Thank you for sharing this! You are so brave to do that video with all that difficulty you have in your speech. I do have conversion disorder And my symptoms very close to you but you talk better than me! You said you sleep a lot that is okay don’t feel bad about it your body is tired you need to rest. But please don’t sleep a lot just to run away from what you are facing. It is hard and I know that but you are strong actually you are stronger than me and you made this video. You also said you feel lonely that is also normal but never give up to loneliness. For me the Bible was my good friend through it I made friendship with the Lord Jesus and I never felt alone anymore for I feel him with me day after day. Never lose your hope in the bad days you face always think of the good days and on the good day just enjoy every moment in them. Just try your best to learn how to manage your symptoms. Don’t think too much about what you are doing at the moment try to distract yourself then you will succeed. I don’t succeed all the time but 2 times out of ten make me feel happy. You will be in my prayers and you will over come your sickness just never lose your will best wishes!