Finding Peace After My Dad’s Passing I will upload 4 videos in this 'series' as my Fathers passing or anniversary is coming up, 1. Fathers passing, 2. The days after when I felt very S word, 3. My Dads funeral, 4. A tribute to my Dad, I switched off RU-vid monetization for all these videos so there will be no adverts on my videos but keep the buy me a coffee as usual and this doesn't get in the way of watching the videos. Forgive me for the nature of the videos, why would I video these events? 1. RU-vid becomes part of a creator's life and they end up taking footage of every part of their lives unfortunately or fortunately. 2. Making videos 'about' my experiences takes away the intensity of the experiences for a while as its second-hand experience and helps to lessen the emotion, depression etc for me, it definitely helped me to take myself out of the Su1c1dal state the days after dads passing. Sorry about for the very HEAVY videos, please don't watch if they affect you negatively, I'll go back to being my silly self soon and clean up my act as it were, thankyou :)
