i doubt anyone will see this but imma go ahead and say this anyways and vent to an empty void. my ex broke up with me, it was because she thought i cheated on her but i actually didn’t. this was a couple months ago now and even tho my brain knows she’s gone forever my heart still longs for her. the futures always scared me and knowing she won’t be in mine ever makes me sick. i hope she regrets what she did because ik i’m an okay guy at times. but yeah that’s my lil rant about her over. i also got no friends whatsoever to tell this to and if you actually took time out of your day to read this thank you man. it means so much to me that someone took time out of their day to pay me attention. love you all
Damm I hope you find some one js for you forget about her if she's so reckless by hurting you and breaking up with you js imagine if you stayed with her
I met this girl in my class a while ago, and for the first time ever I believed I'd met my soulmate. Everything we talked about we were either identical or polar opposites, I was her unstoppable force, and she was my immovable object. I'm writing this sitting at my desk after coming back home from her house and I don't know how we'll end up in the future, but I know my life will never be the same again. For the first time, I'm not in love with loving, I'm in love with her. Edit: Well guys, thanks for all the kind words. We made out last week and today she tells me 'I'm not ready for a relationship'. Time to start my villain arc I guess.
"You see the thing about being alone is that when you're with people and your tired you can't wait to be alone but when you finally get to be alone you wish someone was there"
this reminds me of last november to october i had this friend named danika we slept over at my house every weekend we would skate through my neighborhood all night it was so fun she always brought a speaker we would listen to this song on repeat everytime i listen to this song it brings me back to wind flowing through my hair and everything is alright this song is amazing just every aspect reminds me of my ex bsf and i wish i could go back to that
Kevin Conroy, the actor who voiced Batman in The Animated Series, Arkham Games, Injustice Games, and many more interpretations of the character died on November 10th this year. He made some of the happiest moments in my childhood, and his performance as Batman led me to believe that if someone so broken, depressed and crestfallen by their trauma as Bruce Wayne can move past it and achieve anything he sets his mind to, so can I. May he rest in peace.
Right now I'm at the lowest point in my life that I've ever been.... somehow I've been pushing through it by myself and surviving always finding the will to fight, regardless of life punching down on me, harder each time. If you took the time to read this, Thank you. It doesn't seem that way all the time, but life is worth living, all the way to the end.
i speak Spanish, and to be honest I don't really understand the lyrics, but, after all, it feels like an indescribable feeling listening to this song, something that can simply be described as "pretty".
not a lot of ppl are probably reading this but if you are its alright man take all the time you need life is a long thing and unless you're happy you're gonna look at life like it sucks take care and good luck with things I hope you get better :)
i think of this song as the pov of my uncle on my aunts passing. it's like him seeing her once again but in heaven. i know supporting their 3 kids on his own is so rough. i know he misses her so much.
Played this song when I first got with my girlfriend 1 year ago and we broke up 3 months ago. I can’t get over her so every once in a while I play this song so I can cope.
i dont think anyone is gonna read all this but I js need to let it out. In 6th grade i switched classes to this new class.I made lots of friends and it was great. This one boy came with me to get his books because we both had left them in the classroom. He was quite a jock or whatever and I remember the week before in my head I said “I’m never liking that guy he’s so rude and he’s such a jerk!” But the way he opened door for me and said you go first made my heart melt. I was so shocked he was nice to me since he was mean to everyone. after being in 6th grade for a while I never truly had a crush on him it was always other guys he was good looking but there wasn’t a spark. During the summer when we went to camp school we somehow got this connection we would always make eye contact and smile at each other. My friend was friends with his friend so we would always somehow end up eating together and he had the best humor. I always laughed at his jokes. We went sailing one day and my friend grabbed my phone and added everyone in my class. He was sitting in front of me and so were my other classmates so I told them not to add me back because my friend had added everyone. After camp school we went in summer holiday. I noticed that he had added me back. I was kicking my feet in the air of joy. We started snapping. My friend was one of those girls who always organized stuff for the whole class so she organized this picnic on the beach for everyone and most of them came including him we had so much fun everyone was dancing and vibing to the music. A few weeks later my friend organized a class sleepover at her lake house. we all had so much fun and I talked with him and we had a huge spark. I kept glancing at him and smiling. The next day he had to leave early since he had a hockey match and this one guy and my friend were the only ones left there since everyone had left. I felt like I could trust him so I told him everything. Biggest mistake of my life. He told him and still in 7th grade he goes around telling about them to my new classmates. The guy I liked didn’t like me anymore since he found out. Even though we were so close to dating. He blocked me on all platforms and we lost what we had. Every time I see him now I get all shaky and my stomach sinks. Now all I try to do is show him that I’m not that obsessive girl anymore and make him jealous but i know deep inside he made this hole in my heart and it will never be filled.. the guy I thought was my friend still goes telling him that I’m I love with him. And I was truly inlove before. It wasn’t just a crush
i’m sorry this happened to you, you have every right to feel that way anyone would. you deserve better. what is truly ment for you will never miss you. even though that hurts, it sounds like he was deep down a pretty bad person to just block you because of one thing someone said. all rejection is just gods protection
Yo whassup doubt anyone’s gonna see this but like my ex and I broke up because we couldn’t be together because I was moving and we weren’t going to the same school even if I didn’t move. She made me feel very insecure about how I looked because she said “if you cut your hair I’ll break up with you” and at the time I had semi long hair and it just planted this insecurity about getting a haircut. And it’s been a few months but now I feel too lonely and I just miss her. But I know I can’t even if I could if that makes sense. This song literally makes me think of the first time I met her. Thanks for reading the whole thing god bless
everyone here talking about relationships, but my issue is that everything just went down the drain. I am a smart person, always got good grades, but my ex broke up with me, I stopped being as frequent with school, my family began neglecting me, I didn't say anything, now I don't have a family to talk to, I don't find fun in what I used to do, I don't find playing games fun, I don't find playing guitar fun, I only do it to fill in the void, not even working out gives me energy, there's some girls who wanted to be with me but I neglected their feelings and kept them as friends because I'm unable to compute actual love again, and I cannot and don't want to betray her, even though we broke up.
Or Maybe I just feel bad idk, I still think to this day on why I broke up with her I know it hurt her but I had too I’m just lost she was my everything and I just fucking threw it away
I'm listening to this song, listening to all of these sad songs, knowing I can't have him. He has a girlfriend, seeing them together breaks me. I thought he liked me, because he gave me all of these signs. He looked at me, the look I love so much. I love everything about him, even though we have never interacted once. He is newer to school, and of course the popular kids beat me to it in becoming his friend and corrupting yet another victim. He is probably the most sweetest, yet shy person I have ever met. Nothing hurts more than being unwanted by someone you can't have..
Everyone thinks am happy but no one would understand the darkness am hiding inside of me l miss the past l miss the old days life doesn’t fell like life it fells am in a Super dark place l miss the past and l can’t do anything about it life is just really Dark and l lost everything my health my happiness l lost everything hope yall are having a better life than me
when I first met her she was so nice to me. She introduced me to her friends and me n her became closer but I started getting closer to her other friends and we stopped talking but we would still hang out sometimes but after like the 2 week of school I started hanging out w her more bc I started gaining feelings for her.. I never told her bc I thought she was gonna reject me. I stated hugging her a lot, and I told one of my friends that I liked her and my friend asked her who she likes and I found out she has liked me since the 2 week of school to.. October 18 she asked me out to be her gf 🫶🏻 obv I said yes :). Since today we are still together and happy. I love her sm she makes me so happy I’m so lucky to have her in my life.❤️
Today it's my birthday, nobody wished me happy birthday, not even my parents, and it's currently 12 pm well i guess i'm alone as usual. Damn what a way to celebrate your birthday
Happy late birthday! Im really sorry that no one wished you one. I know how it feels to not have anyone to celebrate with, i just hope it all gets better for you soon.
Happy late birthday, Life is hard, I hope you're doing well, hold on, don't think about it anymore, tell yourself that later, you'll be entitled to happiness :)
I didn't know where else to say this so I only have a yt comment section. There was this girl that I met we both came to a new school in sixth grade. We had never really talked until years later but for some reason I always noticed her even in the most croweded of rooms. Years later at the second half of my ninth grade year we started talking all the time, never in person, but over text 24/7 (at the time I was in a messy relationship and we would joke about my gf at the time together). A few months later and school was pretty much over for the year and she had conviced me to break up with her so I did. After this we became really close, we still avoided eachother in person because we were nervous but that didnt stop us from texting all the time to the point where we knew everything about each other-every last thing. She was always pretty to me but at the time I was truly unhappy witth my weight so from the summer of 9th grade to the end of tenth I was too worried about my self image to think about a relationship (I knew I liked her deep down though). Finally, in the summer before my junior year of highschool I had commited myself to losing weight (and I did, 45 pounds down as of now) this is when our friendship turned. I had begun my weight loss in the begining of august and by the time she asked me out 26 days later I had lost 15 pounds. I still remeber the day she asked me. Its a day I don't ever want to forget. The day before she came over we touched for the first time in two years of friendship. The day after we met on a park bench overlooking the water, it was warm enough to not need anything besides a t-shirt, and there was an older couple kissing to abba's fernando next to us. we talked for hours because I would always get lost in her eyes and in her laughs. Eventualy, after begging her parents to stay out later I walked her home and got soaked in the rain but it didnt matter because when I entered my apartment i was greeted with a text asking me out. I was so happy I smiled for days straight. We had a great relationship for two months, pretty dates on the highline and picnics and sunsets, and musuems, and so on. Then when the third month hit arguemtns started to pop up but never anything too serious that we were mad at eachother for more than a day or two until there was. Shes gone now, its been 5 and a half weeks and I dont know what to do. At first I paicked and cried, texted her, asking to come back twice and both times recieved only a text or two back. I kept crying for another few weeks until one day I realized that I was begining to forget about her. I didnt want to so when I went on a trip during winter break I took something of hers with me to remeber her by. Back from that trip and I hope that she comes back. She was my love, my passion, my tears, my smiles, my laughs, my world and now my world is gone. Ive tried distracting myself, going to the gym more, even talking to other girls but none of it works. She was my sunflower.
So I'm coming back a little later and I wanted to tell anyone who's reading this and may feel the same way that it does get better. I dont cry anymore, I am able to smile and laugh and enjoy life. Whats scarry now is how easy it is to be a stranger to someone you once knew best. Anyways, if anyone does read that and is feelign the same way it really does get better life is full of many weeks and some of them will be shitty, fight to make as many of those as you can great.
I just realized that my life is basically a routine that rarely changes, I get up I bathe I dress I go to high school I do not socialize for the simple fact of feeling that I do not fit in is always but that it will be done. Anyway, even if you feel that life ignores you, cry but value while you smile. See you
I met this girl in September. After some time we got together. We live in italy and this is our last year of school. After school she will probably move to Bulgaria for some years to study. I’m going to miss her so much.
I'm back. I came to this song at my lowest. And I'm back. Things have gotten better since august. I'm dating the girl of my dreams who I've liked for over 3 years. Now we are in love and happy. My friends and sports are going great so everything is good. But I know this can't last forever. Things have to come to an end soon. So before they do I just want to come and say that things are good. In august I was depressed with terrible anxiety and I hated to look in the mirror and see myself because I thought I was so ugly. I hated everything even down to my own name. I don't really know when it changed but I know it was because of her. I know we arent going to last forever, and that's ok. Because the time we spend together are like nothing else in the world. And everyday I get to wake up knowing she's mine. But in 6th months I could be back at this video, looking at this comment, wishing that she was still with me. I know it sounds like I'm being too negative but it's good to just let all of my thoughts out here so I don't have to carry them with me. and now I love this song, even though I used to cry with it. Edit: Well it's been 6 months since I made that original comment, and it felt like yesterday tbh. I've come to realize that maybe all good things don't come to an end. We are still dating after all of this time, even though yes we've had our ups and downs. I've learned a lot about her in these 6 months of dating that have helped me see her in a new light. She's truly perfect and I couldn't have asked for anyone better. I hope with all of my heart that there is another 6 months yet to come in our future. And maybe even long after that. It's almost august again, the month that ruined me last year to the point of having suicidal thoughts. But I'm a different person now. I've grown in my walk with Christ and feel more confident and happy than ever. Sometimes I still remember how things used to be, and a lot of times I get worried that one day won't be all mine anymore. But for now I'm at peace. I'll probably edit this again in January or December, whenever this song pops up on my fyp or turns up on my 1000 song playlist again. I love this song. Edit 2: It's now February 2024, and it's been 14 months since I made that comment I think. There has been so much that has happened that it would take me hours to explain it on here, but I can brief over some things. She got this medical condition called POTS that makes her pass out all of the time, and hers was pretty bad. it came with other things like mood changes too. it has been hard for her to deal with everything, but I always try my best to make her feel like the best girlfriend that she really is. that's all I'm gonna write. I'll probably be back in another 6 months.
may god be with you through all your hardships bro, keep reminding yourself you're worth everything you're being put through, others may not be able to withstand it but look at you, you're still here, pushing to become better. i truly do hope it keeps being good for you. god bless you
Sometimes the things that you planned in life don’t go the way that you wanted that’s why you have to be prepared for the worst if you are going thru a breakup use that as lesson to better yourself in the future I wish you luck in your journey
I gave him everything bro i kept going for him i kept living for him i tried my best but then i fucked up. People make mistakes right? It's okay. It's not. It's really not okay. I want to scream cry rip my hair out throw up bang my head on the wall and then cry to sleep. It's all my fault. I ruined everything. But he said he forgived me. He said he loved me for me. He showed that he loved me for me. Now all of a sudden he's so distant and cold and i'm doubting if he ever really forgived me. Was he acting? Did he ever sctually care? I don't know anymore. I tried to ignore it and act like everything was alright. I still text him the same, but he doesn't give the same energy anymore. To the point i'm questioning everything he's ever said. And i can't even say shit cus we just friends. See how ridiculous i sound? Us humans are funny. We worry about the tiniest inconveniences. like don't worry, we still knew he probably never loved me, never cared, never forgived me, never trusted me, never had any interest in me lol. Or is it just me overthinking? Idk. But it's just not the same. I simply can not take this anymore. He was my reason to live and now i lost him too. What's the point what's the point if i don't have him???? And of course this is pointless because obviously there's more to life than a boy but he's so amazing i can't let go i don't wanna let go but what am i letting go of? We aint together or anything. And is he amazing? He said multiple times behind my back that he doesn't trust me but when i asked him about it we talked it out . Or did we? Maybe he still doesn't trust me. And now i just look like a fool. Did i mention he has me on mute for god knows how long He didnt have me on mute before. Things change i guess. crying again:) The fact that he doesn't give one fuck. The fact that this has no point He doesn't even want to be friends with me. Or am i overreacting? I Can't. I can't take this. Anyway it's like 4 am goodnight/goodmorning to anyone who'll read this which i doubt but yk is aight. To the person who see this i love you hon don't end up like me:D
This song hurts. It reminds me of what a breakup can do to the person I broke up with. I broke up with him because I didn’t love him. I don’t see him as a friend anymore after all the shit I’ve been through. But I know he isn’t over it. I am. But he isn’t.. i feel kinda bad
writing this on an alt, i have a girl bestfriend of 13 years, and I am into her, we celebrated new years, usually we greet each other with a firm handshake, i guess it started as a joke but now we do it everytime, everyday, we celebrated new years together and she was really touch, she hugged me 6 times, and she slept on my chest, it feels great, i think i might be catching feelings, and this song just makes me feel happy and reminds me of her
I've tried to get happiness many times but always ended up rotting in my room and eating junk food. I think the way out is to be more patient and consume positive things. I started to feel a bit better when I'm doing like that, even I'm alone. Happiness is not something to strive for, you will never get it if you set happiness as a goal.
I was just balling my eyes out because it reminds me of my parents they have been fighting alot recently and my mum has been wanting a divorce they fight everyday and everyday ik my mum and dad are crying inside i do too it makes me feel like its my fault they fight bc of my actions they always tell me its not my fault when it is anyways yea this song js reminds me of their story so it makes me sad
You know, throughout my entire life I've personally met and gotten to know thousands of people and there wasn't a single person that didn't resemble another person that I'd already seen or that I already knew. For a while I really thought that people weren't all that off from somebody in other state or country that they just didn't know about, like a duplicate because these people were my friends but also just so replicable. But there was one person who I knew, and only that one person was so unique and beautiful that no one could ever be anything close to similar. And that my friends, was the love of my life. I say was, because that was 4 years ago. A lot has changed since. I'm a new man, and I lost her. But this shit never stopped, the pain still lingers within my chest like gun constantly to your head that you've gotten used to. Only thing left is pop pills and move forward or paint the ceiling with my broken memories and cursed past.
Pensé que me quedaría con ella pero no fue así y así que toca siempre y aveces dejar ir x que es parte de amarte a ti mismo y por ella felices fiestas y año nuevo para todos 🎉❤🥃😭
this makes me remember when I was 11 and I met this girl from my school and now she likes someone else and 1 year after my friend told me she likes me now I wish I can just restart😔😔😔
The “100 reasons to stay alive” thing can be easily turned down, I read some and one of them said “to go to dysneyland” for the 100th or whatever time and I read more they’re all HORRIBLE reasons. What I mean by that is that they can all be negative, yet I see people thanking that person. And I’m glad that people are taking serious😊 because it shows even the insignificant stuff makes them say “thank you” showing how truly deep they are, in the hole. Since I’m not depressed or sad I just say “we’ll actually what if they have debt? Disneyland how?” Or “well what if they’re parents are dead? Or they were abusive? Huh?” It seems as I’m the only one with my eyes fully open
Never thought i would meet her. Summer love where it was our last time seeing each other.Now it's been half a year and we stopped communicating because of our different lives.Busy in different directions. The unforgiven mystery of what couldve been. Still waiting for the day we meet again. I will always remember those blue eyes. Life is unexplainable and unexpected so be sure to enjoy everything while it lasts.You don't know how much you have with someone. Appreciate every moment while u can.
(SORRY BAD ENGLISH) I’ve been in a lovely relationship with a girl that I tought would be the mother of my kids, she was all I had and I’ve sacrified a lot of things for her and after 4~5 months, she started to speek with another man ans there is np, she can have friends but she told a lot of secret about me to him and to her friends, she was talking behind my back everyday and then, one time, she just (idk why) told me that she has some secret that she cants tell me with another guy because idk idk. At that time, after all I’ve did to make her life better, I felt killed but I’ve forgot her bcs I loved her but then, at school, I knew something changed. Her and all of her friends started to speak behind my back but like verry hard and it started to become difficult to just go at school and see the looks of poeples but idgaf. After all of that and 1month of asking why, I leaved her because she was just no who I think she was and she just replied with « Hahaha 🤣 » and idk if she was serious then 3 week after that, she was drunk with her friends and she told me some horrrrible things that are just not cool like fr but yeah, make sur to know who is really the one that you want to give your heart to. Big heart on you, from Belgium❤
I can’t believe that i used to be happy a year ago but now everything is downhill every one wants to judge the things i do the make jokes about saying bad things about but they used to be my friends I feel like I can’t trust anyone I can talk to
there's this girl I love so much I cant stop thinking about her i have a feeling she likes me because we have moments but I'm not too sure. For the first time I'm not loving someone just because of their looks or personality but because we have a really good connection and i feel like she's the one for me, she's so perfect and I feel like I could spend the rest of my life with her. We call everyday after school but my brother always joins and ruin it and I cant have a real talk with her. I feel like my brother is breaking up our close friendship, even though i told him how I feel about her, he continuous to show of in front of her and always acts differently. I feel like he might take her away from me. He is in almost all of her classes and coincidentally sits next to her in all of them. The only time I can talk to her is at break and my brother is still there acting up. I feel like giving up but my heart says no. Currently just building up the courage to ask her out and dealing with the fear of rejection. She is the one. I know it.
I have this thing where everytime I want to date a woman, I start going and I do really good for the first week, but then I always just kinda like say to myself, "Do you really want a relationship?" "Maybe your time would be better spent without a girl" "You sure you want to put all the time needed into this?" And I honestly don't, but I love girls and at the same time I always just, don't for some reason. I want to love her and I want to have a relationship but I just feel like I don't need/want a relationship. I've always been that guy in the friend group without a Girlfriend. I just am afraid of breaking up, if she's not perfect I'm not dating her, but at the same time if she's perfect it always seems when I meet her I just stop liking her. I don't want to go through a break-up and I don't plan on it which is why I want the perfect, but it seems the perfect one will never come.
god i just wish she knew how much i love her. i’m currently sitting here crying over her but that’s beside the point. actually, to mack’s it worse i’m on ft with her right now. but she refuses to speak to me. what i did? god knows what. but i love her with all of my heart and i want to help her thru her mental struggles but got i really feel like shit
