simple try to find a way to be on earth even one more day. The torment of the mind in modern man due to such far and fast removal from our natural habitat is unpresidented. The collective chaos and agony and confusion I believe is a powerful and altering force on this entire world. Personally I can FEEL it and hear it and see it... And unless there are those above who have better understandings and grips on our world... I anticipate will be the near end of our species. Surely the end of anything we could relate to the societies that we knew and live in now
@OsmoticRelease
@OsmoticRelease Год назад
I was like oh this guy has same name as me. 6 years clean from fentanyl heroin addiction. He thinks just like me. Anxiety, empathy. I’m lucky to have a nice apartment now, chemistry degree and better life. 31. It is possible to get clean, was hooked since I was 15, all the way to 25
@mygirlwendy1850
@mygirlwendy1850 Год назад
Congratulations! That's amazing. You should feel very proud of yourself! 💯❣️
@gingersnaps7186
@gingersnaps7186 Год назад
That’s an impressive turn around.
@misse2013
@misse2013 Год назад
Wow awesome!!! 👏👏👏
@SharkSharksharkyyyy
@SharkSharksharkyyyy Год назад
That’s wassup man keep it up! Your strong as hell bro..I lost so many friends from fent last year I don’t even cry anymore smh. But for those who make it through I salute 🫡
@rainrabbit9209
@rainrabbit9209 Год назад
❤️
@thatshaneguy546
@thatshaneguy546 Год назад
It's crazy cause this is how the real story for addicts goes. Word for word. It's sad. His story sounds just like mine. I finally got clean at 31 years old. I'll be 3 years clean in April. I never thought I'd get out but I did and I pray for all addicts to reach recovery and see the beautiful life like I am seeing now cause it is possible it really is. Dont ever feel alone guys there is someone out there that cares. I feel like this guy is the old me sitting in the chair telling his story. Brandon Brother if you read this your loved and you will get clean again and see the beautiful life one day I just know it. Prayers for you
@toddsmith2381
@toddsmith2381 Год назад
I'm 34 I'll have 3 years clean in April. Same story starting with being a little shit head stealing pain pills. It's wild to see how many people have this exact experience.
@carllennen3520
@carllennen3520 Год назад
It doesnt matter if "someone out there cares". The ONLY person that matters, is the addict themselves. You know this. The cliche, "You have to do it for yourself, no one else", is a cliche because its true. All of us addicts had people smothering us with their love, but we couldnt see it, because we where blinded by the dope, and our own self loathing. No one can overcome addiction until they themselves start to care about themselves. Unless this man begins to love himself, he will die an addict.
@thatshaneguy546
@thatshaneguy546 Год назад
@@toddsmith2381 ya man it is crazy. I was that shit head to stealing my grandma pain pills and money. Congratulations on your sobriety brother
@charlijazminmcintosh1692
@charlijazminmcintosh1692 Год назад
Ty for the hope from my husband and I. We really need it right now❤
@toddsmith2381
@toddsmith2381 Год назад
@@charlijazminmcintosh1692 you guys will get thru it and come out better for it
@cheyjackson909
@cheyjackson909 Год назад
As some one who went to school with brandon. I know how tough you are bro, i have complete faith in you. And anything is possible but you know that.
@qbaby409
@qbaby409 Год назад
I hope he overcomes this addiction I know him personally to and this is sad af
@sandife4nandes365
@sandife4nandes365 Год назад
Brandon is such a caring person. If his story doesn't touch you, you're numb. Brandon, you're young and it is never too late to change your path. Mark, please do an update!
@fatimamelo3858
@fatimamelo3858 Год назад
He is so handsome still!! Clean too ...if you could find reason to take the road of treatment for his sake!
@LittlewoodSD
@LittlewoodSD Год назад
@@fatimamelo3858 you sound desperate as hell girl 😂 lol
@nwkruss1917
@nwkruss1917 Год назад
Thank you for this interview. Brandon is a very likable guy. I'm praying for him.
@SPINNINGMYWHEELS777
@SPINNINGMYWHEELS777 Год назад
Send him some soup.
@gordon3186
@gordon3186 Год назад
@@SPINNINGMYWHEELS777 -- *At first I read "soap."*
@SPINNINGMYWHEELS777
@SPINNINGMYWHEELS777 Год назад
@@gordon3186 LOL - I should have just said 'sup' 😅
@leesahpink701
@leesahpink701 Год назад
Brandon really seems like a good person inside. I hope he fights and wins against addiction.
@Dru8989
@Dru8989 Год назад
I could relate so much … I was homeless living in a tent at MacArthur Park using Fent and Crystal everyday but now have been sober for a year and working 2 jobs so I wish you the best and hope that you find the strength to surrender your addiction and let God restore your mind, body, and spirit !
@laureos
@laureos Год назад
Congratulations 🎉🥳 may your life only get better from here!
@bryan123483
@bryan123483 Год назад
Man I'm so happy for you. There's not very many of us that makes it out alive. I won't bother listing the people I lost and saw die, you know I'm sure so it makes me so happy to come across people that are clean.
@raider7829
@raider7829 Год назад
Congratulations and AMEN
@jeffmcelroy5364
@jeffmcelroy5364 Год назад
Glad you were able to clean up and give God the credit. Many don't, or can't.... We will never know during this lifetime how many times Gods grace keeps us alive.
@mamabear295
@mamabear295 Год назад
God love him seems like a sweet sensitive well spoken man 😢
@mamabear295
@mamabear295 Год назад
@J C thank you
@miztiques
@miztiques Год назад
Agree
@deanarobert1611
@deanarobert1611 Год назад
Someone needs to help this man! For someone who had struggled with addiction as long as he has, he has such a beautiful heart and moving voice! Truly touched!
@chrisjames4241
@chrisjames4241 Год назад
What a great man stuck in a bad situation. Full of profound wisdom
@EnterGoldenAge
@EnterGoldenAge Год назад
😅
@blackmonday738
@blackmonday738 Год назад
Very much!! Hus dad and siblings struggled to accept how God made them, put him in a i wanna faucking escape mode. No kid needs to see or hear gay shit period, do u even realize how that faucks with ones mind. Seriously.... look at social media today it's sick asf... keep that shit to yrself.
@TruthHurtsSoGetAHelmet
@TruthHurtsSoGetAHelmet Год назад
I hope ur being sarcastic because if not and you believe this is the epitome of wisdom… society is truly the most ignorant it’s ever been.
@coldfusion167
@coldfusion167 Год назад
This breaks my heart! I had an opiate addiction as well for years and I'm lucky to be alive. Been clean for about 8 years now, lost my best friend growing up last February. I have a beautiful wife and kids now. I know how it feels having crippling depression and anxiety! I hope this man can find happiness. He seems like a kind soul and I wish nothing but the best for him!
@edie4321
@edie4321 Год назад
Brandon, If you've tried to OD to no avail. It is because you have things to do here. Hearing this, I know that you're going to get clean and change the world. Please get ready to find out who you truly are. You got this! Much Love
@Maffmatix
@Maffmatix Год назад
Well put, I fully agree
@joelow8453
@joelow8453 Год назад
I get the desperation, but he REALLY didn’t try to OD. If you really wanted to accomplish death through an OD it would be easy I don’t care how high your tolerance is.
@edie4321
@edie4321 Год назад
@@joelow8453 , Not true. I speak from experience. We come in with a life plan and your higher self aka God/ess?! looks out for you. I speak from experience. We all have our guidance, we just have to listen.
@pricklycats
@pricklycats Год назад
@@edie4321 🤦‍♂️
@VegasKatz
@VegasKatz Год назад
He'll be a Messiah, or a Manson.
@tanyamac8276
@tanyamac8276 Год назад
My niece was 21 when she passed from a drug overdose..I hope this sweet young guy finds his way out of this 💩 and lives a long life.. blessings to him ✌️🙏
@cw6621
@cw6621 Год назад
Fentanyl has killed so many where I live. On New Year's eve, an 18yo went to a party and decided to try coke for the first time. It was laced. Hadn't even ever smoked a cigarette. It breaks my damn heart. I wish case managers would help people sign up for Healthcare and get them into clinics. But then they'd be in danger of being robbed. Stupid cycles.
@louern123
@louern123 Год назад
💔
@cohrelo
@cohrelo Год назад
This channel really shows how a random person from the street could be very interesting and complex if only someone could listen.
@EnterGoldenAge
@EnterGoldenAge Год назад
not this lad tho
@jjonez787
@jjonez787 Год назад
So very complex. Im questioning every thing Ive ever known
@EnterGoldenAge
@EnterGoldenAge Год назад
@@jjonez787 😃😃
@JaceDanielFilms
@JaceDanielFilms Год назад
I'm a functioning opioid addict. While it was a very gradual thing, similar to this guy, taking parents meds when I had them, my true addiction didn't start until my late 20s when I had a legit medical issue. From then on (3 years ago) I've gone probably half that time abusing, even if it's in small amounts. But watching your video reminds me that if I were to go any higher dosages than I do, that I may end up penniless homeless.
@randomname4726
@randomname4726 Год назад
I'm dependent on oxy for a permanent medical issue. Opiates are nasty aye, it's so hard to not take extra and get high
@e.priest8937
@e.priest8937 Год назад
I was functional for quite a few years. Lot of my friends and family didn't even know. Eventually tho, it escalated. Think about stopping. Think about getting help. I know it feels good. It just almost always ends bad
@tuforu4
@tuforu4 Год назад
In EUROPE we not addicted to MEDS like AMERICANS..
@caddyv2327
@caddyv2327 Год назад
@@tuforu4 europe is an irrelevant shithole
@DrPrymeTyme
@DrPrymeTyme Год назад
@@tuforu4 wow aren’t you awesome? Border’s don’t make you a better person, you guys kill people over football lmao
@dianeboudrias7954
@dianeboudrias7954 Год назад
Brandon is a beautiful soul. I feel very sad when I hear him talk about his addiction. 😢 I pray that he gets some help. Mark please do a follow up.
@ColoRADbro420
@ColoRADbro420 Год назад
Man, his story really hits home for me. I hope he can find his way out of this terrible maze
@melodymakermark
@melodymakermark Год назад
I wish I could give this dude a hug. He’s got a lot of potential.
@jjonez787
@jjonez787 Год назад
Totally. I imagine him as a CEO or top brain surgeon. Just needs a chance
@melodymakermark
@melodymakermark Год назад
Sounds a bit lofty, but I like your optimism.
@FLBeautyQueen
@FLBeautyQueen Год назад
Brandon, you’re worth so much more than this lifestyle & will do great things in life once you get clean. Sending ❤💪🙏
@jenna_jayy
@jenna_jayy Год назад
This guy is so capable. Sometimes we just need to be saved first and get a taste of the good life to start the process. That’s how I got sober. Praying for him
@clintondavid525
@clintondavid525 Год назад
I was using pills then H for about 12 years. The Methadone treatment absolutely saved my life. It gave me the opportunity to get my life put back together and on track. I tapered off and have stayed clean. My son and I deserved me being present and clean.
@MarkGelderland
@MarkGelderland Год назад
He looks amazingly healthy considering his lifestyle
@stackbundles7058
@stackbundles7058 Год назад
Its cuz lying zero accountability
@Brad..
@Brad.. Год назад
No, he’s being truthful I believe. If you’ve been where he’s at you know. Physical and mental things that you can clearly see.
@stackbundles7058
@stackbundles7058 Год назад
@@Brad.. lol you gullible asf anyone who's been in that life can clearly see he's bs
@pricklycats
@pricklycats Год назад
I commented the same thing.
@Thomas-fk3cw
@Thomas-fk3cw Год назад
@Brad J I'm not sure. I absolutely believe that some of these are not real, again not sure on this one. This is L.A., just about every other person is trying to make it in acting. There are definitely some BS artists on this channel just putting money in there pocket or exercising their acting chops.
@signaturehighlands628
@signaturehighlands628 Год назад
It’s always the purest souls with the most damaged heart 🖤 I hope everything works out man 🙏🏽 bless you
@lisadavie5819
@lisadavie5819 Год назад
Sensitive souls.. To sensitive for this world.. Sad. x
@rico83cb
@rico83cb Год назад
Brandon is just so likable, there's just something about him that makes me feel so sorry for all he has endured. I hope 🤞 he lives long enough to do all the things to better his life. I believe there's a reason everything. Prayers and blessings go out to u bro. Aloha from Hawaii...
@EvilBraTT
@EvilBraTT Год назад
Very humble young Man. I can relate to the opiate cycle.
@traciepratte3983
@traciepratte3983 Год назад
I REALLY hope THIS kid gets off the street. He really seems like a product of his environment and needed someone to love him unconditionally. I really hope he gets help and becomes a happy human being with all the love and support from his family he finds in his future. Thanks for showing his story.....
@noecazares7549
@noecazares7549 Год назад
Theirs no such thing as unconditional love
@traciepratte3983
@traciepratte3983 Год назад
@@noecazares7549 well that's sad for you that you don't know it. Doesn't mean it doesn't exist. I know many who have to give it because it's all they can do to keep their loved one alive.
@pricklycats
@pricklycats Год назад
28 year old kid? I don't think that's how age works my guy.
@christophersigl6252
@christophersigl6252 Год назад
I appreciate his openly outward self reflection. The thought given before and during his answers. I really hope the best for him.
@princesstakaloo
@princesstakaloo Год назад
his voice cracking throughout this so heart breaking
@mels6179
@mels6179 Год назад
Beautiful Boy. My sons age actually, prayers of peace and healing.
@fran0162
@fran0162 Год назад
He is an addict...yet finds the time to rescue others. There is a gentle soul. Who needs a better day...praying for him.
@robertedwards9861
@robertedwards9861 Год назад
best hair in the homeless game for sure
@lindadriscoll5652
@lindadriscoll5652 Год назад
What a gentle soul. This good hearted, handsome young man deserves so much more of a life. I hope the right people will come into his life to help him help himself out of the life he is living into a much better one.
@cherubimrosie3755
@cherubimrosie3755 Год назад
What a wise man. I learnt a lot from you, Brandon; and if you ever come across this comment, thank you for sharing your story. I’m rooting for you!
@deanarobert1611
@deanarobert1611 Год назад
Seriously never expected to be brought to tears on this one! He seems extremely intelligent!
@Simoanejones
@Simoanejones Год назад
Seems so genuine and kind. I pray he gets the help he needs 🥺🙏🏼
@monicad351
@monicad351 Год назад
❤️ Brandon I pray you can get into rehab and get a home. You deserve to be happy.
@Ryouhana7
@Ryouhana7 Год назад
Brandon seems like a genuinely good person. I hope he makes the trip to see his family, he needs support from loved ones and to remove himself from his current surroundings.
@8vseight
@8vseight Год назад
Man Brandon having to save people lives is the most selfless thing I’ve ever done to I saved my ex gf last year because I knew what to do glad there’s people like us well All be better it’s more than hope
@carllennen3520
@carllennen3520 Год назад
Its not "selfless". Thats garbage. He had to "save" these people, because he was helping them destroy themselves. Same with you. To be "selfless" he would have gotten himself clean, and stopped helping them destroy themselves. What he did, nor you, was "selfless".
@pricklycats
@pricklycats Год назад
@@carllennen3520 It was some random guy on the street. He said he didn't know him. How was that his fault? Get a grip and chill.
@carllennen3520
@carllennen3520 Год назад
@@pricklycats Get a grip, and stop talking on subjects you know nothing about, genius. It wasnt a "random guy on the street" he just walked up on. It was a random guy he was doing dope with. Heres a life hint. When you want to run your mouth at someone, make sure you actually know wtf youre talking about. If you dont, then just keep your mouth shut, and move on with your day.
@8vseight
@8vseight Год назад
Facts and I didn’t have any idea she was using it was behind my back I have a clear understanding thanks for your reply tho.
@shawnp8672
@shawnp8672 Год назад
I’m rooting for you Brandon. He seems like a good person, we’ll spoken and intelligent. I think he has a lot to offer the world.
@corinnetraynor1272
@corinnetraynor1272 Год назад
Rehab is never enough … he needs a safe place to live , emotional support , therapy etc etc etc
@fastpitchmermaid4550
@fastpitchmermaid4550 Год назад
I’ve lost more friends from drugs than my elder parents have and I’m only 35. I’m so glad I was able to stop and get/stay clean before the Fentanyl epidemic hit. God bless Brandon. I hope he can see a glimmer of hope and get help
@macie3
@macie3 Год назад
Sometimes I fall a little in love with your subjects. He captivated me from the first minute.
@KidFresh71
@KidFresh71 Год назад
I hope he can get clean. Seems like an intelligent and kind person. He doesn't deserve this life of misery and sadness.
@gracewhaley3945
@gracewhaley3945 Год назад
Brandon, you can make a better life for yourself. I can see the glow and the light in you.
@blake_escapes
@blake_escapes Год назад
I work in Beaumont, Tx. God bless you. You deserve all the happiness.
@unitedivide2789
@unitedivide2789 Год назад
Lost my stepson to a fentanyl od in a damn detox center . Had been clean for 7 days about to start a year long program. Someone somehow gave him something inside the detox facility/hospital he was supposed to be monitored in . No narcan no life saving steps were taken . They let him lay there till we drove 3 hours north to have him taken to a funeral home . I hate this shit . Hate it ! Stop busting users and stop dealers ! They don’t want that , then their justice system would be of no need . So sad our government promotes hate and war against countries and our own youth .
@mindfortress105
@mindfortress105 Год назад
150$+ a day? by begging? jesus, I should quit my job and try that
@user-eh8iz3zr4d
@user-eh8iz3zr4d Год назад
I was surprised as well🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
@kristykingery2961
@kristykingery2961 Год назад
Lol. I was homeless in the wrong city. Lucky to get 20 a day in Phoenix. Never used drugs but occasionally bought alcohol to deal with circumstances. Still battling PTSD from what I went through while homeless
@hhholly
@hhholly Год назад
That’s more than a job in my town.
@tmgladden91
@tmgladden91 Год назад
Damn, I use to skate with Brandon back when we both lived in Texas. Dude always had a smile on his face always had a good time. Hope he finds what he needs to help get clean. Keep on fighting brother man
@poppy7970
@poppy7970 Год назад
Thank you for sharing your story Brandon. I'm sending positive vibes that you can make your way out of this addiction.
@kevinmoore8808
@kevinmoore8808 Год назад
Damm already might be your best interview of the year. I put so many people on to this RU-vid channel. Thanks mark. So many family members of mine struggle with meth. That’s the one reason I will never try it. Best of luck to this young man
@Nomisdit
@Nomisdit Год назад
That last statement really hit home.. Thanks Brendan for sharing your story and thoughts.
@silvanagoss6452
@silvanagoss6452 Год назад
This man has such a good heart wow so much empathy and compassion. God bless you sweetheart
@vanessaarnell
@vanessaarnell Год назад
@@mihe6212 it's so hard. We see him on here and people like him and want to assume this or that but like you said, bring someone like this, who is seemingly nice , and bc of the drugs , things will be missing or worse , you could be hurt. It sucks but it is the cold hard truth.
@robertpirsig5011
@robertpirsig5011 Год назад
You were born to help people Brandon. I can see it in you. You can help so many people with your wisdom. You are hurt, but you can rise above it.
@kupendawants2no
@kupendawants2no Год назад
Yes!! Brandon we are rooting for you ❤️❤️❤️🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
@rologee0444
@rologee0444 Год назад
I appreciate the way u let these folks tell their story mark, good on ya💯💯
@MrLoobu
@MrLoobu Год назад
I can't even wrap my head around how a body can survive with habitual meth and fentanyl use. You would think the heart would give out from going in two different directions so often, or the mind go mad from such deep addictions that play on an hourly time scale.
@mikerope5785
@mikerope5785 Год назад
Crack or cocaine mixed with alcohol is the worst drug for the heart, in fact not only does it raise blood pressure and heart rate like meth does, it is also actually toxic to the heart itself, the local anaesthetic action of cocaine causes the heart to beat in an irregular fashion and cause changes in the heart shape known as cardiac remodelling, increasing the risk of valve disorders and heart failure in later life.
@pricklycats
@pricklycats Год назад
That's probably the reason he "can't overdose". I think the meth has actually saved his life from overdosing. All an OD is is just your brain stops receiving oxygen because your body is asleep. You can't really overdose if you're stuck awake on meth. I bet he'd be dead by now if he wasn't doing both.
@jennavonkramm
@jennavonkramm Год назад
As a mom of 2 girls the same age as this young man, the mom in me just wants to take him in my arms and tell him he is loved and cared for. ❤️ His pain hurts my heart.
@christymazzagatti7939
@christymazzagatti7939 Год назад
man, whenever i complain about how bad my life is, i just watch one of these videos and i'm humbled. my god these videos are heavy. poor souls. :(
@tinacross978
@tinacross978 Год назад
Thank you Brandon for telling your story. Insightful, honest and compassionate and also traumatized by your pain. I feel like you are here for a reason and this interview will help remind others of the humanity inside us. My freedom came from DBT & CBT methods to my suprise. For the first time in my 51years Im able to feel comfortable in my own skin. Once again I would like to say thank you, I truly hope that you will find your way and I wish you joy.
@miztiques
@miztiques Год назад
Brandon, you have a sweet calming soul. You can beat this addiction. Therapy will help with the painful memories from growing up. Your worth it and can do it. Hugs
@carynmartin6053
@carynmartin6053 Год назад
I think this guy's calling is in Healthcare, possibly an EMT or fireman. He has what it takes, but needs to get a handle on the drug addictions first
@endodenise2090
@endodenise2090 Год назад
I hope you go home and reconnect. Wishing you a sober and bright future.
@baublesanddolls
@baublesanddolls Год назад
Brandon, come on, you got this!! You're too good of a guy to let fentanyl, or any substance, win. Go get help, get on suboxone, and get the hell out of LA. I'm sure Mark will give you a ticket home. Suboxone works!!! It will clear your mind and you won't have any withdrawal. I know you can do it and make something of yourself. You're too good for that bullshit. All the best and hugs from Canada. 🇨🇦 🤗 ❤
@thegraciest_
@thegraciest_ Год назад
This man’s heart shows through his eyes and his words. He reminds me a lot of my late cousin.. who passed away a few years ago due to Fent OD- someone spiked his normal pick up. My cousin was the biggest sweetheart in the entire world; Brandon seems the same. My cousin didn’t want to be addicted to drugs. He didn’t want to, our entire family is close and we loved him. No abuse, no homelessness; he had an apartment and a beautiful son and girlfriend. But, he always spoke about how “the monkey on his back won’t go away”. That monkey was addiction. Bless anyone struggling. You are loved.
@lisal4552
@lisal4552 Год назад
What a dear, beautiful man. Addictions are so wicked. It’s something I know personally. Best of luck to you, clearly you have a special purpose.
@mkcarlin
@mkcarlin Год назад
I wish the best for this sweet gentleman. He seems so kind and wanting help. ❤
@ashleylauren5934
@ashleylauren5934 Год назад
I believe everything he said. He really shines a light on relatively intelligent, good natured people and how they are ravaged by opiate addiction. I’m hoping that he finds treatment that can handle the depths of his addiction and tolerance to drugs.
@emmiejean1
@emmiejean1 Год назад
What a sweet guy who needs a break. I feel he could get his life together with a bit of help. My heart breaks for him I can feel his pain. Brandon I think you were dealt a ad hand in life and you deserve so much more and you will be in y thoughts.
@gw5515
@gw5515 Год назад
Street EMT. This channel has showed me to have more humanity with those less fortunate than myself. Now when I see a struggling person, I wonder what happened to them to put them there versus when I was a younger and more ignorant and would wonder “why don’t they just get a job like the rest of us”.
@amberadams2935
@amberadams2935 Год назад
Ur right..havin a job ain't gonna fix ur problems...just like goin to school asa kid won't change ur home life...is just a thing we're supposed to do...bless upppp street EMT
@c2819fnf
@c2819fnf Год назад
Spread the perspective motha fucka.
@antadesormeaux1053
@antadesormeaux1053 Год назад
Please give us an update on Brandon. He is my Godson. I spent days looking for him before I found out he had gone to California. I have been so worried about him. I love you Brandon. 😪
@ashoconnorsrevenge
@ashoconnorsrevenge Год назад
What a beautiful soul this man has. My thoughts and prayers go out to him
@misse2013
@misse2013 Год назад
Best wishes Brandon 🙏 Thank you for sharing your story I hope you can live the life you want to live and reconnect with your family.
@deanhoward1670
@deanhoward1670 Год назад
i just lost my best friend who was like a littler sister to me. i found her body and i wouldn't wish this on anyone.. i have never done any drugs or drank ever and i had to learn about the effects of fentynal and meth from the internet, i put her in 4 rehabs in different states and she escaped every one of them after a week or so..please please anyone who needs help, get into a rehab and get help.. her family was well off and disowned her but she was 6 months sober last week and they agreed to let her come visit but i guess the stress got to her and she shot up heroin with fentynal the nite before she was supposed to go visit them..there were texts in her phone i saw after the cops gave it to me and she had ordered it with fentynal just like u would order a mcdonalds burger. i am beyond crushed
@oneeks5908
@oneeks5908 Год назад
My condolences. Just know you did everything you could. ❤
@mygirlwendy1850
@mygirlwendy1850 Год назад
Very sorry for your loss. You did everything you could for her.
@Oceans11.11
@Oceans11.11 Год назад
Oh no. I’m so sorry. Unfortunately it’s what we hear so much of.. once they detox, their body can’t handle the same amount they were used to before. You really tried everything you could. I don’t understand how families can give up on their loved ones. Drug addiction is a disease, it requires love, care, and patience not abandonment. Once they take a hold of your body, they literally change it. It’s not their fault and it’s one of the toughest things to overcome. May she soar with the angels, free from pain and addiction. 🤍🕊🤍🕊
@deanhoward1670
@deanhoward1670 Год назад
@@Oceans11.11 you hit nail on head exactly
@seresagunst6889
@seresagunst6889 Год назад
You seem like such a great guy I really hope you can get out of this situation! You are such a sweet and kind man. Go to your families. Family sticks together they will be there to support you!!! You got this dude!!!❤
@anniemarie1987
@anniemarie1987 Год назад
Thank-you for your sharing yourself Brandon. Praying for you 🙏🏾
@1pcfred
@1pcfred Год назад
We're all trapped in circumstances beyond our control. Least it can sure seem that way.
@NateSmith87
@NateSmith87 Год назад
You've got this, Brandon. I've been around, dealt with and sold drugs for a long time and stayed deep in them streets. It's an twisted world. You've got this, Brandon!
@ash00001
@ash00001 Год назад
@fastbreak0822
@fastbreak0822 Год назад
Bro....... You are only 28 man...... I know you are strung out and the kick is extremely uncomfortable...... That kick though.....it’s temporary ...... There are resources down there to assist you getting clean of you just put 10% of the energy you put in hustling ...... Get a medical detox rather than a jailhouse kick or worse.... I’ve had many friends in my life in LA get clean and go to 12. Step They have successful lives in every facet..... Seem like it works from my observation.... They were just like you bro.... Sending good vibes Wishing you well ... Mark........ You a fantastic human being..... One good dude..... Respect One x
@MistaLiir
@MistaLiir Год назад
I got the fullest respect for these people, to just go out there and tell their story.. bless this guy, i wish him all the best.
@Oceans11.11
@Oceans11.11 Год назад
I can feel his pain. So badly doesn’t want to live this way, but in order to get up and not be sick, he must use again. Vicious cycle. Brandon is a good person with a kind heart and soul and a handsome guy. I’ll pray for him. Aside from needing to get clean, he needs a support system. It’s okay to ask for help. Get serious about detoxing, maybe your brother would be willing to help be that support system. 🙏🏻 Everybody needs help at some point or another.
@lyndsayverret9572
@lyndsayverret9572 Год назад
I've been waiting on him for a long time now
@myeyeswentdeaf6213
@myeyeswentdeaf6213 Год назад
Good Morning Yall👋😎or whatever time of day it is where you are. Peace and Love from 6:00am Brooklyn NY 🇺🇸 to wherever in the world 🌍 you are, my SWU fam.
@Gram72534
@Gram72534 Год назад
4:20am in the mile high city, have a great Hump day my brother!!!
@wesleyalan9179
@wesleyalan9179 Год назад
Good morning, Eyes! Hope you're doing well,my friend! 💜🙌
@wesleyalan9179
@wesleyalan9179 Год назад
@@Gram72534 I hope everything's been going your way,Gram#7! Hope you have a great day,bro!🤟✌️🤞
@Gram72534
@Gram72534 Год назад
@@wesleyalan9179 what's up brother, all is good here brother. I hope the same for you!!! Have a great day!!!
@WildBoyRC
@WildBoyRC Год назад
3:50am at work here in BC 🇨🇦
@riverflowsby
@riverflowsby Год назад
Dear Brandon, you are an insightful and compassionate soul. After watching your interview i am inclined to believe that you have some good things ahead for you when your time come to kick. To make your withdrawal less awful consider high oral doses of cannabis concentrates. Someone I know has a theory about getting off drugs he calls the Open Window. He believes that in our life cycles, we can periodically take advantage of "windows", periods of time wherein basic needs are filled and we are able to create some distance from the chaos of the daily grind and toxic people. Minimally a window of 10-30 days can get you started but you already know that may not be enough time to stabilize stay clean long term. When the time comes and the confluence of factors makes the open window available, jump out and don't look back. While you are waiting, give some thought to what you really love in life. I get the impression that you have a profound love of life itself and it seems that saving lives is important to you. Street outreach and harm reduction work might be right for you if it is not too triggering. I've never been an opiate guy so I can't honestly say I know how hard it really is. What I can tell is that you are a moral and conscientious man, if you can process your shame via radical acceptance and engage your passions, a good life is on the other side.
@Earl_E_Burd
@Earl_E_Burd Год назад
Nice
@nasrinvahidi5515
@nasrinvahidi5515 Год назад
This young man is so beautiful inside and out. It’s sad that he’s having a life like this!
@TheValkryie
@TheValkryie Год назад
He just ran from one bad situation to another. I sure hope he can get help for himself before it's too late. He still looks healthy...and my goodness that beautiful HAIR. Brandon seems to care very much for others - - a good soul. I pray he makes it and learns from his past regret that he did not learn how to say "no".
@tammywilliams5312
@tammywilliams5312 Год назад
So spoken and genuine.
@dylanbarton7902
@dylanbarton7902 Год назад
my sister is in middle of drug addiction right now. its hard to watch someone go down that road as you can only do so much to try and help as she refuses to even admit she has a problem and scoffs at any attempt to get her to a rehab facility.
@slimvixen2159
@slimvixen2159 Год назад
This man saved 53 lives………. Lives no one else cared about but he did…. I can barely type because of the tears in my eyes… I hope all the best and all the wonderful things and love you deserve
@bethmcright9731
@bethmcright9731 Год назад
April 4th 2015; I said No And I Have Been Clean Since,,,, You Can Too 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 You Are Worthy, Brother 💙
@roscoe4092
@roscoe4092 Год назад
Similar story Drugs killed everybody around me, even me. Somehow I didn’t stay dead though. Probably because it’s not my time yet. Been clean from fentanyl, meth, and all the others since sometime at the beginning of 2022. Don’t even focus on the amount of clean time I have, just focus on trying to live my life in a healthy way since I never learned how.. this life is one hell of a trip..
@jadedmonk7001
@jadedmonk7001 Год назад
God bless this man🙏. Such a gentle disposition combined with an empathetic heart and radiant soul. MacArthur Park has a Saint and its denizens are lucky to have him around.
@Gram72534
@Gram72534 Год назад
GM JM, great to see you!!! Have a good day sweetheart!!!!
@myeyeswentdeaf6213
@myeyeswentdeaf6213 Год назад
@Jaded Monk. Hey Jaded Monk!👋😃 How ya doing? I hope you had a good Christmas and New Years. Guess what I got for Christmas? A bum foot🤦‍♂️I ended up in the hospital cuz I lost some use of my left foot. They said I have nerve damage. 🤷‍♂️It’s always something with me. Anyway, now I got that real gangsta limp. Lol
@Loganomics
@Loganomics Год назад
“…..especially when you know the difference.” Man that was heavy. Wishing him peace and serenity.
@yungbubbly6037
@yungbubbly6037 Год назад
Feeling such a connection with Brandon. Praying for you!!
@lobo5734
@lobo5734 Год назад
At 28 years old across the country now in Milwaukee, I relate fully to you, Brandon. Though we are functioning and are able to "fool" our surroundings, I don't want my parents or loved ones to really see me (though some probably can and choose not to engage). Thank you for sharing and having the balls to open up. Step one brother. Please continue to work hard and you will live long enough to see how many people you have helped. Cheers.
@perpetuallybodean4522
@perpetuallybodean4522 Год назад
I'm from Beaumont right near Sour lake too. It's crazy how many people I've recognized on here lately.
@Maddsgigi
@Maddsgigi Год назад
Brandon, I am rooting for you to get clean before it's too late. You have alot to offer this world. Life can be beautiful & fulfilling, but not as long as you're in addiction. You are worthy of a beautiful clean life & it is possible just reach out & go for it. It will be hard at 1st, but with each day it will get better.
@CuriousCat8572
@CuriousCat8572 Год назад
This is so sad, he seems like such an empathetic and kind, gentle soul. Addiction is truly horrible
@BJJ_Richie
@BJJ_Richie Год назад
So sad , and so honest pray for him
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