I don't think my parent can relate to my pain, suffering, my deepest thoughts, my grief and all when i someone in life had died. i don't think i can relate to my own parents. I don't want to be in my parent's shoes and i don't want my parents be in my shoes and know everything about me and i want God absolutely because he can see everything and knows what I'm relate to. and i don't want to be in God's shoes it is a hard life to have.