I wanted to capture today in video clips because after all the pain and heartache... after years of hell... today, I am at a place where I can be so happy that this chapter is finally over.
Thanks, Ryan. I’m so happy for it to finally be over. I’m so grateful that Si has Christian to look up to. I’m not even exaggerating when I say that Silas looks up to Chris so much that he tries to emulate him in so many ways. He is like a “Mini me” of him and I’m so grateful. Last month, he told Chris “hey, I know your kinda, pretty much like my Step-dad but you really feel more like my real dad.” (My heart broke and melted all at the same time… and without missing a beat, Christian told him how much he loved him and how happy he was to have him as one of his own.) When I talk positive about Christian on fb, it’s the absolute truth. He is such an amazing man, father, partner, comedian for the house etc. I feel like I went through 10 years in a horrible marriage to finally meet a man I never imagined was a possibility. I’m so grateful for him and all of our kids. Life is so fulfilling. If you watch my next video, Ignore my anger. I never thought TikTok would blow up a 20 second video I posted to my then 21 followers. After my rebuttal, I’ve been able to ignore the hate messages and focus on the positive ones and the positive outcome of being divorced, finally.
