Sumwhere up there off into the hazy grey i stare...when im alone and desperate enough to not fkn care...do u hear me father my life is not fun or fair...i dont like it down here i want to come up there....im sick and tired of all the nights of unaswered prayers...i dont know how long i can hold on yeah its just to much to bear...im on a road so long and lonesome itd be nice if sumone was there....they are more likely to point fingers away and say hes over there... All the fire boiling rage inside of me just needs a lil air...
I hate the way I allow myself to fade into grey into the middle of feeling nothing & everything The limbo turns to nothing I wish I felt pain to feel something Don’t say a word cus I’m drowning in myself Why would I talk when I let the writing on the wall tell my story of The grey The grey The grey The grey
The shades all match I've counted more than fifty Describe me well but just don't fit me , I have 9 lives? No I'm a k9 Watch me paint myself red I tell myself I can't be color blind Standing in an open space enclosed In all the fading that I know Is nothing n everything I feel like your onto me The stories been haunting me The grey