[FREE] CHILL $UICIDEBOY$ TYPE BEAT "Lonely Vision" [PROD.CURTES] 

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Am I cursed or am I blessed All I know I cheated death I done lost all of my friends If I'm alive why are they dead We all did the same bullshit Saved myself wish I saved them Demons chase me they won't end I'm still sick up in the head Panic filling me with dread So alone can't trust no person Nightmares when I rest my head Sorry I left you all on read I'm just going through some shit Don't want to make you worry so don't ask me how I fuckin been I catch myself acting real depressed It's a sickness I admit I should be grateful I'm still here Left all the drugs ain't even had a beer Please just hold me close and near Whisper right into my ear Tell me there is nothing I should fear Everyone doubting me they just leer I can't blame them did that shit for years I have faith right in myself I done made it out of hell Sometimes I feel like I'm a shell Life is slow just like a snail I done lived life way too fast I don't want to go back to that Wasted all my money on that smack I got the monkey off my back I seem to isolate myself I'm really working on myself I finally don't have to get well I think about the past but I can't cry I can't believe I was that guy Gave everything away just to get high My therapist agrees I'm traumatized Tryna live life right this time The only way I can express myself is through all of these rhymes I wasted so much of my time All the years have flown right by If you knew my full story you would probably get up leave me say goodbye Now it is my time to shine But I'm trapped inside my mind I feel like the world is bout to end Everyone so shallow and broken I don't know if it's right for me to have kids I don't want them to go through this I was lost in the abyss Every day had a death wish You can say that I'm a bitch But don't be shocked if I respond with my fists I adopted bad habits Baby please just run away I resurrected from the grave I know you wish I was not this way Look into my eyes they are grey Just hit a year clean they all said hooray I swear there must be more to life Wish I could bring you back to life Maybe I'll see you in the next life I gave up my life of crime Hope the feds don't give me time I don't need to tell a lie If you feel like you want to die Just know I've been there so did I I promise things will get better one day soon Made it on my own nobody gave me a spoon

You are a pro at the art of hot and cold with your music..You have a great on and off switch

More chill like this bro 🤝🔥🔥🔥

THANK YOU FOR DOING WHAT YOU DO CURTIS! your beats are awsome

FIREEEEE

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Finna make a song to this

awesome video

Writing now💯

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“She told she be switching sides Personality borderline Slide the razor off my wrist I can see in between the lines Blood seeps I drink like wine”

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Man that 808 sounds really cool. you collabed with jxlyn before?

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Кто ты такой, чтобы тягаться со мной Если я лягу, этот мир ляжет со мной Я в ней главный герой, ты просто нпс я выполняю твой сайд квест через 5 минут положил на тебя крест, со мной мои кенты, для таких как ты мест нет

Beat goes hard, just wrote a song to it let me know if you guys like it!

can i use it bro.

I was there thinking Lots could’ve happened But stuff kept coming So I just kept napping Not even one aye open I was ready to snap and just blast them Snap! Snap! Uh let me keep going? I’m gonna crack them Like a 200 pump one tap them! I Slapped them U just mad cause I’m keeping it a buck While I’m hanging in the back end Getting ready to take the glob The glob we roam All in my left hand My right for my girl in the back end My deck hand My bitch that’s holding a lethal weapon She’s my baby She reppin Hitting the gym She lifting I lift I get her done in seconds Yuh yuh! I’m tapping in With you I ain’t Stupid I knew the truth All along Let teach ya something Life Gets hard myself n I Got plenty of battling Scars Done put myself though harm I got fed up Fought my way up to earn Respect that’s charm I mean no harm Only if u giving me Or my bloods the wrong look Than I’m moving my arm Give me some elbow space I’mma be ready to tie my shoelace Need that energy I taste Fuck that snake shit I need that in my face I need that up in my space Yuh

Just copped a lease til I can afford exclusive, I made an absolute fucking BANGER on this

"Dookie In my pants got me walking kinda funny, dookie make her dance cuz it drip like some honey"- CJ west

Don't wanna go Nobody in my phone I got just some side how I beg leave me alone

I used this on this song if u feel like listening lmk what you think i really just made it for fun so dont sue my ass 🙏 ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-421NrxLYK1A.htmlsi=nLlEGmbaBqltLPAD