LYRICS: Always lived my life in the fastest lane Drastic how these tactics all masked my pain Now it’s time for me to put the past away had my ass exposed like a Cabaret So I Made a promise to my closest friend Focus on growth never dope again Hoping that I cope and they don’t condemn Notice that I’m scopin for the Quotas end dabbled in the game a bit For the high that came from it Not the high the Caine would give parties, codes, fame n shit Started getting dragged back in packed up quick called it quits Once last job that was it back to Cali trafficking Now I put my sanity only on my family Even if I Lost a little bit of it financially lemons life had handed me Pulling me like gravity No more loss and tragedy Glad to change my strategy Glorious redemption Barely made it out Surrounded by deception All for chasing clout Followed by depression Thoughts were heading south This is my confession Gotta make em proud No more sliding ducking shots spend my time just hugging moms No more hiding from the cops in the shop and drunk with pops Hoping for the pain to stop Gotta rain to gain the crops Time for shae to gain the props Change the game to claim my spot Started College classes credits under my belt Got a Job in sales now i’m building my wealth All of this growth feelin proud I survived hell despite the shitty hand that this life had dealt Took the life lessons blessings that I learned Ending to the chapter new pages being turned Reconfirmed the pain I caused leaving me concerned Passion had me seeing red Growing like a fern Hounded me for years hunting for the truth Surrounded me with fear trapped in the pursuit Sound went in my ears rappin was the root Found a new gear now I’m shifting to the booth
