Freaks - Surf Curse (Lyrics) 

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I leave this comment here,so a month later,when someone like this comment,i get remind of this song

This song hits when your depressed. This song hits when your happy. This song hits when your normal. THIS SONG HITS

Someone like so I can remember to watch this everyday for memories

my grandma is really happy right now.. i can see the smile on her face.. i really miss her.

Anyone here 2024

Gives a sense of nostalgia

You are not a monster like a bogeyman, you are just a human, you can make mistakes, you can be sad, you can cry, you are a human, a very good and hearted person ♥

The fact that this song reminds me of the happy times and the sad times and the hurtful times and it really hurts to think about🥲

When you are in depression you truly understand the lyrics.

Every lyric to this song relates to my life Don’t kill me-my friends (and girlfriend) were all I kinda had left for material happiness in this world. Stuff happened in September that affected them but affected me harder and down the line they have hurt me so much emotionally and mentally without knowing it that it has hurt me physically worse than any pain I’ve ever had. Voices keep telling me everyday that these friends will kill me because of how bad it’s gotten Just help me run away-all I want is somewhere to go to get away from all the pain I have now so it doesn’t get worse and so I can stop hurting/passing out/etc. I just wanna feel safe again. From everyone, I need a place to stay-I need a solitude where I can feel safe and secure mentally and emotionally. The friends who have been hurting me are my only solitude I’ve ever had (besides God) and now I feel like I have nowhere to go since everyone I had is now kinda gone (mentally) and it’s just me. Kinda like they all turned into zombies and I’m trying to survive them. Where I can cover up my face-I need somewhere where I can drop the pain and keep going, even tho it seems impossible. Don’t cry-my family, my friends who have been hurting me (especially my girlfriend) has been worried sick tho about how much they have affected me physically (even tho they don’t know they are the cause) and I need to sugarcoat all my pain when explaining it to them so they don’t get upset and worried. I need to be strong for them, even tho I’m dying. I am just a freak-Ive heard it a billion times and a trillion times more in my head, that I will never matter to anyone. I am just a freak-whenever I have tried to be myself and show emotion and let people know how I’m feeling it always ends up hurting them somehow. Sometimes I’ll just say a few sentences on how I feel and try my best to sugarcoat it but they always overreact and then I get blamed for making them cry and be upset I am just a freak-all my life other people have always come before me, emotionally, physically, whatever. Whenever I wanna talk or do something, “it’s better for you to just shut up and listen” I am just a freak-apparently due to all of this I have been diagnosed with anxiety disorder, schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, and depression. All of which I didn’t have before September came and all my problems with it. My head is filled with parasites-I’ve been diagnosed with paranoia and schizophrenia. Voices talk to me and threaten to take my life and try to physically kill me every hour. They lie to me and tell me I have no worth and they show me how my friends would end up killing me in the future. They show me these visions of places I’ve never seen and they show me, me dying multiple different ways and it doesn’t stop. Medication doesn’t help. Black holes cover up my eyes-it’s been hard to enjoy what I have in my life recently, I guess because it gets threatened a lot in my mind. The people I love I can’t enjoy anymore. I get irritated so easily by little things to the point where everyone I know has pointed it out to me. I haven’t felt like myself in months I dream of you almost every night-I think all the time about what life would be like if I could go back to being able to love and enjoy my life with them instead of constantly being scared of them. I miss my friends-my family, so much. Hopefully, I won’t wake up this time-this is the hardest part, but I fell back into my suicidal thoughts and tendencies a few months after this all happened. I have passed my limit in every stage of my life and I can not keep going on my own. I have tried and i literally passed out and ended up in the hospital multiple times due to how scared i am now. I miss my life. God save me.

The part that says “I need a place to stay where I can cover up my face” hits hard to me, because recently people have been telling me that I’m ugly, and now when I go to places like school I wear a mask because I’m afraid that people stare at me and make fun of me 😢

Feels like we’re going in the past😢

Don't kill me, just help me run away From everyone I need a place to stay Where I can cover up my face Don't cry, I am just a freak I am just a freak I am just a freak I am just a freak I am just a freak My head is filled with parasites Black holes cover up my eyes I dream of you almost every night Hopefully I won't wake up this time I won't wake up this time I won't wake up this time I won't wake up this time -FREAKS😮‍💨

This is definitely the best song

Leavin this comment over here.....so that whenever someone likes it i will get to remember this song again❤

DONT CRY I AN JUST A FISH

when your happy you enjoy the song when your sad you understand the lyrics

This brings back memories 😭😭

Nostalgia..

Cuando estuve a punto de tirar de un cuarto piso recordé que había un video que decía no caigas en esto y por eso sigo aquí con partiendo esto con ustedes

Remember when we did 5 push ups and think we will be strong 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

This song makes me feel like I’m old and it’s my last day of life and thinking about the good memories

This song just brings back the good memorys

Lyrics: Don’t, kill, me Just help me swim away From everyone I need a place to stay Where I, can Cover up my face Don’t, cry, I am just a FISH I AM JUST A FISH I AM JUST A FISH I AM JUST A FISH My, mouth, is, filled with hooks I bite Black, holes, cover up my eyes I dream, of you, almost every night Hope, fully, I’ll swim away this time I’LL SWIM AWAY THIS TIME I’LL SWIM AWAY THIS TIME I’LL SWIM AWAY THIS TIME

Sometimes when I listen to this music it makes me want to cry

This song actually gives me all nostalgia😢😢

Sometimes i listen to this to let go of the over building emotions and sadness i have in me that still lingers till now.

Si lloraron lloren conmigo😔👍🏼

don't kill me just help me run away from everyone

thanksfor the video chilled sad

School just ended and I wish it never did my class was so stupid and I loved them we all sang this song and I wanna cry because I truly miss them. I never thought I would like my class but I did we were the best class 😢

So true I always dream about her🥲

Dont kill me! Just help me run away! From everyone i need a place to stay where i cant cover up my face

This is a sad and yet amazing song

This made me cry bc of my school and childhood

Im so happy I get to listen to this

When I was a teenager I thought school was the worst thing ever but it’s not it’s busting your ass cleaning up shit in a grocery store everyday. Getting stressed out at work.

THIS IS JUST SAD I Just can't this song is great

Gosh i nearly cried

DONT CRY I AM JUST A FISH

i sing this when im sad and crying 😭

When I listened to this I cried so hard my siblings started to say my eyes were pure white because it reminded me of my dad and mom passing away

It feels like we’re going in the past😢 it brings back the good memories😢

This song is kinda a mix of emotions

"Don't kill me just me run away from every. One I need a place to stay don't cry I'm just a freak" is my fav part

I been listing to this song since the first day it came out and i don’t know anyone that don’t like it and this reminds me of my dad 😢

I lost my grandma in December, sleeping is the only way I bring her back.

My life is torturing, my parents don’t love me, my aunt died when I was 5 my friend is moving, no one loves me, I am a suck up, my cats are getting taken away, my life is hell

If it’s Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday. Whether I’m sad,happy this song always makes me dance😅

SO GOOD

I Listen to this song every time every day i always listen to this song im fine dont worry

This is a amazing song

When you break up with some one you love this is a good song

Her dinledimde eskilere gidiyurum

This bring back Memories 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I didn’t know what to do so I just listened to the song and played it on piano. It actually sounds really sad on the piano so it mad me cry.😢

Dont kill me,just help me run away (keep it going)

For some reason my playlist decided to hit me with nostalgia today.

this is the only time I watch the lyrics when I’m sad

Whenever i hear this song it reminds me of my depression... , anxiety... , sadness... , regretful flashbacks... , my abusive parents... , my hateful siblings.... .... ....

“When you are happy you listen to this music for nostalgia” “When you are sad you understand the lyrics” Whoever has gone through this, I am with you brother, take good care of yourself, be strong!

when you happy you enjoy the lyrics when you are sad you understand the lyrics

sometimes i just want to listen to this song alone and wish no one talk to me

This song is so nice when your depression appears..

dont kill me just help me run away from everyone i need a place i need to stay to cover up my face dont cry i am just a freak... It made me cry so much bc my skin ripped a lil and now im crying i was always in so much pain and i will never lose it😭😭😭💔💔💔

The good days good vibes and the old days❤

I remember this its like i love it❤❤ and it makes me super sad and gives me an memory❤

I wanna cry 😭😭😭😭😭

No single day without this 😢🎉❤❤

Bro i love your videos and You

I remember my friend passing away when he had cancer and ive lissend to this for a while

this is my everyday day song

i tried finding it and find it yay

Even this is so old it's still 1 of my fav song

The nostalgia hits hard with this song😢

Owwwww i love this music so much💗

Love this I am going into the past

This is a banger

Nostalgic and sad music

Beautiful

im still here 2024 and so are we.

This song makes me smile

When you rediscover a favorite videogame or content creator you havent seen in years.

Song goes hard and always will ❤

Where making it to heaven with this one

Brings back memories man

This song makes me feel bad because my best friends dad died a year ago and this is his favorite song and every time he hears it he cries so this song reminds me how bad of a situation he’s been through

This song reminded me of my Nan. She died last year and this song made me cry so hard

I love this song

I cried when it started😢

This a bap when you're happy but you can understand the lyrics incredibly good when sad

Incredible

nice ❤

I miss the old days

This song reminds me of old days

I’m sad rn because my cat died after 14 years of being alive 😢

Resembles me so much😅

man i love this song

It makes me look, and realize how shitty my life is Rn. I always think why me, but never think “why not me?”