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I'm so angry...my girlfriend of 3 years cheated on me. With someone she's still friends with to this day. This is how it feels. I'm trying so hard to restrain my anger. I don't want to yell but I don't want to cry. I'm fighting to stay stoic. And this music reflects that struggle. I don't know what to do or how to react. I'm frozen in time. I don't want this to be real. I woke up this morning and just knew something was wrong. I saw the evidence and wished I could wake up again. I'm thinking about every moment that led up to this. Every moment. All going through my head at a million miles per hour. Thoughts rushing relentlessly, but I am stuck in time. Just staring at the wall. This isn't real. This can't be real. *This. Isn't. Real.* Edit: thank you guys. Seriously, I can't express how important your words are. I'll take the time to reply to all of you when I'm off work. But thank you. I love you guys. Reading your messages make me feel a little better. Never change how sweet you guys are. Its a rare trait of a dying breed.
Bro I want to let you know you are NOT alone. . . I was is in the same position as you a year ago. The girl I thought cared about me for 4 years, had been lying to me for a good 6 months. Anyways, I decided to forgive her not because I am going to act like it never happened, but to let my soul rest and heal. You may feel like not knowing what to do or move on, but trust me just forgive her, she doesn't know how to act, but I know you do. The sooner you forgive the more "frozen" you won't feel. I understand that this was recent, but maybe this breakup was for the better. Take this "feeling" you feel and turn it into the energy to just move on. If you ever want to talk to me on moving on and focusing on YOU, just reply back. Lots of love.
Only time will tell you why this is the best thing to ever happen to you, stay strong brother. Trust me with these words, something more meaningful is coming for you. Right now time seems frozen..until it's not anymore, the sun still rises.
I know that feeling brother, it will pass, go sleep, read, run, walk, train, live your life. Dont let these "parasite toughts" ruin your time on earth, everything will be fine, as it always was.
Bro the greatest happiness in life is to vanquish your enemies , to see those dear to them bathed in tears never forgive , the one who forgave died on the cross
