Lyrics : To my second reflection my brother my blood, I never meant to neglect you but I'm too fucked from the drugs. You are the youngest of sons the only one that I love in this family, the man in me is there because of you bruv. To be honest it sucks to know you copy me blood, I ain't a man you wanna be I'm just a wanna be bruv. And I know that you just wanna be loved but you get constantly fucked over and let down for a bottle of rum. I'm so sorry to mum for not for not raising you right, instead of keeping you away from drugs I gave you the pipe and made you hate on this life and now I look at you with the understanding that its my fault for the pain in your eyes. You've seen me confined to the blade of a knife and overdosing on meth, a pale face coming home late in the night with gifts for you that I got from robbing strangers for ice this is my life and without you here I'll take what is mine.
I used to have two older brothers and they were kings to me, my fucking heroes now days they ain't fucking shit to me their whereabouts a mystery, unknown I thought that we'd forever be a family but now never is love shown. These cunts know that mum and dad both want to see their grand kids but you won't allow the love to grow I cant fucking stand it, do you know what a man is? A true captain goes down with the ship and never leaves his crew abandoned. The devils who you dance with in the halls of mental solitude, paranoid about what isn't even there is gonna do, I want nothing to do with none of you you're both liars I'm the fucking truth you cant handle reality, I've seen it in your eyes when i was standing right in front of you I'd never pull a gun on you, wave it in your face then make fun of you. You're a fucking coward with not much to lose, only a vivid addiction to the drugs and booze but that's nothing new.
To my beautiful sister the name on my neck I got that tatt cause when I die I want your name on my flesh I wear your name til my death, represent my fam forever, the family that I have strong and loyal stand together. Our roots deeper than buried treasure we even look alike judge your cover by its beauty but insides no book of lies I'm the book that has the crooked spine I'm unable to read realities a fairy tale to me. You've seen me frail and weak from all the drugs that I take from telling you I wanna kill people to cutting my veins. Remember when it made you sick to see my blood on my face, you couldn't even look at me like you were fucking ashamed. And now I feel like I have nothing to say except I'm sorry and I love you and I will until I'm chucked in my grave.
14 июн 2015
