[FREE AUDIO] You're losing me 

It’s sad that some people aren’t waiting for their happy ending anymore. They are just waiting for the end.

I know I'm getting worse when I start going down these paths again, and start watching these videos to the point where the Recommended section is all these kinds of videos...

everyday i forget more and more what it felt like to be happy

you know that feeling, of everyone around you, starts to leave your life as if you are nothing.

It's always "are you ok?" Why is it never "I know your not ok I'm here for you"

I know it’s getting bad when my room becomes a mess and when I go from eating bad to not eating to eating a load for crap like crisps and sweets and drinking energy drinks and then the videos come into it were I sit here and watch them for hours and then realise home numb I am because I can’t even cry and nothin I do is makin things better and then comes the isolating myself from the world till have to go to school because I’m forced to go and I’m not allowed to stay off

“And I’m so scared that that feeling won’t ever go away.” That last part just end me. It’s so painfully true.

"why do you always look upset?" "stop faking" "are you okay?" "why are you upset? Your life is perfect" My answer: "Im fine just tired..."

has anyone else felt so alone,and numb, and broken, for so long.... that... u forgot what it's like to be happy....

"You still have me.. and i hate it!" I dont hate you, but.. i wish i did! Hating you would be easier than loving you. But no. I love you

I’m back on this side of RU-vid again but watching these almost makes the pain feel a little better..

You know you’re not okay when you stare at the screen, not crying, not anything, just, sitting.

i hate myself, my body, my face, my personality. everything about myself i hate😔i need to loose weight, i need to stop being so weird & in the way. i need to be alone and by myself for a long time because i just ruin things.

My grandma was my best friend when I was little (and still is) but now I am slowly losing her

i like listening to these because it’s comforting hearing people feel exactly how i feel, but actually talking about it

I’m scared because it’s supposed to be getting better, but it’s been 1,060 days without her🤧 and she’s still on my mind every single day. I just wish she knew I’m sorry.

The worst thing about distance is you dont know if theyll miss you or forget you.

I love you, I still love you. I want you, I still need you. You were my peace, my light, my muse. I can’t let you go from my heart. I still have so much love to give you. So much to experience with you. I hope we will meet again, this time start new. No secrets, no lies, no doubts, just unconditional love. I will be waiting with the little hope we have left.

Omg, I loved this video. The sad thing is that I could relate so much right now.

Me: extremely sad and about to cry watching this RU-vid: DID YOU KNOW KELLOGS INCREASES BODY POWER AND GIVES MORE PROTEIN

first, i loveee your multi fandoms they’re soo relatable❤️

Honestly there’s something soothing about these kinds of videos. I have a playlist full of them and I understand it is not great to have, but I just can’t help it. One part of me wants to forget it all; the trauma, the pain, the sadness and the guilt I brought upon myself and others. While another wants to continue watching so I will be constantly reminded; where I am, where I started, what I fought and what I continue to fight. It’s an endless cycle.. and I don’t know if I want or when to stop.

I was going through grief and trauma and used to listen to it almost every night and cry to this, one line just always stuck with me and it hit me with a wave of sadness everytime I thought about it “You’re losing me You’re losing me and there’s nothing u can do to stop it from happening” I was going through something similar and now that I’m hearing this again in a year or two And I could only focus on the part where they say “I’ll hold on as long as I can, you hold on to urself too” And that gives me hope

Remember that child that used to laugh. They got lost. In the cold

One time I was with my bsf and we were talking about depression and I told her I tried to commit suicide 3 times she throw a water bottle at me and started crying I love her so much I’m happy to have someone like her in my life she’s so kind

You do such amazing work with these audios, please keep making more! I want to get back into doing video editing, and I will for sure be using some of yours.

Ahhhhhh just cried

To hold on to you too- This breaks you, tears you apart. It's hard. Very hard. Words can never justify what one goes through. Never ever. The Pain. The Numbness. The lump in your throat

I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THE EDGE OF SEVENTEEN 😢

I lost the loml 2 years ago and it hurts like it just happened . Loving someone can feel so good until they leave now you’re stuck with the pain while they live their life . I dont hate you I just hate that I love you so much... thanks for all the memories you gave me .

you have a knack for piecing together the words, ideas, most of us will never say- TY

To anybody that’s dealing with depression just know that you are beautiful and amazing and wanted and there are people that love you so please don’t take your life

I can relate to ur videos so much I love ur post

I always sit in a corner and listen to this, and think about my best friend. I think about how happy we were together

This was so good... I actually got chills finaly... Feeling something else then been a empty void

I’ve listened to this so many times I just don’t feel anymore

Love when you post❤️

“ I should've left you a long time ago.” - 3 mins ago Damn, I feel so broken right now.

The last part was so beautifull !

omg this show got me in tears .. the first part.

Ya know I feel like death is a better alternative than living in a world like this

Anyone else ever just wanna go to the top of a rooftop and sit on the edge then just stare down just stare down not to end your life or anything just to see everyone and there life....or is it just me

I just love ur vids in alot of them I can relate

And this is why I subscribed❤

Imagine wasting your time to someone who didnt care about you.. Imagine loving someone who likes someone else.. imagine pretending to be happy just to see her happy..

These are the best I absolutely love all the work you put in these 💛

yeayy..been waiting for ur vids😀👍👍

Self harm can hurt you in many ways, but it's mainly the feeling inside. Knowing that you're in such a bad place that you have to hurt yourself to try and stop the pain that you're feeling. I was once told cutting is the last step but its nto

Its hard to see how easily someone can give up on you

...The mom part got me.... Everyday I become more numb I feel the. Tears begin to dry I begin to not feel I'm about to leave myself and I am fighting to hold on to me, I've been doing this for 7. Years now...I feel the strength loosening up I feel my colors fade..I've lost my mom's trust and she no longer. Shows affection..my dad hasn't been the best But He is trying my sister gets me more stuck in problems, a boy told me he's feeling and I like him to but I feel like he is too good for me, he's too good to be true I'm scared it will end up in pieces and the friendship fades away..my friends always need help and I've Been Helping as much as I can but everytime I give help I sink myself even more ...I don't want help and I don't ask for any help I'll be fine and I'll fight as much as I can for as long as I can and if I end up failing at least I'll know I tried my hardest..

I like it how people who have never felt the pain for feeling worthless joke about depression and say stuff like “just be happy!” Without realizing what people who experience this everyday really go through :)

I am a junior and I remember listening to these audios freshman year. It gets better I know you hear that and don’t believe it but I promise you. As someone who has been there, you can get through this. I love you, I hear you, I’m proud of you. You can do it, I believe in you. There will be bad and good days, keep going❤️

If anyone needs someone to talk to at all I’m here for everyone You’re all loved by someone, even if you don’t know it yet, I care, someone cares, it’ll be alright. Things are gonna get better I promise

Last part so real it break my 💔

Love this! ❤️❤️

king/queen, its a a lesson. you got this, I promise you can do this I know its shitty I know but promise the world you got this

i was never all here.” i hate what i see and i don’t know how to change it.” it repeats. it repeats. why won’t it be quiet? “i can’t get it outta my head, it’s constantly playing on loop so what the heII am i supposed to do?”

I definitely am obsessed with HTGAWM, waiting on season 5 here in France! Loved this x

Ty for the amazing videos ❤️

I am actually going through the same situation like this video and right now i am asking my self the same questions to my family as the part im the video that the guy is asking why make it personal when u know its lile been stab to the heart. Especially when u know i am going through depression and anxiety and guilt and isolateing my self all because of the pain i have went through

like if youre heartbroken, listening to this and cutting

Keep It Up i Really Like Your videos💛💛

This had me in my feels :"I Great video

This is exactly what’s been on my mind and I’m sobbing rn....

"im fine"

My friends: your so lucky to be so happy and not have lost anyone. Me on the inside: dying on the inside, suffering from depression. Lost a brother, almost lost my mom a few times, lost my grandma who was practically my best friend. Me on the outside: ya, your right. *smiles*

I felt that I felt the chill

I’m literally so numb that I can’t cry, all I can do is stare up at my ceiling and hoping I could just go to sleep and never wake up. I miss what it felt like to be happy.

Me: *gets into the mood watching this* You tube: *wanna see a rotting steak?*

My biggest fear is that one day, everyone will see me how I see myself, how I think everyone sees me. because when that day comes, I know no one will stay any longer.

As soon as I heard the quotes from how to get away with murder, I recognized it and my heart immediately sunk. 😭😭😭

Happiness is deep within us... Life isn't easy... But it's beautiful to love unconditionally.. We don't all have to be successful in the meaning of physical materials but we can be so fulfilled with love spiritually without nothing but pure energy... You don't have to impress me I already loved you for who you are from the start including all your pain❤️❤️❤️❤️

Its my birthday and my parents forgot , I won't remind them because i feel like that will just make me feel worse

My heart feels so broken.. it legit hurts physically... 💔

I love this so much...it broke my heart💔 so beautiful

imagine having depression,anxiety and you're really f'd up and you just get to to the point where you don't remember the last time you were happy.....and then someone you loved so much dies.....worst part is..i don't have to imagine it.

How To Get Away With Murder ❤️

No one is ugly we just live in a judgemental society

I can relate to this so much

... this hits hard

❤️❤️❤️

I dont feel any thing am just living And i dont want that

the part when it said, what mommas tryna do is protect you from losing more.... i got chills and goosebumps through my whole body because my mom is dead, and ive aldeady lost more than just her over the last three years

Suicide doesn’t end pain it passes it to someone else.......let that sink in

you never disappoint ❤️

So much pain!! I feel like I am not good enough for anything. Career, friends, relationship. So I am all alone. People say I am not good enough and I know they're right...my personality, my body image, my looks. What do I do? I can't change myself. How do I survive in this world. Where do I go? Can't handle anymore rejctions...

“I don’t hate you, but I hate how you make me feel...bc I can’t have you” man I felt that

Recently just recently I lost the LOML when he got to hawaii. I cried and cried when he told me that he broke up with me and when I was watching this today, I realized I was relate so much passion. It hurts me so much right now. 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Happy Birthday My Dear ...🎂🎁🎉

I don’t get why this is in my feed but I’ll put my 2 cents COMMUNICATION, TRUST ,LOYALTY AND LOTS OF LOVE TONS OF DEDICATION AND YOU HAVE TO BE TRULY DEVOTED TO ONE ANOTHER 💋💚💜🔐🐧🐸🐞♍️♌️

"no sweet babygirl should lose as much as you have lost." damn. that hit different.

you know shits getting bad again when you start listening to these again.

They got to say there last words but I didn’t get to say mine...

Dear red friend until & unless it's mine I won't respond how much hard you try it's waste will meet in next life be happy forget me think that iam lefted

I find myself sad. I can relate to all of these. The mentions of self-harm, suicide, nobody missing me, all of it. Having an abusive father, my sexuality being looked down on, nobody being there, people who ditched me, everything. And I feel selfish when I complain about all these things when I know people out there have it worse than me. Way worse. And the constant weight in my chest that gets heavier, and heavier. The feeling that I was never enough. The feeling of just ending it all. The feeling of the blood trickling down my arms and thighs. The feeling of tears streaming down my face. . . . I’m 11.

This breaks my heart

"I'VE 'BEEN ' THERE,- THIS ISN'T THE WAY, & YES I KNOW HOW THAT 'FEELS ', I'M 'FEELING ' IT ALSO, - BUT THERE IS A WAY, & IT'S NOT THIS, & THERE IS 'NOTHING ', IN MY 'HEART', BUT 'LOVE', & EVEN THOUGH I 'REALIZE ' NOW, THAT I'M NEVER GOING TO BE WITH YOU, I WISHED, AT LEAST, I COULD 'VE TALKED TO YOU, ONE MORE TIME!!!..😪😢😭😘😍🥰❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏😇

I Never Had You And I Made Peace with That a while ago.

I wish somebody, anybody in my life would try and understand when I try to explain what I feel. Instead I get a look I know is them thinking I'm crazy and I just shut up, shut off, and plaster on that fake smile.

Loved it 💔