15 years old in the 9th grade, finding myself heh this is great. it’s true in high school that things change , gotta keep yo head up and stay straight because it’s true what they say , friends dont stay the same , people switch up man it’s all for the fame , but i can’t let that get to me if things go wrong i gotta bounce back and keep holdin on ! man, i’m talkin keep holdin on ima make that cash and keep my life on track ain’t got time for no boys they gone just set me back i just need to focus on my grind and this rap i ain’t a cold hearted bitch if that’s wat you thinkin i’ve been hurt so many times i can’t fake it , gotta show the real me show em they can’t break me , show em wat they did didnt even phase me , n even tho i’ve been broken i picked myself and showed myself i’m worth it now they hating cuz i’m livin lavish now i’m at the top and ain’t never fallin 💯
I don’t understand how this beat can have a dislike on it Why do people hate a beat with so much meaning behind it Music is a release valve It’s the key to happiness You can express your feelings in many ways And rapping is one of them Music is true and music is enlightening Music is good and music is inspiring You can raise the fallen You can assist the nonbelievers You can change their point of view to hater to achiever You can do so much with music It’s an influence Music is good and that can never be a coincidence
Ayeeee im feeling this beat!! I started free styling like I heard this before! Man Yu cold. Starting with that ten toes challenge. I could never thank Yu hard enough for that song 🙏
Stories of broken hearts I feel the pain see I to have been caught in the rain It feels like things will never be the same like you jumped on board of a crazy train Drunk nights swerving in the lane Damn it's so hard to get it out of the brain Memories of the fun and the bad Happy and sad Late nights with the over night bag Just stay don't leave me don't go away Finding love is for what I pray
your beat inspired me 2 make a rap about my life i couldnt find any beat 2 do it 2 but yourz makes me thank alot about my life so thank u🖤 love your beat
Myself-Mocha Princess Begin-chorus I love you wen ian love myself wen I was worry bout you You was worried wit someone eles *2x Making dis money,having yo side Police be coming,but I’m yo RoD You know I’m not lying No I would never leave yo side First I really thought u were mine Thought we was Bonnie n clyde Or cookie n luscious Now I’m jus sitting here clueless You got me making this music Forget a cold world You got me writing why I hate love I always said,... thugs need love too I den already told u the feelings I had for you You give the blues And I’m telling the truth No capp I den thought about getting a tattoo And bein married to you And having sum kids Guess Ian think all the way thru Chorus Someone eles You was thinking bout someone eles wen I was down for u u was thinking bout someone eles But why you lie to me Why you lied to mee Ohh why you lied to me Yea u lied to me Chorus-end
Man finding myself is hard if your family fell apart, and your lost but plz tell me god how do i live so happy but i dont get to see my family so plz help me find myself (short)
12 years old, in 7th grade, finding myself, heh this is great. im still a little kid, i dont understand, not even in highschool and im tryna make a plan. imma try to move out at 20, dont know if ill be ready, this weight is so heavy. im just 12 years old, i should be having some fun, before i visit reality and see how it's done. my mom cant always take care of me, and eventually, ill be the one putting food in her tummy, used to be thinking its funny. not anymore, who knows if we will be poor, who knows if i leave my roomate and just walk out the door. i could give up at any second now, but i dont cuz i dont know how. i dont know how i could live without the most important people in my life, i dont even care if we argue and im wrong and you're right, i just wanna know i can trust you with my secrets all day and all night. im tired i just dont wanna fight. all this shade and shit thats being thrown at me. ive just been feeling low, know what i mean? all this stress building up above my shoulders. i just want all this pain to be finally over. i have to deal with it cuz im getting older. now in 8th grade im 13 years old. thought i would be okay by now but this shits too cold. i wanna be okay just once, but its not gonna happen! i just have to suck it up and pour it all out while im rappin (still working on it)😔💘
I remember when we first met. U lit up my life like a matchstick. Never knew this would happen. Never knew it would come to this. Butterfly's flew around my stomach when I told my friends about all this. Questions were asked but my mind couldn't answer em. Then... A week flew by without me noticing. We talked then things started happening. Our relationship started to begin. Walked me home everyday wiv smiles of my face. Shy but still loved it best. Kiss goodbye every time when we walked the other way down the road to go our separate ways. Never knew how long it would last. A month gone already, that was fast. Luv my baby all the best. Can't wait for another to pass. Never knew how long it would last. Yh I think I found myself Myself in the one I love I think I found myself Thanks to my baby my love Luv u ❤❤
finding myself. You know the deal. yo these rhymes you’ve gotta feel em these times are here for you to live em The challenges, they come with commitments not anything special bro just finding myself in the world adapt to your surroundings find a path and follow the road the dreams you cant ever let em fade away nah you gotta hold em close and I swear my opportunity as it comes ima grip it whole caught up in my feelings that’s passion. do your own thing NK is gonna be massive that’s confidence, not arrogance.
By My Side I dont know where to go Im just going with the flow Thinking bout you everywhere i go I just look up at the sky Still wondering why Your still not here by my side (2x) JTV Verse: UH, and yea i know that i been missin you lately Yea, but cause of you i aint been thinkin straightly But dont get me wrong, im not mistaking, The better place that you in right now tell me is it amazing? I know you looking down on me While im looking up to you I know that you are watching me Looking at my every move But just know that everything i be doing from now on is for you And I will never ever ever in my life put anything before you
I'm really missing you but I know you in a better place rest in peace on them rainy days I'm feeling the shade but I think of you and it keeps me going on the move cause I truly remember what im supposed to do im just wishing we could go back to them days when everything was fine when you was on my side telling me what's right to wrong feelin really strong and confident within myself it's just so sad now that your gone
Life sure hasn't been easy, I know that without a doubt. But I gotta keep my head up, gotta fight through & out. Be proud of what I've been through, because I've overcome. Be proud of who I am, be proud of who I've become. Everything will make sense one day. All the hurt and pain will go away. I'll love my mind and I'll love my skin. I'll love the life, that I was born in. Everything happens for a reason, even when I'm thrown in the deep end. I'm a survivor not a victim, stronger than my past, I will achieve happiness I'll live my life at last. Not a sucker to the hate, or a sucker to the trama, not a sucker to the fighting, or a sucker to the drama. Life's real short, it goes by pretty fast, here for quality not quantity, finna start having a blast.
Making up the coldest song to this beat, i love your beats. I been writing to a few of them lately and they been really good. Keep the good work because your dope. Hope one day we can chat and meet.
everythings so different, cuz now your gone/i dont understand how i can just move on/you were my everything, and everything i needed, now im sitting here feeling unsucceeded/you did me so wrong/but i still went along, with it/you made me think i was in love/but i wasnt like the rest/cause for you? i wasnt the best/i thought you were the one, but mannn i was l only a hit and run/ i feel so dumb, thinking you really loved me/but i was just a nobody......... you can rap this or sing this (:
Driving in this foggy weather Instead we should be under the cover Now we fightin screamin at each other I walk away baby cos im bothered I really thought we would last forever Doesn't even feel we together Separately we will be better You must agree we poisonous for one another Thats why i say Chorus I need to find myself You need to find yourself Trust me there's no one else I just need to find myself Verse2 I lost myself in this relationship I put all my goals on a list Met you havent been myself since You've been with me in the mists Baby i will admit We were happy at first....
finding myself, yeah ugh. You know the deal. yo these rhymes you’ve gotta feel em And these times are here for you to live em The challenges, they come with commitments yo not anything special bro just finding myself in the world adapt to your surroundings find a path and follow the road the dreams you cant ever let em fade away nah you gotta hold em close and I swear my opportunity as it comes ima grip it whole caught up in my feelings that’s passion. do your own thing NK is gonna be massive that’s confidence, not arrogance.
We're in two different worlds Just watching life as it goes Our moments were precious and gold But now it's like we're alone in the cold I just want you to take my hand Tell me that you understand That things don't always work out as we expect That it's okay sometimes to feel like a mess Tell me I'm more than just some text messages Tell me you won't forget what I said When I promised to never leave your side When I made you feel like you don't need to hide And now I'm just losing my mind Hoping I could look you in the eyes And tell you that you're the love of my life Tell you that I'll be here, waiting for you, 'till the end of time But it breaks my heart and that's no lie I even have trouble sleeping at night Sometimes I see you in my dreams And I wonder why it's never real But it we're meant to be, we're meant to be And if not, I just want you to be happy Either it's with or without me
As a lyricist, I love starting songs on your beat often even though I don't have to. Thesae beats teach me what type of flow and cadence to bring to what.
My mind has caused me to doubt myself Will I ever find myself? Or else, I’m lost through tragic feeling for no one else Cold hearted, confidence melts Feeling so different from everyone else, Those are the consequences of sequences I followed, Poured my love to a heart that’s shallow I’ve become broken, looking sallow I guess I made a bad use of my token Hoping I’ll get the help when unspoken They say the blessed is always chosen But I see myself as the demons slogan Used for laughter, frightened by what comes after That’s another chapter, story of the plug full of fear, connected to my adapter Deeply affected, I lost track of who I am Failing my exams, to be better and graceful To control my effort towards an endeavour Hoping I’ll make my choices clever To come back better than ever.. I’ll find myself No clue where this was heading but yeah.. dope beat homie ❤️
I woke up that day didn’t even think it’d happen this way, now look me and the crew shook tryna find ourself but the pass 2 years everyone’s fell or fade from our cult so I’m the only one sitting here rappn about you tryna find my self esteem I can’t believe I’m over here on my knees praying to good to fix my needs I told him I’m not the best at keeping these things at a breeze so long story short I still haven’t found me!!
- keep trying keep pushing to win your life's not safe if you end up going on this binge. You gotta find yourself you gotta look for help you say it's hard you say your stressed your never going to get anywhere if your part if some mess
As I stand in these fields of dreams Surrounded by villains plotting schemes Addiction and lies ain't what it seams Now that your gone wondering what went wrong Writing my feelings into this song Lost in a cloud from water bongs Can't hit wit shorts or those longs Feel this pain trying to write my wrongs
I love this man so muchly______ ain't nothing like his touch_____ if you ever had a real one you know this up. shaking my head because I can't believe I'm this blessed w all I been through_____ ....I lucked up. the way you touch my ass at Walmart ik it's real.. the way you skip Hallmark and do what you feel____. all the hurt surrounding us you make me feel like a queen . thank you....thank you....thank you.... . thank you._____ I can listen to you snore all night long to you is where I belong and ain going nowhere this world full of shit except you dismissed can I have my favorite kiss the one where you grab my face and say Carolina I' Kno you like this shit. thank you ...thank you thank you........thank you.________ thisboff the dome. bae sleep hope y'all like ✌️(Kendrick bae btw)
Man I’m not even going to lie to u I’m trying to find myself and on the way I might need some help some times i like being alone like being in my own zone cuase I’ve been hurt and some times i fell like dirt but that’s what god made us out of but know I’m Turing to dust what is love seems a lot of what I’ve experienced is lust and people wonder why I have no trust . And I ain’t even going tolie at first i didn’t like me for me . But I learned to spread my wings and be free . I still have a lot to think about so right know I don’t have a real sexuality. First I got to find me . Then worry about family. Then when I’m good with my school work. And if went to church. And then I can worry about a relationship. But I don’t want to take of like a rocket ship . To packaged and just thrown on a ship . But first I’m going to give you a tip . Go with the flow follow the make sure you both on the same page make sure the current calm and you can stare at the sun set talk about life when looking at the sunset .
This is my freestyle This is my Year If things go wrong I gotta bounce back Gotta keep my life on track and be the next grad ima definitely compete make that cash
See, i need to find myself. It isn’t easy, I never cry to myself. I just hope I’ll learn to love ‘cuz this heart ain’t got nothing to speak of. I try to fill this empty hole, but I always end up with an empty goal.
Finding myself I've struggled for years Worried about everyone else I put myself down And every single day my face frowns I got used to the feeling Of people coming in Then watch em all leaving I got so used to weeping At night it's the worst That's my time of grieving.
Finding myself on this road all alone Pain too much to consume I'm just writing these thoughts in my room A delicate flower just hoping one day I'll bloom Rapping till I enter my tomb Was a prodigy in my momma's womb When it looks Doom and gloom I just hit the pen and pad Since I was a kid I just wanted to rap Didn't have the best clothes I was bullied for that Wore worn out shoes I was bullied for that Can't back down it was clowning or scrap Always got knocked on my ass The brass ring always away from my grasp If I don't come in first I always came in last Can't keep bringing up the past But I pretend to okay but inside it's a mask Trying to get out of North Carolina is an enviable task, trying to pack out the venue in mass, spitting all fire no trash, if you hating haul ass, Bitch you ain't Amanda Bines shawty you are not all that, these niggas raps be all cap, telling lies like they a scrapped, but the oops outside all y'all lack, I spit from the soul all facts, won't stop till my tables and plates is all glass, I'm the best in all caps, if you ain't with me fall back, I don't want that shit check bitch I want that in all cash, if you cheating bitch give me my stuff I want it all back, shawty got a coke bottle tall glass, stay from these hoes cause I fall fast, was a class clown they would laugh, would they do if I pulled that Benz off the lot paid in all cash, fuck that school I hate all of y'all ass, fuck only one standing in my path, they Gon feel my wrath, I could kill a hater with less than a paragraph, young, black and arrogant, red bleed American, split his shit to the white meat would thought was an Aryan , love being black always rep for my heritage, focus on money eyes on the prize that imperative, fuck niggas starting a narrative, carry these niggas like a saraget hit these niggas with a clothesline or a lariat , fuck mainstream I'm a stay underground like Harriet, I want this lifestyle forever I'm cherish it, I wanna make something of myself before I'm perishing
thankkkkk yoouuu sooo muchhhh forrrr makingggg thiisss broo i feel like this was made specifically for me lmfao, i might cry, but ima make a remix. thanksss
17 years old in the 11th grade tryna find myself huh this is great i’m still a kid, i got so much time to wait coming from a dark past, nobody understands thinking i wasn’t shit, now what i gotta do to become a #1 hit? i swear i’m not gonna waste time, tryna be up, get on a grind i made it thru the rough life is so tough i’m sitting here, finding myself, ion got time for the fake that shits such a waste, i swear ima shine bright, y’all gonna go blind gonna start stacking, y’all not gon’ catch me lacking ima keep my head up, even when i’m fed up i’m staying strong, i gotta find myself i know it’ll be long, someday i’ll be on top, see my name on the charts, dodging thru y’all like darts, but lemme back it up, i just wanna say i’m proud where i came from, proud where i was raised from Vineland, you gon’ run thru my blood i swear that’s some place i won’t forget, when i find myself ima be homesick ima be sad when i leave, but i’m some place where i can finally breathe, living lavish, i’m just a native kid chasing a dream Worst things come, that ain’t gonna stop me from where i wanna be
Tryna find my self through all the cluster All the stuff that happened don't seem to get over I'm not kacia no more I can't find her Don't know who I am anymore guess I'm a coward All those times I compared my Self to the relevant wasted my time And every time I Tried to hide I Ended up getting lost inside Now I freaking died And even though I tried Life isn't really kind Now I'm out of time And I'm out ta line And then you tell me that I'm gonna be fine Well why'd you have to lie That isn't really kind Must've thought that I wouldn't mind Your wrong Cause everyone Has something they long For and I'll put mines in a song I just wanna be happy Just wanna be happy Attitudes always crappy I'm never freaking Happy
I feel the blood coursing veins And it feels insane It’s like this wicked pain And everyday it’s the same And I can’t take it no more I’m getting up and Leavin out that door I gotta go down that road And it’s really cold I see my self in a casket hair white like I’m old Don’t talk to my friends no mo cause they sold I’m layin there cold to the touch like dead With a bullet wound to my head My I eyes open but they can’t see I’m alive but not breathin so I start to scream Hoping this all in my mind I’ll and this’ll be a dream whole time Or maybe I was shot while committin a crime And my body in the future while my soul left behind It’s over now I can see my true self And even though I won’t now I wanna hang my self with a belt
It's the year 2018 Think it's about time to retire with a ring 25 I ain't getting no older 26 by the beginning of October. 2 kids are depending on me Going to school, but no money They depending on me Struggling heavy so I call up a recruiter National Guard bound My kids deserve a brighter future. Pretty funny cuz in this I'm finding myself Enjoying every moment Finding a discipline in ones-self Who would have thought this is what it takes Proud of myself, I no longer us the words I can't. I'm stronger now, look at the smiles on their face Mama's doing this for us I love you Ny and Keem, y'all are mama's happy place
I love his beats his beats are the only ones i can write to and i have looked and looked for beats but his are different i love to write music it makes me feel so different then other ppl but i never have the guts to play my songs i think if i keep trying i could make something big one day i just wanted u to know your beats make me feel great
This my year No matter what I go through. I miss my dad and all the memories too Because if things don’t go right between me and you I promise the love I’ll always have for you I try my best I always do But when I wanna give up I think of you You keep me focused you keep me going I never meant too let you down just let me know and I’ll be around I wanna keep you focused I wanna keep you going I love when you wrap your arms around me It’s when you hold me the closest So I know you love the feeling when we both touching It’s been almost 3 years man it feel like the shortest Lemme know when you under weather I’m coming through just too make you smile I wanna try to heal your pain I wish I can But it’s the life we live in I wish I could i can’t I know that you be going through it I want you to know that I’m by your side Ima stick it through for whatever ride I didn’t care this much then it got deep I put my pride aside I’m all into it Lemme get on top lemme go for a ride My love is unconditional I make you want some more
start at beat drop 0:17 "one taught me love one taught me patience one taught me pain now im amazing I've loved and I've lost but thats not what i see. look what i got no need for searching. and for that i say thank you next." (This beat smooth🔥. it sounds abit like Thank u Next)
Is it free to use? I wanna use it, i promise yo give you credit as the producer nd beatmaker for ur work, i love ur beats, sum we all can relate to in everybeat
BubbaGotBeatz I would love to use for nonprofit. I love beats with a mix of a heart felt melody to it and not just a noise. This one captures that for me. It can be used in any genre. I love the balance. BubbaGot...talent :-)
I think I will do it I already did some type of freestyle with two different situations in my life with this beat out of all beats I tried to use I like this one the most. I just hope one day I'll get noticed and can get ppl and show other ppl who I am !❤
Not to long ago I was looking for dollas Didn't have a home couldn't call my momma Momma put me out on the street Didn't have a home couldn't eat I remember losing sleep Sleeping out on the street I use to cry myself to sleep but it wasn't working cause I was to damn focused on the wrong shit Had my head fucked up and shit I feel like I was at the end of a cliff I just needed a lift Couldn't get that So I looked to God And he told me everything gon be alright Almost lost sight of what I was living Forgot who I was doing it for Finding Myself was pretty hard But I'm here now not Backin down I'm gon make it all around Gotta haters prayin on my down fall But that don't mean shit at all Cause I'm blessed Ain't looking for stress And if you come with that Get out my face Don't got time for hate Ain't got time for no fake shit So get out my face with that The whole gang is filled with love If you need that come get come get a hug I'm HERE NOW AND FOUND MYSELF So get out my way now I'M COMIN FOR YA HEADS NOW THE ONES WHO DOUBTED ME THE ONES WHO CLOWNED ME THE ONES WHO SPOKE BAD ON ME THE ONES WHO THREW DIRT ON ME Ima be Who ya said I wouldn't be Now I got ya looking at me Wishing ya could get next to me But I'm good love enjoy with that Ima continue to find myself Cause I know how hard it is
when I say u don't understand, u don't understand the struggle Me and my dad we had to understand the hustle I'm 13 with a grown mentality We out here busting tails, living in agony Struggling financially (just a little so far)
Yea Yea idk what to say anymore I need me a blessing god sick and tired of stressing looking at my dad hustling just 16 feeling like ima get shot Yea mama I fucked up but you know I love you Yea Yea mother I just wanna thank you for the times you took care of us brought us food damn now that I'm growing up everything has changed I want the best for you mama you brought me into this world with out you and my dad I ain't nun yea Yea god help me sick and tired of stressing I just need me one more blessing
