The beginning gives me the same feeling of watching those Pixar or Disney short films about life. And then when you started talking it only got more relatable. The thing you said about seeing someone being “perfect” 100% of the time thing. I totally agree, but I think sometimes people regard peoples flaws as imperfectly beautiful. Kinda like looking at an abstract painting. It may look like everything was just placed off center and random but at the same time it looks seamless. Also nothing is ever entirely perfect cause no one has ever witnessed anything perfect. It’s an idealization that people wish to get to, based upon their own idea of what perfect looks like. Therefore, if you feel comfortable enough and that you are “perfect” in your own way, that in itself can be true. Lastly, there isn’t harm in being complacent and it’s totally normal to feel uncomfortable. As you said, when you were in college you were constantly wishing for calmness. And the moment you got it you feel like you want to be busy. That is because you had gotten use to the demanding life that surrounds college education. So when your not in that environment anymore you have an inkling to want to go back or to do something to give you the same feelings. It’s similar to those who actively go back to toxic relationships because they are so use to being treated that way, that they learned to find comfort in it. Take your time with your new normal.
I relate so much. No one talks about post graduation and the mental toll of it. Especially if you work from home and you’re back in the room you had just moved out of 4 years ago. Feels like you’re going backwards in life. Great job! Keep making videos🙌
I think you fall in love with someone, because when we fall in love with someone, we don't know what, when, where to do. You want to see to whom you fall in love, its magic like we seen in the Harry Potter movie, just stand infront of mirror then it will reveal you the person you fall in. 😊
