For Those Who Fear Death & Aging 

Nah, ur 39/40yo.

Exactly age is not a math problem

Exactly! This is what I came up with and I am 21. That ratio thing is bs and makes no sense.

You just gave us the secret to a healthy long life....A good positive attitude coupled with a positive outlook on life. Thank you !!!

Exactly life aint a math problem

I know right how can one enjoy life when they are weak, there’s a quote saying it’s not the year’s that counts it’s the life in your years.....!!!!!!

because his compoounded poor decisions.

Dont know much about your Grand dad, but he did just reiterate the more money you make the better your health, I knew a WW2, Korean War, Vietnam War Black Vet who grew up as a Sharecropper, had a rough af life, wrote a book about his life, died he was 94yo but, he had more energy than most 25yo, but had cancer for a few years, he had told no one about.

@@msway836 longevity can be attributed to genetics also......!!!!!!! Lifestyle and genetics, poverty causes stress and hardship will impact your wellbeing......!!!!!!!

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and the people you do impress by being yourself will remember you till they too pass.

What a great comment.

Thanks

@@iamhavalbarwari cap 🧢

@@iamhavalbarwari you actually believe it 😂🤦🏻

Wait, coffee isn’t that bad for us right?

Unfortunately coffee is extremely unhealthy. You should not drink it.

How can someone have 18 kid's and survive to such a great age, considering how childbearing destroys the body.

Whoa. Love this one

What about dying?

@@mitch5222 never mind very bad things are very fast ...

This is true. Good point. Thank you.

Thank you, I just commented the same thing 😁

Sterilization of medical equipment and hand washing increased life expectancy greatly.

True, infant mortality was very high years ago.

Agreed. 2.5 x today's life expectancy makes zero sense.

TSTVM ...it is true....but having said that by how much would our life expectancy increase if in the next 10 years we find a cure for cancer? How much will it increase if we develop wearable monitors that provide the equivalent of a daily body scan?... I believe we could certainly increase life expectancy by 50 years very quickly...just with these two developments. The other consideration is that let’s say 40 years from now, you will be 100...just think what therapies will be available to you 40 years from now. They may be able to actually reverse certain aspects of aging and re-set you back to 50 or 60.

Bro same 😔but , what can we do right ?

Same here

@@kapildeori7432 I know. But if it makes you feel any better, there is hope to slow it down if not prevent altogether thanks to new technologies. Believe me, I've been scared and anxious about this for the past 2, 3, or 4 days and when I saw that video, it did make me feel better because it does make me optimistic about living forever or at least living longer and it did help comfort me a little bit. Not too much but a little. I've also done some hobbies that I like such as playing basketball and singing that have helped a little bit but still not too much. If I don't get better, I will definitely go see a psychiatrist or a psychologist or something because it's so sad and scary to think about and it's starting to affect my daily life tremendously as I'm not eating right or sleeping right. Don't lose hope. I almost did but not anymore because of the promising news. Let's just hope for the best. Thanks for sharing and take care 😃. Remember, no matter what happens you are not alone okay? Many people including myself feel the same way and it's honestly helped me just share this because I've kept it in for myself for so long and I really needed to get it off my chest. I desperately needed this breath of fresh air.

Spoken like a true champion this is the essence of spirit and the driving force of life

Yep!

A Native American who lived 250 years ago knew what it meant to live as a man. He doesn't have what we have now. But his words rang true for many generations to come. We have lost our meaning for life and confused a 'good life' with the pursuit of wealth, sex and a luxurious living. Tecumseh lived a persecuted life but his words reflected a free man. He died at age 45 fighting for what he believed in. Rockefeller and Carnegie may have lived longer and infinitely more wealthy. But Tecumseh has my respect.

Same. I don’t know if it was the pandemic after effects or something but I had a lot of sleeping trouble and endless thoughts before sleeping. Thinking about death all the time, including about my loved ones. I am much better the past few days. Hope you are fine :)

Same

I relate to it so much, I have a feeling of uncertainty and fear with anxiety. I developed a fear of being alone in long distances from home. I spend too many late nights thinking about death. The panic attacks, it made me think if I was even going to make it to the next day but then things keep going. I'm still trying to return to my normal self again. Hope you are feeling better now and found a way to get over it

​@@daniela.c.cairus are you ok?

i goch u Man.Love it.

Samuel L. Jackson is 72...hes not dragging along. lOL

You say that now, but your perspective might change if death is around the corner

@@ActiveRehabMobility True. Being near death does make you appreciate life more from what I've heard. Too bad I still have a lot of fears and anxiety about this. Do you have any suggestions as to how I can feel better and not worry too much?

is that u in ur pfp? damn u look 28

@@iiCounted-op5jx that's an old pic i haven't bothered to update.

@@iiCounted-op5jx is that better?

@@iiCounted-op5jx No, he doesn't he looks over 40 and he is bald. I mean it matter of fact not with ill will.

Shaming his looks is not going to get his attention

3rd world dying from infectious diseases. USA is suffering from chronic diseases, the nice thing about chronic diseases is someone stands too make a lot of money off someone with a Chronic diseases.

Your math is a bit flawed too (118/10=11.8) haha, but I am with you on the sentiment.

@@melodicdreamer72 ha , your right - my error

I just correct the error - good spot , It you type the whole sum out in your phone you get 28 2×9+100/10 - check it

USA. Life expectancy goin down due to herbicides pesticides and fungicides being sprayed on your food and the soil killing the micro biome. That’s why you have so many chronic diseases. But this makes loads of dough for agro chemicals and the -pharmaceuticals and insurance industry Oh and wall st and banks So eat. Organic or Grow your own food then you won’t need doctors and any surplus food you grow you can share which helps you live longer

And, how do you feel now?

Then when I hit my mid 40's and both of my parents were gone it's like well I now have nobody I can turn to. I was going through a divorce on top of it and left the US Arrmy after 12 years of service. I entered at an older age I was 33. So with the problems I had with my wife and our kids were still young we had in our mid to late 30's so I had a mountain of responsibility, I could not transition into a decent job due to age discrimmination and a tough economy too. I did transfer into the Army Reserves a Sergeant in order to continue service (now 45 years old) - and have some kind of a career. And my son is autistic low functioning and so my wife had to deal with it, and also our take care of daughter who was normal thank God. So my wife had to do a lot while I was working at what was now gig jobs and a Reservist a weekend a month. Our relationship grew more and more distant and I had to recover from being stabbed in the right arm by her. I had to have surgery in the back of the bicep area when the median artery is, and the nerve had to be checked for damage. So one good thing was I got 90 days of work, on orders at the Reserves when I asked if I could. We were separated I did not press charges on her because I was worried about our kids. A few months later she went to court for an assault charge and was given probation by the court. I remained on my own always supporting them financially and compromising my own life. The Dept.of The VA awarded me VA Compensation at a decent amount and financially helping us out greatly. I got the divorce and also finished 20 years of military service through the Reserves, I was 54 when I retired from there in 2018. Today I am in a local rock band as a bassist, I just recently got the gig, chasing a dream I had in the early 1980's when I was still a teen. Believe in a higher power, I was saying prayers to Jesus all the time over these years maybe because my mother always believed in Him and told me that prayers can work. Somehow, try to enjoy the challenges in your life, and work as hard as you can to achieve your dreams.

where or when is home?

Trevor Phillips home is where the heart is. Frequencies. Emotion in motion. Like attracts like, there and opposites attract, here. I’ve had numerous OBE’s a NDE and stroked out. I’ve seen things. Again, home is where the heart is.

I feel the same,to me....LIFE IS A BEAUTIFUL LIE... and DEATH IS A SAD REALITY.

@@chakkakon Jesus has the answers to the questions regarding death

So you think this is a simuIation?

Same man.

Hey, I’m a random person who’s really overwhelmed by these exact thoughts you have. It’s strangely comforting knowing there’s people out there who have the same anxieties as yourself. I hope you’re doing okay out there. I’m only 24 but the epiphany of mortality is definitely overwhelming at times. Sometimes it’s most times. Again I hope you’ve found ways to help with your anxiety about that & thanks for commenting that tbh. It kinda helped me out in some ways and I’m appreciative

​@@tomkhong5219literally in the same boat, turned 24 and I'm having this incredibly sometimes increasing anxiety, how are you holding up? Has it gotten better? Might sound rude but if not I don't really want to know, I'm just seeking comfort

Then when I hit my mid 40's and both of my parents were gone it's like well I now have nobody I can turn to. I was going through a divorce on top of it and left the US Arrmy after 12 years of service. I entered at an older age I was 33. So with the problems I had with my wife and our kids were still young we had in our mid to late 30's so I had a mountain of responsibility, I could not transition into a decent job due to age discrimmination and a tough economy too. I did transfer into the Army Reserves a Sergeant in order to continue service (now 45 years old) - and have some kind of a career. My son is - by the way he's autistic low functioning and so my wife had to deal with it, and also our take care of daughter who was normal thank God. So my wife had to do a lot while I was working at what was now gig jobs and a Reservist a weekend a month. Our relationship grew more and more distant and I had to recover from being stabbed in the right arm by her. I had to have surgery in the back of the bicep area when the median artery is, and the nerve had to be checked for damage. So one good thing was I got 90 days of work, on orders at the Reserves when I asked if I could. We were separated I did not press charges on her because I was worried about our kids. A few months later she went to court for an assault charge and was given probation by the court. I remained on my own always supporting them financially and compromising my own life. The Dept.of The VA awarded me VA Compensation at a decent amount and financially helping us out greatly. I got the divorce and also finished 20 years of military service through the Reserves, I was 54 when I retired from there in 2018. Today I am in a local rock band as a bassist, I just recently got the gig, chasing a dream I had in the early 1980's when I was still a teen. Believe in a higher power, I was saying prayers to Jesus all the time over these years maybe because my mother always believed in Him and told me that prayers can work. Somehow, try to enjoy the challenges in your life, and work as hard as you can to achieve your dreams.

Same here. I just love them so much.

Same

Same but my problem is i don't care about dying, i don't care about my beauty, what I'm getting negative thought is "Will i get thoughts like oh I'm gonna die soon when I'll be old" 24/7 and will i survive my life if i get those thoughts, i just want to focus to present, i don't want to think about my future, and even when i get older i want to think about present moments

@@memyselfndi1 no its scientifically proven you wont get those thoughts because 70% of happy people are people who are 50+ because they are free and have family etc… Old people dont care about dying bcz their brain is degrading and wont even think of dying

@@memyselfndi1hope it got better for you cause I’ve been crying about this same thing for days now and hate it 💔

I feel it, dude 😢

How can you not fear death? Do you believe in after life?

@@mikechrist9699 Wish I did

​@@mikechrist9699 I do

@@VantaDraws I wish I did too. I grew up religious but I'm not entirely convinced anymore and it just makes me so anxious and paranoid about death. I just like life so much that I don't want to end. These fears, thoughts, and feelings are killing me.

Okay

Eh...

@Shoveen Mishima If you are truly seeking truth, call out to God, even if you don't know exactly who or what God is, and He will show you the truth.Maybe He will start leading you in that moment or it might take some time. You will know the truth and the truth will set you free. May God bless you, Shoveen.

Wonderful

@T T The book is truthful, the problem is men's heart.

Rich people can have themselves chryonically preserved until a cure is found for aging. That's what I'd do if I could afford It rather than go passively to the grave.

​@@catherinebirch2399também gostaria dessa cura

How’s being 52? Any advice?

@@VantaDrawsturned 55 this year learned not to give any Facks.

Inner Peace Eliminates Fear of Death

@@Lightinthedark730 thanks for the insight, finding/cultivating inner peace can be really tough. I've found self acceptance, presence and letting go of trying to control things to be big players in finding inner peace. What have you found from your experience?

If you can except the fact that you were never born. You might have difficulty thinking you will die. Your here, where ever here is, you always have been, you always will be.

@@TakeBackYourMind997 Peace for me has alway came from the spirit of Christ meaning positive thinking being internalize through spirit and the knowledge of God and wisdom. for me when Im able to stop allowing the world to influence my thoughts and attitudes in negative ways and Im able to think for myself my own positive thoughts not by news or not by television and media but from God’s eternal will for us to be free as it was when there were no outside negative influences like in the beginning before the fall of man the good that is in me trying to help when I see someone needs help I’m able to manifest peace in my inner being through thoughts and spirit this is the only times I have been able to experience real peace and before I was able to experience that peace I always had to change something about myself and change my attitude about life and stop doing those things that I knew were keeping me from experiencing that peace and I think we all know to some degree what our bad habits are and when I’m able to start thinking love first instead of judge help first instead of hurt actions like these has always brought peace to my soul and life everyone say its better to give than to receive the Bible teaches those same principles and until I really consciously did that it was always hard to experience real peace even I don’t understand why when experiencing this kind of peace the world looks like a lot different to me I can only say it have to be God working through me to experience that level of peace from my experience. even when I think positive thoughts and show love as a action I find that if my motive is there but the action is not I think peace can still be achieved cause the motives are right and by having my mind right I have found that my way of thinking can also lead to inner peace from my experiences

@@Lightinthedark730 This is so interesting because you and I have different world views, but I live by many of the same principles you spoke about there. Funny how different paths can lead to the same destinations. I think that's a sign of universally true concepts, like the fact serving others brings deep happiness and fulfillment to our lives. I totally get what you're saying about positive thinking changing the way the world looks, I believe our focus determines the world we live in. Focus on the bad that's what you'll see, focus on the good and you'll live in a good world. Thanks for sharing, I'm glad you found your positive path in life!

How are you feel right now?

@@FxChris27 I'm 80 now, and just started construction on a new house, also completing construction on an ATV I've been building for two years now. We just upgraded our RV to enhance our travels . We have found that when traveling, the jewels of the journey are the people we meet and the stories we collect. I am just starting to experiment with just how far can I carry container gardening on our deck (55'x 14') as an eventual replacement for our green house. I just had a meeting with my oncologist. he says 5 plus years. All of my other systems are probably good for a hundred. All of this has made me contemplate the meaning of life ( not in the religious sense). I have come to the conclusion that the best thing you can do with your life is to enrich the life experiences of the next generation. Although I never had children of my own the most precious thing (except for my loving wife) I can hold on to is adding to the lives of my grandchildren and sharing the joy of discovery with them. They are all young adults now and love just as hard as if they were my own. I am fully cognizant that my planning horizon is not as long as it used to be but still embrace each day with a zest for learning and doing and will continue to do so as long as I am able. Perhaps the tongue in cheek way to put it is "I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up".

You ok

@@FxChris27 I recently passed 80. To be honest I found it unsettling becoming "the tip of the spear" since so many of my colleagues and friends are no longer here. However, it seems that was a kind of passage I had to work through. While my planning horizon may not be as far off as in the past I still embrace life with gusto, still learning everyday. I am just now putting the finishing touches on an ATV I started designing and building two years ago. We are currently building a new house with more shop space so I can better indulge my hobbies of designing and building things. My next project, a 3/4 scale replica of a Model T hot rod. My theory is the process of creating and building keeps me mentally agile.

@@alexandrogalicia8711 Actually, I am quite well thank you. I just replied to an earlier question with some detail. I did leave out that I am now dealing with a cancer that can be slowed but not cured ( at least today) . My wife and I enjoy traveling in our RV, we tow an ATV that we use on beaches for surf fishing. I did experience some anxiety when turning 80. However, I have become comfortable with the idea of getting the most living I can out of what I call the "new normal", whatever it is on a given day. My curiosity to learn is still intact. I'm now finishing a still for making ethanol. and learning how to make English style longbows from split and seasoned oak logs.

I would have been rich if i had listened to certain advice on RU-vid and start investing earlier

@@themoon2283 I was in the same category with you, it's never too late to invest... I just placed an investment in a platform yield 💯

@Music Clifford How much is Tesla currently??

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This should be pinned to the top !!!

:D

You're me.

Going through it at 22 🥲

I remember saying the same thing at your age, thought I was the first one to have such an idea at the time!

I'm 19 and was havinh that type of crisis few moths ago

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Is for punishment

true , but at least he tries to make people feel positive xd but I also disagree with his math and points

Then when I hit my mid 40's and both of my parents were gone it's like well I now have nobody I can turn to. I was going through a divorce on top of it and left the US Arrmy after 12 years of service. I entered at an older age I was 33. So with the problems I had with my wife and our kids were still young we had in our mid to late 30's so I had a mountain of responsibility, I could not transition into a decent job due to age discrimmination and a tough economy too. I did transfer into the Army Reserves a Sergeant in order to continue service (now 45 years old) - and have some kind of a career. And my son is autistic low functioning and so my wife had to deal with it, and also our take care of daughter who was normal thank God. So my wife had to do a lot while I was working at what was now gig jobs and a Reservist a weekend a month. Our relationship grew more and more distant and I had to recover from being stabbed in the right arm by her. I had to have surgery in the back of the bicep area when the median artery is, and the nerve had to be checked for damage. So one good thing was I got 90 days of work, on orders at the Reserves when I asked if I could. We were separated I did not press charges on her because I was worried about our kids. A few months later she went to court for an assault charge and was given probation by the court. I remained on my own always supporting them financially and compromising my own life. The Dept.of The VA awarded me VA Compensation at a decent amount and financially helping us out greatly. I got the divorce and also finished 20 years of military service through the Reserves, I was 54 when I retired from there in 2018. Today I am in a local rock band as a bassist, I just recently got the gig, chasing a dream I had in the early 1980's when I was still a teen. Believe in a higher power, I was saying prayers to Jesus all the time over these years maybe because my mother always believed in Him and told me that prayers can work. Somehow, try to enjoy the challenges in your life, and work as hard as you can to achieve your dreams.

I don't know why i just want to ask how are you now sir? If you are still alive which i really hope you are, your comment on this video helped me in some way that even i don't know how anyway, what can I say or ask to someone who is old? How was your life? Maybe?

We would really love to hear a reply

Agree!!!

Then when I hit my mid 40's and both of my parents were gone it's like well I now have nobody I can turn to. I was going through a divorce on top of it and left the US Arrmy after 12 years of service. I entered at an older age I was 33. So with the problems I had with my wife and our kids were still young we had in our mid to late 30's so I had a mountain of responsibility, I could not transition into a decent job due to age discrimmination and a tough economy too. I did transfer into the Army Reserves a Sergeant in order to continue service (now 45 years old) - and have some kind of a career. And my son is autistic low functioning and so my wife had to deal with it, and also our take care of daughter who was normal thank God. So my wife had to do a lot while I was working at what was now gig jobs and a Reservist a weekend a month. Our relationship grew more and more distant and I had to recover from being stabbed in the right arm by her. I had to have surgery in the back of the bicep area when the median artery is, and the nerve had to be checked for damage. So one good thing was I got 90 days of work, on orders at the Reserves when I asked if I could. We were separated I did not press charges on her because I was worried about our kids. A few months later she went to court for an assault charge and was given probation by the court. I remained on my own always supporting them financially and compromising my own life. The Dept.of The VA awarded me VA Compensation at a decent amount and financially helping us out greatly. I got the divorce and also finished 20 years of military service through the Reserves, I was 54 when I retired from there in 2018. Today I am in a local rock band as a bassist, I just recently got the gig, chasing a dream I had in the early 1980's when I was still a teen. Believe in a higher power, I was saying prayers to Jesus all the time over these years maybe because my mother always believed in Him and told me that prayers can work. Somehow, try to enjoy the challenges in your life, and work as hard as you can to achieve your dreams.

No ur 5😭😭

Exactly u have a smarter brain than him what is wrong with value

My aunt lived to 102 , another to 90 some. They barely ate a thing ., look up MTor.. life expectancy.. makes sense now, looking back, seeing them barely eat, rather skinny/small people they were. And not wealthy at all. Lived on beans and tortillas. ,, I miss my Tia. She would give me candy and a 1 dollar bill every time she saw me. The good ole days .

Lol I see this a lot with people my age. Especially around where I live. Most of them don’t want to work at all. Or have to work a job where they have to physically move. They would rather sit around at home all day, or work from home on a computer than do a physical job. Overall We all can get lazy at times but come on!

Then when I hit my mid 40's and both of my parents were gone it's like well I now have nobody I can turn to. I was going through a divorce on top of it and left the US Arrmy after 12 years of service. I entered at an older age I was 33. So with the problems I had with my wife and our kids were still young we had in our mid to late 30's so I had a mountain of responsibility, I could not transition into a decent job due to age discrimmination and a tough economy too. I did transfer into the Army Reserves a Sergeant in order to continue service (now 45 years old) - and have some kind of a career. And my son is autistic low functioning and so my wife had to deal with it, and also our take care of daughter who was normal thank God. So my wife had to do a lot while I was working at what was now gig jobs and a Reservist a weekend a month. Our relationship grew more and more distant and I had to recover from being stabbed in the right arm by her. I had to have surgery in the back of the bicep area when the median artery is, and the nerve had to be checked for damage. So one good thing was I got 90 days of work, on orders at the Reserves when I asked if I could. We were separated I did not press charges on her because I was worried about our kids. A few months later she went to court for an assault charge and was given probation by the court. I remained on my own always supporting them financially and compromising my own life. The Dept.of The VA awarded me VA Compensation at a decent amount and financially helping us out greatly. I got the divorce and also finished 20 years of military service through the Reserves, I was 54 when I retired from there in 2018. Today I am in a local rock band as a bassist, I just recently got the gig, chasing a dream I had in the early 1980's when I was still a teen. Believe in a higher power, I was saying prayers to Jesus all the time over these years maybe because my mother always believed in Him and told me that prayers can work. Somehow, try to enjoy the challenges in your life, and work as hard as you can to achieve your dreams.

Put the work and you will, learn and keep learning 💯💪

@@younesalawaji8613 Thanks man, really appreciate it.

You see what is the difference between you and Rockefeller. The man pointed numbers and you have no number while you talk about the numbers. Give me a number whats is filthy rich for you, 10 million in your bank account? 100 million, couple of billions? Then you will be aware of your destination. Good luck :)

@Jon Johnson Yeah man 20% good but I feel I can extend more.And Gold and Silver do you literally mean it or is there a message to it. Anyways appreciate it.

@@ln3041 Your words hit me deep down, I am assuming that your telling me to focus on being DEFINITE. And I totally agree, there must be a target and then a desire and dedication to must reach our goal. Your words reminded me of the book 'THINK AND GROW RICH'. You might've read it. Anyways strong words really appreciated 👍👍

Do they want you to die young? Lol

Who told you 3/4 is left? How about 99% is left? How about 0%?

Lmao. This is a good one. Imagine you're dead and you're in hell and Covid is the devil ruling the world... We're all fucked

Then when I hit my mid 40's and both of my parents were gone it's like well I now have nobody I can turn to. I was going through a divorce on top of it and left the US Arrmy after 12 years of service. I entered at an older age I was 33. So with the problems I had with my wife and our kids were still young we had in our mid to late 30's so I had a mountain of responsibility, I could not transition into a decent job due to age discrimmination and a tough economy too. I did transfer into the Army Reserves a Sergeant in order to continue service (now 45 years old) - and have some kind of a career. And my son is autistic low functioning and so my wife had to deal with it, and also our take care of daughter who was normal thank God. So my wife had to do a lot while I was working at what was now gig jobs and a Reservist a weekend a month. Our relationship grew more and more distant and I had to recover from being stabbed in the right arm by her. I had to have surgery in the back of the bicep area when the median artery is, and the nerve had to be checked for damage. So one good thing was I got 90 days of work, on orders at the Reserves when I asked if I could. We were separated I did not press charges on her because I was worried about our kids. A few months later she went to court for an assault charge and was given probation by the court. I remained on my own always supporting them financially and compromising my own life. The Dept.of The VA awarded me VA Compensation at a decent amount and financially helping us out greatly. I got the divorce and also finished 20 years of military service through the Reserves, I was 54 when I retired from there in 2018. Today I am in a local rock band as a bassist, I just recently got the gig, chasing a dream I had in the early 1980's when I was still a teen. Believe in a higher power, I was saying prayers to Jesus all the time over these years maybe because my mother always believed in Him and told me that prayers can work. Somehow, try to enjoy the challenges in your life, and work as hard as you can to achieve your dreams.

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M S yes

Not all people believe in fairy tale..

holy your still a baby man

it has

Then when I hit my mid 40's and both of my parents were gone it's like well I now have nobody I can turn to. I was going through a divorce on top of it and left the US Arrmy after 12 years of service. I entered at an older age I was 33. So with the problems I had with my wife and our kids were still young we had in our mid to late 30's so I had a mountain of responsibility, I could not transition into a decent job due to age discrimmination and a tough economy too. I did transfer into the Army Reserves a Sergeant in order to continue service (now 45 years old) - and have some kind of a career. And my son is autistic low functioning and so my wife had to deal with it, and also our take care of daughter who was normal thank God. So my wife had to do a lot while I was working at what was now gig jobs and a Reservist a weekend a month. Our relationship grew more and more distant and I had to recover from being stabbed in the right arm by her. I had to have surgery in the back of the bicep area when the median artery is, and the nerve had to be checked for damage. So one good thing was I got 90 days of work, on orders at the Reserves when I asked if I could. We were separated I did not press charges on her because I was worried about our kids. A few months later she went to court for an assault charge and was given probation by the court. I remained on my own always supporting them financially and compromising my own life. The Dept.of The VA awarded me VA Compensation at a decent amount and financially helping us out greatly. I got the divorce and also finished 20 years of military service through the Reserves, I was 54 when I retired from there in 2018. Today I am in a local rock band as a bassist, I just recently got the gig, chasing a dream I had in the early 1980's when I was still a teen. Believe in a higher power, I was saying prayers to Jesus all the time over these years maybe because my mother always believed in Him and told me that prayers can work. Somehow, try to enjoy the challenges in your life, and work as hard as you can to achieve your dreams.

Sometimes im afraid that my belief is wrong and nothing happens after i die. Do you experience the same thing?

You missed the whole point of the video

Even if it's meant to be motivational,. He got to do it in a common sense sort of way !!!

It's a stupid video, he's not living to 200 years.

Relax! you have a whole life ahead of you. Just focus on how to not waste time.

Feel you bro

Me too brother feelin you

LOL I wish I were 22 again! Enjoy life and make a good life and future for yourself.

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Im afraid that what i believe all this time is false, and i just become nothing🥲. Do you also have the same experience?

@@mikechrist9699 no, I strongly believe in our Lord Jesus Christ. If it wasn't for His peace, love and forgiveness I would be a total mess. I do have anxiety but He knows my heart and He is always there holding my hand throughout the entire time. Don't ever lose hope, seek Him everyday. This too shall pass. You got this!