I just want to be successful at having fun and wanting to be doing something I have visited many times over the years and started in my preteens. I don’t have anything but chores to do otherwise. I want to feel proud of myself and defeat depression. I used to want to gain love from others but this old idea has faded away over many years in slow sad way but a good thing….to not do it for gaining love or validation from outside. Good ideas for those seeking a profession doing art. The idea of that has presented itself to me but not as a sole source of income. To specialize and develop a website with art work for sale. No big deal except the actual work and discipline required to get great! That takes a ton of hours for sure!